Chapter 114: I... Lost myself
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Wang Ling took out the key and inserted it several times without inserting it, "When did Mom and Dad change the lock?" He turned on the flash of his mobile phone and took a photo, and now the lock is indeed different from before.
Click!
Perhaps it was the sound of multiple door openings, and the doorknob was twisted inside and pushed open a crack in the door, "Hello, who are you looking for?"
A "I'm back" hasn't been said yet, after hearing this voice, Wang Ling suddenly froze there, he looked at the half-exposed cheek in the crack of the door, it was clearly a girl in her early twenties, looking at Wang Ling with a stunned look, she was a little curious, "Are you going to the wrong building?"
yes, I haven't been home in a long time. Wang Ling wanted to scratch his head, but he was hit on the head by the wine in his hand, and looked at the girl and smiled.
"Sorry for the interruption. Wang Ling turned around and went downstairs very embarrassed, until he walked to the bottom of the building, and he realized that he did seem to have gone to the wrong building, and the Daben belonging to the third floor and the Skoda on the fifth floor that were parked downstairs before were nowhere to be seen.
However, when he went around to the side of the building and saw the extremely clear Building No. 5, he was immediately confused...... This is Building 5?
His mind couldn't turn for a while, how... What's going on?
Could it be that my memory has been confused lately, and I have even misremembered my own home? It is impossible! That is the home where I have lived for many years, and it is impossible not to even find the door of my own house anyway.
Have Mom and Dad already moved?
Wang Ling sat at the small stone table in the flower bed, his thoughts were so chaotic that he couldn't figure out what was going on.
Forget it, let's call my parents, he took out his mobile phone, but he couldn't find the mobile phone numbers of the two people, he couldn't help but chuckle in his heart, he entered his mother's mobile phone number according to his memory, and after a short silence, the robot said in a cold voice, "I'm sorry, the phone you dialed is empty." β
Wang Ling's heart sank, and his back was cold, as if he was standing on the edge of a cliff, and there was an abyss behind him. He entered his father's mobile phone number in a panic, and after a few beeps, the phone was connected, and a very irritable voice said angrily, "Who? What are you calling in the middle of the night?"
Wang Ling swallowed his saliva and asked cautiously, "May I ask if you are Wang..."
"Wang, Wang, you are big, don't make scam calls in the middle of the night, roll Nima. Then the receiver rang with a busy signal that the phone was hung up.
Wang Ling's fingers flicked, and the phone fell on the stone table. He shook his head, blank.
What the hell is going on?!
He picked up his mobile phone and checked the number he had just dialed number by number, which was the same as the incomparably skillful one in his memory.
Syllable!
Wang Ling suddenly shook his hand and slapped himself, and his cheeks immediately felt hot and numb, not dreaming. However, if you are not dreaming, then where have your parents gone?
Wang Ling felt as if he had suddenly lost all his strength, he lay on the stone table weakly, the cold stone emitted bursts of cold air and penetrated into his clothes, and his heart was even more cold as winter.
He didn't believe in evil and called one by one, but the result was still an empty number and angry abuse from the man.
Even if he didn't believe it anymore, Wang Ling still understood that he was afraid that he had lost contact with his parents.
Look up dumbfounded
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Looking at the window on the fifth floor, the room in my memory is in this direction, when decorating, I deliberately chose a pure blue style, from the ceiling lamp to the curtains to the latex paint are all faint sky blue, but now the window is shining with a soft yellow light.
Wang Ling took off his backpack, put the wine at his feet, and walked upstairs again. Standing in front of the "door", he hesitated for a long time, but still knocked.
The girl opened the door again, and when she saw that it was still this boy, she couldn't help but be a little alarmed, "Is there something wrong with you?"
"Well, do you know where the couple who lived here moved to?" he tried not to look so stiff on his face.
"We've been living here before. The girl frowned, "Who the hell are you looking for?"
"Who, what are you doing at night?" a man scolded, walking out of the room, "Who did you hit today, first I had a nervous heart calling in the middle of the night, and now someone is knocking on the door." β
When he saw Wang Ling standing outside the door, he immediately scolded angrily, "Who are you, is there something wrong, the pyramid scheme is still open 24 hours a day?"
Wang Ling was stunned when he heard what he said, he suddenly picked up his mobile phone and pressed redial.
Just two seconds later, the mobile phone in the man's hand rang, and the man was immediately annoyed when he saw it, and he was about to rush up with his fist, but was stopped by the girl.
"Fuck, where did you buy my personal information? You came to the door and called, you are harassment, I will send you to the police station now!"
Tears welled up in his eyes, Wang Ling drooped his eyebrows, like a kitten abandoned by his owner, he bit his lip tightly and bowed deeply, "I'm sorry, I should be ...... Got in the wrong place. β
When the man saw Wang Ling crying, he was also stunned, shook his head, waved his hand, and walked back to the room.
