Chapter Eighty-Eight: I'm so tired
Sheng Shi urged her: "You shout quickly, I've finished shouting, you are not allowed to cheat." ”
Mo Qingyou put away her smile, her face became a little serious, she also cleared her throat, walked to the railing, and looked at the street below her with some fear, she said, "It's so high." ”
Sheng Shi said: "Hurry up and shout." ”
Mo Qingyou glanced back at him, and said a little nervously, "I'm going to shout." ”
Sheng Shi said: "Shout!"
Mo Qingyou turned her head and turned her head to the sky, she took a deep breath, then suddenly opened her throat and spit out to the sky in a loud voice: "Shengshi, I love you!"
Sheng Shi heard his name echo in the night sky of the entire city, as if it had penetrated everyone's eardrums and warmed his heart.
Mo Qingyou paused, her voice became a little quieter, and she shouted to the sky again: "Song Jinang, I love you!"
Her voice was small, engulfed in the sound of the wind, as if it could no longer be heard.
Sheng Shi sometimes thinks that maybe many years ago, when he entered the door as soon as he entered the door, he should have thought that Mo Qingyou was in love with Song Jinang. How could he not find out this fact from Mo Qingyou's subtle movements and the anomaly that often became gloomy and gloomy at every turn?
For example, she is willing to fight with Song Jinang more than with any boy, for example, she waved her hand excitedly at Song Jinang in the corridor of the studio, and said loudly: "Song Jinang, it's me, Mo Qingyou!" and for example, she was inexplicably angry not because Sheng Shi showed off her fight with Song Jinang, but because Song Jinang was injured and didn't understand, so she felt angry.
But now, on that night in Nanzhou, when he heard Mo Qingyou say loudly to the sky that he loved him, and then spit out Song Jinang's name, he was already convinced that Mo Qingyou was in love with Song Jinang.
It's as if I've loved her in obscurity for many years.
Although Mo Qingyou said afterwards: "What are you kidding, I'm just shouting casually, just like if you don't like Song Qi, you also call you love her, just for fun, purely for fun." ”
At that time, the expression on Mo Qingyou's face was a little nervous, as if he was a little timid and duplicitous when others saw through his thoughts.
Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou left Nanzhou, ending half a month of wandering. They were all tired from sitting on the train. The train was crowded, crowded, and there were so many passengers that there was nowhere to stand, Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou finally bought a ticket, and the two of them looked out the window with each other's bodies next to each other.
Mo Qingyou sometimes saw enough of the scenery, so he drank water, ate snacks, and then said to Sheng Shi: "I don't know why, I suddenly finished the exam, and I feel reluctant to go home, will you feel this way?"
Sheng Shi smiled faintly: "Yes, I'm also a little, although the exam is very tiring and I always want to finish it quickly and go home, but I feel reluctant when I really want to go home." ”
Mo Qingyou said, "Yes." ”
Later, the two returned to their respective homes, and it was a not smooth and sad journey.
Sheng Shi sat in his bedroom, almost in tears.
Maybe many years ago, Mo Qingyou fell in love with Song Jinang, she never opened her mouth to show her feelings, she silently hid this feeling, as if she was afraid of being discovered. But Sheng Shi found it, which broke his heart and despaired. Mo Qingyou can love anyone, love Linzhou, love Lu Shen, love Xu Zhen, at that time he would only look enviously from the side and wish them happiness. But only Gu Licheng and Song Jinang can't, they are their own brothers, and they are the people who confide in their hearts the most and are closest to them besides their parents.
After the arduous art school examination, Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou said goodbye to Yixuan Studio, because they didn't have to go back to that place again, they were going to prepare for the college entrance examination and fight for the college entrance examination.
All the art students went back to school, ready to revise their homework for a full semester.
Sheng Shi returned to the long-lost classroom after half a year, he couldn't help but feel kind and a little strange, the atmosphere in the classroom was obviously different from when he left, everyone's face showed nervousness and patience, and the whole classroom was shrouded in the clouds that had not dispersed for a long time before the college entrance examination.
The tense atmosphere of fighting made everyone cheer up and work together.
As soon as Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou came back, Song Jinang had already left, because sports students also had to take the same joint entrance examination and school examination as them, and they also needed to go to the provincial capital city to take the exam.
Without Song Jinang, Sheng Shi felt even more lonely in the class, and Mo Qingyou was too, her front seat was empty.
A few days later, Song Qi suddenly came.
It was a Wednesday, two days before Song Jinang and them returned to school, when Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou were standing in the corridor, looking at the playground in front of them, neither of them spoke, just in a daze, with their own hearts, and then Xu Zhen came out of the office and said to the classmates in the corridor: "Song Qi is back!"
Someone asked him, "Really, where is she?"
Xu Zhen said: "In the office, talk to the head teacher!"
The students flocked to the door of the office, poking their heads in one by one, and scanning the room.
Someone said: "It's really Song Qi." ”
Others said, "She's getting prettier!"
Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou both looked at the door of the office, and Mo Qingyou said, "Listen, they said that Song Qi is back." ”
Sheng Shi didn't answer her, he quietly looked at the door that was gradually being opened.
Out of it came a tall and thin girl, she wore waist-length chestnut hair, her hair was curled, like a maroon seaweed, her face was covered with light makeup, retro red lipstick, she wore a pure white lace skirt, white braided wedge sandals on her feet, a soft beige ruffle hat on her head, and a small white flower embroidered on the side of the hat.
