Chapter 334
Guan Xia said: "Okay, if you stare at Heyin again, your eyeballs will fall out." We're really worried about you, what if Mr. Nanchuan's actions hurt your self-esteem? It looks reluctant, after all, Heyin is still a girl. Otherwise, let's change our style. In terms of grades, you can catch up with just a little effort. ”
"Don't be obedient. I said, "It's easier said than done, how can it be so easy to catch up, I've been in a hurry for a long time, okay?" Besides, if I could hurt my self-esteem by that guy Lu Nanchuan, I wouldn't have lived to be seventeen years old safely. Lu Nanchuan and I are mutually restrictive, he bullied me, I was angry with him, and no one suffered. Peace of mind. ”
A pair of brother and sister who sound so murderous. Guan Xia and Chao Min glanced at each other, and then looked at me at the same time.
"So you deliberately went against Mr. Nanchuan, and pretended not to be able to do the questions you would do. ”
I choked on the tea and coughed violently, how could such a big injustice be casually covered on my head.
"How can there be such a thing, I really don't know that question, he deliberately used it to make things difficult for me. ”
Guan Xia and Chao Min are not easy to convince, and the two of them have an expression of "I listen to you".
Chao Min said: "This kind of thing is also understandable, because of adolescence, it is normal to be awkward." ”
Guan Xia said thoughtfully: "I thought that such a bold person as He Yin would not play a child's temper." It was as if I had missed the greatest opportunity of my life.
I stood in the middle of them like an alien who couldn't speak, and all I had left was thunder. Why do people blame the weaker side as soon as they make mistakes? Judging from the identity of a teacher, Lu Nanchuan's deliberate behavior of finding fault is inappropriate. Whether he was out of care for his loved ones or abusive, the last one should not be called a student's nickname - of course, the reason why he is alive and well with these four words is precisely because he is my older brother - although I really don't care, the problem is that the people who laugh at me do. They laugh and laugh at it all day long, and I can't guarantee that I won't attack them. Both Guan Xia and Chao Min are fair and warm-hearted characters, but they make the mistakes of the powerful.
The topic of my adolescence ended at the moment when the Wonderful Wind Wing appeared.
He was a freshman who transferred from his sophomore year of high school, and he had a face that was more delicate than most girls. Black hair and white skin, delicate face, thick and dark eyelashes like a sculptor's deliberately modified handicraft. There is melancholy between the eyebrows, and he is incompatible when he acts, but his academic performance is top-notch, and he is also appreciated in other aspects. The only thing that can be blamed is that he does not participate in club activities, does not socialize with people, and is sometimes difficult to approach. However, some people said that it was you who added to the mystery of Miaofeng. After all, his unapproachability and mine are not the same type.
The two girls at the next table saw him first, and they couldn't hide their excitement - maybe they didn't want to hide it at all, this is an age that doesn't need to be disguised - the three words Miao Feng Wing came to us. When he turned his head to look, he happened to walk past the window, leaving behind a vanishing silhouette and a lonely, thin back. The setting sun stretched his figure long, casting the golden afterglow of the setting sun. From this point of view, even the back is so charming.
Guan Xia was fascinated for a long time, and suddenly said, "His schoolbag looks exquisite. ”
Guan Xia is a handicraft maniac, he likes all handmade drifting jewelry, and his schoolbag took three months to weave. I once said that I would sew one out of 100 pieces of cloth for me, but I was worried that my schoolbag would fall apart into 100 pieces in case of an accident, so I never dared to accept it. But she looked at the handsome guy but coveted other people's schoolbags, which was really like the Zheng Guoren who bought the pearls.
I felt the need to tease, "Did you make such a beautiful bag yourself?"
Chao Min said: "What a clever boy. ”
I glared at him and said, "Don't hit other people's ideas." ”
So he immediately showed a fierce look.
As a playmate I've known since elementary school, I'm actually worried about Chao Min's life. When I was in elementary school, I was very shy and timid, and I remember that we first met in the third grade. At that time, the school made it mandatory to take a nap in the summer, and the folding cots were arranged and placed in the classroom. Chao Min's bed frame bent, and the folding bed fell to the ground and made a noise. He was criticized by the teacher for not sleeping and being punished for copying homework. I was at the age of enthusiasm and didn't know what to think, so when the teacher left, he pressed him into my folding cot and got up to help him copy his homework. Maybe it was because I was dizzy from the heat, maybe I didn't have to pretend to be asleep in pain, but anyway I did my copying homework perfectly, and by the way, I drew two little turtles on the back of the notebook. One with a big head and one with a small head, the big one is the Chinese teacher, and the small one is the math teacher. Asami is not grateful to Dade like Matsumiya, he is very awkward and doesn't say thank you at all. I don't need to thank you, it's something that's emptier than air. Once, I found a box of chocolate pralines with ribbons in the hole in the table, and after a week I realized who had sent it, but I pretended not to know. Presumably, awkwardness is also contagious.
