Chapter 180: The Eve of the Wedding

After taking wedding photos, Chi Xiaoqing has the illusion of being reincarnated You must know that this time she was scolded by the photographer at least a dozen times Either her expression was too stiff and her posture was too mechanical, or her eyes were not affectionate enough The closeness to Brian was too rusty Every word made her feel that she had lost face But fortunately, Chi Xiaoqing had suffered a lot of cold eyes and humiliation in the Su family and the Leng family Plus three years of foreign life This insult is not harmful to her

It's just that being asked to kiss Brian intimately in the sunflower field and putting on an affectionate look of wanting to talk really makes her feel tricky Every time Brian's face is about to get close to her, Chi Xiaoqing will always avoid it without a trace, and then her limbs are stiff as if she was struck by lightning

If it weren't for Brian temporarily telling the photographer that the kiss should be done and hugging each other among the flowers, it would be difficult to take a photo that the photographer was satisfied with, and if you don't love someone, how can you pretend to be in love Chi Xiaoqing is not a master of acting, and she can't deceive herself Pretending to love Brian deeply, and even every time she is intimate with him, all that comes to her mind is the figure of another man

How unfair that is Brian

But if feelings can be retracted freely, how can there be so many people who are distressed about it?

Xiao Jia stood by the flowers with Leng You, who was wearing a small suit, The photographer was watching the photos taken in the SLR camera, the picture of a handsome man and a beautiful woman, It looked so beautiful that it seemed to condense all the aura in this world

"That's Daddy, here's Mommy," Leng You pointed to a man and a woman in the photo and opened his mouth in surprise, with a brilliant smile blooming on his face, and it could be seen that in his heart, Brian and Chi Xiaoqing were very heavy

"Xiaoyou" Xiao Jia tightened the child in her arms and suddenly said: "Why do you call him Daddy" She asked, pointing to Brian's photo

Leng You tilted his head suspiciously, "Daddy is good to me, I don't want to be scolded for being a child without a father, I want Daddy, he is my daddy" and didn't explain too much, and even the words were a little inconsistent, but it was such a fairy tale But it was the most straightforward and simple

He doesn't want to be treated with a different attitude and vision, he wants Mommy, he wants Daddy, he wants to be like an ordinary child, an ordinary and fulfilling home, parents pick him up and drop him off from school, and when he comes home, there are two adults on the table, he can ride on Daddy's neck and cheer, and he can go out on weekends to travel together

These are all dreams in Leng You's heart

He didn't tell Ji Xiaoqing, because he knew that if he did, Mommy would definitely cry

"Do you like Brian?" asked Xiao Jia with a staring eye

"I like it, Daddy is the best for me," Leng You grinned, smiling with white teeth constantly reflecting the light in the sun, and his clear eyes were full of dependence on Brian, "Daddy will buy me a lot of toys, will take me out to play, and will scare away all the people who bully me, I like Daddy the most."

Do you like it the most?

Xiao Jia suddenly wanted to tell him that his daddy was not Brian, but another strange man who had never appeared in his life, but when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say it when she bumped into Leng You's happy, innocent eyes

He's so young, can he really understand his own words, can he really figure out the difference between an adoptive father and a biological father, and really know what decision his mommy makes

"Let's go, it's done" Brian and Chi Xiaoqing walked side by side from the sea of flowers, the overwhelming golden yellow gradually connected with the daylight sloping down from the sky, and from a distance, it looked like a golden ocean, gorgeous, dazzling, and extremely beautiful

The breeze caressed the sunflowers swaying left and right in the wind Chi Xiaoqing reached out to take Leng You and smiled apologetically at Xiaojia: "I've been waiting for a long time."

"It's okay, it's just a while" Xiao Jia shrugged her shoulders, suppressed the chaotic thoughts in her heart, and smiled inconspicuously, "Are you all photographed, when can I get the negative?"

She wouldn't let anyone see what she was up to

"After the wedding, you can get the framed photos, and I'm going to hang it in the house, living room, and bedroom. "It's best to be able to see it every day when you open your eyes, Brian said, "Because of the post-processing, it's going to be a few days slower, and it's going to be four days before the wedding, I'm going to be so busy, maybe I won't have that much time to spend with you, Xiaoqing, forgive me."

In order to give her a grand wedding, Brian had to handle many matters personally, such as signing contracts with satellite TV channels, such as sending invitations to celebrities and celebrities from all walks of life, such as continuing to isolate Leng Haoxuan

It can be said that in order to give Chi Xiaoqing an earth-shattering grand wedding, Brian racked his brains, and he just wanted to hold all the best things in the world in front of her

"It's okay, with Xiao Jia with me, don't worry about going busy " Chi Xiaoqing smiled understandingly, she didn't care if Brian would be by her side twenty-four hours a day This kind of thing is indeed impossible His identity doomed him to be busy Just like Leng Haoxuan at the beginning At first thought of this person Chi Xiaoqing's heart throbbed But in the next second, she suppressed this strange feeling Farewell to the photographer Brian sent her back to the apartment and put Xiao Leng You, who had been tired all day, to sleep He didn't leave until dinner

Before leaving, he didn't forget to give Chi Xiaoqing a kiss on the forehead He loved it so much that he was so close to her Although he wanted more, he could afford to wait

At the same time, Xiao Jia, who returned to the hotel, took out her mobile phone and hesitated for a while before turning it on, and as soon as she turned it on, hundreds of text messages jumped into the screen, and the mobile phone rang non-stop, and they were all phone calls and text messages from Leng Haoxuan during the shutdown From nine o'clock last night to more than five o'clock this morning, it seems that he really hit all night

Just for Xiaoqing's whereabouts......

