Chapter 133: Returning to China
Out of the cabin, the sun was shining so hard that she couldn't open her eyes in early summer, she didn't wear sunglasses, just because she didn't like the feeling of being isolated from the world when she wore them.
The heat kept coming from the ground, making Hatsu feel the eagerness of the summer in S City, and the eagerness to embrace everything.
She couldn't remember everything she had left four years ago, she didn't know how many times she thought about it, she fell into endless confusion and entanglement, she didn't even know how many times she had bitten her mouth.
She didn't want to go back to S City, but when she returned to her hometown Nanyu Township from France, she had to use S City as a transit point.
Qin Nan waved at her from afar, and his tall figure looked very eye-catching in the crowd of people who picked him up from the airport.
Taking over the suitcase of early summer, Qin Nan gave early summer a warm hug.
"Welcome home." He patted Hatsu on the back and said.
"Thank you." Hatsu smiled and said to give him a grateful hug.
Qin Nan let go of her.
"Congratulations on your success in your studies and finally realizing your dream of being a painter."
"Thank you, I can get to where I am today, all thanks to your help." Hatsu showed a grateful smile.
"Alas, except thank you, thank you, words are like gold, and the warmth and romance of the French are not contagious to you at all." Qin Nan pretended to be dissatisfied and said.
"I'm sorry to disappoint you." Early summer said apologetically.
"Let's not worry about you yet.Let's go.Go back to the hotel.The room is booked for you.Super luxury presidential suite.......Well.Of course not.I know you don't like it.So it's just an ordinary single room in a big hotel." Qin Nan couldn't help but say, pull the luggage of early summer to the front of the car, open the trunk, and prepare to put it in.
"Wait." Early Summer stopped him." I'm sorry.Qin Nan.I said.I want to go straight back to my mom.I really don't want to wait another night."
Qin Nan was a little reluctant to put down the half-lifted suitcase.
"Early summer, listen to me, you want to see your mother, not at this time, you've been on the plane for so long, and you're jet lag, it's already afternoon, if you want to continue to ride in the car, it's like you're going to spend the night in the car again, you're going to be tired, you're not going home for four years, and suddenly you're so haggard and tired. What would your mother think? She must have thought that you had suffered all the hardships in the past four years abroad. What do you think she would be sad about. If you really think about your mother, just listen to me. Rest well tonight, get up tomorrow and dress up. I will arrange for a car and people, and send you to your mother in a beautiful way.
In fact, she was very timid about seeing her mother. In the past four years, she broke her mother's heart.
"Then it's settled." Qin Nan put the suitcase into the trunk and couldn't help but push the early summer into the car.
Entered the hotel.Early summer hurriedly took a hot bath.Then went downstairs.Qin Nan waited for her in the restaurant.
In early summer, she cut her hair short, just covered her ears, made a little curl, and a strand of hair broke away from the army, scattered on a delicate little face, and looked even more charming.
"I saw a beautiful artist walking towards me." Qin Nan exclaimed, standing up to greet her. It's been four years, and you're still beautiful, but you're more attractive."
"Your boasting of people's skills is still the same." Chu Xia said with a smile.A trace of loss flashed in her eyes.She remembered Gu Xing.The Gu Xing who was very good at praising people.And praising people made people very comfortable.I don't know how he is doing in the United States now.Four years ago.They used to be such close friends.Now.But the end of the world.The world is different.
"A divorced man like me must be able to praise people, otherwise there really no woman likes it." Qin Nan said.
After saying that, he took the menu and began to order.
Chu Xia originally wanted to tease Qin Nan for a few words.After thinking about it.Qin Nan divorced.It had a little bit to do with her.When Qin Nan finished ordering.She said: "Actually.I don't think you really need to divorce your ex-wife.If you still have feelings.Why don't you think about remarriage."
Qin Nan poured a cup of tea for Chu Xia, and then said, "In marriage, sometimes feelings are the least important thing." He said it lightly to show that he didn't care.
