Chapter 31: Lost
At this time, I met Peng Shuai, what kind of man is Peng Shuai? is also the kind of man who is very good to women.
When I saw Peng Shuai for the first time, I thought he was very talkative and very Qu Kangheng. He was still working in the field at the time.
His parents are both our local working-class people, his father is a doctor, his mother is a teacher, and Peng Shuai, as an only child, has a very good family background.
The first time we met, Peng Shuai didn't have much interest in me, because I learned afterwards that he was in love with a girl in our same village at that time, the girl in the same village, the beauty is naturally needless to say, it is the kind of superb level, big eyes like a fox, very cute, since childhood is a beauty embryo, when I was a child, I couldn't do without her when I was dancing and telling stories, she was the center of everyone's embrace, Peng Shuai was chasing this girl at that time, and she was as good as glue, naturally I didn't have much interest.
But in the end, the girl still didn't look at Peng Shuai's infatuation, Peng Shuai fell out of love, and he didn't recover for a long time
Until he met me, he didn't know how he liked me, but he began to be kind to me anyway.
"Lan Lan, are you at school?"
"It turned out to be Peng Shuai, here, I'm waiting for you at the gate of your school, it's snowing heavily that day, and I happen to have no class. β
"But it's so cold, and I don't want to go out, why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"I want to surprise you," he said excitedly on the other end.
"Then you can wait a moment!" I said lightly.
Said to let Peng Shuai wait for a while, about two or three hours later, I fell asleep again, when I woke up, I suddenly remembered that Peng Shuai was still waiting for me below, I ran down, I didn't expect this stupid man to stand in the snow waiting for me, but he was already frozen into an ice sculpture, he was so touched that I didn't touch me, I just disdained his goodness.
There is also a gift from Peng Shuai to me, I will laugh, the comb he gave me on my birthday, I knocked on the side, this thing is not valuable, there is a side saying that he is stingy, in short, I am very condescending to Peng Shuai, now I think about it, I really shouldn't be like this, relying on others to like themselves a little, it is all kinds of difficulties. This kind of affection is my laissez-faire capital!
Peng Shuai also seemed to feel it, at that time, the girl he had chased before expressed his affection to him, but he refused, he said that he now has someone he likes, it is me.
It's just that I didn't get along with Peng Shuai in the end, I remember his kindness to me very much, and I also confessed to him that others have been introducing me to someone.
Peng Shuai should also have noticed because once I was having dinner with him, I yawned, and felt that the conversation was very boring, at this time, I received a call from a boy from the Forestry Bureau, which was also someone who had just introduced me to the object, I was very polite, found a remote mole, and the man began to talk endlessly.
Peng Shuai, who was thrown down, also seemed to see the clues, but he didn't make it clear, he just told me that he would wait for me, even if I was dating a lot of people now, he didn't mind, because he wanted to prove that he was the best.
Afterwards, I often wondered, isn't this a ghost talk? Who believes it? Who is whose spare tire? But at that time I believed it all, I was so naΓ―ve, I thought that a man would love you to the end of his life.
I have frequent interactions with so many people, so we often compare, to be honest, I am very tired, but this is not my original intention, I just want to find a good husband.
Comparatively speaking, Qu Kangheng is still a little generous, his car and his house, and his lavance in inviting me to dinner, all make me feel irreplaceable by others, but when I made up my mind to be with Qu Kangheng, my mother was very disagreeable, because he learned from other people's mouths that Yang Guang was very honest and a little vague, and he was a little vague and cowardly.
I don't like to argue with others, I like to be silent,
At that time, my mother was very disapproving of me being with Qu Kangheng, and my father did not express his opinion because he was seriously ill at this time.
Qu Kangheng and I have been pulling and pulling like this for several years.
Until I was 28 years old, it should have been a very dangerous age at that time, because like my peers, when they were 28 years old, their children should have been five years old, even if we graduated from college together, their children should be more than four years old, and I was really anxious.
At this time, I suddenly learned the news of Peng Shuai's marriage, and said that I would make a good oath and soon married another girl, although I have only known each other for a month, but he said that he would wait for me!
Strangely unexpected, I changed from a woman with butterflies to a person, because the teachers and civil servants I had interacted with, all of them were married, and they had a crush on me, and one of them had pursued me and waited for me at my door all night, but now it seemed to be a thing of the past.
What's even more strange is that there is a man who chased me before and didn't catch up with the same person who married our school teacher? That woman often shows a little dissatisfaction with me.
I was in a terrible mood during that time, as if I had been betrayed by the whole world.
This reminds me of an experience in college, when I was in college, Chen Fangfei in the same dormitory as me, she was such a girl, tall and fat, her eyes were not big or small, hanging up, not ugly or good-looking.
At that time, Chen Fangfei liked to dance, and when she was dancing, she met a man who was in the same class as us, but he was not a professional, it seemed to be from the Department of Chemistry, and the science boy in the Department of Chemistry was the kind of man in the best, with very big protruding eyes, like frog eyes, and a garlic nose.
He is addicted to the dance scene, and his dancing skills are not bad. That's when he saw my roommate, Chen Fangfei.
