Chapter 220: Look at the time

In the past few days, Wutong Town has somehow happened, and it has rained for a few days, Sheng Shi thinks that it is because his father is gone.

Sheng Shi didn't have much affection for this father, he only knew that his mother loved this woman very much, and he was good friends with his father before she got married, but when she arrived, she knew that Zheng Yankai's mother committed suicide because of her mother.

Since she was a child, she has had an indescribable emotion for Zheng Yankai, fear, avoidance, and timidity, these are the emotions she showed when she first met Zheng Yankai when she was a child.

Why do you say that? Because Sheng Shi is born with this kind of emotion for Zheng Yankai. No matter how she explained it, she couldn't explain it.

Sheng Shi will always remember that he hadn't come to Wutong Town at that time, and he didn't know the place of Wutong Town at all, and this place was as if it had just appeared.

Z City, this huge city, Sheng Shi was born in this place. It was in this city that I met Zheng Yankai for the first time, when she was a child, her mother treated her very well, and her mother was always the gentle, kind, and woman who didn't talk much.

When Sheng Shi was young, she was born in Z City, and her mother said that when she was born, it was at night, and that night, the stars walked, thousands of miles in the sky, and the bright stars were dotted like stars, and she stayed there motionless, blinking.

There was a sharp pain in her mother's stomach, and she knew that she was going to give birth, so she began to struggle on the ground, and in the end, it was her father who took her to the hospital.

Oh yes, it's not a father, because my mother gave birth to him because she was pregnant out of wedlock, but Sheng Shi followed her father's surname, and she was her father from the moment she was born, to the time she opened her eyes, and the first time she saw it.

This father who loves him, his mother said that it was not easy for his father to chase her, so the two of them were together, without too many hobbies, and the lives of the two people respected each other, so they had her.

But, in fact, to be honest, Shengshi has no impression at all for this father, Mr. He. Mom said that on the day she was born full moon, her father died in a car accident.

This bad news is naturally not good for the mother, the young mother became a widow, she washed her face with tears all day long, and the whole person lost a lot of weight. In fact, she never knew that her mother was sad not because of a widow, but because her father, a male confidant when he was young, was gone.

It's useless for my mother to be sad, this father who grew up with her childhood sweetheart is gone. It is useless to say anything. So, my mother began to stop talking, and the gentleness of the past was gone, as if she saw a stranger.

She took Sheng Shi, who was only a few months old, and moved into the poorest place in Z City, without financial resources, her mother, that is, Xuan Xuan, could only move to this alley, filled with the stench of the entire alley, and from time to time there were vicious dogs barking.

This place was the place where I lived until I was 5 years old.

Xuan Xuan's mother has been working by her own hard work, Sheng Shi has always been loved by her mother, living a princess-like life, as long as Sheng Shi wants, as long as her mother and her, she will give Sheng Shi.

Because, Shengshi grew up in such a place full of maternal love. Yes, growing up, despite the absence of a father, she felt happy, because the love that her mother gave him, was double.

It's just that the little prosperous world will always ask in Xuan Xuan's arms: "Mom, why don't I have a father?"

Sheng Shi didn't know why at that time, she didn't have a father, from the time she began to be conscious, from the time she began to speak, the only one who has been by his side is his mother, and there is no one else.

Xuan Xuan seemed to be a little troubled, she hesitated for a long time, and finally said: "Baby, Dad, he has gone far, far away, he has his own things to do, but he will silently protect us behind our backs." ”

"Then why, other people's fathers are protecting them in front of them? I don't understand!" Sheng Shi asked anxiously, she really didn't understand, every time she got out of school, she would see her father come back to pick them up, but she had to go home by herself.

Mom was very busy, and when she was working, she was rarely seen, and all she had left was some money for her to sell what she liked. Sheng Shi actually knows, why doesn't my mother work hard to protect herself?

However, when she was a little older, she really understood why she didn't have a father.

Dad didn't go far away, but died in a car accident, and the cause of death was because Dad gambled and drank all day long, which made Mom worry all day long.

Finally, Dad still went, and the cause of death was because he owed money to others, and he couldn't afford to pay it back, and he couldn't pay it back.

Mom eventually lost his father, and Shengshi eventually lost this home. Although she lives like a little princess, she is proud, but she is not happy at all behind her back.

