Chapter 22: Healing
Suddenly I heard the phone ringing, and when I picked it up, it was actually Qin Nan.
"Hello?"
"Hey, early summer, it's me. Qin Nan said over there.
"Well, you know, what's wrong?" said Hatsu.
"Can't I call you if it's okay?" Qin Nan said with a smile, seemingly in a good mood.
"It's not. "I was a little embarrassed in early summer.
"I'm near your company now, and your place of residence should not be far from here, so it's better to meet." Qin Nan said.
"I just came out of the company. Hatsu said.
"Are you still working overtime today?" Qin Nan asked with concern.
"Well, I'm not in a good state, come out and relax. Chu Xia said.
"Where are you now, I'm going to look for you, I'm quite bored with things on my hands, and I'm trying to get out. Qin Nan said.
Chu Xia was a little hesitant, but after thinking about it, he said, "It's at the intersection of Longping Street." ”
"You stand there and wait for me, and I'll be there shortly. ”
After a while, in the early summer, she heard a car honking its horn, and she looked over, Qin Nan was leaning out of the window and beckoning to her.
"Where do you want to go?" After getting into the car in early summer, Qin Nan asked her.
"Whatever. Chu Xia said.
Qin Nan saw that she was in a bad mood and wanted to make her happy, "That's it, then I'll take you to my house?"
Chu Xia didn't speak, but he showed an alert look.
"I'm scaring you, you want to relax, I'll take you to a place where you can definitely relax. Qin Nan said.
Chu Xia regretted getting into Qin Nan's car, her relationship with him was not good enough to go out with him casually, she was afraid that he would take her to a place that was too private, or to a place where it cost a lot of money.
The car stopped, and Chu Xia looked around, she was relieved, and Qin Nan took her to Tianlai Sound City. She'd been here before, looking for a disc from an old movie. She liked the casual and nostalgic atmosphere here, and couldn't help but secretly appreciate Qin Nan's understanding. He's always reassuring and never uncomfortable. Why can't Ye Yun do this, why does he always impose his will on others without considering the feelings of others?
Although she had been here, she had never had an in-depth understanding of the city. Qin Nan took her through the alleys in a sea of discs and audio-visual equipment, and she found that there was a hole in the world. She thought that if a person wants to watch all the films here, it will probably take a lifetime, and the spiritual wealth created by human beings for themselves is terrifying, but it is a pity that most people are blind to such wealth.
Qin Nan finally stopped at a relatively large store.
"Brother Nan, why do you have time to come over today?" The host is a very trendy little brother, and he greeted Qin Nan warmly when he saw him.
Suddenly, he saw Chu Xia, looked up and down, and then asked, "Who is this?"
"Lin Chuxia, my new friend. Qin Nan said, this statement made Chu Xia feel very comfortable, and then he said to Chu Xia: "This is the boss here, Ma Scale." ”
Then Qin Nan asked Ma Liang to do it himself, and he took Chu Xia to see it by himself.
Instead of putting them down immediately, he took them to the audition room, where there was a complete set of audio equipment, and he said proudly: "This is the equipment of Western Electric, you can listen to it as you like, the best sound in the world is here." ”
In early summer, she was a classical music lover and had high requirements for music, she spent more than 20,000 yuan to buy a set of audio equipment and put it in the apartment, Liu Xiaotong called her a local tyrant. Here, however, she realizes her own musical impoverishment.
After Ma Liang left, Qin Nan said, "Listen to whatever you want." ”
In early summer, she quickly found Schubert's "Winter Journey", when the music remembered, she closed her eyes, as if she felt the cold wind blowing on her face, she put on a thick down jacket, and walked in the snowy world, and then, she saw Ye Yun beckoning to her, she wanted to go over, and hesitated. She opened her eyes, but saw Qin Nan looking at her at the place that was about to be on her face, if she hadn't suddenly opened her eyes, she suspected that he was going to kiss her, and Chu Xia hurriedly turned her head away.
"I'm sorry, I hope I didn't scare you. Qin Nan said.
Chu Xia didn't want to go, after all, she followed him out, which in itself gave him hope.
"Why don't I go back first. Hatsu said with some embarrassment.
"Don't do this, I promise it won't happen again, if you really leave, then I'm too embarrassed. Qin Nan said guiltily.
In early summer, he didn't know what to do, so Qin Nan proposed in time. "Why don't we watch an old movie? ”
Early Summer nodded.
The two came to the movie disc area, Qin Nan asked Chu Xia to choose, and Chu Xia took Wong Kar-wai's "East Evil and West Poison".
The two sat against the wall facing the projector.
In the sad and complaining music, Murong Yan cried and said, "I once asked myself if the woman you love the most is me, but I don't want to know anymore. If one day I can't help but ask you, you must lie to me, no matter how reluctant you are in your heart, don't tell me that the person you love the most is not me. ”
The picture gradually became blurry, very blurry, and could no longer be seen clearly, and with the music, the tears of early summer began to flood in, and no matter how hard she tried to blink her eyes, her vision could never be restored, and then she gave up, letting the tears betray her fragility at the moment.