After entering middle school, Chao Min changed a lot, as if some hidden nature was suddenly stimulated. He has grown a lot taller, made many friends, and has a cheerful face every day. Sometimes his happiness is real, and sometimes it is fake. deliberately said something that made people angry, but he became more and more discerning. I think the years make people confusing, the end of the world is close at hand, very lucky and unfortunate.
Finally, Guan Xia said that this year's summer camp was cancelled, which is rumored to be due to a rather unpleasant accident last year. In order to accidentally uproot, he remediated it from scratch and canceled the event. I thought why didn't they just cancel the summer? So that the accident was more completely removed, and there was no such thing as a summer camp accident. Fabricated out of thin air, nonsense. I don't know why Guan Xia thought of this, anyway, I don't really care. I don't like summer camps, where a bunch of people are heading out in sunhats and heading out to a certain place, what are the interesting things to see? In fact, I don't like to travel far from home at all.
When I got home in the evening, as expected, Lu Nanchuan was with the woman named Xu Yan.
In the dark living room, the TV glows blue, the image changes and flickers, but there is no sound, and the atmosphere is like a faint floating smile in the dark, which is so ambiguous that it is outrageous.
I twisted the chandelier in the living room, and with a bang, the whole room lit up, and the two people on the couch turned around.
Xu Yan smiled crampedly, lifted the sideburns in his ears, and then sat down next to him to separate the two people. Lu Nanchuan had a cold face in the open, looking back at me as if he was waiting for a police officer who was a habitual offender to come to the door, and he had been waiting for a long time.
Is he still angry about what happened in class? No, the family doesn't have the habit of bringing work into family life. His displeasure was due to another thing, which I knew of course - because I had come back late.
"Sorry to interrupt. I pretended to apologize, the sweet and greasy sound like falling into a honeypot and marinating for three days and three nights, I listened to it and my throat trembled and my stomach cramped. I never speak in this tone, except in special moments when necessary, such as deliberately disgusting both of them.
Xu Yan smiled and nodded, his expression not feeling that there was anything wrong. She is very beautiful, classical and dignified beauty. Although the figure is slender, it can be regarded as concave and convex, and the smile is soft, and the affinity radiates silently like natural motherhood, which is full of infectiousness. For parents, Xu Yan is the best candidate for a daughter-in-law, but I don't understand why Lu Nanchuan is with her. Xu Yan and Sister Yuxi are not the same type of girls at all.
Yuxi is Lu Nanchuan's first girlfriend, his hair is small, and it can be regarded as my hair small. When I was a kid, I used to hang around behind their butts, and I was slimier than the fat man in Matsumiyaha. I have a sisterly affection for Sister Yuxi.
They went to college in the same city, and after four years of schooling, they came back and separated. Sister Yuxi would not take the initiative to break up with Lu Nanchuan, she was very infatuated with him. Her straightforward and bold personality makes her seem indifferent to many things, but she is always cautious about Lu Nanchuan. I think it is precisely because of liking that there will be cherishment.
Therefore, the breakup must have been proposed by Lu Nanchuan, otherwise it was also made by him, and one party in love only needs a few small actions to leave the other party, and it can be successful in a few words.
I am upset for Sister Yuxi. Appearance, character, talent, single-mindedness, she is impeccable in any aspect, why did Lu Nanchuan drop her and go to find a pretentious woman, this woman obviously has no compatibility with him, he must be so smart to see. So I feel that I can't get used to Xu Yan, which can be regarded as a righteous and courageous act.
Sitting between the two of them, I adjusted my posture feeling good, and I turned my back to Lu Nanchuan, facing Xu Yan's smiling face. This woman stayed at my house for a week, and strangely, she didn't even leave.
I took her hand and said, "Sister Xu Yan, you have lived in my house for seven days, how did you lose weight and become another person, I almost didn't recognize you, thinking that my brother was making love with other women." ”
Xu Yan's face turned red, and he hurriedly said, "No, we just watched TV." ”
I nodded understandingly, "Watching TV, it's the best way to cover up."
Lu Nanchuan coughed behind his back, his voice was dangerous and low.
I moved forward again and said, "Also, your face is not very good, yellow and yellow, and dark circles are coming out." Didn't you sleep well last night?"
"Slept, fine. This time, Xu Yan couldn't laugh anymore, and his expression became stiff.
I want to see how long she can fit. A truly cultured person may not be able to stand others picking and choosing about his appearance, which I have tested on Guan Xia. At that time, Guan Xia's furious appearance could be described as flying sand and rocks, and when he thought about it, people were so frightened that they covered their chests and didn't dare to believe in this world anymore. What about Xu Yan?
Xu Yan just took out the mirror and looked at it, said to go to the bathroom, and left.
