On the night of the second day of the Lunar New Year, a group of women had just arrived in the restaurant downstairs of the hospital when they received the news that Lin Bao had woken up, and rushed back in a hurry.

High heels knocked on the corridor of the hospital, Xiaobai also walked out of the ward, and went to the next door together, the nurse on the side was stunned again, and then they stopped at the door at the same time, no one pushed the door open, looked at each other, and took the initiative to make way for Xu Feifei.

At that moment, there was an inexplicable tacit understanding in the picture.

Xu Feifei pushed open the door, and Lin Bao, who had just woken up from the hospital bed, had calm eyes and couldn't see any emotions, like a wooden man.

"You...... How's it going?" Xu Feifei didn't usher in surprise, and his worried mood rose to his throat again.

Immediately afterward, several women rushed in, and for a time they filled the ward.

In their expressions, they each revealed worry, but they did not dare to speak, and their excitement instantly turned into silence.

Who knows which Lin Bao is now, the violent one, or the kind, or the chaotic personality after the collapse, who has become a fool who can't think.

"I ...... Remembered. Lin Bao suddenly spoke.

"What?"

His face was expressionless, and his lips didn't move, everyone thought they had heard it wrong, but the voice in the silence just now was obviously Lin Bao's.

Xu Feifei sat beside him and took his hand, Lin Bao's hand did not respond, his eyes did not move, he was so weak and calm.

"I remember, my hand is grabbing Xiaobai's throat and trying to kill her......"

"Lin Bao......" Xiaobai blinked.

"I remember, everyone is waking me up, but the person who pinched Xiaobai is myself, what did I not wake up. ”

"That's not the case, Lin Bao, don't think nonsense. Xu Feifei tried his best to calm himself and held Lin Bao's hand hard, "Think about it again, is that voluntary, do you really want to kill Xiaobai at that time." ”

"I ......" Lin Bao's calm eyes flashed with pain, and he couldn't speak.

After several women looked at each other, Lin Bao suddenly said, "Am I sick, I'm very sick." ”

"Yes, but it will be cured, don't give up. ”

"I'm not bothering you......" He turned his head to the side and looked out of the dark window, where he had turned into a beast for countless nights, completely abandoning his humanity, and there were so many days like that, so long, that sometimes he even thought he had never left.

In other words, he will be imprisoned in that iron cage for the rest of his life, and his soul will not be able to be freed.

"I think I'd better go, stay away from you, and avoid causing trouble for everyone...... In the second half of my life, I will find a deep mountain and old forest, be a beast, and wait for nature to judge my life and death, I am not qualified to live in the city like a human. "The dejected words came out of Lin Bao's mouth for the first time.

It was a decadent attitude he had never had before.

Everyone clenched their hands when they heard this, and Xu Feifei took the lead and asked, "Isn't there anything worthy of your nostalgia here?" ”

"Nope. He quickly denied, "It's me who doesn't deserve it, I almost hurt you last night, and I almost hurt everyone." ”

"But you still don't, you control yourself. ”

"That's because ......" Lin Bao frowned, remembering that he was awake a few seconds before he fell unconscious, "it was you who pulled me back together." ”

"So...... With us here, is there an antidote, why should you give up, this is not like your style. ”

"My style?" Lin Bao smiled bitterly, "What kind of style do I have, I'm just poor and can't save my mother, evil is born to the guts, to do that disgusting killing game, to make money, this is me." ”

"That's who you used to be, people change, you have experienced so many things, until today, every moment is changing, now you are yourself. ”

Xu Feifei stretched out his hand and hugged his head, "Lin Bao, listen to me, it's not time to give up, you didn't give up on your mother back then, and I won't give up on you." ”

Lin Bao, who was held in his arms, suddenly moved his shoulders, and all the women understood and covered their mouths.

"I'm sorry for you...... I...... Tired. The shoulder sobbed and cried, the grievance cry of a big boy, like a child who couldn't find a home.

He was lost, his soul was lost, lost in the world.

No one knows what Lin Bao is crying about, what he is venting, and how can words describe the trauma and pain that he has brought to him over the years.

He never mentioned that past, not to forget, but to avoid it incurably.

The protagonists in the movie are always healing and overcoming their own traumas and problems one after another, what a lovely story it is, but in life, people can't heal themselves.

The essence of life is incomplete, and it is never the beauty of the story of the movie.

This night, Lin Bao hugged Xu Feifei in his arms and cried for a long time, as if he was going to cry out the emotions he had suppressed for many years.

Until finally he was tired of crying, and he fell asleep with swollen eyes.

They exchanged glances, asking each other if they had seen Lin Bao crying, the answer was of course no, no one had seen it, they had known each other for so long, and even been close for so long, before they saw Lin Bao release his emotions for the first time.

At night, everything finally breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin Bao's appearance after waking up is normal, but he is a little decadent after being stimulated, no matter what, this level is over.

You can also end your stay at the hospital.

He Tingting, who hadn't closed her eyes for almost two days, fell down when she couldn't stand and was sent to Xiaobai's ward to sleep.

The others also went back one after another to alleviate the panic of the day, this night of course, Xu Feifei came to keep vigil, she was also tossed a little haggard, lying on the side of the hospital bed and fell asleep.

At midnight, the hospital was quiet and a little scary.

Lin Bao woke up again, he hugged Xu Feifei into the quilt, covered the quilt, and walked out of the ward alone. The hallway was empty, and the lights were bright but eerie.

Wearing a hospital gown and alone, he quietly walked to the balcony, blowing a cold wind, as if he was sobering his brain, and cold tears flowed down his face.

Countless days and nights, tormented by whispers in my ears, I survived those days, why was I vulnerable this time.

The body beaten by iron also has a heart like stone.

But now, it seems that there is a weakness.

Weakness makes people hesitate, and weakness makes people vulnerable.

Weakness, let the chaotic him, split in two.

The tiredness of his brain stopped him from continuing to think, and he stood there quietly breathing in the cold wind.

For a moment, he wanted to jump off the balcony, but he was gone.

It's ridiculous to think about it, I am no longer the shameless and carefree virtue I was a year ago, the woman lying in the ward, and you are a real husband and wife, there are many, many more.

It is painful to be alive, but it will make more people miserable when it dies.

"Husband, what are you doing. ”

The soft voice, full of worry, came from behind him, Lin Bao turned around and found that Xu Feifei walked out without shoes, probably because he was afraid that the sound of his high heels would disturb others.

"I blow the wind. ”

"How about going back to the house. She looked nervous and tentative.

"Good. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, Xu Feifei grabbed him and took him back to the ward, so he was worried, "The injuries on your body are not healed yet, you can't walk around." ”

"Feifei......" Lin Bao touched her face, and the two sat together in the quilt of the hospital bed, "Either divorce me, don't trouble you." ”

"You're going to give up again. ”

"No, I'll try to figure it out, but I can't delay you. ”

"Shut up. ”

Her tears flowed down, Lin Bao seemed to have been stabbed hard, and suddenly felt that the idea of suicide just now was so stupid, and immediately hugged her lover with regret.

"I'm sorry not to say that, never again. ”

"Look, I'm crying, you're going to worry, you're all right, why give up. She wiped her tears, "After my mother died, I didn't feel like a family anymore, and now I have you with you, if you leave me, I will hate you, for the rest of my life." ”

"I don't dare, you are the head of the family, listen to you. ”

"That's it. ”

"Hmm. ”

"Then from tomorrow onwards, it will be up to me, including treatment. ”

"It's not going to be a dozen or so doctors to watch me. ”