"I've always felt that a marriage with feelings is not necessarily happy, but a marriage without feelings will never be happy. Chu Xia said.Her stubborn appearance is still the same as before.So childish.Qin Nan finally found a little shadow of the past in her.
He laughed a little, both for the cuteness of early summer, and for her to maintain her view of the true nature of marriage, of course, he agreed with her, but he could clearly see that she underestimated the destructive effect of something other than affection on marriage.
"We can't get back together, we've tried it once, it turns out it doesn't, then I have to accept this reality." Qin Nan said.
"But, you still have two children, can't you think about the children? Qin Zhen and Qin Zhu are still so young." Hatsu said.
"It's for the sake of the child, we can't get back together, two people who are very strong, and when they are twisted together, it will produce a huge shock wave, and the destructive force is very terrible, and the child is too fragile, and he should not be in such a dangerous environment." Qin Nan said.
Chu Xia saw that Qin Nan didn't want to discuss this topic anymore, so she had to say more, but she still thought in her heart that feelings were the most important factor in marriage.
After the meal came up, I realized that I was really hungry in the early summer.
"Okay, let's start now, don't talk about any heavy words, this is your first meal back home, and we'll finish it easily, okay." Qin Nan said.
Early Summer nodded.
While eating, the two talked about some light-hearted topics, such as the differences between the food in France and China, the weather and scenery in France, and the changes in the country in recent years.
After a meal, both of them got used to each other's changes, and they got back to the feeling they used to get along.
After eating, Qin Nan proposed to go for a walk on the beach.
Behind the hotel is the beach, at this time there are people walking, swimming in the sea in another beach area, so this beach is quite quiet.
"How are you doing in the early summer, these years, how are you doing? I'm talking about good in the real sense of the word." Qin Nan asked.
Chu Xia looked into the distance and didn't answer Qin Nan immediately.
"I'm afraid of the cold, so I don't like to spend the winter, but every winter still comes, so I can only take measures to keep warm, wear more clothes, thicken the quilt, drink more hot water, so that I can live comfortably in the winter. You ask me if I'm doing well, I don't know if it's good, I just think I've had a long winter, and now I'm safe, so, I'm okay." Early summer said leisurely.
Hearing Chu Xia say, "I'm okay," Qin Nan almost burst into tears. I'm sorry for the early summer." He said that he felt that all the hardships of the early summer were caused by him, and that it was his ambition and the conspiracy created out of ambition that caused the pain of the early summer.
"No, I've said it many times, I don't blame you, Ye and I...... He's going to get to this point sooner or later, and we're going to be separated without you." Hatsu said.
"No, it's all my fault, I should be damned, I shouldn't have proposed to the chairman for my ridiculous ambitions, let Ye Yun marry Lisa, and separated you and Ye Yun alive. Qin Nan said.
"Qin Nan, I hated you a lot at the time, but then I thought it clearly, in the end, the rift between the two of us is too big, so we will separate, and I can't complain about others." Hatsu said.
"But after all, I played a shameful role, no matter how much two people love each other, there will be rifts, and I hurt you." Qin Nan was so guilty that he wanted to slap himself.
Hatsu shook her head. You don't know us, we really don't want to last long, all of this was planted nine years ago, ten years ago, no one can change it, not to mention, you've helped me so much over the years, even if you once owed me, you have already paid it off, I owe you." Hatsu said.
"Don't say that, I'm really going to dig a hole and bury myself." Qin Nan said.
The two of them walked silently for a while, and in the end, Qin Nan didn't hold back, and spoke again.
"You just told me that if two people have feelings, they can consider getting back together...... Do you still love Ye Yun in your heart?" Qin Nan asked.
Chu Xia let out a long sigh.For the word "love".She seems to have become numb.She has forgotten what love is.What love feels like.She doesn't seem to remember either.Does she still love Ye Yun.This question seems a little ridiculous to her.Does she say love?She can't do without him from the past.Not far from mentioning him.I don't want to care about anything related to him.This is a process of loss of love.She must admit this.She is also happy to see this change in herself.