This family is not complete, although she is only a few years old, but she knows a lot more than her peers, no matter how good her grades are, it is difficult for her mother to laugh once, she is pressed by the pressure of work all day long, how can she smile?

Finally, when she was about to enter elementary school, her mother told Sheng Shi that they didn't have to suffer anymore because they had a new father, and this new father, in the eyes of others, was his mother's young first love.

The love is not over, this is nothing more than a chance given to them by God for this pair of caring people.

It's just that Mom said that he still needs to wait, wait for his new dad to come back to him, doesn't the new dad mind the prosperous world? Mom said that the new dad doesn't mind at all, the only thing he doesn't mind is that they can't be together.

In fact, Sheng Shi didn't understand what his mother was waiting for, was he waiting for his father to come home?

But Daddy won't be coming back. In the end, Sheng Shi finally understood what his mother was waiting for, it was nothing more than waiting, her new father was trying to divorce, for the sake of Xuan Xuan, for the sake of his mother, and chose to divorce and abandon his wife.

In fact, the world of adults is very complicated, but the young Sheng Shi has understood a lot, and he has grown up in the gossip of his neighbors since he was a child, and he will still listen to some of them, how can he not understand?

So, Sheng Shi, like her mother, has been waiting for her new father to pick them up, and finally the day before she starts school, she finally meets her new father for the first time.

This is just a small story of Sheng Shi, the story of her childhood, not many people know, maybe to put it simply, only she and her mother know these secrets when they were children.

She has a biological father, and this father turned out to be a gambler, she has a mother, a very loving and gentle mother, these are fate, she thinks she should feel content, there is no superfluous nonsense.

On this day, the rain in Wutong Town was still falling, but it was still falling, and then it stopped, and the long-lost sunshine and rainbow appeared.

The fishermen came out one after another to cast their nets to catch fish, and the old people all sat back under the trees with a fan, ready to play chess and compete in the chess game of the previous few days, with a happy smile on their faces, indescribable happiness.

However, on this day, because of the rain, there is no business to send to the door, the boss simply put all the tour guides on a day off, what to do, in short, after today's holiday, tomorrow will obediently go back to the travel agency to work, this is undoubtedly a number of news!

Therefore, when Mo Qingyou heard the good news, he was paralyzed in the office and lying on the table sickly, the whole person was listless, as if he had been tired into a dog, and when he heard the good news of the holiday, he jumped up all of a sudden, not to mention how happy he was in his heart, so the whole person was like a patient who evolved into a superman!

She happily rushed out of the travel agency, of course, holding Sheng Shi with her left hand and Cao Tingting with her right hand, always thinking excitedly about where to go.

Sheng Shi naturally wanted to enjoy the good time of this afternoon, so he smiled and said: "Isn't there a new bubble tea shop near here, I heard that there are many snacks!"

Hearing Sheng Shiyi talk about eating, Mo Qingyou's eyes suddenly glowed with colorful light, and his saliva seemed to be about to flow down, and he said excitedly: "Okay, okay, go now, I can't wait!"

"Slow down, slow down, see if you're in a hurry!" Cao Tingting covered her mouth and smiled, she couldn't see that it could be a little friend who played with Mo Qingyou, among the three of them, Cao Tingting belonged to the type of docile little sheep, and she didn't like to talk much, in fact, her heart was much more mature than the two of them.

It's just that I'm not good at expressing it.

I still remember when they were children, when they went to the river to play together, Mo Qingyou also imagined that those adults were like them, with a fishing hook to fish, but I don't know how, not many adults are willing to pay attention to these children who don't know the height of the sky. Mo Qingyou was naturally unconvinced, and instigated Sheng Shi to find a branch to act as a fishing rod.

So, they made a very short fishing rod and started their long fishing road, from beginning to end, no fish was willing to come up, Mo Qingyou felt irritable, and finally gave up fishing.

It's just that Sheng Shi refused to give up, she looked at the adults who had bait, but none of them had it, no wonder she couldn't catch a fish! So, Mo Qingyou cleverly sneaked to those adults and stole a little bait for fish, so she started fishing again.

This time, the fish never took the bait, could it be for some other reason?