I grabbed the pistachios on the table and ate them, Lu Nanchuan leaned over with me and whispered, "Have you had enough fun?" ”
I glanced at him, stuffed the shelled pistachios into his mouth, and said with a mouth gesture, "Teacher Lu, hurry up and prepare for class." ”
Lu Nanchuan stared at me with a very unkind expression.
"Hey, do you think you can do anything wrong if you look good? ”
If I want to tell him such a simple truth, Mr. Lu is too unenterprising, and is he still worthy of his mudslide-like admirer?
I shook my head, Lu Nanchuan suddenly froze my movements, leaned closer and asked, "What are you studying, little ghost?" ”
He was too close, and his handsome face was magnified and even more charming, as if every silhouette and line had been duly displayed, at the most appropriate angle and position. So Lu Nanchuan unprecedentedly showed his appearance in front of ordinary girls in front of me, and the moment he approached, my heart was like a drum.
As for what he said, he didn't seem to hear it at all.
"Lu Heyin. ”
"Lu Heyin. ”
After screaming for a long time, I suddenly reacted and hurriedly asked loudly, "What are you doing?"
It's that kind of undertone again, and he returns to his childish nature when his girlfriend is gone, this guy is really good at disguise. I had always been able to talk like this before, but this time it made me feel more awkward than ever, as if something awkward was in the middle, and I rushed out of the living room and ran to the bathroom.
The bathroom door was closed, and Xu Yan stood in front of the sink, his face wet with wet marks. The large glass mirror on the opposite wall reflected two young and handsome faces, one a little black and the other dazzlingly white.
Xu Yan looked at me from the mirror, his eyes were very calm. Unlike the usual tranquility and suppleness, there is more coldness in calmness.
She said, "Did He Yin do it on purpose?
I looked at her amusedly, "Don't be so sensitive, it doesn't matter to you Xu Yan whether I like it or not." ”
Even my parents can't interfere with Lu Nanchuan, will he care about my opinion? Even though the opposition that spares no effort is ready, it may not be effective.
Xu Yan chuckled lightly and said, "It's really not important, Nanchuan and I are destined to be inseparable, but I don't like to be subjected to unwarranted hostility." ”
Is it destined to be inseparable? How do you think that only those who are related by blood are qualified to say this?
I laughed too, "Do you think that's hostility? I don't mean anything about that, after all, you're still a guest, and good hospitality is a fine tradition that has always been emphasized in our family, and I just reminded you that you don't have a good face." ”
Xu Yan interrupted me coldly, "My face is very good, but you don't see me well." ”
“……”
It was said to be right. Then there is no need to bother with hinting, provoking, explaining. The first two are a challenge for me, and the latter one is not very ethical. How much you have to hate someone to come up to him and say I hate you, get out of here. Or ask the other person to go somewhere and shout bastard, let's fight. Xu Yan is a shrewd woman, and shrewd women are not easy to deal with. If she hadn't fallen in love with Lu Nanchuan, it would be fine, but it would have been Lu Nanchuan. I shook my head and let out a soft sigh.
Xu Yan said: "You don't have to look like that, whether you like it or hate it, you can't change anything." ”
Looking at me, his gaze became sharp at the same time, "I have already been approved by my uncle and aunt when I am with Nanchuan. We are very suitable, family background, appearance, education, hobbies, everything is a good match, and nothing can separate us. Like it or not, we'll be in this together. ”
"Other people's opinions have no impact on Lu Nanchuan at all. I told her.
"So what?"
So...... It's not possible for you to be together. It doesn't seem logical to say this, since Lu Nanchuan listens to himself, he chooses Xu Yan, and he will stick to it to the end. But Xu Yan and Sister Yuxi don't have anything in common, can they last long?
Xu Yan approached the mirror and finally pounced on the powder, applied lipstick, and wiped off the red beyond his lips. The corner of his eye turned to me lightly. The bathroom lights were bright and white, and the reflection of the tiles deepened this whiteness, illuminating her as a person unrealistically, like a shadow floating on the water. Looking at the blurred outline of the circle, it is both terrifying and dizzying.
It was already past eight o'clock after dinner, and Xueqiu (this eight-year-old dog in the family, who was older than me, and had no meat every day) had not yet returned. I figured it didn't know where to bully other people's little, so I put on my coat and went out to look for it. As soon as he walked out of the door, a hand was pressed on my shoulder, and Lu Nanchuan said with explicit displeasure: "It's so late, where are you going to play?"
I was impatient and slapped his hand away, "Teacher Lu, my dog is lost, it is likely to be abducted by someone with bad intentions, as the owner, it is the most natural and ethical and blameless thing in the world, okay?"
After saying this in the wind, coupled with emotion, I coughed violently.
He patted me on the back and counted them like an old woman. "Looking for a dog is looking for a dog, I didn't say I wouldn't let you go, what are you doing with such a menacing attitude?"
