Chapter 557: Mourning is greater than dying
"Yeon-yeon, wake up quickly. I know I'm wrong, I shouldn't have deceived you and used you, can you wake up quickly?"
I don't know how long it took, Xu Yan, who was unconscious on the bed, moved her eyelids slightly, but the man who was immersed in sadness didn't notice it.
Xu Yan opened her eyes in confusion and looked around, and was stunned for a long time before she realized that she was in the hospital. turned his head slightly, and saw Liu Zhan, who was sleeping with his hands in his hands, and immediately withdrew his hand.
Xu Yan, who had just woken up, was weak, so she didn't have much strength, so this struggle not only didn't break her hand out of Liu Zhan's hand, but also woke up Liu Zhan, who had just fallen asleep.
"Yanyan, are you awake? It's so good! Are you feeling any wrong? I'll call a doctor!" Liu Zhan saw Xu Yan wake up, quickly stood up and knelt down in front of Xu Yan to ask her how she felt, and then hurriedly ran out to call the doctor.
Xu Hua heard Liu Zhan's movement and hurriedly pushed the door in, and saw that Xu Yan, who had woken up, burst into tears of excitement.
"Yeon-yeon, it's great that you're okay! You're scared me to death, you know? I thought I was going to lose you, but luckily you're okay. ”
Xu Yan looked coldly at the crying Xu Hua in front of him and didn't speak, just looked at him silently and let him speak.
"Yanyan, why don't you ignore the eldest brother? Are you still blaming the eldest brother? The eldest brother didn't mean to hide it, can you forgive the eldest brother?" Seeing that Xu Yan didn't react, Xu Hua quickly admitted her mistake and asked for forgiveness, but Xu Yan still had a cold attitude, pursed her lips and refused to speak.
Fortunately, the doctor came to break the silence, checked that Xu Yan was fine, and then left after a few words. There were only three people left in the room looking at each other.
"Yanyan, when you are discharged from the hospital, I will take you on a trip, okay?" Xu Hua sat on the side of Xu Yan's bed and said softly.
"Yanyan, don't stop talking, I'm scared of you like this. Yanyan, it's good for you to scold me!"
"Yeonyan ......"
"Are you finished?" Xu Yan finally raised her eyes and glanced at Xu Hua lightly, interrupting him.
"When I'm done, I'll go out, and I'll be alone for a while. ”
Xu Hua's face was bitter, and he finally turned his head and went out.
"Aren't you leaving? I think I've made it clear enough, alone. Xu Yan noticed that Liu Zhan was still standing at the end of the bed and did not move, and repeated it again.
"Yeon-yeon, I want to be with you for a while. Liu Zhan looked at the indifferent Xu Yan in front of him, and he didn't feel a good feeling.
"That's enough, the last thing I want to see is you......!
Xu Yan interrupted Liu Zhan's words, Xu was a little excited, and coughed for a while. Liu Zhan wanted to go up and pat her on the back to make her feel down, but was repelled by Xu Yan's eyes.
After a while, Xu Yan finally stopped coughing, and stopped paying attention to Liu Zhan, closing her eyes as if she was asleep.
Liu Zhan stood at the end of the bed and looked at Xu Yan silently for a while, and then left the ward with a heavy sigh.
Just as Liu Zhan left, Xu Yan's eyes opened again. I stared at the closed door for a long time before it closed again.
"Xu Hua, did I lose Yanyan like this?" Liu Zhan leaned against the wall and asked Xu Hua, who was also full of sadness, and the two of them looked like they were brothers and sisters.
"I guess so. Xu Hua sighed and said, "Although Yanyan is innocent and kind since he was a child, his temper is really strong. As long as she makes up her mind, no one can change it. Judging from the current situation, we are probably heinous in her heart!"
Speaking of this, Liu Zhan and Xu Hua exchanged glances, and each saw a trace of melancholy in each other's eyes.
That night, Xu Hua walked into the ward with his head down and came to Xu Yan. Xu Yan had already woken up from the moment he entered the door, but he didn't open his eyes.
"Yanyan, are you still asleep?" Xu Hua tiptoed to the hospital bed and whispered to Xu Yan, who was still "asleep", seeing that Xu Yan was not awake, Xu Hua raised her hand and gently rubbed Xu Yan's face, and then grabbed her hand and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Yeonyan, I know that I shouldn't hide the truth from the past, and I shouldn't be full of hatred for this world, but do you know the sorrow in my heart?"
"I saw my mother die in front of me, just looking at me quietly, do you know how I feel in my heart?"
"It's not like I haven't thought about ruining the world, but every time I have this thought, I always dream of my parents. They begged me to avenge them, so it dragged on until today that I started to implement the plan. ”
"I know you're going to hate me if I do this, but I can't help it! I can always think of the days when I slept on the road, when the wind was very strong and my heart was cold. ”
"Then are you willing to give up your plan for me?" Xu Yan said coldly, making Xu Hua raise her head in surprise.
"I'm willing to do anything for you!" Xu Hua said anxiously, "You are my last relative, I don't want you to hate me too!"