Sheng Shi gave up fishing, Mo Qingyou naturally gave up, only Cao Tingting stood there alone, looking at them worriedly, and finally, when they left, she ran back to the fishing rod alone and hoisted the fish.

As the saying goes, fishing requires patience, and among the three people, the most patient is Cao Tingting, although she is a child, she is obviously much calmer than the two of them.

In the evening, Cao Tingting caught her own fish, and although the fish was small, she was still happy to find Sheng Shi and them, but at this time, they had already played until they were paralyzed and fell asleep on the ground.

In the eyes of many people, Cao Tingting is not suitable to be friends with the two playful ghosts at all, so many children always like to sow discord and keep saying bad things about the two of them in front of Cao Tingting.

But Cao Tingting naturally knew the intentions of these friends, and she just wanted them to be friends.

Mo Qingyou also heard about these things, and looked at Cao Tingting with resentful eyes, as if she wanted to eat Cao Tingting at any time, but Mo Qingyou didn't know what Cao Tingting really wanted in her heart.

"Tingting, do you want to listen to them, and then stop playing with us?" Sheng Shi said straight to the point, forgive children for their childlike words, they always like to make trouble.

Cao Tingting didn't speak, just looked at Sheng Shi with a gentle face, which made Sheng Shi a little in a trance, I have to admit that Cao Tingting is really very different from them, Cao Tingting's temperament and this charm, Sheng Shi is very familiar, this is exactly what her mother has.

She is very envious of her mother being so noble, she can't learn it if she wants to, but Cao Tingting can be so similar to her mother's temperament, which is a little surprising.

Cao Tingting didn't know that their relationship would become so delicate, she suddenly remembered the scene when they met for the first time, the little girl Mo Qingyou who didn't know the height of the sky and the height of the earth, in order to save her, actually formed a grudge with others.

In fact, at that time, Cao Tingting did not expect that someone would be willing to rescue her, and she would not have budgeted for it, and this rescue created the days after they became friends.

She actually knew in her heart that Mo Qingyou came to the rescue at that time, just to be a hero, every child has such a dream, let alone Mo Qingyou?

So she didn't mind Mo Qingyou's purpose of saving her at all, and she didn't mind that they would doubt her, after all, she was not good at expressing her heart at all, and there was actually nothing in her heart that people didn't know, but it was all a habit, and she was used to hiding herself from others.

Cao Tingting values the relationship between Mo Qingyou and Shengshi very much, they have been playing since they were children, as long as someone wants to bully her, Mo Qingyou will stop her, although she is beaten with a swollen nose and blue eyes, but Mo Qingyou will approach with an indifferent smile, and then tell her that he is fine.

In fact, those wounds are very painful, Cao Tingting knows that she has not been beaten, but she didn't know that Mo Qingyou would take their friendship so seriously, and imagined that they could work together without quarrels, they were good friends for life, and there would be no disputes.

In the end, no one mentioned it again, no one left anyone, no one spoke ill of each other behind their backs, they disdained that, and if they really stood the test, then come more violently.

Since that time, Cao Tingting has silently cared for them behind her back, and when they are injured in trouble, she will always prepare a medicine box and carefully apply medicine for them like an adult.

Mo Qingyou would never have thought that in fact, Cao Tingting cared about them very much, and she cared about the kind she cared about very much, as if she had regarded them as relatives.

Getting back to the point, they pulled each other and came to a newly opened milk tea shop, and this milk tea shop, because of the rainy day, the customers were also very scarce, which really fulfilled Mo Qingyou and a few of them.

They found a corner position and sat down, at this time, a waiter came over, and the charm made Mo Qingyou think of a person, and this person was Sheng Shi's brother Zheng Yankai.

"Yun Ying, do you look at that person, doesn't he look like your brother?" Mo Qingyou pointed in the direction of the waiter, letting Sheng Shi look over, Sheng Shi naturally looked over, she silently estimated.

After Sheng Shi saw it, he gagged and said, "It's not like it at all, not as handsome as my little brother!"

Mo Qingyou was very amused by these handsome words, and kept laughing, Sheng Shi didn't understand what Mo Qingyou was laughing at, so he ignored her angrily!

At this time, Cao Tingting suddenly spoke, "Yun Ying, are you hiding something from us?"

