Chapter 164: The Topic of Love
"Fuck off. This was Bai Ling's last warning to those who stood in her way.
She wondered why this guy, whom she hadn't seen for more than ten years, had suddenly come back and stalked her recently, and she was in a bad mood and her breathing was accelerating, and she wanted to kill the guy she had once called her mother right now.
In the dark, she looked at Bai Kite, her facial features hadn't changed much from before, and even the appearance of her was the same - pity was filled with guilt, and she never wanted to smile at her.
Bai Ling walked straight forward, wanting to push Bai Yuxi away, but countless times she would stand in front of Bai Ling again, and Bai Ling didn't even understand why she was so stubborn.
"It's all said to get out of here!" Bai Ling roared angrily, pushing the person in front of him again, thinking that it would be better to let that person fall like this, whether he had a broken bone or couldn't stand up, it had nothing to do with him.
Bai Irisi did fall to the ground, and Bai Ling did want to leave without looking back, it seemed that the matter ended perfectly, but unfortunately Bai Irisi didn't seem to want to spare her daughter-
She got up as fast as she could, dragged her body that was not as good as before, and grabbed Bai Ling's wrist, holding it tightly, even though she knew that the strength was for Bai Ling to escape at any time.
"I'm sorry......" Bai Yuxi said with her head down, she didn't dare to look directly into Bai Ling's eyes, she couldn't bear to see that her once clear eyes were now like bottomless quagmire.
Maybe the two do have a misunderstanding of the mother-daughter relationship. Bai Ling thought that the two had no longer been in touch when his mother didn't come to him, but Bai Kitexi thought that it was only a temporary difference.
Bai Ling was arrested when he was a minor, but he didn't really hate his mother, and what he really hated couldn't be this helpless situation. She just remembers the abuse she endured after she was sent to a foster home to the point of killing her adoptive parents.
She knew very well where she lived at that time, and it was easy to ask, so she endured it for a long time, but after all, she didn't wait for Bai Yuxi to come even if she just came to see her from afar.
Devoured by despair, she watched her last psychological defense line gradually collapse, and simply helped to push herself into the abyss.
As if he had never had a family, he decided not to wait or trust anyone anymore.
"I'm sorry, I've been waiting too long...... You know what? It doesn't make any sense anymore. Bai Ling replied indifferently, looking at the person who was holding his wrist and shedding tears, without a trace of sympathy at all.
It's so annoying, the past she hated is now appearing, and it's enough to keep her memories when she met that good old man, and she wants to hide all the memories before that in a cabinet that will never be opened.
Her voice was soft and emotionless when she answered, and it may be the only time that people feel that she can really cope with the so-called "ruthlessness".
"Really...... I'm sorry......" Bai Yuxi not only didn't let go, but also trembled and used her other hand to grab Bai Ling.
Bai Ling could see that she wanted to be forgiven, but then again-
"Does it make sense for you to do this? Even if I accept your apology? Don't let me see you again. She shook off Bai Kite's hand vigorously, out of the warm touch, and she could go forward with confidence......
But once again, the hands tried to hold her.
"I'm sorry...... So...... Please......" said Shiraki with tears in her eyes.
Maybe this is true to outsiders, but Bai Ling always thinks that it is crocodile tears.
Well, Bai Yuanxi's current emotions may not be pretended, but Bai Ling doesn't want to choose to forgive because of this.
Bai Ling thought to himself, why is it so difficult to just want to leave behind all childhood memories with peace of mind...... Why can't that guy let her go, so that she can step forward with confidence.
"I'm sorry, I've been waiting for your sorry for a long, long time, but I didn't even hear you say sorry from the bottom of my heart when I rescued you from prison, right?" Bai Ling's emotions were also on the verge of bursting, "I've been waiting for too long, so I don't need it anymore." ”
This is equivalent to a final warning, warning Shirakuki not to be delusional about getting forgiven.
Anyway, the murderer who was once all the rage has not been forgiven by the people she killed, so she shouldn't beg for forgiveness if she has strangled her heart once.
Of course, Bai Ling understands that after doing something wrong, she will do her best to make up for the feeling of being forgiven—because she is doing it herself, but because of this, she will enjoy Bai Kite's pain from the heart.
"I was just ...... at that time," why did Bai Kita still want to defend it so much.
"Just went and killed the snipers around me so that I didn't die in the house...... Is that so?" Bai Ling looked ahead, the light of the moon dimmed, and the street lamps seemed to be out of power.
"So I've never blamed you for anything, but I'm disappointed that you and I haven't come to me for so long. She looked at the man behind her, and the painful look didn't seem to be enough to cheer her up.
