But Song Qiang hasn't come back yet, my double eyelids are fighting.

I nestled on the sofa, watching TV one by one, it was really boring on TV, either the star cheated, or which star was pregnant with a second child and gave birth to a child, and after giving birth, it was not reported much.

These celebrities are all about forty years old, but they look so happy.

They live under the halo and in the field of vision of everyone, even if they quarrel or have a small conflict between lovers, they have to report it.

It's really, it's shocking to watch, and the paparazzi around are really, just to break these materials, they are simply exhausted, and they will definitely get a lot of money, this is this society.

Money Society, watching TV, I fell asleep, and in my sleep, I had a terrible dream.

I struggled desperately, but my mouth was covered tightly, I couldn't make a sound, the big hand began to undress me, I tugged at the waist of my trousers, the quilt was kicked to the ground, my clothes were torn, you must know that I was only wearing a thin autumn coat and autumn pants.

Next, a big hand rubbed my chest vigorously, making me feel painful, and a man's breath rushed to my ears, itchy and crispy.

But I don't care about feelings, I don't know what this person is doing in the dark?

Suddenly, my pants were pulled down hard, and I desperately covered my pants, and I was scared.

I didn't even expect that there was a person pressing on me now, this person I didn't recognize.

But by the moonlight, I could see his face clearly, wasn't he Song Qiang's roommate? Why did he appear here? The door was obviously locked.

I was thinking like this, and the man actually ripped off my pants like a wolf.

My strength was no match for him, he groped under me, my legs wanted to kick, but they were pressed hard, and they were very weak.

Suddenly, my heart hurts, and I want to scream in pain, but my mouth is also covered.

I don't know anything anymore, I'm just sad, my resistance is powerless, tears run down my cheeks, everything is useless, the man continues to do piston motion, up and down on my body, it seems to be very hard.

In the process, he kissed me on the shoulder and on my face.

To be honest, everything makes me sad, I'm only fifteen years old, fifteen-year-old me, and I don't have my first time.

Soon I felt his body loosen and collapse on top of mine.

"Get out," I cried out in a low voice, tears of humiliation.

Poplar didn't speak, and he quickly moved off my body and lifted his pants.

When he left, he touched my face and walked away.

I was lying there, not knowing what day it was, and my heart was full of thoughts, how could this be?

Oh my God, what the hell is going on! Sleepless night.

I couldn't sleep until the next day, I just lay quietly.

Suddenly it occurred to me that this was Song Qiang's dormitory, what if the other roommates came back and saw me like this?

I got dressed.

The door knocked and I opened the door, it was Song Qiang, as soon as I saw him, I threw myself on him, tears hazy my eyes.

"What's wrong?" he looked at me with concern.

"I," I couldn't cry, Song Qiang put down the breakfast in his hand, sat on the edge of my bed, hugged me and asked, "Gao Lanlan, tell me what's wrong?"

"Someone raped me last night," I said lightly.

Song Qiang was surprised, and the things in his hand also fell to the ground.

"Who is it? How is it possible? Isn't the door locked?" he was amazed.

"I don't know, anyway, in the middle of the night, I slept in a daze, and a person climbed on top of me. "At this point, I couldn't stop crying.

"Do you see who he is?" asked Song Qiang.

"I can see clearly, it's your colleague Yang Shu. ”

"Poplar, this bastard!" Song Qiang's brows furrowed, his fists clenched tightly, he didn't say anything, turned around and left.

"Song Qiang, what are you going to do?" I hurriedly grabbed him.

"Settle accounts with that beast," Song Qiang said fiercely.

"No, forget it, let's just act as if nothing happened," I said with difficulty, because I was afraid of being embarrassed.

Song Qiang didn't say anything, he just walked out of the door.

I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't go with him, I don't want to see this bastard Poplar.

I just got dressed in a daze, there was still a dull pain between my legs, and my little stomach seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, indescribable weakness, and my whole body seemed to be soft.

The double blow of mind and body made me unacceptable.

I didn't go home, I didn't go back to school, I just came to the little garden in the city, and it was winter, and it was a depression, and the dead leaves on the trees fell to the ground.

There are not many people, today is work time, and I should be in school at this time.

But I was really tired of going to school, so I left a letter to my parents and told them that I was going to work.

So I found my boyfriend Song Qiang, thinking that Song Qiang would give me the warmth I longed for.

However, I didn't expect such a thing to happen.

I was so remorseful, I didn't know who to say to me.

I don't know how Song Qiang is doing now, I'm worried.

Soon, Song Qiang's phone called, "Gao Lanlan, where are you, I'll go look for you," he said eagerly.

"I'm in the park." I said.

Soon, Song Qiang appeared in front of me, his hair was fluffy, his eyes were bloodshot, and his body and face were also scarred.

"Song Qiang, what's wrong with you?" I asked.

"I'm going to settle accounts with that person," Song Qiang said fiercely.

Then he looked at me steadily, "Gao Lanlan, are you okay?" “

I was silent, how could I say that there was nothing wrong with me.

It's 10,000 worries in my heart right now, and I'm afraid that this kind of thing will be known by others.

"Song Qiang, you keep it a secret for me, I feel ashamed," I said lightly.

Song Qiang stroked my face, "I'm sorry, I didn't protect you well." “

Song Qiang's words made me extremely sad, I threw myself into Song Qiang's arms and cried again.

Yes, why am I so unlucky? But now only Song Qiang is the person I trust the most.

I began to cry as a baby, so the grievances came to my heart, I was still very puzzled, I didn't know Yang Shu and Song Qiang when I was 15 years old, how could they be brothers, besides, Song Qiang and Shen Yang are not brothers, I was shocked into a cold sweat, and I was particularly helpless and scared in my dream.

"I'm afraid," I cried out suddenly.

At this time, Song Jiang came to my side, he shook me and said to me, and Song Qiang's voice came from a hazy ear.

"Lan Lan, wake up, what's wrong with you?"

"Song Qiang, I had a terrible dream," I woke up and hugged Song Qiang violently.

Song Qiang stroked my head, and it was very comfortable.

He said to me, "Lan Lan, what kind of dream did you have?"

"Sun Qiang, I dreamed that I was being a bad guy," I didn't dare to say any more.

Song Qiang hugged my head, and he comforted me calmly: "Lan Lan, I'm by your side, don't be afraid, really." ”

Song Qiang hugged me, I felt very warm, I forgot nothing, but the things in the dream were vivid.

It occurred to me that I was, yes, I had such an experience.

That incident was also when I was in junior high school, I was deceived by a person, and abandoned by a person, it seems that this is the scene in my dreams, and that person turned into the image of a poplar, and there was something like Ma Tengyu for a while.

I really shuddered, I thought these people were far away from me, but I didn't expect them to appear in my dreams.

Alas, I'm too weak, I really am, I feel like I'm going crazy.

I should have been glad that something good was coming, but now my mind was swollen and I didn't know what to do.

I didn't lose weight, I didn't lose weight, I was still that fat, I still looked so haggard.

Because I have insomnia every night during these days, I have dark circles in my eyes.

Didn't Song Qiang say that he was going to take me to meet your parents? The time is getting closer and closer.

One day, Song Qiang said to me: "Lan Lan, well, let's go to next month, because my parents are going to Taiwan among them, this is what they are planning, I was going to tell them about our affairs in advance, but during this time, my Taiwan volatility is not in good health, so my parents have to go over and take a look." ”