Chapter 249: Respect Your Decision
Suddenly, he woke up from his dream, Cheng Xia 'touched' and 'touched' his head, glanced at the time, and immediately sat up." NND. Fifteen minutes to go, twelve o'clock......"
It's just the rhythm of rushing to work...... Why do you sleep so deeply, you obviously set the alarm clock at 9:40...... No, what, didn't she hear it, Ling Feng may not have been there at ten o'clock, not to mention that it's eleven forty-five now, don't even think about it, this Ling Feng must be gone.
He didn't have such a good 'sex' to wait for her for so long...... Cheng Xia thought about it, got up from the 'bed', spent ten minutes washing and changing, painted makeup in five minutes, put on his high heels and went out.
She had just come out of the bedroom door, and she suddenly thought about it. Maybe Ling Feng was still there.
The head stuck out of the window, "What..And you say how long you wait for me.It's really a lie.And you say how long you wait for her.What.Obviously you're lying@."
As soon as Cheng Xia saw the window, there was no figure of Ling Feng, I don't know why, I felt countless losses, the expectations in my heart turned into slowly lost, stuffed in her heart, I felt uncomfortable, weird.
"Liar, big liar." Cheng Xia angrily opened the 'door' with his bag.
"I'm too lazy to pay attention to you, I'm going to eat." As soon as she walked out of the 'door', she didn't have time to raise her head, and she bumped into a broad and stiff shoulder.
As soon as he looked up, Cheng Xia rubbed his aching forehead and looked at the person in front of him. Why are you here?" Ling Feng, how the hell did he end up here, he almost didn't hit her forehead and her head was bleeding.
"I'm not here, where can I be, you don't really think I'm going to leave so willingly, do you think this is like my 'sex'? you don't know me too well." Ling Feng frowned and said angrily and funny.
Cheng Xia raised her eyebrows.Yo he.I really let him guess completely.She really thought he couldn't wait so long.So she left impatiently.
"I really didn't know you'd wait so long. Since Ling Feng said this showdown, she will tell the truth.
She really thought that this Ling Feng would be very impatient to leave, because he had been dating a 'woman' or something for so many years, and if he was really late, he was also late.
So Cheng Xia was really shocked, especially when he just came out of the 'door' and hit his shoulder.Cheng Xia looked up and saw that it was Ling Feng's moment.Cheng Xia's mood couldn't calm down...... Could it be that Ling Feng was so determined to pursue her all the time?
You know, she said it a long time ago, she couldn't turn back, let alone get back together, and in her eyes it was a worthless joke with no nutritional value.......
No matter how good Ling Feng is to her now, she can't compensate for the discomfort in her heart. These cries and pains can't be compensated by saying sorry and waiting for a few hours.
"I've really been waiting for you, I've never left, can you believe it?" Ling Feng saw shock and touch in Cheng Xia's eyes, he was a little ecstatic, and even he really thought that he was about to win back Cheng Xia's heart.
But what he didn't know was that he wanted to be forgiven by Cheng Xia, how could it be so simple, he still didn't really understand what Cheng Xia had suffered, how long would it take for him to understand, how long would it take for him to really understand the real reason why Cheng Xia rejected him.
He didn't know, he didn't know......
He thought that she would be a little moved after waiting for Cheng Xia for a few hours...... Well, then he's willing to wait.
He thought that she would be moved by Cheng Xia......
He really loved her...... But he really didn't know how to move her, maybe he was too ignorant of this.
Therefore, Cheng Xia's forgiveness is also a long time later.
After knowing it for a long, long time, he understood Cheng Xia's love for him......
"I know, but what do you want to express? Do you love me?" Cheng Xia smiled self-deprecatingly, his eyes full of sarcasm...... Is he still so naïve about his feelings, or does he just care if she's around him, and never really cares about her feelings?
She didn't deny that she loved him, but love didn't have to be together, she didn't think about being with Ling Feng again, her self-esteem never allowed it.
