Some of the things that I have struggled with before have already gained some peace in the past several times.

Song Jing'an didn't have any expression, and when she said this, she seemed to be talking about the cold and warm weather.

Until he walked out of the food city, Lin Xuechu didn't know what he should say to Song Jing'an.

When he was about to arrive at the door of Song Jing'an's house, Lin Xuechu spoke, "You go with me directly, I'm afraid that your brother will come back......" Saying, Lin Xuechu subconsciously glanced at Song Jing'an's wrist.

The gauze is even harsher than before.

Lin Xuechu couldn't imagine how Song Jing'an's brother treated Song Jing'an every time he had a seizure.

In Song Jing'an's description, that incident should be a feeling that others can't understand: "I just look at him like this, and I feel that he is enjoying it, enjoying the wonderful experience that those things bring him." ”

"Isn't it wonderful?" Lin Xuechu was a little incredulous when he heard these words before, after all, that kind of scene had only been seen on TV.

And what Song Jing'an is talking about now is what she really feels, or some things that she has been seeing for many years.

"I'm used to it, so I don't feel like I don't understand anything, it's more about despair and helplessness for the future. Song Jing'an refused Lin Xuechu's request and spoke.

"I'm afraid he'll hurt you when he comes back. This is Lin Xuechu's main concern now.

After Song Jing'an analyzed her brother to Lin Xuechu, Lin Xuechu, like before, not only did she not let go of her mind because of Song Jing'an's words, but felt that she should protect her well.

At this time, Lin Xuechu actually understood Lin Ruxu a little.

When ordinary boys are a little slow to control certain emotions, Lin Ruxu captured some of the pain in Song Jing'an's eyes in time.

"I didn't tell you about it. Song Jingan said to Lin Xuechu.

But some of the emotions that Song Jing'an usually revealed aroused Lin Ruxu's desire to protect.

Lin Xuechu is the same.

This may be some of the feelings that Song Jingan can bring to people.

"You're strong. When leaving, Lin Xuechu still said these words.

"Perhaps. Song Jingan hooked the corners of her mouth, "I don't know...... But sister, this is the environment I am in, and there are some things that I am destined to adapt to and get used to. ”

Lin Xuechu sighed, "You...... Didn't you think about calling the police?"

Song Jing'an nodded after hearing this, "I thought about it, every day before, I was thinking about how I should call the police, and then let the police suddenly appear here and come here." ”

"And then?"

"But my brother is my only relative, and I don't want to do that. A few times, I actually called the police to report him, and the police all arrived at the door, and then I helped him cover and let him run out of the other door...... But that time, after he came back......" Song Jingan raised his wrist, "In order to retaliate against me, he raised all the knives, and after that, I never dared to have such thoughts again."

Finish. ”

Lin Xuechu put his hand on Song Jing'an's shoulder and patted it gently, "I'll help you." ”

"No, sister, you must not get involved in this matter, I don't want to affect you, this is my own life, it is already rotten, I will not let you be retaliated against by my brother like me! Song Jing'an's voice became faster, "When you go back, tell Ru Xu that he must not come to me, I am afraid that my brother will turn Ru Xu into a means for him to threaten me." ”

"Are you really, going to find your brother?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Song Jing'an nodded: "I was bound by many things before, and after I leave this time, I don't know where the future will stop." ”

Speaking of the back, Song Jing'an gave Lin Xuechu the feeling that she was becoming more and more firm in her thoughts.

For Song Jing'an, who has only seen two sides, Lin Xuechu knows that she should not meddle in her own life.

"Have you really figured it out?" Lin Xuechu asked again.

"Sister, you really don't have to worry, I said, I've always been in it, so I'm used to it, my brother's matter, the police have already filed a case, I believe that some things have their own determination in the dark, my brother has done so many wrong things, and he will be punished in the end, I believe." ”

Until leaving, Song Jing'an's words had been stuck in Lin Xuechu's mind.

When he returned home and was about to open the door, Lin Xuechu saw Lin Ruxu who was about to push the door out.

"Where are you going?"

"It's so boring to go out for a walk. Lin Ruxu said, putting his hand on the doorknob.

Lin Xuechu changed his shoes and passed by Lin Ruxu, looked at his back and said, "Are you going to find Jing'an?"

Lin Ruxu knew that Lin Xuechu could guess his purpose, so he didn't say much, just nodded and opened the door.

"She's gone. Lin Xuechu said to Lin Ruxu, "I went to see her just now, and she told me that she was leaving, and if you go now, you won't be able to find her." ”

Lin Ruxu was directly stunned at the door, and Lin Xuechu also accompanied Lin Ruxu to stand in place.

Later, Lin Ruxu turned around stiffly, "Are you kidding?

"I don't know, but that's what she told me personally, anyway, she's gone, and you don't have anything to do with her anymore. ”

Lin Ruxu took out his mobile phone, found Song Jingan's phone and dialed it.

- The phone you are calling is turned off, please call again later.

Lin Xuechu put the bag on the table, picked up an orange and walked to Lin Ruxu, "What I said is true, Jing'an has her own life, let's not stop her." ”

Lin Ruxu took the orange and looked at it.

Lin Xuechu pulled Lin Ruxu's wrist and planned to take him to the sofa.

It's normal for Lin Ruxu to not be able to accept this now, but Lin Xuechu feels that after a while, Lin Ruxu will hide these things in his heart.

It's also another level of letting go.

Then, Lin Ruxu directly shook off Lin Xuechu's hand and threw the orange to the ground again, "

I didn't believe she would leave, I told her I would always be with her, and she agreed. ”

Lin Xuechu shook his head, squatted down and picked up the oranges, and said to Lin Ruxu when peeling the oranges, "Actually, I really didn't think that if you were like that, you would fall so deep." ”

remembered what Song Jingan said to herself before, the purpose was to prevent Lin Ruxu from getting close to him again, for fear of delaying Lin Ruxu.

Lin Xuechu was a little moved when she saw Song Jing'an thinking so painstakingly for Lin Ruxu's sake.

At that time, Song Jing'an said, "I know Ruxu's feelings for me, I can understand it, but sister, I can't hurt him, this is my own family matter, you must let Ruxu die for me, no matter what method you use." ”

This was Song Jing'an's request, and Lin Xuechu didn't agree at first. I just think that two young people should enjoy the pure love that belongs to youth.

(End of chapter)