I really feel that life is unpredictable, but the eyes of the poplar tree are still in my heart, when I left, his demeanor, I think about it now, I have palpitations, he is really reluctant to me!

But what can he do? He's already married.

And I'm getting ready for my wedding now.

On the way back to my house, Ma Tengyu asked me: "Lan Lan, what kind of wedding do you want? Is it a European wedding or a Chinese wedding? A wedding at sea or a wedding in the air, I can satisfy you with anything, as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy." ”

I was silent, I didn't know what to say, I just said softly to Ma Tengyu: "Whatever you want, we have to save money." ”

I'm telling the truth, because I don't want to spend so much money on a lively wedding, what's the point?

Ma Tengyu stopped the car and said to me: "Lan Lan, you can't be so perfunctory, although this is my second wedding, but I must give you a special one, which no one can replace, I don't care about other people's eyes, I care about you, do you understand?"

Since he said so, I had no choice but to push the boat down the river, "Okay, you can do it, and you can do it as you think it is suitable!"

"Okay, okay," Ma Tengyu said happily.

Suddenly, he asked, "Do you know that man in the mall that day?"

"Well, yes, a former friend. ”

"Really?" there was a slight distrust in Ma Tengyu's words, "Gao Lanlan, I want you to forget the past and start over with me." Don't think about anything, everyone has their own past, but it shouldn't affect our current life," Ma Tengyu said with words, but I didn't know how to respond.

"Ma Tengyu, you don't understand, sometimes, what you miss is like a scar, but since I'm with you now, I will also be responsible for you, and I will be a good wife. ”

I swore like this, and it didn't dispel Ma Tengyu's doubts, he just blindly said: "Lan Lan, to be honest, the way that man looked at you that day, made me very jealous, I wanted to rush over and fight with him, to see who can not win against you in the end, I can do whatever it takes for you." I just want to be with you. As he spoke, his voice choked up.

"Okay, okay, Ma Tengyu, I know all this, don't I want to marry you now?"

"Lan Lan, you're going to marry me now, but I want you to be happy, you understand? You don't care about anything these days, you don't care about anything, I ask your opinion, you don't say what you think, you know? I don't know what to do. ”

Ma Tengyu began to feel sad, "What I have in exchange for my heart and lungs like this is only your coldness and I am very tired like this, do you understand?"

"But didn't you say that being with you is enough? I want your heart, I am also a mortal, I am not a saint, I am not so noble, I only hope that the person who wants you will also have your heart, I don't want to marry a walking corpse, Lan Lan," Ma Tengyu became emotional.

And what Ma Tengyu said also deeply touched me, think about it, these days, I have never given him a good face, every time he says something, I am perfunctory, I can't wait to end it early, I never cooperate with what he does, and I really care too little about him.

Especially in the marriage of the two of us, to be honest, I have invested too little, except for me, it seems that I should reflect on it.

I took back my unsettled mind, Yang Shu is already in the past, he is already someone else's husband, I should have a new life with Ma Tengyu, and I shouldn't indulge like this anymore.

Although I really want to know Lin Momo's whereabouts, but now that I think about it, Lin Momo has disappeared, and her child Fairy Ah is also very happy.

It's better to let the child live with his father, after all, those people are powerful and powerful, they can give their children a better life, that is like me now, from a humble background, so everything has to rely on their own struggle.

How many eyes have I suffered, how many ups and downs I have experienced, just because I don't have a rich and powerful family.

It's because I don't have money that I did a lot of wrong things. It is only from scratch that I have to endure so many hardships, so let the children grow up happily, I said to Lin Momo silently in my heart.

Suddenly thinking of Lin Momo, I felt a pain in my heart, Lin Momo, I will definitely not give up on you. I said silently in my heart.

The car was moving fast, because it was the enemy of winter, and the scenery outside was very bleak, only the withered yellow grass and the branches of the trees reaching into the sky, everything looked so hollow.

Occasionally passing by one or two fields, there are raised graves, and pine trees are planted on both sides, and from a distance, it looks like a full stop, but now that I think about it, isn't everyone's fate a full stop?

Each of us will go, but we don't know when, and I don't know how it will be, and when I think about it, I feel a sense of detachment.

When Ma Tengyu saw me, he was just stunned, so he asked softly: "Lan Lan, what are you thinking?" I've been in a daze, talk to me, I'm almost asleep, and I'm tired if I keep driving like this. ”

"Ma Tengyu, thank you for being so kind to me," I quickly retracted my thoughts.

"Oh, Lan Lan, don't be polite to me, who are the two of us, besides, I am willing to do all this, I am happy," Ma Tengyu said very sincerely, my heart was bursting, and I felt very warm.

The car drove along the highway for two or three hours and finally arrived at the doorstep.

Back at home, it's already busy.

In preparation for my marriage, my mother called his sisters and prepared all sorts of things for me, including the humiliations of my daughter, and all kinds of snacks that I had bought.

These have to be sent to relatives and neighbors, because it is a happy event, and my mother is very interested in doing it.

Everyone was full of interest, but when they thought of Ma Tengyu, as a second marriage, everyone began to be silent again.

"Ma Tengyu's car is a Ferrari?" said the aunt.

"What's the use of driving a Ferrari, why don't you say he has a baby?" asked the mother.

"Oh, sister, don't mind, what do you say? Their children are taken care of by their grandparents, Lan Lan in the past, as long as they enjoy the blessings, you must know that their family background is also very good, I heard that their parents used to be our senior cadres who retired, and their salaries were quite high. ”

Mom just let out a long sigh, and I know that Mom is full of helplessness now, but what can I do?

My wedding was very luxurious, and the wedding venue was a very famous hotel in our city, called Zijin Palace Hotel, which is a five-star hotel, and the food inside is very expensive.

Just a table of meals costs 5,000 yuan, not to mention that Ma Tengyu set the most expensive package for our wedding.

There are all kinds of lobsters, delicacies from the mountains and seas, these are all things that I heard from my relatives and friends later.

On the day of the wedding, it is said that it costs a lot of money just to illuminate the lamp, the scenery, and the flower gate.

I didn't care about appreciating it, because I was so immersed in my own thoughts, I didn't have the joy of getting married, I didn't have the excitement of being a bride for the first time, I was just at the mercy of people.

It was also very smooth when I picked me up today, because Ma Tengyu and his relatives and friends were generous, no matter how much money our friends needed, they all prepared a red envelope with a hundred yuan bill, this is a local tyrant's wedding.

When I was in a daze, I was taken to the flower gate, waiting for the wedding to begin.

I didn't feel anything, I remembered my mother's sad eyes just now, and her slightly red eyes, she must have cried, but I didn't cry, I don't know why.

They all say that crying and marrying is the bride's nostalgia for home.

However, my heart is so dead that I can't cry at this time.

Ma Tengyu is just blindly immersed in his own happiness, he looks red today, very handsome, and very sunny.