69. He didn't come home

Jiang Nanchu was a little surprised by the feeling that the contact with Zhou Yi brought her, the palm was bigger than hers, which could just wrap her hand completely, giving Jiang Nanchu a warm and safe feeling, making people feel that if it was this hand, then maybe it would be good to hold it for the rest of its life.

"For a lifetime" Jiang Nanchu was shocked by this thought, the person opposite who had not known her for a few minutes, how could she have such a strange feeling.

It seems that seeing that Jiang Nanchu didn't move, the hand increased its strength, and it took a long time, but the hand didn't mean to let go. On the contrary, his grip became tighter and tighter, and there was a hint of unscrupulous movement that seemed to be holding back something.

Jiang Nan wanted to look up to see what was going on, but he was afraid that the other party would see what he was thinking. Jiang Nanchu, who was hesitating, suddenly felt a force coming from her hand, tearing her away from her original position and into a warm and wide place.

"Ahh Jiang Nanchu exhaled lightly because his nose hit the hard, Jiang Nanchu didn't understand, why did Zhou Yi hug himself?

Jiang Nanchu had never been a casual person, and she knew that now she should push him away immediately. But...... This gave her an inexplicable sense of security, as if this was the feeling she had been waiting for for a long time. There is a charm that makes her willingly indulge in it.

Is the owner of this the Zhou Yi who she has known for only a few minutes? Why does she have a feeling as if she has known each other for a long time. Jiang Nanchu was so obedient and let him hold him in his arms, but in fact, it was the strength of that person's hand that made Jiang Nanchu unable to move.

It seemed like a century had passed, until ...... A cough rang out.

On Monday morning, Fu Zekai went to the school to register

"Zekai, let's go, I'll take you to a place. Ding Xiaoqing pulled Fu Zekai, who had just finished the book and walked into the classroom, and said mysteriously.

"What are you doing?" Fu Zekai touched her a little uncomfortably, and shook off her hand, "If you want to go by yourself, I'm not interested." ”

"Don't look like this, Zekai," Ding Xiaoqing tried to pull Fu Zekai's hand again, and said coquettishly, "Once, okay, just once, please, please, I really want to go." ”

"Then why don't you go by yourself, what do you want me to do?" Fu Zekai eased his emotions and tried to say to Ben Xiaoqing in a steady tone, "I don't want to go anywhere today." ”

After speaking, Fu Zekai sat down on the chair and looked at Ding Xiaoqing with a clear look of not going.

"Zekai, you ......" Ding Xiaoqing turned around and left a little bored.

As soon as Ding Xiaoqing walked with his front foot, Fu Zekai followed with his back foot, but he followed Ding Xiaoqing and went in another direction.

After a boring walk around the campus, Fu Zekai had nothing to do, and came to lie down under his favorite tree, using his hands as a pillow, looking up at the sky. Today is a good weather, if it was before, I would definitely ask Ning Xuwu and Guo Jun to go out to play, anyway, there was nothing to do on the first day of school.

But today, he was not interested at all. I just hope that the time will pass quickly and I can go home. It's just that it's only been out for a few hours, but he feels as if it's been a long time, and he finds that he has already started to think about Jiang Nanchu a little, and he has an urge to see Jiang Nanchu right away.

'It's really funny, how can this be?' Fu Zekai laughed, amused by the thoughts that came out of his head.

"Hey, I mean really, it's really good in there. A crisp female voice came into Fu Zekai's ears, followed by a thin footsteps. Listening to the sound is probably two people.

"How is it possible to come less?" said another slightly delicate female voice.

"Really, don't lie to you, last time a classmate in our class made a wish there, hoping that the person she liked could also like her, and a week later, the man actually confessed to her. The crisp female voice said excitedly, "People say that the vows made there can be transmitted directly to God's ears. ”

"I don't believe it. It's not like I haven't been to St. Fel's Church, how can it be so spiritual. The slightly squeamish voice said.

"Hmph, if you don't believe it, I'm going to go anyway. The crisp female voice said.

"You advise you not to go, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment......" Listening to the footsteps that gradually walked away, Fu Zekai sat up from the ground.

"The vows made in the church of St. Fell can be delivered directly to God's ears?" Fu Zekai repeated what he had just heard from the two girls.

"Ahh Looking at Fu Zekai who suddenly appeared, the two girls were really startled.

"Where?" Fu Zekai regretted as soon as he asked. For at this time, the two girls were looking at him with a strange look, as if he were a stranger.

"It's right next to Center Road, it's one of the most famous buildings in T City," and finally, with the girl's crisp voice, answered, "By the way, are you going there too?" ”

"How is it possible that I'm going there," Fu Zekai said in a sneering tone, looking at the girl's disbelieving eyes, Fu Zekai added, "I just asked for a friend." ”

After speaking, Fu Zekai turned around and left. As soon as he walked a few steps, he heard the two girls behind him whispering something, but because it was so quiet, he couldn't hear it clearly. And he intuitively thought that the two girls were talking about him, so Fu Zekai stopped, turned around, and said to the two girls: "I don't believe in this kind of thing the most." Bored. After saying that, he snorted to show how much he didn't take it seriously.