"Then you give up the plan, I don't want to see your hands covered in blood, I don't want you to become a bad person. ”
Hearing Xu Yan say this, Xu Hua promised again and again: "Okay, big brother promises you, big brother will not become a bad person, big brother will always be Yanyan's strongest backing." Finally, he looked cautiously at the pale man on the bed, "Yanyan, can you ...... Forgive me?"
Xu Yan didn't speak, and the room fell silent again, only the sound of the machine still ticking. Just when Xu Hua thought that Xu Yan would not speak anymore, Xu Yan sighed softly.
"Well, I forgive you. ”
Xu Hua raised her head and looked at Xu Yan in surprise, her eyes were full of tears, and she looked at Xu Yan blankly, not knowing how to speak for a moment. Xu Yan grinned at the corner of her mouth, and stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on Xu Hua's face.
"Yanyan, have you forgiven your eldest brother? have you really forgiven your eldest brother?" Xu Hua couldn't believe his ears, looked at Xu Yan's pale face and asked again as if confirmed. looked at Xu Yan with straight eyes, for fear of missing any of Xu Yan's expressions.
"Well, I forgive you. ”
At this moment, Xu Hua was completely relieved, slumped on the chair and cried beside Xu Yan's hand.
"Yanyan, eldest brother thought that eldest brother had lost you. You don't know what you just looked like, it really scared me!"
"Okay, okay, it's okay. Xu Yan patted Xu Hua's shoulder and cried and laughed, who is the one who needs to be comforted?
"But you can't do any more bad things, or I won't forgive you again!"
"Okay, big brother will never do bad things again, and he won't lie to Yanyan anymore, big brother will only spoil you in the future!"
The house was full of joy, and Liu Zhan, who was outside the house, watched through the glass as the brothers and sisters in the room advanced or retreated. I could only sit lonely on the bench outside the house, sad.
In a good mood, Xu Yan recovered quickly, and it didn't take long for her to be discharged from the hospital. Xu Hua and Liu Zhan went to the hospital to go through the discharge procedures, and the other went to pack up their things.
Xu Yan sat on the bed and looked coldly at Liu Zhan, who was cleaning up in the house, and her heart was full of ridicule.
"You go, I don't need you to be so kind. My eldest brother will get these things later, and you can go if it's none of your business. Xu Yan, who finally couldn't look at it, gave an eviction order to Liu Zhan.
"Didn't your eldest brother go to the hospital to be discharged, I'll just clean it up for you, it's nothing. Liu Zhan laughed twice, cheekily continued to stay in the house and refused to go out.
"You don't have to do this useless work, I won't forgive you. ”
Xu Yan's words successfully made Liu Zhan's heart like a knife, and he almost burst into tears. Liu Zhan turned around and sniffed, then pretended to shrug his shoulders indifferently and said, "It's okay, I feel better looking at you like this." ”
"I'm uncomfortable. Xu Yan jumped out of bed and came to Liu Zhan, looked at his reddish eyes and said.
"You dangling in front of me like this, in addition to reminding me how stupid I was at the beginning, it can only make me upset!" After a pause, Xu Yan took a step back slightly, pointed to the door and said to Liu Zhan, "Please go out, you are not welcome here!"
Liu Zhan's hand to pack his clothes paused, wiped the tears from his face without a trace, and looked at Xu Yan in a complicated manner. But the latter didn't even give him a look, and sat back on the bed and played with his mobile phone.
"Do you really hate me that much?"
Hearing this, Xu Yan raised her head and looked at Liu Zhan, with anger and hatred in her eyes, "Yes, I hate you!" said and slammed the phone on the bed and stood in front of Liu Zhan again.
"I hate people who deceive and use me the most in my life! No matter how much I liked you and loved you before, as long as you deceive me and use me, I will never forgive you again!"
It seems to be an affirmation, and it is like telling oneself, solemnly, word by word, "I will never forgive you!"
"Yanyan, we can go! Can't you open it......" Xu Hua, who had completed the formalities, felt the smell of gunpowder in the room as soon as he entered the door, looked at Xu Yan worriedly, and looked at Liu Zhan in embarrassment, not knowing what to say.
Xu Yan turned her head and wiped the tears that were about to flow out, and the excited mood just now calmed down.
"Big brother, grab your things, let's go!Don't pay attention to this kind of liar!" Xu Yan ignored Liu Zhan's eyes staring at her, picked up her mobile phone and went out without replying.
"Well, I don't know what to do. Xu Hua took the bag from Liu Zhan's hand, and patted Liu Zhan's shoulder again before leaving, "I'll try to help you say good things, don't take it too seriously, Yanyan, this kid ......"
Before he finished speaking, he heard Xu Yan's impatient voice coming from outside the door. Xu Hua hurriedly took his things and left, only Liu Zhan stood stunned and looked at Xu Yan's back, and sighed.
Xu Hua drove Xu Yan in the direction of the villa. On the way home, Xu Hua looked at Xu Yan's indifferent side face several times and stopped talking, but finally just turned into a sigh.
"Big brother, I know what you want to say. Xu Yan sat up straight, looked at the rapidly receding tree trunk on the side of the road without squinting and opened her mouth.