"I ...... I've been divorced twice, well, and now I'm living alone with Xiaoxue.

For the past few years, I have been living in a relatively remote town in order to avoid some people and things that I don't want to face.

A few days ago, I Xiaoxue decided to move back to Shanghai, because it was a temporary decision, and you asked me so we haven't solved the accommodation problem here. So we're here to ask you for help as soon as we arrive in Shanghai today. ”

Speaking of the past, I was a little hesitant to tell Liu Xixi about those unbearable things.

I didn't want to go into details, I just told her about the reason why we were here.

As we chatted, the waiter had already delivered the food we ordered, said please slow down, and then left.

"It seems that the two of us are really on the same page. I have experienced failed relationships and even marriages, and now I have no extravagant hopes for love, and I can't get the courage to devote myself to the next relationship, and I don't even dare to start now. After the waiter left, Liu Xixi continued.

"Xiaoxue, please eat, I'm hungry. "I pushed the pizza in front of Xiaoxue and cut a small plate for her to put in front of her. Xiaoxue hasn't spoken since she came in, she should be tired and tired, and she is hungry.

"I don't plan to start another relationship, it's enough for me to have Xiaoxue in this life. I lowered my head, cut the pizza on the plate in front of me, and said to Liu Xixi casually.

"......" Liu Xixi didn't speak, it was the cappuccino in front of the broken love, and he took a sip.

For the rest of the day, none of us spoke, and the atmosphere was quiet, except for the sound of knives and forks rubbing against the plates.

"Waiter, check out!" At the end of the meal, Liu Xixi snapped his fingers and summoned the waiter.

After settling the bill, the three of us left the restaurant, and I took Xiaoxue and walked side by side with Liu Xixi.

The streets were lively, and none of us spoke, just walked quietly together.

It's very close to Liu Xixi's residence, so we didn't take any transportation, just walked slowly on the road, blowing the breeze of Shanghai night, closing our eyes and enjoying all the calm, as if there was no sorrow at this moment.

"Xiaoxue, are you a little sleepy. "It's already half past eight in the evening, and we have dinner and walk back to Liu Xixi's residence.

At this time, Xiaoxue's face was a little tired that could not be hidden, and I couldn't help but feel a little distressed.

The little girl is really tired today, she ate late for breakfast in the morning, so she ate it with lunch, and then spent the whole afternoon packing her luggage for the move, and then she was hungry to catch the car, and finally got here to settle down, and just finished dinner.

Seeing the little girl yawning incessantly, I decided to put her to sleep first.

I opened the suitcase, took out her cute little pajamas, and took her to the bathroom to wash up, and it was ready in a few moments.

"Xiaoxue, you go to sleep first, Mommy took out all the clothes in the suitcase and hung them up, I'll come over when I'm done, you go to bed first, good night!" Because I just came to a new environment, I was worried that the little girl would recognize the bed, so I took her to sleep with me.

Liu Xixi has a lot of empty rooms here, and there are few guests who usually come, so she asked me before if it was better to sleep in a room with Xiaoxue or be separated.

Sitting on the edge of the bed and accompanying Xiaoxue to sleep, I didn't coax her much, she fell asleep quickly, it seems that she is really tired of the little girl today.

Fortunately, all this hard work has ended, and for the time being, we have settled down in Shanghai, and the next thing is to find a job.

I hope that the days ahead will be peaceful and peaceful.

After Xiaoxue fell asleep, I quickly packed my luggage and clothes, Xiaoxue's toothpaste and toothbrush were all brought from the town, but mine was not, and those unused cosmetics and skin care products, I threw away those unnecessary things because I was too heavy.

Fortunately, Liu Xixi has a spare toothbrush here, so I can't even brush my teeth.

After tidying myself up, I came out of the bathroom and was about to go to bed, when I passed by the living room and saw Liu Xixi sitting on the sofa in a daze, as if thinking about something.

"Xixi, what are you thinking?" I saw that it was only a quarter past nine, and it was still early, so I walked over and sat beside her, and my hands were still massaging my face, which is my skin care favorite that I have been insisting on all these years, which is conducive to promoting blood circulation in the face and helping to detoxify the skin.

"Thinking about life. Liu Xixi glanced at me lazily. put away the serious emotions just now.

At this time, I found that the person in front of me was no longer the simple girl who would talk to me about all my thoughts and was willing to share all my joys and sorrows with me many years ago, she must have experienced a lot of unspeakable pain over the years, and those pasts were not as simple as she told me.

She didn't want to say more, and I couldn't continue to ask.