Cao Tingting is very accurate in looking at people, she has actually observed Sheng Shi for a long time, and since she looked at the waiter, she began to frown, as if she had something to say.

Sheng Shi was stunned, looked at Cao Tingting, didn't expect her to become so powerful, and went straight to the point. Yes, Cao Tingting is right, she does have something, and this matter is a bit unacceptable.

The milk tea that the three of them ordered from each other had already been served, and Sheng Shi Youzai picked up the milk tea, shook it a few times, and took a big sip before putting down the milk tea.

She felt that this milk tea was bitter, just like her heart, she frowned, looked at Mo Qingyou, who was expecting to say something, and then looked at Cao Tingting, and finally sighed.

"I'll tell you a story!" Sheng Shi drank milk tea, and finally decided to tell the secret.

In fact, this secret has been buried in her heart for a long, long time, because of this secret, she has to become more beautiful and more powerful, so that people can discover his existence.

Sheng Shi felt that it was time to tell this secret and let his little friends keep it for her, since she was a child, she was proud to be like a princess, and she had always been in her eyes, until she met them, she believed that there was no real feelings and true friendship in this world, and the friends around her were a living example.

It's just that as soon as she saw Mo Qingyou's serious appearance, she couldn't help but have a sour nose, and the corners of her eyes were slightly filled with tears, imagining that back then, time passed so fast, like a sharp sword, which finally turned them into such a fiasco, Sheng Shi didn't want to be like this.

She only felt a ray of light in front of her eyes, as if she had blinded her eyes, and she saw a portrait, no, it was not a portrait, it was her memory.

It was summer, but the weather was not as hot as the plane tree, and at that time, it was still in Z City, a luxurious city, and there were too many secrets in it.

That was the first time Sheng Shi met her stepfather, who is now her father.

People who don't know think that they are biological father and daughter! It's a pity that Sheng Shi understands what kind of person her biological father is, which may be a shame for them.

It was the first time Sheng Shi saw how gentle and kind his stepfather was, always with a smile on his face, and took his little hand with her calloused hand. She was arrogant like a princess, and thought that this person should hold her hand, and there was nothing wrong with it.

She moved into this man's house with her mother, oh no, she should have changed her name to call him Dad, it was her father's house.

The home was large and luxurious, with countless toys and everything he had always wanted.

At that time, it was the first time she saw his little brother Zheng Yankai, the little boy standing in front of the hall elegantly, dressed in formal clothes, but there was always a faint melancholy in his eyes.

At that time, Zheng Yankai was only a few years older than her, how to say it, how old was it. But he seems to be different from people of the same age, and Sheng Shi wants to come forward to show favor to the other party very affectionately, but the other party just smiles at her from a distance, like a stranger.

There is no sense of closeness. Sheng Shi instantly didn't feel much affection for this brother who appeared inexplicably, not even the kind at all.

She always thought that if she had an older brother for no reason, she would compete with him for favor, and then she would argue with her about something she wanted. Sheng Shi has always felt that this brother may take away everything from him.

But later, she realized that she was thinking too much. This brother named Zheng Yankai will not have any disputes with him at all, as long as his father picks him vegetables, he will only politely say thank you to his father.

As soon as his mother asked him a few questions, he answered them briefly, and hurried back to his room. These actions are telling Sheng Shi that in fact, this brother is very repulsive to this family.

Yes, very repulsive. So no matter how his parents treated him, he would only thank him, hide away, unwilling to stay for a while, and lived for most of the half a month, and never said a word.

Sheng Shi gradually realized that this brother who appeared out of nowhere may be very lonely?

She would sneak back to her room every day and secretly observe her. Their rooms are opposite, and through the windows, they can see what each other is doing.

Now, she is like this, sneaking up to the room every day, then hiding in a corner on the side, casting through the window, and seeing what Zheng Yankai is doing.

Sheng Shi suddenly found that this Zheng Yankai was a little dull. Every day, this Zheng Yankai stays in the room, holds a book, and then sits quietly on the sofa and reads the book.

Moreover, this Zheng Yankai rarely laughs, in the past half a month, Sheng Shi has never seen Zheng Yankai smile, which makes Sheng Shi feel inexplicable.

Isn't it that she herself has robbed the other party of everything that should have been?