So they would go dancing every Saturday, and after a while, he began to pursue my roommate Chen Fangfei fiercely, that is because his appearance is really sorry for the audience, although Chen Fangfei also wants to fall in love, but there must be a standard for the choice of boyfriend!
The man was very persistent, Chen Fengfei did not refuse directly, he has always been very persistent, regardless of it.
He once took his living expenses for a week and invited us dormitory people to dinner.
However, there were only three people in the dormitory that day, including Chen Fangfei, so the four of them sat in the Sichuan stir-fry restaurant where we all thought the environment was good when we were students.
"Fei Fei, you can order," he gentlemanly handed the menu to Fang Fei, you must know that Chen Fangfei is a superb foodie, extremely particular about eating, no meat is not happy.
Chen Fangfei ordered one, fried shredded pork, and ordered another back pot meat, and when he and she were ready to continue ordering, the roommate next to her pushed her, meaning that Chen Fangfei should order more leisurely, we are all college students, don't let the boys break the bank.
So the roommate took over Chen Fangfeili's menu and ordered a shredded potato, which is the cheapest dish in the dish, and it is also the most delicious dish, which should be very good.
The four of them ordered four dishes, and it was the man's turn, but he didn't expect that he looked through the menu several times, and finally came a potato chip.
This dish, as it should be, is also very cheap, and it is a grade with shredded potatoes, except that one is sour and spicy, and the other is braised flavor.
Chen Fengfei was a little unhappy in his heart, feeling that the Henan people had embarrassed himself in front of his roommate, but the boy didn't feel anything, then again, these are nothing, and in the end, the man actually proposed that he was going to carry a bowl of noodles.
What he meant was that he didn't want to eat rice, he wanted to eat noodles.
He also asked politely: "Four beauties, do you need it?" β
Everyone shook their heads in embarrassment, and finally we chose to eat rice, and the boy, he carried a bowl of noodles, he was sweating profusely when he ate it, and he was also embarrassed when he checked out, he only paid part of the money, and the rest of the money was paid by Chen Fangfei and everyone together.
Because everyone was out to eat, and they didn't have much money on them, this big party, plainclothes ended in such an unhappy end, and it turned out to be the talk of our dormitory, every time we talked about this man, his big frog eyes, and the big bridge of his nose and mouth, we affectionately called him to carry a bowl of noodles.
This time Chen Fangfei was disappointed, and she completely lost her good impression of this man, and she never went to the dance floor again.
Carrying the bowl of noodles is very persistent, and he continues to pursue Chen Fangfei fiercely.
One day, he asked Chen Fangfei to take a walk by the lake on campus, you must know that the lake is very hidden, but it is a place for lovers to talk about love.
Carrying a bowl of noodles and asking Chen Fangfei to come to the lake, it was nothing more than to confess her heart, and Chen Fangfei also decided to let this man she hated make it clear, and she came as promised.
It should be a dusk that day, the sunset is lazily shining, sprinkled on the sparkling water, it should be an early spring afternoon, and there is still a little chill, Chen Fangfei had to pull me, and we came to the lake together.
The bowl of noodles had been waiting there early, he was a little shrunken from the cold, his hands and feet were shrunk, and his nose was red and round, which made people feel a little more disgusted when he looked at it, and Chen Fengfei obviously felt the same way, and walked up to the bowl noodles, and they began to negotiate.
I just stood Mo Xiaoxu, I didn't know what they said, I just felt that they quarreled very fiercely, because Chen Fengfei didn't let me go forward, she said that her own affairs should be decided by herself, I stood 100 meters away, Mo Xiaoxu waited, the bowl of noodles seemed to see me, and reluctantly smiled at me, and I smiled back.
Afterwards, Chen Fengfei came back angrily and said to me: "It's really a wonder, and I will never contact you again." β
I didn't expect Chen Fangfei to say to me angrily: "Do you know what the glasses man said just now? He asked you if you have a boyfriend? He said that he wanted me to be the introducer and introduce you to him, my God, such a strange man." β
This incident made us laugh for a long time, and I felt that this man was really unreliable, and he was determined to start round after round of attacks like Chen Fangfei at the beginning, but when he saw the knife and gun, he cowered and actually made up my mind, and he changed his mind so quickly.
Through this incident, I not only saw that all the many men, including Peng Shuai and Qu Kangheng whom I knew, seemed to be the same kind of people, and when their goals were more suitable, they would let go of the one that was difficult to talk about and difficult to catch, but the one around them, isn't it their nature to like the new and hate the old?
At the age of 28, Peng Shuai, Qu Kangheng and many men I knew got married, which was a very big blow to me, I was always wilting during that time, and I didn't have much spirit in class, teaching students was also a perfunctory textbook, and I rarely communicated with colleagues, because my mood was so bad, and the things at home and my love was not going well, all made me feel disappointed in life, and I was not interested in anything.
But at this time, I met Xiao Weizhang, and the reason why I met my brother at that time was very simple, just because his father was a bureau chief.
After being so inexplicably abandoned by many wheels, I suddenly had a feeling that I must make them impress me, and that is to find a powerful man.