Chapter 35: Separation
Cen Kexin was at a loss, "Sister-in-law, what do you say I should do?"
Lin Ran's words were simply a word to wake up the people in her dream, and she suddenly realized their future.
Regarding her and Han Siyou's future, she had never thought about it before, and it was time to think about it.
Lin Ran said: "You go back and test him first to see if he has any plans to marry you, but don't be stupid, it's always a woman who suffers from this kind of thing." ”
Cen Kexin fell silent.
"You are the daughter of our Cen family, where you go is not held by others, you probably don't know what people outside say about you now, your father is not there, your mother died early, some things still have to be talked about by me, girls must learn to love themselves, you have to protect yourself first, so that you can't be loved. Lin Ran said distressedly.
"But sister-in-law, I still love him!" Cen Kexin said.
There was a hint of bitterness in his mouth.
It took her six years to love this man with all her heart.
She never loved anyone else, she only loved him alone.
No one had taught her these words before, and no one had taught her how to love someone.
It's all up to her own understanding.
Lin Ran sighed, "I know, but if you love someone, if you don't have any dignity, then how can the person you love cherish you, when you are not young or beautiful, you guarantee that he can continue to stay by your side? ”
Lin Ran didn't want to say these words, but her husband wanted to tell her sister-in-law through her mouth, so she had to act accordingly, but now looking at the dazed sister-in-law in front of her, Lin Ran really felt sorry for him.
She thought of the environment in which Cen Kexin grew up, there were no female elders in the family, she grew up with her brothers, and she didn't have her mother to teach her how to love people for a hundred years, it all depended on her own understanding, her husband and brother-in-law were blindly spoiling her, according to her temperament, she was simply a princess in an ivory tower, in fact, this hurt her.
Cen Yirui said to her like this, "Kexin is still young, there was no female elder in the family to teach her before, you are her sister-in-law, the eldest sister-in-law is like a mother, Lin Ran, I will hand over my sister to you, and you will guide her well in the future." ”
Lin Ran lives in a well-off family, is the only daughter in the family, her mother has been teaching her since she was a child, so that she understands a lot of principles of life, and then look at the current Cen Kexin, it's pitiful to think about.
"What if...... I'm if he doesn't plan to get married now...... That ......" Cen Kexin's voice became slurred.
Lin Ranna still didn't understand, she handed her son over to the nanny, let her take her back to the room to rest first, she held Cen Kexin's hand, "Long pain is better than short pain, wait until the day he marries another woman, it's too late to let go, can you understand?"
"I understand. Cen Kexin lowered her eyes.
It's another thing to understand and whether you can do it.
If she could really get down, she would have let go a long time ago, where would it be her turn to get today.
"Have you ever thought that maybe there would be a better scenery if you let go of your hands and walk forward?" Lin Ran said softly.
"Sister-in-law, don't say it, don't say it. Cen Kexin felt very uncomfortable, "I haven't asked him yet, I want to go back and ask him, maybe he has planned to get married after I graduate." ”
Lin Ran directly pierced, "As it seems at the moment, your chances are not great." ”
She paused, and continued, "Kexin, Xiaobai has been waiting for you in the United States, Mrs. Mu called back, she said that Xiaobai has been busy with work for the past two years, and there is not even a girl by his side, as long as you turn around, you can see that he is still standing in place waiting for you, you two are childhood sweethearts, you know each other well, so that you can go on all the time, Han Siyou's mind is too deep, and his temper is always unpredictable, do you want to live with him all your life by guessing?"
Lin Ran simply said all the words.
Cen Kexin knew that her sister-in-law was doing it for her good, but when she heard the reality of being naked, she still couldn't accept it.
Fortunately, Cen Yirui soon came back from work, and Lin Ran terminated their conversation.
As soon as Cen Yirui came back and saw her, he called her into the study.
When Cen Kexin entered, Cen Yirui stood in front of the wall with his back to him, looking at a painting of a young couple holding a baby in their arms, and two boys standing next to them, which was a picture of their whole family.
"Big brother. ”
Cen Yirui turned his head and said, "Sit." ”
Cen Kexin looked at him with a calm face, and felt a little uneasy.
The eldest brother has never been reluctant to lose his temper with her, and since he came back to the present, he has only said two words to her, but she can hear the eldest brother's disappointment in her.
Cen Yirui went straight to the point, "Kexin, let's move back in the future." ”
"Good. Cen Kexin said obediently.
I wanted to refuse, but when Cen Yirui's cold face opened, his words suddenly changed.
After Cen Yirui heard this, he smiled, "That's fine, your sister-in-law is bored at home alone with the children, and the two of you will be accompanied in the future." ”
"Hmm. Cen Kexin said sullenly.
Cen Yirui asked her, "I heard that you recently participated in a design competition, how are you going?"
Talking about the competition, the brother and sister also relaxed a little, Cen Kexin said confidently, "No problem, big brother, if I win the award, how are you going to reward me?"
"So confident, I'm still waiting for you to win the award. Cen Yirui smiled, "You are facing graduation this year, and you can't make mistakes in your studies, understand?"
"Got it. Cen Kexin nodded weakly.