"Haha, Gao Lanlan, you have really changed a lot over the years, when I used to go to school, I lived like a two-hundred-and-five, and I knew every day that I was busy with part-time work, and occasionally went out with us to have a dashing time, and when I came back, I would feel heartache for my wallet for half a day.

Now, in addition to becoming more intellectual and beautiful in appearance, my personality has also changed a lot, I no longer value money too much, and I know how to enjoy life.

I think that's what women should do, be kind to themselves, if you don't pay attention to yourself, how can you attract others to pay attention to you, what I said makes sense. ”

Liu Xixi suddenly had a convulsion, and the last second was still a melancholy royal sister Fan, but this second immediately turned into a sharp teasing, and talked about the past without warning.

I remember when I was in college before, our dormitory relationship was more delicate, and I had a good relationship with Lin Momo and Liu Xixi.

Later, something happened, Liu Xixi and Lin Momo's relationship gradually drifted apart, and I was a little embarrassed to be caught in the middle, but I didn't want to give up on either side, so I have been playing a mediating role in the middle, but I didn't see the relationship between the two of them improve after a year or two, and then I gave up.

How to say those things back then, the two of them actually cared about each other, but even for the sake of face, they were unwilling to compromise with each other first.

Over time, the two got used to the kind of relationship that ignored each other, and they couldn't say a word properly until the graduation photo.

After graduation, we both stayed in Shanghai, but during that time, we were all busy with work, and we didn't have time to meet or talk to each other on the phone, and everyone was trying to face the hardships that life brought us.

Later, Lin Momo and I turned against each other, she hurt me again and again, and even caused me to almost lose Xiaoxue several times, I couldn't bear her anymore and decided to cut her off.

At that time, I was very unsatisfactory emotionally, Yang Shu loved Lin Momo deeply, hurt me again and again, I was disheartened, and decided to leave the city quietly alone, and no one told me, including Liu Xixi, who never thought of it at the beginning. This walk is so many years.

When I returned to this city again, the first thing I thought of was Liu Xixi, because she was already my only support in this city. But looking at the haggard woman in front of her, there was no trace of memory at all.

"You still say me, look at yourself, you are still the same as before, and I don't know how to clean up and dress up, and don't wipe anything on my face all day, you must know that we have passed the age of being plain and will soon enter middle age. "Except for not liking to dress up, this has not changed, and Liu Xixi has almost become unrecognizable.

I persuaded Liu Xixi "bitterly", hoping that she could value herself and love the current life.

"yes, we're not young anymore. Liu Xixi looked out the window, a pair of eyes gradually lost anxiety, I probably offended her sad string again.

"Yes, it's not early, rest early, you will age faster if you stay up late." "It's not an atmosphere that allows us to continue talking.

"Mmmm, you also rest early, good night!" Liu Xixi looked at me and nodded.

"Good night, good dreams!" I turned around and went back to my room.

In the room, Xiaoxue was sleeping soundly, and I looked at her sleeping face and couldn't help but walk over and drop a kiss on her forehead.

I lay down gently, slept next to Xiaoxue, helped her fold the quilt, and then hugged her and gradually fell asleep.

At the end of a tiring day, Xiaoxue slept beside me, and I slept exceptionally peacefully, and I had no sleep all night.

The next morning, Xiaoxue woke up in my arms, she moved her cute little arm, accidentally touched my face, the little guy looked frightened, and I gradually woke up.

"Mommy, did I sleep with you last night?" said the little girl, and quickly got up to see if there were any signs of injury on my body.

"No, Xiaoxue slept well last night, Mommy hugged you, you were very obedient. ”

Because I told her before, the little girl likes to kick people when she sleeps, when she was in the town before, the little girl has her own room, and she has always slept alone when she was three years old, so last night when they slept together, the little girl paid extra attention, for fear that she would hurt me when she slept.

"That's good, that's good. If I accidentally kick Mommy, I'll be distressed. "Yo yo yo, the little girl is quite good at talking, and the little mouth is really getting better at talking.

"Oh, our Xiaoxue is really getting more and more sensible as she grows up, and she knows that she feels sorry for Mommy. I couldn't help but imprint a deep kiss on the little girl's face, and my daughter was really her mother's little padded jacket.

"Get up, go brush your teeth and wash your face, I'll buy you breakfast." "In the past few years, in order to cultivate Xiaoxue's good habit of going to bed early and waking up early, I also get up early every day to set a good example for her.

"Uh-huh, good morning Mommy!" Xiaoxue quickly kissed me on the cheek, turned her head and ran away.

Good morning baby~

Looking at Xiaoxue's back running out happily, I couldn't help but say a word silently in my heart.

I sat on the bed, gulping in the fresh morning air, and woke up early in the morning by the sound of happiness, I stretched, lifted the quilt and got ready to get up.