The night sky was dark, and the wind was blowing chills on the face. Lu Nanchuan was wearing a short-sleeved shirt, his palms were warm and powerful, and the power was steadily transmitted to my blood through the shirt. On this cool and quiet summer night, his hands seemed to be the only real thing.
"Don't worry about it. I took his hand away, still bending over and coughing violently with all my might.
After looking at me for a few seconds, he said, "Don't let me care about my sister in the next life, you don't have a chance in this life, I'll accompany you to find it." After saying that, he didn't look back and walked forward.
I stood still, thinking to myself who would be your sister and let me be unhappy with me!
He ignored me and walked straight on. It's been like this since I was a child, and if I don't want to answer, I just can't hear it. There are no excuses, no reason, and a casual attitude is like an adult condescending to a child. I think he's always treated me like a kid again.
Snowball can't go far away, at most wandering around the neighborhood, teasing and teasing his fellow citizens. This dog was originally very honest, but I don't know if it was contaminated with human habits or what, and it is developing more and more in the direction of a playboy dog. I often reprimand it, "If you can't learn from anyone, you should learn from your uncle!"
At this time, Lu Nanchuan strongly protested, "What uncle, who wants to be the uncle of the dog, it's really ugly." "He is the most empathetic person and has never treated dogs as human beings.
I had to tell him, "Dogs have feelings, dogs are loyal to humans, and we can treat them as friends, and we should morally treat them as friends." ”
He asked as if he didn't understand: "I do regard it as a friend, I take him for a walk every day, feed him, and help him clean his room, isn't that enough of a friend? What is your definition of a friend? Isn't it benevolent and righteous?"
It's benevolent and righteous, but you're doing too well, and it's like accusing me of not taking care of Snowball enough. After thinking about it, I told him, "You have to be intimate in your attitude, touch it often, call it by name, or tickle it, that's the attitude of a friend." ”
So Lu Nanchuan began to laugh, as if he had encountered a fatal joke, and his handsome face was extremely happy and vivid. He pointed at me and said, "That's not your attitude toward your friends, it's your attitude toward your son." ”
That's to the point, otherwise I wouldn't have asked Snowball to call him uncle. I've been entangled in the incredibly simple question for so long, and I think we're both stupid enough, but that's how we grew up. Whether it's a snowball problem or a study problem, that's how we come through arguing and arguing all the way, and if we don't do this, we will miss a big piece of our lives, reflecting a terrible void that we don't know how to fill.
We knocked on the neighbors' doors one by one, waited for them to open the door, and then asked if Snowball was there. Originally, I was not happy to go with Lu Nanchuan, but as soon as the door opened, he dragged me to his side, making a harmonious appearance of brother and sister, and smiling like a poster in a photo frame. So I didn't find the whereabouts of Snowball overnight, but I got the following comments:
"The brothers and sisters of the Lu family are really friendly, a family that is so enviable. ”
"yes, and both brother and sister are so beautiful, I want twins like this too. ”
"What twins, brother and sister are a few years apart. ”
"Not only are they a few years old, haven't you noticed? The two of them don't look alike at all. ”
"That's right, I heard that this sister ......"
Some words are so loud that we can continue to hear them in the distance, and every time I want to stay and listen to them, Lu Nanchuan will drag me away, "You also have to listen to other people's gossip, is it so boring?"
"It's because of gossip that you have to listen, and a lot of secrets are exposed from gossip. ”
"What's the secret? What's your secret?" he said, his tone becoming stronger.
I shouted, "Maybe someone else knows a secret about me that I don't know!"
I said all the long and complicated sentences, and I suddenly felt that my language level was superb, and I didn't have to do so many practice papers. Lu Nanchuan didn't notice this, he looked at me with a blue face, the first time he looked at me so seriously and even angrily, without saying a word.
The two men were just between the two walls, and shouts echoed in the middle of the tall building, and it took a long time for the sound to disappear.
I thought to myself that I didn't seem to be as angry as I appeared, and I accidentally overdid it.
Lu Nanchuan didn't say a word, turned around and left.
God, he's really angry. I rushed up and grabbed him by the clothes, and he was so strong that he didn't even pay attention to me.
"Hey, don't be angry, Snowball hasn't been found yet!"
"Well, it's my fault, I shouldn't have listened to other people's gossip. ”
After a basket of good words, Lu Nanchuan stopped with his back to me, he said in a calm tone, "Do you care about other people's opinions, or do you care about me?"
Is Lu Nanchuan going to ask this kind of sentence that he cares more about? Is he going to bend? Obviously not, after carefully pondering his question, I found that he meant to let me stop listening to those gossip.
"If you don't listen, you won't listen, so why are you angry? Anyway, what others say can't change me, you forgot how I was sued by my neighbors when I was a child?"