The two aunts really acted quickly, and they cleaned the house inside and out in two hours.

Tian Xiaoxia left them to drink tea but didn't stay, and they left after cleaning the bathroom.

went upstairs, pulled up the quilt for Xiao Anran, who kicked the quilt, and Tian Xiaoxia went to the cloakroom again, and took out the other two notebooks in the small cardboard box.

Tian Xiaoxia thought it was just Zhuo Hang's notepad, but as soon as he opened it, he just looked at the beginning, and his tears were no longer angry.

"Xiao Xia is gone, the children are gone, I'm the only one left, I can't find them anymore, I lost them......"

Tian Xiaoxia looked back, sometimes two or three pages a day, sometimes two or three sentences, and it would be several days apart.

Sometimes they are very positive, saying that they have to work hard and be strong to get them back and protect them.

Sometimes I am very frustrated, saying that what is the use of hard work, people don't know where they are, what is the meaning of their own life, and they can't do anything.

Looking at it, Tian Xiaoxia thought of a word, "positive waste", this is really a symptom of bipolar disorder, sometimes very positive, hyperactive as if beaten with chicken blood, sometimes very decadent, nothing to do.

The first book was not finished, but there is not much left.

Pick up the second one, the second one is not so much Zhuo Hang's diary, but his own redemption process.

"Great, the child is still there, Xiao Xia just took him and left, I will definitely find them. It's just that I have to heal myself before I can find them, and I can't go to them with all my sickness......"

The next thing is the process of Zhuo Hang's struggle with himself again, there is a longing for their mother and son, and there are also requirements for himself written to himself.

The title page also reads, "To love them is to become a better version of yourself." ”

Tian Xiaoxia couldn't imagine how much pressure Zhuo Hang was when he knew that he had mental illness, and he couldn't imagine how painful he was when he was fighting against himself, but through Zhuo Hang's two books, Tian Xiaoxia made it clear.

She and the child are Zhuo Hang's spiritual pillars, and when they are gone, Zhuo Hang's spiritual pillars collapse.

Knowing that they are still there, Zhuo Hang's strength has returned.

In fact, Zhuo Hang is not her spiritual pillar, when she is abroad, whenever she can't hold on, she thinks that she must hold on.

Only when you become famous can the Zhuo family not be able to do anything to themselves even if they can't get used to themselves.

Only when she has the ability can she stand by Zhuo Hang's side in a dignified manner.

Only when she is strong can she have the courage and confidence to be with Zhuo Hang again.

Tian Xiaoxia hugged the two notebooks and cried silently, they each had gone through such a painful time, why is it still like this, why can't it be good.

Tian Xiaoxia was a little resentful for a moment, resentful of fate for making people, and resentful of God's injustice, but it was only for a moment.

She firmly believes that this is the last test given to them by God, she will always be by Zhuo Hang's side, Zhuo Hang will definitely survive, after the rain must be sunny, after the darkness must be dawn.

Tian Xiaoxia wiped her tears, put the things back as they were, and put Xiao Anran's clothes in the cabinet, together with her and Zhuo Hang's, as if in this way, the family of three was together.

Back in the bedroom, looking at the sleeping child, Tian Xiaoxia was in a trance, and for the first time felt that Xiao Anran and Zhuo Hang looked so similar.

In the afternoon, Tang Feng came over as soon as he got off work.

When he entered the door and picked up Xiao Anran, he couldn't change his shoes, so he asked Tian Xiaoxia, "What the hell is going on with Zhuo Hang, he called me in the morning and only said that he was injured and still in a coma, and he couldn't contact you, let me contact him." ”

"The injury is actually not life-threatening, as long as the injury is suffered on the plateau, there is a lack of oxygen, and the hospital is worried that he will bring damage to other places, such as the heart and lungs, because of the high reaction. ”

Tian Xiaoxia didn't tell Tang Feng the worst consequences, Tang Feng was already busy, besides, why worry about it alone.

"Have you been there?" Tang Feng asked.

"I've seen it, and I'm still in a coma, and the doctor means that now I can only wait for him to wake up, and when he wakes up, he can determine whether there are any other injuries besides the injury. ”

Tang Feng nodded, "Hey, in their profession, injuries are inevitable." ”

"Yes. Tian Xiaoxia poured water for Tang Feng and went to the kitchen again.

Tang Feng called Tian Xiaoxia, "I'm not eating at your side, I'll leave in a while." ”

"Social?"

"No, you're going to the south, there are some minor issues that haven't been finalized, and you won't be able to see me if you come back tomorrow. ”

"Skipping dinner?"

"If you don't eat it, it's too late, just eat it on the way, or eat it when you arrive. ”

"What time are you leaving?"

Tang Feng raised his hand to look at the time, "I can stay for another forty minutes." ”

"That's too late, you and Xiao Anran are playing, I'll stew pork ribs at noon, I'll fry two side dishes and eat, fifteen minutes." ”

The dishes brought by the aunt are all washed, Tian Xiaoxia only needs to cut everything through the water again, and she can get out of the pot in fifteen minutes, she really didn't talk nonsense.

The pot is not idle, and she made three dishes in fifteen minutes, plus the pork ribs stewed earlier, it is more than enough for three people to eat.

Tang Feng finished eating, and as soon as he put down the bowl, the phone rang, and the secretary was already on his way to pick him up, and he would arrive in ten minutes.

Before Tang Feng went downstairs, Tian Xiaoxia told him again that no matter how busy he was, he had to pay attention to his body, and eating and sleeping were very important.

Tian Xiaoxia looked at Tang Feng, who came and went in a hurry, eating a meal as if he was fighting, and had a new understanding of this return.

A week has passed, Zhuo Hang still hasn't woken up, Tian Xiaoxia has only taken Xiao Anran to the hospital once in the middle, and has not yet gone in, just looked at Zhuo Hang through the glass, sat outside for a morning, and left without even asking the doctor.

The initial belief gradually wavered a little, and the whole person felt a little defeated.

On the eighth day of Tian Xiaoxia's return to Kyoto, Gu Raoman returned.

said that he came back to Gu Guoping with a new agency contract to tell him about the brand's entry into the mall, but in fact, everyone knew that Gu Raoman came back for Tian Xiaoxia, and Tian Xiaoxia was also clear.

It's just that she is powerless to deal with the care or sympathy of the people around her, and now she is about to have a problem even taking care of Xiao Anran's diet and daily life.

"Ah, Xiao Xia, why have you lost so much weight?" This was the first thing Gu Raoman said when he knocked on the door.

Xiao Anran poked his head out from behind Tian Xiaoxia, "Auntie, mom doesn't eat." ”

Since Xiao Anran can call people, Gu Raoman taught Xiao Anran to call her aunt.

Gu Raoman handed the small snacks and toys in his hand to Xiao Anran, "Xiao Anran is really good, my mother doesn't eat, does Xiao Anran eat obediently." ”

Xiao Anran nodded, "I have obedient meals, but sometimes my mother cooks for me very late and when I'm hungry." ”

Gu Raoman hugged Xiao Anran and took out the snacks for Xiao Anran to eat, "Mom hasn't been feeling well lately, Xiao Anran, don't blame Mom." ”

Xiao Anran nodded, "I know, I don't want to eat when I'm sick." ”