In early summer, she didn't cry much, but after meeting Ye Yun again, she began to cry frequently. She felt that her joys and sorrows over the years were like being firmly locked in a box, and it was not until she met Ye Yun again that the box was opened again.
Qin Nan didn't speak very tacitly, he just silently put the tissue box and garbage basket in front of the early summer.
By the time the tears gradually stopped in early summer, the movie was nearing the end, and the box of tissues had run out.
"I'm sorry. Chu Xia said embarrassedly to Qin Nan.
"It doesn't matter, although it is distressing to see a beautiful woman crying, it is also a kind of enjoyment. Qin Nan said.
After coming out, Qin Nan asked her if she wanted to drink something, but Chu Xia said no, she wanted to go back.
Qin Nan sent her back.
"Can you tell me what happened to you today?" Qin Nan asked as he drove.
"I confessed to a person, and then he rejected me. Hatsu said.
"What, wouldn't it?" Qin Nan looked incredulous, "Is he blind?"
"No, my eyes are good, but I just don't love me. Chu Xia said.
"Then he should be a gentleman. Qin Nan said.
"What do you say?" asked Hatsu.
"At least he's not lying to you, you know, like you, walking down the street, ninety-nine out of a hundred men fantasize about stripping you naked. If he is a beast and you like him, what can you do if you trick you into bed first and then tell you that you don't believe in love?" Qin Nan said
Chu Xia shuddered when he said, "You men are terrible. ”
"The more mature a man is, the harder it is to believe in love, and I can quite understand him. Qin Nan said.
"I'm looking for the one percent. Chu Xia said stubbornly.
"Okay, come on. ”
When they parted, Qin Nan said to Chu Xia: "Anytime, if you want someone to accompany you, just come to me." ”
Hatsu said, "Okay, thank you today, I'm much better now." ”
Qin Nan smiled and nodded, "That's good." ”
Back in the dormitory, Liu Xiaotong must have gone to meet her Azu, sitting alone in the house in early summer, without turning on the lights, just sitting, watching the sky outside getting darker and darker, and more and more lights in the opposite building. She had a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world, she just said to Qin Nan that she was much better, but in fact, it was fake, she was not good at all, but even more lost.
She even wondered if she had taken the wrong step in her life, and then no matter how much she went around, she couldn't find the right way. From what point did you see Ye Yun painting at the age of 10 and then start to learn painting frantically? Or did you go to Ye Yun's school at the age of 16 desperately to report? Or did you go to his house to work as a nanny by mistake? Or did you give up your graduation certificate and the opportunity to study abroad for him?
Twenty-four years old, not young, no love, no dreams, what is the meaning of such a life?
She can't grasp love no matter how she can, but what about her dreams? What if she doesn't give up, she doesn't have the ability to pick it up.
She walked to her room, touched her sketchpad, and burst into tears.
Since then, the design work in the early summer has become just Li Xueyang to report alone, if Ye Yun has an opinion, she will also change it to Li Xueyang, and then Li Xueyang will tell Ye Yun.
The more she compromised with her boss, boss, and market in her design, the more she missed painting, and the more she wanted to let her thoughts fly freely in painting.
On weekends, she took her tools and went sketching in the wild.
Lingbi Mountain is a famous weekend tourist attraction in S City, and it is not easy to find a place where you can see people and is relatively quiet, and the angle is better, so she looked for a long time before she put up the drawing board and began to paint. Above her, there are a few students playing with model airplanes, and not far away is the grass, where many beaters and children are flying kites, and she can draw with confidence.
Chu Xia was fascinated by the painting, and she didn't notice that not far away, there was a person who had been staring at her for a long time. It was getting late, there were fewer people around, and early summer was still painting unwillingly, when suddenly, she felt that someone was standing next to her.
Early Summer stopped writing and looked at the man, not tall, but strong, he was wearing a hat and covering half of his face. He also looked at early summer.
"Beauty, are you drawing?" he said to her.
Hatsu immediately became alert, and she forced her composure and said, "Yes, I'm done drawing, I'll go back right away." After saying that, she began to put away the drawing paper and went to disassemble the drawing board.
"I'll help you. The man said, and as he spoke, he went to help Chu Xia put away the drawing board.
"No, my boyfriend is not far away, he'll pick me up later. As he spoke, he took out his phone from his bag and pretended to make a call.
"I'll just help you, why call you boyfriend. The man said, snatching Hatsuha's phone.
He had almost hugged Hatsu Natsu, "What are you doing?" Hatsu asked.
"No, I'm like collecting things for you, where you go, I'll just send you. I've been watching you for a long time, and you came alone and didn't see your boyfriend. ”