Chapter 210: My Will
Lufei looked up at him, not saying whether this was right or wrong, but this attitude made her a little unhappy.
"Did you personally hear Chi Xun admit that it was because of me and refused, or did you guess it yourself?"
Huzi vaguely felt that Lufei seemed to be a little unhappy, because her expression was very serious when she asked this question, and she could only apologize in a low voice, but it seemed that because she thought of something, she continued, "It was because there was a dispute between you before, so Chi Xun was not there, he acted with us, held a meeting, and helped us analyze some cases, this should be the best example, right?"
"Although what I said just now is indeed a bit unpleasant, he didn't tell us personally, the reason why he didn't participate was because of you, but his every move was to show that he cared about you, so he wouldn't do it. I don't mean anything else, I just think he'll say yes if you let go. ”
Lu Fei lowered his eyes, and after a while he spoke, "I know that you all admire Chi Xun, how powerful he used to be, and I also know some through various channels, but in this case, why do you think he will do what he doesn't like and is unwilling to do because of me?"
"Do you think that as soon as I let go, he will agree, then it means that he is willing, or that he wants to do it in his heart, what kind of person do you think he is, as for forcing himself because of me?"
Lu Fei emphasized Chi Xun's heart and what their thoughts meant word by word.
After hearing this, Huzi's face changed slightly, and he fell silent.
Since the words have been said to this point, there is no need to continue chatting, so Lufei got up and said politely, "If there is nothing else, I will leave first." ”
Huzi also mentioned when she turned around, "But in any case, the reason why Chi Xun didn't agree to continue to help us is also a little bit of your reason, so about this matter, I hope you can mention it to him, if you are relieved, it will be more effective for me to persuade him again." ”
"Don't worry, after all, it's for the benefit of everyone, it's impossible to just watch it, you go and tell him, as for whether he agrees or not, what to do later, it's his own problem, don't say anything about me at that time." ”
Huzi frowned. Although he understood that Lufei was angry because of his words, he didn't think there was anything wrong with his words, so he just nodded and agreed, "Then you can rest assured." If he still doesn't agree, I won't force it. ”
Then Lufei left the restaurant directly, but after finding the taxi, she hesitated, not knowing whether to go back first or what to do.
Because she hasn't eaten a mouthful of food now, she will definitely have to eat when she goes back, and when Chi Xun finds out what clues come over and ask, if she can't hide it, I'm afraid it will cause unnecessary trouble.
After all, judging from Huzi's behavior and thoughts today, Chi Xun felt that Chi Xun didn't agree to help because of her. Before, she thought that everyone's eyes were a little subtle when they looked at her, and probably other people thought the same way.
If Chi Xun knew that Huzi had made her angry today, she would definitely have some emotions, and she might be misunderstood again
Thinking about it like this, Lu Fei was even more unhappy, obviously it was not his problem at all, but he had to worry about it.
However, in order not to cause those unnecessary troubles, Lufei still decided to find a place to eat first, and then go back, anyway, it was not much of a deal.
Therefore, when Lufei went back, Chi Xun had already made tea and sat in the living room watching TV while waiting for her to come back.
When he saw her, he smiled slightly, got up and walked over, looked at her twice, and asked, "Is there something unpleasant happening outside?" ”
Lufei paused, his heart was full of doubts, can this be seen?
But in the face of Chi Xun, she just shook her head and said, "It's nothing, I just ate too much, and on the way back, I felt a little sick and uncomfortable." ”
Chi Xun didn't delve into it, because although the expression on the child's face at the moment was a little unhappy, it didn't seem to be so serious, so he didn't doubt the truth of this sentence.
"Drink some boiled water, I'll bring you a drink." If you still feel uncomfortable, just go and take a break, lie down for a while, after all, you didn't get motion sickness before, and today you may be a little uncomfortable after eating too much, or do you want me to accompany you down for a walk to eliminate food?"
"No, I'll take a break, it's not too serious now. Lufei said.