As soon as she walked out, she seemed to see an idyllic girl in a European pictorial, everyone looked at her, the people in the entire corridor looked at her, Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou were also stunned.
Song Qi walked out of the office, passed through the eyes of the crowd, and also saw Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou, Sheng Shi didn't know why, he felt that Song Qi had changed a lot, maybe it was the impression that he was dressed up, maybe it was something else. He felt that there was an invisible distance between himself and Song Qi, these students and Song Qi.
The distance made him, like all the students, look at her with his eyes, and did not dare to come forward and say a word to her.
But Song Qi smiled at him, smiled at Mo Qingyou, she bent her mouth, her red lips completed a crescent shape, she walked over and said to Sheng Shi, "Long time no see." ”
Mo Qingyou opened her hand and hugged her, she hugged Song Qi tightly, and said, "You are finally back, I miss you so much, Song Qi." ”
Song Qi also hugged her and said, "Me too." ”
Sheng Shi said: "It's been a long time, Song Qi, are you okay?"
Song Qi smiled, her face was a little mature, and she said: "You said good official words, you look at me like this, can it be bad, I'm doing well, thank you." ”
Sheng Shi thought about it, and he hadn't seen Song Qi for more than a year.
Song Qi said: "My brothers and sisters, let's get together today. ”
The three of them then went to the previous restaurant, and as soon as they entered the store, almost everyone looked at Song Qi, she was really dressed too beautifully, and her face with makeup was even more beautiful and moving, the boys looked at her unscrupulously, and the girls cast jealous and envious glances at her.
The three of them found a place to sit down, surrounded by a crowd of eyes around them.
Mo Qingyou asked Song Qi, "What are you doing when you come back to school today?"
Song Qi said: "What else can I do, I'm here to get my graduation certificate, you can't just don't send it to me because I'm expelled." ”
Mo Qingyou asked, "You got it?"
Song Qi said: "En, I got it." ”
Sheng Shi asked her: "Song Qi, where did you go after you dropped out of school? Why can't you get through on the phone? Have you found a job? What are you doing?"
Sheng Shi threw out several questions at once, and Song Qi was stunned, Song Qi looked at him with a smile: "Look at you, you are still the same as before, I left Taichuan after I dropped out of school, I went to Xiamen, stayed there for half a year, originally a part-time model or something, sometimes I worked as a graphic model for websites, sometimes I did a car model, and then I went to Macau, and now I work as a makeup artist in the head office of a Korean chain of beauty salons." ”
Mo Qingyou said: "I was relieved to hear that you are living well, it's so good Song Qi." ”
Song Qi said: "You also have to be very good, I know that you will live better than me." ”
In fact, Sheng Shi wanted to ask: "Song Qi, do you have a boyfriend?" But he was really embarrassed to ask such a question, if Song Qi was still the same as before, with a big grin and no mouth, then he would definitely ask without hesitation, but now he always felt that there was an invisible wall between him and Song Qi, which made him unable to open his mouth.
The three of them chatted for a long, long time, most of them were Song Qi and Mo Qingyou talking about girls, Sheng Shi listened silently, and then the meal was finished and he was ready to leave.
Song Qi said: "You have to write down my number, and you have to contact me in the future, you know, I won't change my number." ”
So Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou hurriedly saved Song Qi's number into their mobile phones, and Song Qi said: "If you come to Macau, you must find me, and I will take you to have a good time." You have to work hard for the college entrance examination!"
Mo Qingyou said: "Well, it will, yes, Shengshi!"
Sheng Shi also said: "En, I will." ”
Song Qi left, Sheng Shi and Mo Qingyou stood on the street and looked at her, stopped a taxi, and left. After Song Qi left, Mo Qingyou cried.
She opened her hands to cover her face, and cried uncontrollably on the street, the students passing by all looked at her and Sheng Shi, Sheng Shi was a little anxious, he comforted her and said, "Don't cry, Mo Qingyou, so many people are watching?"
Mo Qingyou didn't listen to persuasion, but her crying voice became smaller, so small that Shengshi could hardly hear it, but he knew that Mo Qingyou was still crying.
Sheng Shi asked her, "Why are you crying?" ”
Mo Qingyou ignored him and still cried, probably standing on the road and crying for ten minutes, even the people who stopped to watch dispersed, Mo Qingyou finally stopped crying and put down her hand, Sheng Shi saw that her eyes were red, and tears flashed inside, very pitiful.
Mo Qingyou crossed the street forward, Sheng Shi followed behind her, and walked side by side with her after a while. Sheng Shi saw that her mood had stabilized, so he asked her, "Why are you crying?
Mo Qingyou nodded.
Sheng Shi said: "I know you can't bear her, but she is living a good life now, what are you worried about, it's not that you can't see her anymore, you went to college, you arrived in Harbin, you can take the train to see each other often, there's nothing to cry about." ”
Mo Qingyou still shook her head, she was silent for a while, she said: "Sheng Shi, do you know, Song Qi is my best friend, we talk about everything, we say everything, she is good to me, I know, she is the best person for me, better than my parents." She did everything for me, and even for me, she stopped going to school. ”
Sheng Shi was a little puzzled, he said, "What do you mean she doesn't go to school for you?"
Mo Qingyou said: "Song Qi was expelled because of me. ”
Sheng Shi was taken aback, his eyes widened and he said in disbelief, "You said she was fired because of you?"