"Are you alright, do you need help?" the girl asked with some concern, and she could see that the boy, who looked about her age, was really sad.
Wang Ling, who was turning to go downstairs, turned his head to look at the girl's face, and then looked up at the 5o1 house number, and suddenly didn't know what he should say at all, and after hesitating for half a day, he said, "I... I lost myself. β
The girl still had the door open, the voice-activated lights in the stairwell were a little broken, the dim lights flickered and flickered, and Wang Ling was like an old man, holding the escalator and going down with difficulty.
The height of the five-story building seems to be impossible to go to the end, and every time Wang Ling takes a step, he feels that he is farther away from "home". When he reached the second floor, he finally couldn't hold back and fell down the stairs.
With his arms around his knees, he buried his face deeply, his shoulders trembling slightly.
His right hand rubbed hard against his head, his fingers clutched his head tightly, and tears flowed uncontrollably, wetting his jeans.
Why do other people live in my own home? Why does the mobile phone number in my memory become the number of this family, who is that man, who is that girl, and who is myself...
Who is it......
Wang Ling leaned against the guardrail and curled himself up with force. After there was no sound, the voice-activated light went out, and the surroundings were pitch black, Wang Ling's heart was full of fear, and he felt as if there were eyes around him, staring at him directly, with danger and mockery.
Even in the underground laboratory of Honduras, in the face of his broken body, in the face of imminent death, he had never been so frightened. Even when he looked at the scattered models of the first machine, but couldn't find any relevant fragments in his memory, he was
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I've never been so confused.
That is, a feeling of being abandoned by the world. It turned out that the strong strangeness I felt along the way was not because my hometown had changed too much, but... What he came back from was not his own home at all!
He bit his fingers so hard that he didn't feel the faint smell of blood filling his lips and teeth. He slapped his hand violently, and the voice-activated light turned on in response, lighting up the screen and turning on the front camera.
A face that looked vicissitudes and haggard came into view, and that familiar and unfamiliar face looked so strange.
Although Wang Ling is not a raunchy person, he doesn't care so much about his image, he basically hasn't looked in the mirror, and when he looks at himself today, "this person" feels that there is a distance everywhere.
Extinguishing the phone and closing his eyes, Wang Ling thought in his heart, this must be his own fantasy, as long as he opens his eyes, it must not be this scene, it must be the familiar stairwell.
On the wall is the staircase number misspelled by children on the fourth floor, and the blessing character posted on the door on the third floor that has not been replaced for several years. Everything is exactly the same as when I came back for the Chinese New Year last year.
When he opened his eyes, it was still the white seeping walls, and the black holes on the security doors on both sides looked like someone was peeking at him from the inside.
Fear, desolation, despair
Filled Wang Ling's heart, even if he came into contact with the deepest secret in the world, even if he had faced the most dangerous person in the world, he still collapsed.
He fights, he fights, because in this world, there are people he loves, his family. He didn't allow his nearest and dearest people to live in danger of their lives, but ...... When he returned triumphantly, he was greeted only by a strange home.
Tears fell to the ground, like no money, Wang Ling, who was already a big boy, was crying like a child who had lost his beloved toy.
I don't know how long time has passed, Wang Ling leaned against the cold wall, not knowing where to go.
A few chaotic footsteps sounded in the stairwell, someone came up, Wang Ling subconsciously turned his head to look, how he wished, it was his neighbor and his parents, with a wicked smile, while saying "I'm a joke for you," while carrying his favorite fragrant wine.
However, what appeared in front of him were two policemen, wearing upright uniforms and holding strong flashlights in their hands. Behind the two of them was the dozing security guard at the entrance of the community.
After seeing Wang Ling, the security guard nodded, "It's just that he's right." β
He said to Wang Ling, "When you registered, I was wondering, how could it be your home if they were a young couple living in 5o1." When someone reported the crime, I immediately thought that it must be you. β
"Alright. One of the police officers interrupted the security guard's invitation with a wave of his hand, and the call they received was not harassment or trespassing. The girl was very beautiful, and she felt sour for no reason after seeing Wang Ling's dog-like expression, so she called the police station and said that someone should not be able to find a home.
Looking at the appearance of this young man, the probability of being a liar or a bandit is very low, how can a person who comes to the door in the middle of the night squat in the stairwell and cry stupidly.
Another policeman of the same age as Wang Ling squatted in front of Wang Ling, held his shoulder and asked, "Brother, where is your home." β
Wang Ling felt as if something was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't speak, and when he saw JC, he knew that his last disillusionment was shattered.
He trembled and said in an inaudible voice, "Yes...... My home...... Where's it? β
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