Chi Xun nodded, pulled her to the living room, sat down, poured a glass of warm water and handed it over. She took two sips before she said, "Actually, the person who asked me to meet today is Huzi, he said before that he wanted to talk to me about something, but he didn't say what it was, so I didn't tell you carefully." ”
Hearing that it was Huzi, Chi Xun was stunned for a moment and asked, "Then what is he going to do with you? It has something to do with me, right?"
"Hmm. He said that one of his team members had been injured in the past two days and could no longer participate in the operation, and that he had thought that those people, the same people they were following, had left the city, but they hadn't, and had injured the member while they weren't looking. ”
"Probably because you're here, he wants to ask you for help, but because you've rejected him before, he wants me to help persuade you. But I've already told him that if you don't agree, no one can force it, so I'm just here to tell you for him, and the specific decision is still up to you. ”
Lu Fei retold this conversation without emotion. Although she doesn't want to cause trouble, she has never been a person who will pretend how she is inside, so at this time, she has somewhat revealed some unhappy mood.
Chi Xun also felt some speculation because of this, if he asked, the child would definitely not want to say, otherwise he would have concealed it at the beginning.
So he just asked, "Do you agree with me going to take part in such an action?"
Lufei raised his head, looked at him and blinked, and seemed to show some doubts, "If I don't agree, I won't come back to tell you, or tell you directly when I told you these things just now, I don't want you to participate." ”
Chi Xun nodded, indeed, if the child disagreed, he would interpret it in the two ways just now, but she didn't say anything just now, which means that she agreed.
"I won't restrict your freedom for no reason, whatever you want is your business, as long as you can keep it safe. Lufei once again emphasized his thoughts.
Chi Xun smiled slightly, pulled Lufei into his arms, touched her head soothingly, and then whispered, "The reason why I refused is not entirely, because you, although I am their predecessor after all, there is still a big difference in career now, and we all need to understand what we should do and what we should not do." ”
"But, after all, it's all from one place, and I'm willing to help them, so if I can, I won't deliberately say it, and give up doing such a thing for some reason, I will explain the situation to them carefully and carefully, and I won't let them bother you again, and ......"
He paused, Lufei didn't hear the sound, and couldn't help but look up to follow his next words, but as soon as she looked up, he suddenly lowered his head again, and his lips touched.
After a while, Lufei leaned on his arms and gasped before he continued, "Since you know that all the choices are on me, then I hope you can understand, in this case, I also told you before, I am not a person who has no assertiveness and no persistence, so no matter what the decision is, as long as I make it myself, it means that I am voluntary." ”
"Is that enough to understand, and if anyone talks about such things in the future, you tell them like this. ”
Lufei paused and asked in a low voice, "Have you seen it already?"
Chi Xun nodded slightly, "I can vaguely guess a little." However, I can understand your behavior like this, so I won't do anything deliberately, don't worry. I'm sure I'll still help if I need to, but how and to what extent I can help depends on the situation. ”
Lu Fei, who had already recovered, did not leave his arms immediately, but was silent for a while and said, "If the other party's situation is more troublesome, and you need it, it doesn't matter if you stay for a few days, just tell me first, and no matter what, I want you to come back safely, if you dare to be hurt a little, you will wait for me!"
Chi Xun smiled, and clasped one hand on the back of her head, letting her get closer to herself, "Little friend, you are really becoming more and more understanding, and I can't do without you more and more." ”
Words like this, Chi Xun said it, but Lu Fei couldn't say anything. So he just pursed his lips, lowered his eyes to cover the shyness in his eyes, and the two embraced quietly for years.
Although Lu Fei didn't know much about the group of people they were tracking, through their previous actions, they could find that the group of people being tracked were definitely not ordinary people, so they guessed that Chi Xun might have to leave the doctor's job and go directly to help.
However, her idea was confirmed.
The next day, Chi Xun found time to find Huzi, and then the two would contact each other privately, and after another two days, Chi Xun said to her, "I'm afraid I'm really going to act with them, you stay in the hospital obediently, don't run around, call me if there's anything." ”
"It's not strict enough to accept calls from anyone like I used to, so you don't have to worry about disturbing me. ”
"How long are you going to go, are you going to stay at the base over there for a while and not come back?"
The child will never express her longing and reluctance directly, but this does not mean that she does not have it, nor does it mean that he can't feel it.