"Mom, what are you talking about? Is this something you can try? I've suffered so much humiliation, I can endure anything, he did it, it's not once or twice, Mom, don't be confused, I bought you for just this money, am I worth it?" I began to shout angrily.

The elder brother was angry, shook the door, walked away, and said, "I don't care about you anymore, you are free." ”

And the mother sighed heavily, she didn't know what to do now.

On the one hand, it is the happiness of the daughter, on the other hand, the family is also very in need of money, the father's illness, and the life of the brother's family is also very poor, these all need money, but what can be done!

My mother silently picked up the money on the ground and said to me, "Gao Lanlan, our current life, you also know that it can't be compared with Ma Tengyu, you have to know that you have the key to divorce, in this small city of ours, it is very difficult to get married again, I hope you think clearly, you can give it a try, or you can choose to divorce, but I can't control you so much." ”

Looking at my mother's white hair and bitter words, my heart was very uncomfortable.

What is going on, how did things get to this point, isn't it all because of me?

When I got married at that time, I was too careless, and I didn't take a good look at Ma Tengyu, I was completely moved by his goodness, and I was moved by Ma Tengyu's rhetoric, really, I secretly hated myself.

Although life has gone through so many twists and turns, life has to go on, and you have to continue to work.

I arrived at school early the next day.

"Iceberg," I saw from afar.

When Bingshan saw me, he said in a strange way: "Gao Lanlan, I haven't seen you for a long time, why are you getting more and more beautiful?"

I'm a little bit wondering, am I pretty? I've been tormented for the past two days, I must be very haggard, and my scars, and the bruises on my neck, and the bruises on my wrists, all of which I can't hide.

What does the iceberg mean when it says I'm pretty?

I had to hum without embarrassment, "Iceberg, I'm in class," I said hurriedly, and came to the classroom.

Today's children are very well-behaved, and it seems that my temper is much calmer.

"Let's talk about the donkey of Qianzhi today, I took the textbook and flipped through the book, and the children listened very carefully.

"What does this parable tell us?" I asked.

Wang Dashan, an activist in the class, raised his hand, "Teacher, Qianzhi Donkey tells us not to be intimidated by the appearance of things. ”

"Yes, very good," and the idioms we learned—behemoths, and donkey skills—all came from here, so what else?"

At this time. Mei Zihan stood up, this is a more introverted girl. "Teacher, I think that the parable tells us not to be intimidated by evil forces, although the donkey is very big and the tiger is very cunning, but the text praises the tiger, although we are not like tigers, but we should also have the wisdom of tigers. ”

"Very good," I encouraged.

To be honest, I think about my life.

Isn't my life full of all kinds of threats? But I can't be afraid, I can't be afraid of Ma Tengyu.

Now even if I am divorced, I am still young, I still have a long way to go, I can't give up food because of choking, I still believe in love.

I think of the poplar tree, he will always be the warmest place in my heart, as long as I think of him, my heart will be warm.

It's just that I don't want to bother him, he should have his own dear baby.

When I think of children, my heart is like a knife, to be honest, these days, I especially want a child.

Every time I see my little nephew, a three-year-old plush, I can't help but want to kiss him and hug him.

I like children very much, because I am also thirty years old, but my relationship with Ma Tengyu is so bad that having a child can only be a crime.

What's more, we are now arguing so much every day, how can such a family have children?

My heart is very depressed, but there is no way, I only want to get rid of Ma Tengyu now, get rid of him and get rid of this demon.

Ma Tengyu is very strange that he has not come to harass me these days.

I live in my mother's house every day, because I don't have a confrontation with my brother and sister-in-law, and my life is still passable.

My mother treated me lightly, but I was her daughter after all, and at home, I also took care of my father from time to time. My father's body is too weak, the weather is cold during this time, my father's stomach is even more sad, he sometimes doesn't eat for a day, because he can't eat, he dies of illness at night and vomits, all kinds of vomiting, and the things in his stomach have been vomited empty, that is, vomiting sour water.

Anyway, the whole person was too thin, and I was very distressed when I saw it, so my mother decided to send my father to the hospital.

Approaching the end of the New Year, other people's homes are bustling with cannons, wearing new clothes, and preparing various items for the New Year.

Our family didn't prepare anything, the year was spent in the hospital, and the hospital was deserted, only the nurses on duty, there were no doctors, and we couldn't see how many people were sick, and people went home.

We were in the hospital, my father finished the infusion, and my mother and father and I gathered around to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

What kind of program is this, in this day of universal celebration and joy of thousands of families, we are lonely.

But I'm very happy because my dad is on the left and my mom is on the right, and looking back now, it was really the happiest day because after all, there were relatives around.

On the first day of the Chinese New Year, it has been three or four months since my family arrived at Ma Tengyu's house.

For three or four months, I felt like a nightmare.