One hour later, Fu Zekai entered a huge and magnificent building that he had wandered around the door no less than 10 times with a sense of apprehension.

As soon as you enter, the first thing that catches your eye is the neat rows of chairs, and inside, on a flat ground like a small stage, a piano is now hidden by a white cloth. It seems so ** and serene.

Fu Zekai raised his head slightly, looking at the cross-shaped shelf in the innermost part facing his line of sight, was the person nailed to it the legendary God? Looking at it, Fu Zekai's eyes were full of seriousness and seriousness.

Church, Fu Zekai doesn't remember how long he hasn't been to church, it seems that he only came once when he was very young. He's never been a religious person, but here he is today, and since listening to what the girl said in the morning, his brain has been a little out of control.

Looking at himself standing in the middle of the church, Fu Zekai couldn't help but laugh at himself in his heart, 'Fu Zekai, a person is an idiot, you actually believe that kind of words, and you really came here. ’

Then, as if he couldn't stand the ridicule of himself in his heart, Fu Zekai turned around and walked out the door. When I walked to the door, I couldn't help but turn back. In this way, Fu Zekai tossed back and forth 5 or 6 times, and finally decided that it was already here anyway, so it didn't hurt to try.

With heavy steps, Fu Zekai came to the chair at the front of the church and sat down, crossed his hands, closed his eyes, and rested his chin on the crossed hands, looking like a devout Catholic.

I don't know when I first fell in love with that girl, the girl who was almost five years older than me, and I knew very well that she didn't like me, at least not the kind I liked her. Originally, I thought that would be like this, just like her silently in my heart, at least we can see each other every day.

It's just that...... I used to be together every day, and I didn't realize that it would be so unbearable to be separated from her. I want to be with her, I don't want her to actually leave me one day. So, if you really hear me, then please promise me that if there is a man in this world who is destined to be liked by her and be with her forever, please let me be that man. ’

"Do you hear me? If you can make my wish come true, then I will definitely come back often in the future. Fu Zekai whispered.

"Young man, wishes are not just granted, and if you don't make an effort yourself, even God will not be able to help you. An old voice came from Fu Zekai's side, and Fu Zekai was so frightened that he immediately opened his eyes.

Fu Zekai saw an old man who looked like a priest sitting beside him, but he didn't know when he came over. The old man's face was covered with the vicissitudes of time, and his eyes were as busy as seeing through the world. I saw him make a gesture of prayer, and then repeated the words just now: "If you don't work hard yourself, then even if God wants to help you, you will not be able to do anything."

"Who are you?" Fu Zekai didn't think he needed to talk to an old man, "You don't know what I'm praying for, and how do you know what I should do." ”

"Oh, can you tell me what you're praying for?" the old man smiled kindly, as if the man in front of him was his relative.

"I ...... Why should I tell you," Fu Zekai stood up and turned around and walked towards the gate, "I really don't know where you came from." ”

"It's okay if you don't say it, I know, you like ......"

"It's none of your business if I like anyone!" Fu Zekai, who had already walked to the door, flashed a trace of embarrassment on his face, and turned around and wanted to shout, "You ......"

It's just that...... Staring at the huge church, empty, where is the figure of the old man just now. Is there really a God?" Fu Zekai turned his head and continued to walk out the door, with a hint of an idiot-like smile on his face. He decided, and he himself had to work hard.

Then, the first step is to go to X University today to find Jiang Nanchu.

Just as Fu Zekai turned out of the church door, a thin hand stretched out from under the chair that Fu Zekai was sitting on just now, and then, a figure stood up tremblingly supporting the chair.

The figure patted the dust on his body while looking at the back of Fu Zekai who disappeared into the door and continued what he didn't say just now: "...... Just say it, don't say it if you don't like it, everyone has this right. ”

Then, he bent down and tried to pick something up from the ground, and kept babbling: "Who is so immoral as to throw banana peels in the holy church." Really, I fell to death. ”

Fu Zekai came to X University with a happy mood, asked about the teaching building of Jiang Nanchu's department, and planned to find her.

When he passed by the open space in front of the teaching building, he saw that there were many people gathered there, could it be some kind of ceremony? Fu Zekai thought with a smile in his heart, it was really interesting, it was only the first day of school, and those students were so enthusiastic.

Fu Zekai walked briskly across the clearing, but he didn't understand why a few girls were screaming and running towards him...... Most of the girls gathered in the clearing began to run this way.

