That night, Su Qin had insomnia.

She has always had good self-control, whether it was before or here, she has always been calm and calm, calm and unpanicked, and lives step by step every day. This is the first time I have been so unable to control my emotions.

She curled her legs at the head of the bed, buried her head between her arms, and did not move, savoring the ups and downs of her heart.

She thinks about her world, she thinks about her relatives, she wants to cry, but she can't cry.

She shouldn't be able to go back, never see them again, she can only live in this world as the current Su Qin. And this secret can't be told to anyone, it can only be buried deep in your heart, no matter how you stir up the ups and downs, you can only figure it out by yourself.

She can become ordinary friends with people in this world, but she can't let anyone really enter her heart, maybe she will only be lonely in this life.

'Playing the role alive, it's like there really is such a person, living there,' Yao Yun's unintentional words lingered in her ears.

She wants to act in a movie, she wants to be a character in it, and leave her own traces in that world that seems to her.

Even if everything is just a flash in the pan, for her, it has an indelible meaning of 'existence'.

"I want to say, I've been here, and I've said I've existed there. ”

She muttered, determined.

The next day, Su Qin dialed Yao Yun's phone.

The bell rang for a long time before it was connected, and Yao Yun's weak voice came, obviously still lying in bed: "Qinqin, this is too early, isn't it?" ”

Su Qin also had panda eyes, and she asked bluntly: "Yao Yun, you said last time that you had a cousin, who was with the crew, can you help me introduce you?"

"Phew. What are you talking about?" Yao Yun sobered up as if he had been suddenly poured a basin of cold water: "Qinqin, do you mean ......?"

"Yes, I want to see if I can play any roles. She paused: "I want to act in a movie." ”

"Haha, you have finally opened your mind, you want to enter the entertainment industry, and you can kill all sides with your beauty. Su Qin listened to Yao Yun, who kept talking, and wanted to correct that it was not like this, but when he opened his mouth, it became: "Yes." ”

"My cousin has been with the crew for a long time, doing makeup, and sometimes running several crews at the same time. Yao Yun is very excited when he talks about this, girls of this age are more keen on chasing stars, and they are also full of yearning for the entertainment industry, Yao Yun knows his own background, thinking that if Su Qin can get in, it can be regarded as a little bit of his own thought: "Also introduce some suitable people to the crew." I asked her. ”

"Good!"

"But Qin Qin ......" Yao Yun hesitated and decided to tell the truth: "This kind of role, as I told you last time, most of them are tricks, sometimes they may not be able to show their faces, and the income is not high. ”

"I understand, it doesn't matter. ”

Although Su Qin has never been in contact with this industry, he understands the rules of the industry, a film and television, the slightly important roles in it, must be carefully selected and decided after many negotiations, and the weight is far from enough with a single introduction.

Not to mention that now she doesn't know how to act at all, and she doesn't even know what to do as a trick.

She needs to understand and accumulate, and with Yao Yun's relationship, it is much more reliable than her recklessly going to the crew without knowing the world.

After hanging up the phone, she was unexpectedly quite calm inside, and even had a feeling of eagerness to try.

After returning to school after the holidays, Su Qin continued to play chess in class.

As the days went by, Yao Yun felt a little sorry: "Qinqin, I told my cousin, but my cousin didn't say it clearly, and there is no reply so far." ”

"Don't worry, it's almost time for the exam. Su Qin didn't see a trace of impatience. She has always been well-planned and prioritized. The other party has not replied so far, in fact, in her opinion, it is a good thing, after all, the next priority is to face the college entrance examination.

"But......" Yao Yun couldn't hold her breath, she thought for a while: "It must be that I didn't make it clear, Qin Qin, or I should send your photo to my cousin?"

Su Qin didn't answer, but lowered his head to read the book. Yao Yun picked up his mobile phone and took a picture.

At the end of May, after the last mock test, the school officially entered the final sprint stage of the college entrance examination.

Looking at Su Qin's results, Lin Chaoyang's face showed a smile: "Qinqin, your grades are very good, you will perform steadily in the real exam, and if nothing else, you will be able to go to a first-line school." ”

Su Qin nodded: "Thank you for your guidance." ”

Although it was a polite remark, Lin Chaoyang still accepted it happily, and it was good for him to have a top student in the class.

With the official advent of the college entrance examination, this largest annual exam in the country affects the hearts of thousands of families. Liu Dong and his wife also became nervous and busy, and Liu Dong even asked for leave to accompany Su Qin for the exam.

Facing Liu Dong's nagging and telling him to pay attention to this and that, Su Qin couldn't cry or laugh a little: "Dad, it's all ready." I'm not a kid anymore. ”

She added: "Actually, you don't need to ask for leave, I know the place of the exam." ”

"That's what a child says!" Liu Dong said wiping his sweat. The weather was hot, and compared with Su Qin, who exercised every day, he looked a little embarrassed with sweating profusely.

Su Qin couldn't help but laugh.

After the exam, some cheered and some cried.

Yao Yun put his arm on Su Qin's shoulder, crying with pear blossoms and rain: "Qinqin, I'm afraid I failed the test." She also snorted: "How did you do in the exam?"

"It's ok. Su Qin took out a tissue and gave it to Yao Yun, Yao Yun wiped it and said, "If you go to the capital, there will be fewer opportunities for us to meet." ”

"Get in touch. Su Qin shook his phone: "But let's talk about the results when they come out." ”

In fact, after a few months of dating, Su Qin really had a little heart to become friends with Yao Yun. The original Yao Yun was a big grinning character, protecting the original Su Qin. But now Su Qin, no matter the momentum, knowledge and experience are stronger than Yao Yun, it stands to reason that Yao Yun can detect it if he is careful, but he has never doubted it for a moment. After a long time, Yao Yun has become a little follower.

Su Qin is not an easy character to make friends. Friendship is such a thing, which requires the dedication and run-in of both parties, and when it is suitable, it can become a real good friend. Su Qin and Yao Yun are in such a stage of development.

Thinking of this, the smile on Su Qin's face deepened.

After the college entrance examination, Su Qin left the school and returned to live in Liu Dong's house.

During this time, she interrupted Go because of her studies, and after staying at home for two days, she was thinking about starting to play chess again, and by the way, she checked the film and television city in Haishi, thinking about trying her luck in the past.

As soon as she turned on the computer, the phone screen lit up.

"Qinqin!" Yao Yun's voice revealed a burst of excitement: "My cousin called me back, saying that there was a chance to act, and asked if you want to come and try?"