After how much suffering and torture, I don't think about poplars anymore, I only think about escaping now, only I can save myself, I can help myself encounter this kind of thing, and I can only rely on myself.

On the first day of the new year, I wanted to go out for a walk, and I didn't know where to go, so I went to this park in our city, Jinshui Lake Park.

Jinshui Lake Park is a new investment to build, the water of the Yellow River is brought over, so there are mountains and rivers in the park, which is very good.

There are a lot of newly planted trees transplanted here, all sorts of things, I can't name them.

There are precious silver fir trees, and there are patches of poplar willow trees.

Because it is by the river, and whenever the sun sets, it is full of tranquility and harmony according to all these scenes.

Especially in the spring, all kinds of flowers whose names are not known bloom one after another, such as golden spring flowers, snow-white pear blossoms, brilliant peach blossoms, and all kinds of flowers.

It's such a small park, so it's a place for couples to meet.

Here, people can feel the beauty of the scenery and feel the sweetness, so it is not uncommon to see young couples walking hand in hand, or elderly and young women walking out with their children.

The children are lively and lovely, and these young mothers are also full of smiles and look at the children lovingly, in short, very harmonious.

I'm here today because it's winter and there aren't many plants in the garden.

There are only green pines and cypresses, they are all green all year round, like guards, like samurai, but the sun is very good, and the lake is sparkling, and there is indescribable beauty.

Looking at the sparkling lake, there are countless small boats in the lake, placed on it, like a flat boat.

This is the ideal place for people to have a lot of leisure time and leisure time to reunite with their families.

And some business people are also very smart, they take a fancy to the beautiful scenery and resources here, so they clicked, looked at some rental projects, rowing a boat, dozens of yuan or hundreds of yuan, anyway, the income is quite considerable.

As a northerner, rowing a boat is also very luxurious, feeling the boat in the water, looking at the turquoise river, it is another scenery, the store will also prepare some safety measures here, and it is also in place.

So there are a lot of boats on the lake, and they are some people wearing orange life jackets, feeling the joy of rowing on them.

It's just that I can't row, and firstly, I don't have this interest, and the main thing is that I don't have such a state of mind.

I remember the last time Ma Tengyu rowed with me, it should have been last year.

At that time, Ma Tengyu was very considerate of me and helped me get dressed in swimming clothes.

Then, because it was an artificial rowing, I asked to come by myself, but Ma Tengyu refused. Saying that it tired me, he said, just let me quietly enjoy the scenery by the lake, it is enough.

Ma Tengyu's smile that day was very warm, and I am very grateful to him.

But it's only been a year, and it's really been a day and a place.

Ma Tengyu has really changed too much, completely beyond my imagination.

I didn't expect that there were such people in the world, I always thought about those men in domestic violence, I wouldn't meet them in my life, I didn't expect Ma Tengyu to be such a person, and he was more terrible than them.

Although domestic violence legislation has been enacted now, I can't find evidence of Ma Tengyu now, and Ma Tengyu, he is very rich and powerful, and I am not his opponent at all.

For Ma Tengyu, I am just a little sheep, and Ma Tengyu is a fierce big bad wolf.

Thinking of this, I flinched.

Ma Tengyu, he is not afraid of anything now.

Suddenly I thought of my father-in-law, why didn't I think of it?

My heart was suddenly pleasantly surprised, what Ma Tengyu was most afraid of was his father, his father was the former president of our city's court, and during his tenure, he enforced the law impartially.

Even so, his family is very rich, they have several houses in the city alone, and the house that Ma Tengyu gave me at the beginning was also given to her by his parents.

Ma Tengyu's work was also arranged by his parents, and Ma Tengyu's home is very famous in our small city, which is one of the best.

Ma Tengyu's father has a lot of friends in the political circles, and I remember that on the day I got married, there were many respected people in the city at the wedding, and these were Ma Tengyu's father's close friends.

They are also very generous to us, there is a person who gave a gift of 10,000, Ma Tengyu and I, both felt very surprised, only afterwards that these are nothing, Ma Tengyu's father helped them even more, because he knows a lot of people, and the communication is extremely extensive, so my father-in-law's good popularity is well known.

No matter what kind of scenery my father-in-law is outside, if you say that you marry me as a daughter-in-law, I can only say that it is okay.

Why? Because since I got married, I've lived with my in-laws.

And Ma Tengyu's various evil deeds to me, I didn't go to my in-laws at all, and Ma Tengyu never mentioned his parents to me again.

Because Ma Tengyu used to say that his parents were very fond of disciplining him, every time he saw him, he kept talking, or all kinds of education, he was very disgusted, so he always wanted to stay away from his parents.

And I didn't go to Ma Tengyu's parents' house very often, and I had only been married for a few months, so I escaped death every day to confront Ma Tengyu, his anger, and all kinds of violence against me.

To be honest, I thought about how to escape every day, and I didn't even think about going to my in-laws to complain and let them discipline this son.