Every night she would think of all the cruel things Ling Feng had done to her, threatening, insulting, mocking, mocking her for being just a 'woman' who sold her body for money, mocking her for being worth nothing, mocking her for how ridiculous and pathetic it was, threatening her family, and finally driving her out of the house with bruises all over her body.
Later, she went to the United States, and now she is back. Could it be that Ling Feng knows how to treat her well? Impossible. Her self-esteem was not there five years ago.
She lacks nothing, fame, money, appearance, figure, and interpersonal relationships, she is not afraid, her self-esteem, she is no longer willing to be trampled on by anyone, and she is absolutely not allowed.
"Don't you really see that I've always loved you, don't doubt my heart, I love you more than anyone else." Ling Feng said affectionately.It was completely different from those coldness in the past.He was affectionate this time.It was also sad.He felt her ruthlessness from Cheng Xia's words......
Sure enough, none of this was enough to compensate her for the damage, and he was still too naïve...... Cheng Xia was also hurt too badly by him...... He didn't know what to say......
"You're too naïve, aren't you.President Ling.You're the president of the high-ranking group.And I'm just a little designer who doesn't have the slightest status.And sells his body for money.And I'm also a 'woman' who has no self-esteem that you trample on.Is that how fond you are of such a slut?"
Cheng Xia said viciously.Her eyes dilated.Glaring at Ling Feng.But it seemed to look funny.Ling Feng, this man.She admits that she is cheap.She still can't forget it.But she will definitely not forgive this Ling Feng.She won't.
This Ling Feng will never be able to make his wish come true.With his 'sex'.It's just a fresh.When he really takes the bait.He'll definitely kick her off.She's just a fresh food.But wait until a long time.
Would Ling Feng really wait for her downstairs for so long? she didn't believe it, she didn't disdain, she had her own choice, so this Ling Feng, she was a candidate she would never consider.
"Why did you do this to me?" Ling Feng asked bitterly.
Cheng Xia smiled and shook his head sarcastically. What do you think?"
"Forgive me...... I love you so much...... I really, really can't afford to lose you. don't do this, okay?" Ling Feng frowned, he felt his heart break into pieces.
"I love you too, but you know what, my pride doesn't love you, my dignity can't see you, I can't accept you, don't tell me what love is, don't say anything you can't lose me.
You know what, you've lost me, you've lost me, you've lost me, and you drove me away, do you think, can I really accept you again at this time? I can't do it.
So don't say anything about loving me, even if I'm going to be moved, I'm going to want to forgive you, but I'm never going to be with you again, so don't waste so much effort, it's all blank, it's useless to me, you know."
"Is this really going to be the case? Ling Feng said helplessly.Looking at Cheng Xia's resolute eyes.He already knew.Cheng Xia was determined that he would not forgive him.
He really can't live without Cheng Xia.He really loves her so much.But why.
Why can't she really open her heart so much?Can't she really go back to that time?He has been sending people to find Cheng Xia for so many years.But ...... I don't know why, I haven't heard from him, and now he's finally understood.
He was looking for Cheng Xia, and the 'woman' who had lived in the United States for so many years was called Aixi, so he couldn't find it at all.
As a result, he didn't hear from him all the time, and he slowly got used to it.
Accept this cruel truth...... Cheng Xia is back now...... It's right in front of him, but can he really successfully save Cheng Xia? He wasn't sure, and he didn't dare to think about it...... But he really wanted to.
He had already taken off his disguise for so many years, just to make Cheng Xia return to his side again, he took off the king's coat, and tried to impress Cheng Xia with his sincerity.
"I'm sorry, I really can't promise you, just wake up, there's no going back." Cheng Xia said expressionlessly.
There's really nothing she can do about this kind of thing, whatever the reason, and the things she decides, really rarely change, and she doesn't regret it, she won't look back.
"Okay, then I respect your decision." Ling Feng raised his head and looked at Cheng Xia slowly, his expression was cold, obviously coming out of the affectionate style just now.