She always felt that Cen Yirui should know something, she had regressed very quickly from last semester to now, and several courses had been hung up.
In the evening, after Cen Kexin went back, when they were making love, Cen Kexin proposed to move back home.
The man on the body stopped moving, the light in the room was dim, and she couldn't see any emotion on that face, "Why?"
"My sister-in-law is too busy to take care of the children at home alone, and I want to go back and help. Cen Kexin casually lied.
"Didn't Cen Yirui ask a nanny to let you go back and bring it?" Han Siyou got up, "If you don't make it clear, get out!"
Cen Kexin hurriedly hugged him, "Si You, I'm ......"
The man stopped, waiting for her words.
Her mind quickly turned, remembering what Lin Ran said, she twisted under him, enough to come over and kiss his lips, her voice was like a sponge, making people want to wring out a few drops of water, "If you don't want me to move back, then I won't move." ”
The man's eyes darkened a little.
"Hmm. ”
The palm of his hand smashed her leg and began to move again, his thin lips kissed her ears softly, and the hot breath gently brushed her neck, Cen Kexin raised his head in order to stay awake, "Si You, will you marry me?"
Cen Kexin was suddenly pushed out, the temperature of the room suddenly dropped, she opened her eyes, Han Siyou had already gotten up, put on a bathrobe, and stood by the bed looking at her condescendingly, "This is what you plan to do tonight?"
Those eyes were cold as they looked at her.
Cen Kexin woke up like a dream, she got up from the bed despite being naked, "Si You, listen to me." ”
"What are you going to say?"
Cen Kexin felt a chill, she hugged herself tightly with the quilt, and said in a low voice, "Siyou, I'm about to graduate...... We've been together for so long...... Gotta have a name......"
"Status?" Han Siyou thought about it, and he said, "I have no plans to get married for the time being." ”
Cen Kexin's heart was cold.
Her voice was aggrieved, "Si You, I'm almost twenty-three years old. ”
She had classmates in high school, but she didn't go to college, and now she's pregnant with her second child.
"Si You, we are married, and we can be together in the future. ”
Han Siyou was silent for a while before he said, "If you feel wronged and want to move back in, it's up to you!"
He threw down the words and turned to go to the bathroom, where soon there was the sound of rushing water.
Cen Kexin sat on the bed and cried alone.
When Han Siyou came out, he heard the crying, stood in front of the window and smoked a cigarette, Cen Kexin's crying had gradually become smaller, and it became a sob, he felt irritable for a while when he listened, turned around and went to the dressing room, and came out again and was already dressed neatly, he stood by the bed with the key, "I can't promise you anything for the time being, you can move back and live back, I won't come here recently." ”
Cen Kexin looked up in a panic, only to see the man's back disappearing behind the door, she rushed out of bed, hugged him tightly from behind, and pillowed her head on his broad back, "Si You, don't go, I won't move back to live." ”
Han Siyou didn't know how to do it, and the fingers on his waist were broken one by one, "You do it yourself." ”
Soon there was the sound of a car starting downstairs, and Cen Kexin cried in the room all night and didn't fall asleep until dawn.
When I woke up, I looked at the other half of the cold bed, and my heart was empty.
She went downstairs numbly, but saw Aunt Zhang packing up her things, she hurriedly asked, "Aunt Zhang, what are you doing?"
Aunt Zhang sighed and said, "Mr. Han settled my salary this morning, saying that you will move back to live in the future, and you don't need to be taken care of here." ”
Cen Kexin's face turned white, and she kept smiling, "Aunt Zhang, you wait, I'll ask first." ”
She went back to the room and took her mobile phone, and dialed Han Siyou's mobile phone, and the call was answered by Chen Yi, "Miss Cen." ”
"What about him?"
"Mr. Han is busy, if you have something, I can help you convey it. ”
Cen Kexin's hand tightened, and she smiled very reluctantly, "Aunt Zhang said that Si You quit her job, can you help me ask if it's true?"
"There is such a thing, Mr. Han said that the Peninsula Villa is not inhabited, and let me be responsible for moving your things to Cen family, Miss Cen Just let me know when you are free. ”
Cen Kexin fell into the ice cellar.
Knowing that something unchangeable is still unwilling to believe.
After a while, she said into the phone, "Okay, I'll ask Aunt Zhang to pack the things for me, and I'll move them back today." ”
"Good. ”
After Cen Kexin hung up the phone, the whole person was in a trance.
Aunt Zhang hurriedly supported her and asked worriedly, "Kexin, are you okay?"
"It's fine. She shook her head, then smiled, "Aunt Zhang, please do one thing, help me pack my luggage, someone will come to pick it up, thank you!"
"No problem, are you moving with Mr. Han?"
"yes, we're moving. Cen Kexin looked out the window and said with a smile.
It turns out that she really isn't that important.
Of little consequence.
After Chen Yi hung up the phone, after thinking about it, he still reported this matter to his boss in detail, and the man sitting at the desk didn't raise his head and said, "Got it." ”
But there was a stack of materials in his hand, and Han Siyou's dark eyes stared at the content on it for a moment, his eyes gradually became cold, and his brows were tightly locked.