"Fu Zifeng, Fu Zifeng......" Looking at the approaching crowd, Fu Zekai was gradually able to hear what they were shouting, but it was just ...... Fu Zekai looked left and right suspiciously, the Fu Zifeng they were talking about couldn't be his brother, why was he here?

So, in his confusion, the first girl who ran faster came to him, and grabbed his hand and shook violently. Looking at the girl with an inexplicable brilliance in her eyes, Fu Zekai had difficulty finding his voice.

"Uh...... That one...... Wouldn't it be me what you are talking about?" The girl nodded without hesitation, and through the girl's shoulder, he saw the group of girls rushing over here, Fu Zekai only felt that the pores on his body trembled together.

Then, without thinking about it, he tore off the girl's hand and turned around and ran in the opposite direction, not caring about what his purpose was in X University, and rushed out when he saw the school gate.

After running for several streets, Fu Zekaijiu dared to stop, and turned around to look with palpitations. Those girls were terrible, and he wondered how his brother had managed to stay in that school for all these years.

Fu Zekai looked at the time, it was almost noon, and he didn't know if Jiang Nanchu would come back at noon, so let's go back first. Fu Zekai thought about it and turned in the direction of his house on the left.

Just as he passed by a small green garden outside his community, Fu Zekai saw a familiar figure standing under a tree with his head bowed and smirking, and his intuition told him that there should be another person under that tree. A sense of uneasiness surged into Fu Zekai's heart, and following the road, Fu Zekai walked cautiously over there.

Fu Zekai looked at the person who was smiling brightly at Jiang Nanchu in surprise, wasn't that Zhou Yi? Fu Zekai remembered, during that time, Jiang Nanchu watched his series on TV every day, which made him really unpleasant to watch. How could he come here and be with Jiang Nanchu?

Fu Zekai knew that Jiang Nanchu's heart must be happy now, just look at her expression, like an idiot, look at someone handsome, smile at him, she will be a good person. didn't look at Zhou Yi's "***" look, Fu Zekai thought unhappily in his heart.

Then, when he saw Zhou Yi stretching out his hand to Jiang Nanchu, "Hmph, the fox's tail is exposed, you know that a person like him wants to take advantage of people when they see that they are cute, what kind of star, isn't that the same?" Fu Zekai thought disdainfully in his heart.

And when Fu Zekai saw that Jiang Nanchu also stretched out his hand, his actions were faster than his brain, and he rushed forward like an arrow, pushed away Zhou Yi, who was standing opposite Jiang Nanchu, and held Jiang Nanchu's outstretched hand instead.

Feeling the softness in his hand, Fu Zekai's heart rippled, what a beautiful feeling. But when he thought that Jiang Nanchu would extend his hand to Zhou Yi just now, he couldn't help but be a little scared, afraid that Jiang Nanchu would one day just stretch out his hand to another man, and from then on he would join hands with that person for the rest of his life.

Fu Zekai lowered his head, looked at Jiang Nanchu's hand, which was completely wrapped by his palm at this time, and then looked up at Jiang Nanchu. Jiang Nanchu, who was usually fierce to him, lowered his head and smiled sweetly at this time.

Fu Zekai only felt a wave of anger rushing from his heart to his head, damn Jiang Nanchu, he was so much better to a stranger than to him. Moreover, her hands have been held by others for so long, but she still doesn't want to pull it back, does she like that little white face so much (in fact, Zhou Yi is not white, but the most popular wheat-colored skin nowadays, but she just wants to "get touched" - at least that's what Fu Zekai thinks - Jiang Nanchu's people, Fu Zekai will automatically classify him as a little white face. Fu Zekai, are you racist?)?

As soon as he thought of this possibility, Fu Zekai's heart was full of fear, as if he had seen Jiang Nanchu holding the little white-faced hand and saying to him, "This is the person I plan to spend my life with".

Thinking of himself who still has nothing, Fu Zekai couldn't suppress the frustration in his heart. So, he set out to exert himself, mixed with a trace of helplessness, a trace of anger and more fear, and hugged Jiang Nanchu into his arms. As if afraid that she would just disappear.

Unexpectedly, and as if expected, the person in his arms did not struggle. Fu Zekai knew that it was because she didn't know that it was herself who was holding her, if she knew, Fu Zekai dared to swear that she would let him hold it so obediently.

It's just that there is one thing that Fu Zekai has never understood, why Jiang Nanchu, who will smile when he sees anyone who is a little more handsome, has never looked at him directly......? Fu Zekai once again doubted his appearance.

But it is undeniable that it feels really damn good to hold Jiang Nanchu, I really want time to stop at this moment, so that I can hold her forever.

Until a cough sounded, interrupting the two men who were thinking about each other.

Zhou Yi looked at the two people in front of him who were hugging each other unlovingly, and didn't understand why he encountered such a thing. was suddenly pushed away and fell to the ground, not to mention, and was completely forgotten by them to hang aside. So, I coughed out a little unpleasantly.