Bai Yuxi was silent, she may have finally realized how ruthless Bai Ling's heart was that she didn't want to see her, and the hand that was originally holding tightly gradually relaxed, and Bai Ling broke free.
Bai Ling thought that he was indeed a little childish, but he was like this, so what could he do. There are indeed things that she doesn't think can be easily forgiven.
This mother-daughter conversation can be called the worst in history, Bai Ling left, leaving the poor old mother to her knees and sobbing.
Bai Ling didn't even feel the slightest touch in his heart, and walked forward until he returned to the special area and entered his room-
She jumped into her bed without turning on the lights, looked up at the white ceiling, and threw her bag on the floor.
She pressed her right arm against her forehead, feeling her barely warm appearance, and her eyes were a little hollow, simply because her mind had drifted almost to no avail.
This room is actually not a big place, but it is really functional, and when I first saw this place for the first time, I had the idea that I would not go out and stay here until I died.
Damn, the memories have reappeared, obviously it was Bai Yuxi who I just saw, but now my mind is full of Jiang Lingmao, who can finally be seen right now-
I just remember that it was when he was arrested and was about to be sent to the "terrifying special district".
Bai Ling walked down the corridor with handcuffs and shackles that could indeed be broken, looking at the surveillance along the road and the four prison guards behind him who were staring at him closely, and he didn't have any other feelings except that he was tired and just wanted to sit down and didn't want to think about anything.
Soon she was sent to Jiang Lingmao, and while sighing with emotion, what was the point of letting herself go, grabbing and grabbing, she still watched without saying a word at Jiang Lingmao actually helping herself untie the chains.
The next second after the daze ended, I only knew that my hands and feet were unrestrained, and I threw her into the cell after hearing a "It's a surprise for you".
It is very surprising, first of all, the bed is not a hard bed but soft and very large, which is enough to make people amazing, and the bathroom, this is completely the configuration of the hotel......
Bai Ling was naturally full of question marks, but in the end, he found that he didn't even have the strength to knock on the door and ask.
I searched the closet and saw a change of clothes, grabbed a set and soaked myself in hot water.
Thinking about when he hadn't enjoyed himself so much, the next second he had already put on the white pajamas and jumped onto the bed.
Not only was she physically sleepy, but physically and mentally exhausted, she covered herself in a soft quilt and fell asleep instantly.
Anyway, I don't even know if I have a tomorrow, so I might as well enjoy it a little, and if I was shot through the head by a bullet in my sleep, wouldn't it be a happy experience......
After sleeping forever or something, Bai Ling unexpectedly wanted to experience it very much-she was going to die soon, and she didn't want to run away again this time.
I didn't know how long I had been asleep, only that she had been woken up by a voice, a kind and slightly helpless voice.
"Hey, wake up, don't you want to sleep to death?"
Although Bai Ling wanted to answer yes, I would welcome it if he fell asleep and died, but in the end he rubbed his eyes and sat up from the bed.
It took a long time to focus on my eyes before I saw that this was the respected Prison Minister, Mr. Jiang Lingmao.
She just stared at him blankly, not saying a word.
"How the hell did you manage to sleep until six o'clock in the afternoon, hey...... Pick a piece of clothing in the closet to change into and come out. Jiang Lingmao sighed, helped open the wardrobe and then withdrew from the room.
Bai Ling was still in a state of confusion and no idea what was going on, but even if she had slept for more than twenty-four hours, it was really surprising to think about it.
But I remember that the bell usually rings in the sky at 6 o'clock in the morning in this hellish place, what the hell is going on today......
She got up with her groggy head, roughly saw the washstand, ran over and brushed her teeth, wiped cold water on her face a few times, and finally woke up, picked out a white dress that was quite pleasing to the eye, and changed it on.
Jiang Lingmao seemed to have been waiting for a long time, beckoning Bai Ling to let her drill into the dark passage.
"Excuse me...... Where is this going?" Bai Ling naturally knew that she was usually not allowed to speak so casually, but it should be the reason why she was still in a state of not waking up.
"You can interpret it as taking you out of prison. ”
"Huh?" Bai Ling still remembered how much confusion she had in her voice back then, and she suddenly lost her sleepiness, and the key problem was that the person in front of her didn't mean to joke at all, and he did take himself outside......
Bai Ling, who was now paralyzed on the bed in the room of the special area, seemed to have already adapted to this, and also felt that the way he used to be was very ridiculous.
But when it came to his mouth, he sighed: "If only my memory had started there." "Please let me forget all the memories from this before.