My father used to be a waste collector, and now sells fish in the flower, bird and fish market, and my aunt said that my mother used to be a factory flower in a rubber factory, and I never knew how my father got it!

I have the impression that my mother has always been very haggard and rarely laughs, but my father always laughs and always teaches me, "The master rides a horse and I ride a donkey, and I look back at the cart man.

My mother died when I was ten years old, and two years later, my father continued to have an Aunt Darlan, and then I had my sister Xiaohua, but they broke up after two years, probably because of my relationship, I can see that Aunt Darlan doesn't like me as a son, and has been clamoring for my father to pass me on to my aunt to raise, but my father has never agreed.

My family's conditions are not very good, my father just started nine years to collect waste when the market was good, the family is also a lot more prosperous, originally planned to last a year or two to move out of the alley for a bigger house, and then it still doesn't work, the collection of waste this line suddenly poured in a lot of people, the village into the town to make a living, all of a sudden there is competition to raise the purchase price, the profit of collecting waste is low, and it has not moved out of this half linoleum room.

After having my sister Xiaohua, the top bunk I used to sleep on was also inconvenient, so my father packed up the pile of miscellaneous things in the lower room for me to live in, and I moved outside.

Although I was not far from high school, I still lived on campus, and although they were divorced at that time, I still didn't want to live in that home, which made me feel depressed and afraid.

Then I met my current girlfriend Lan Jie, the disparity between our family conditions did not prevent us from falling in love, she is a transfer student, her father runs a rice factory, and her mother runs a restaurant.

We started to sit at the front and back tables, she did well in her studies, she was always in the top five of the class, but I saw that she was not serious in class, she was always trimming her nails, once I watched her manicure out of her mind, and the head teacher walked in through the back door and I didn't pay attention, as a result, we were both punished for standing, and she asked me, "What are you doing in class?"

"Your hands are so pretty!" I said, looking at her.

Later, the two of us were together, until they graduated from high school for three years, and then they were admitted to the same university, and they rented a house together for four years of college and lived together in the Berlin SJ community one kilometer away from the school, at the beginning of the month, I took out the living expenses sent by the family to Lan Jie, but lived a life far beyond their own specifications, every day after school, holding her hand through the snack street, she always wanted to eat a lot of things to buy a lot of back, the result was basically me to eat, after eating, team up to brush copies, and friends in the game said the world.

In the game, I have my brother and she has her sister, but we are also husband and wife in the game, and living together for seven years makes me think that life should be like this in the future, plain and boring!

Now I look at the empty house, only my belongings are scattered and wrapped in a corner of the floor, and the hut where we used to live happily is now more depressing than my home, and it makes it difficult for me to breathe. I had just received an address from Lan Jie, asking me to help her mail the things that had been left behind, and I realized that the dullness of what had been once was such a precious happiness had now become unattainable.

I put a big bag of her things, I asked her a lot of things, she said no, and then let me look at it, many things she used to love, but now she doesn't want them, I still remember how happy she was when she first got these things, she took these things that had been abandoned by her, and dangled them in front of my eyes, and those words seemed to be floating in my ears; Do you know what the symbolism of this is? This is the goddess of love, who will guard our love...

I packed the things she had abandoned into my big suitcase.

I filled out the courier form, paid the postage, and left the courier company.

Packed up his belongings, put the two keys that had been with us for four years in the place where the landlord asked to put them, dragged the big suitcase, and walked the tired last time, this once frolicking staircase.

I forgot how I got back to the company's dormitory, and I forgot what happened next.