Jiang Nanchu turned his head sideways, looked at the place where the coughing sound came from, and saw Zhou Yi standing there smiling at her. Out of habit, Jiang Nanchu also smiled back.

Five seconds later, what had just happened was repeated in Jiang Nanchu's mind, if Zhou Yi was smiling at her there, who was the person holding her? Thinking of this, Jiang Nanchu was completely awake, his eyes widened and he pushed the person who was holding him hard.

"You?" Jiang Nanchu looked at Fu Zekai who was pushed to the ground by her because he was defenseless, "How could it be you?"

Looking at the stunned that flashed on Jiang Nanchu's face, although Fu Zekai, who knew that it would be this result, couldn't help but feel a little sad, but soon, he covered it up and put on a slightly skinny smile.

"Why can't it be me?" Fu Zekai stood up and patted the mustard casually.

"You...... How can you do this?" Jiang Nanchu said a little angrily, in fact, what made her most angry was her own reaction just now, which made her feel a little embarrassed, she would have that feeling about Fu Zekai who treated her like a younger brother.

"I can't? Oh, I can't, so can he?" Fu Zekai pointed at Zhou Yi, who was standing next to him watching a play, and asked in a strong tone. Zhou Yi just smiled faintly, and he couldn't tell what he was thinking.

"Don't confuse you with Zhou Yi. You are you, he is him, and you and he are two individuals who cannot be compared. Jiang Nanchu added in his heart, 'Because you will make me feel strange, and he won't!'

However, this sentence has become a different meaning in Fu Zekai's ears.

"Isn't there a way to compare?" Fu Zekai muttered this sentence, then raised his head to look at Jiang Nanchu's eyes, and asked seriously and seriously, "All along, I have only been such an existence in your heart?

"Fu Zekai, I ......" Looking at the sadness on Fu Zekai's face, Jiang Nan also felt sad in his heart. 'Fu Zekai, are you really serious?' In fact, sometimes, Jiang Nanchu could feel that Fu Zekai liked herself a little, and she knew that she also liked him a little, but ...... He's just an 18-year-old, and it's always easy for an 18-year-old boy to fall in love with someone older than him, and then chuckle at his youthful frivolity one day a few years later.

18 years old is an age full of uncertainties. So Jiang Nanchu didn't dare to guess, didn't dare to think deeply, didn't dare to admit it, didn't dare to give Fu Zekai too much hope, afraid that it would be nothing in the end. Maybe Zhou Yi's appearance was to change this situation, Jiang Nanchu turned around and came to Zhou Yi's side and held Zhou Yi's hand.

"Of course he could, because he had promised to be my boyfriend. Jiang Nanchu didn't dare to look at Fu Zekai's face.

"You...... It can't be, it's not true, I don't believe it. Fu Zekai walked up to Jiang Nanchu with a shocked face, holding Jiang Nanchu's hand with both hands, could it be that what he was afraid of was finally coming? Why is this happening, just when he thought that even God would take care of him, Jiang Nanchu's words undoubtedly shattered all his hopes, "You told me this is not true, I don't believe it, I don't believe it!" After speaking, Fu Zekai ran away without looking back.

If he looked back at this time, he would definitely find that the pain in Jiang Nanchu's eyes was no less than him, but he didn't.

Seeing that Fu Zekai was far away, Jiang Nanchu let go of the hand holding Zhou Yi.

"I'm sorry, I ...... just now" Jiang Nanchu's expression was not as relaxed as before.

"Why?" Zhou Yi, who had never spoken, asked thoughtlessly.

"Huh?" Jiang Nanchu didn't reflect.

"I can see that you obviously like that kid too, why lie to him. Although Zhou Yi is young, as an actor, his observation of characters is very nuanced.

"You...... Is it so obvious?" Jiang Nanchu looked at Zhou Yi and nodded, and continued, "You also saw it, he is still so young, I am afraid that he will mistake his momentary infatuation for liking, I don't want to see him regret it." ”

"Why don't you try it? There are a lot of things, once lost, you may never get them back. Zhou Yi said earnestly, revealing a look that did not belong to his age.

"I ...... I don't know, I don't dare try. Jiang Nanchu lowered her head and whispered, she knew that she was not the kind of person who could afford to put it down, "I'm a little uncomfortable and want to go back first." I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”

After speaking, he didn't wait for Zhou Yi's answer, so he ran to the familiar building, and kept saying sorry in his mouth, I don't know whether to say it to Zhou Yi, who was left in place by her, or to say it to Fu Zekai, who had been angry with her.

As soon as Jiang Nanchu entered the door, he ran to his room, and then sat there blankly.

Zhou Yi looked at Jiang Nanchu's back, and shook his head a little helplessly, is age really so important?

That night, Fu Zekai did not go home.