Xiao Jia was faintly surprised by such Leng Haoxuan, and even a little moved, Thinking of the scene she saw in Mancini's design studio today Her wavering heart finally made up her mind and dialed Leng Haoxuan's phone, but she was always in a state of temporary unreachability Xiao Jia was stunned It stands to reason that with Leng Haoxuan's personality, it is impossible to give up the possibility of getting Xiaoqing's whereabouts from herself How could the mobile phone not get through?

There must be no surprises

She thought about it, and felt that such an idea was too unreliable, and tried to call several times, but she still couldn't find Leng Haoxuan's person, so Xiao Jia gave up, Maybe this is the fate of him and Xiaoqing

If not, why do they always miss it?

At this time, Xiao Jia still didn't know that Leng Haoxuan was also looking for her whereabouts Brian couldn't get through now Xiao Jia has become the only person who can find Chi Xiaoqing How could he give up easily It's just that he has to investigate where Xiao Jia is in the vast sea of people The manpower and power required are not small So that most of the days have passed and nothing has been found

For two days in a row, Chi Xiaoqing spent time shopping with Xiaojia She seemed to forget about what was about to become the best She always took her son and friends to appear in major shopping malls, amusement parks, and arenas in Milan As if she was playing at random Where is the nervousness that a bride to be married should have

Sitting in a café with warm and quiet decoration, Xiao Jia looked at Chi Xiaoqing and said: "I said, why don't you have a little bit of the behavior that a bride should be, isn't there any premarital phobia, which bride will go to a horror movie the day before when she enters the church the next day?"

They had just watched an American horror film that had just been released in the large movie theater opposite, which was bloody and violent, and full of a sense of substitution

"What's the problem?" asked Chi Xiaoqing, tilting her head, puzzled

"Generally speaking, all brides can't be like you," Xiao Jia sighed helplessly, put down the spoon stirring the coffee, held her cheeks with one hand, and looked at Chi Xiaoqing intently: "Do you know what thoughts I have with such an expression?"

Chi Xiaoqing shook her head honestly: "I don't know, you tell me to hear it."

Isn't it normal for her to be like this Brian is in charge of the wedding She doesn't know anything about those at all Isn't it natural for a friend to come to Milan and send time with her

Xiao Jia rubbed her eyebrows and said: "You don't care about this marriage at all, or you don't have the consciousness of getting married at all, you just regard this marriage as the last choice, you don't have a woman's love for a man for Brian, only gratitude."

She hit the nail on the head and said sharply, tearing apart Chi Xiaoqing's disguise, "Xiaoqing, you won't be happy if you do this, neither you, Brian, nor Xiaoyou will be happy."

"How can you know this kind of thing if you don't try it," Chi Xiaoqing retorted as she shook her head

"Your personality is always like this, it is decided that if you don't die until the Yellow River, you won't look back even if you hit the south wall" Xiao Jia meant that it was true that Chi Xiaoqing's personality seems to be weak, but in fact, she is tougher than anyone else Otherwise, she would not be betrayed by her beloved man again After the disappearance of her most beloved brother, she did not collapse After her husband cheated After experiencing all the hardships that a woman can go through, she can also take her children away from a foreign country alone for three years This is because there is a resilience in Chi Xiaoqing's bones

And now, the decision she made is also supported by this resilience, and she takes it for granted that Brian can bring her the peaceful life she wants, and she takes it for granted that Brian is the best choice to be Leng You's daddy, and for this, she can even give up her love to marry Brian because of gratitude and emotion

But is it really the right thing to do?

"Even if my head is broken and my blood flows, it's my own choice," Chi Xiaoqing replied firmly, "Don't always analyze me, what about you, do you really plan to spend your life with your children, Brother Qian won't want to see you lonely all your life."

"What, do you want to be a matchmaker for me now?" Xiao Jia's heart throbbed, but she disguised it very well and asked calmly

"I'm going to get married tomorrow, but your life's major events haven't been settled Xiao Jia Whether it's Brother Qian or I I don't want to see you like this It's really too hard and too tiring to take care of a child alone Women still have to find a safe haven after all Children can't be without a father after all " Chi Xiaoqing said earnestly This is her experience Once, she thought that she had gone through so much suffering and was strong enough to drag Leng You alone to find Ye Feiyu, but the facts gave her a head-on blow In Italy, the humiliation she received was enough to make her collapse If it weren't for Brian It wasn't Leng You, she might have chosen to die long ago after that night......

Xiao Jia picked up the coffee cup on the table and took a sip, her mouth was full of a rich bitter taste, which made her frown helplessly, "Don't worry about me, I'm different from you, I always have someone here, and when the baby grows up, I will tell him that he has a brave, kind, and perfect daddy that no one can replace."

Xiao Jia's eyes flashed with a light that made Chi Xiaoqing lose her breath, dazzling so dazzling that she was ashamed of herself