Chapter 187: Where to go
I don't want to joke about our marriage right now, I'll give you an answer now, I said.
Li Minfang suddenly became irritable, he threw himself in front of the bed and hugged me, and whispered in my ear: "Lan Lan, I really don't want to lose you, give me a chance, okay? Give me a chance to take care of you, let me prove myself, okay?"
Although what he said was so touching, I didn't listen to it, because Song Qiang had also said such things in my ear before, but he betrayed me.
I really don't believe men's words now, especially drunk men, yes, so I just sat there coldly when Li Minfang said this.
He still hugged me tightly, I was like an ice cube, I wouldn't be melted by him, I only had one thought now, that is, to find the truth about Shen Xuanhan, what happened to him, what happened, who was that mysterious person?
Li Minfang said in my ear for a long time, his tears also wet my clothes, seeing a big man so sad for me, I didn't know what to say, I just said softly to Li Minfang, "Li Minfang, I will think about it, really give me a little time, if you really love me, you should not care about this time, right?"
Li Minfang sat on the bed like a deflated ball, and he said lazily, "That's okay man, I want you to give me the answer I want, really, you must believe me!"
After saying that, he took my hand and looked at me quietly, his eyes were so sincere, like fire that wanted to burn me, but I was really speechless.
I just lowered my head and stopped talking for a long time, Li Minfang walked out and said to me, "Rest early and take care of the children." ”
With that, he closed the door and walked out, I sat there, my heart was numb, to be honest, I lived in Li Minfang's house, and I had a lot of worries in my heart.
Every night he would come like this and ask me, I really don't know how to reply, but I'm not at his house, where am I going?
There is no place for me to live in this small city, I believe I have no money on me, I am just a poor rural teacher, but where to live?
When I went to those small hotels, I was afraid that Xiaoxue was not safe, and Xiaoxue had no one to take care of me, so I could only choose to be here.
But Li Minfang is really sorry, I have failed your love for me, I said silently in my heart, because I now have children in elementary school, I no longer believe in love, I have only one belief in my heart, that is, to bring the child to find the truth of the matter, and then continue to do my own thing, this is my only appeal now.
In fact, think about how a person can live his whole life? You can live in any way, you can be poor for a lifetime, rich for a lifetime, as long as you feel happy, you feel worthy, it is enough, you don't care about fame and fortune or anything.
Because I don't have that ability at all, and I don't have that experience, when I was young, I cared about money very much, so I took a detour, and now I have seen that money can't let me go, what happy things to do, I just want to live the life I want to live now, thinking of this, I can only shake my head in my heart, okay, Li Minfang's matter ends here.
The next day, I woke up early, Li Minfang was no longer at home, I thought he should have gone out, or went to work, right?
Although he drank a lot of alcohol yesterday, he still needed to go to class, but he didn't expect Li Minfang to come back soon, carrying soy milk fritters and my favorite pancakes in his hands.
Li Minfang put it down and said to me, come and I bought your favorite pancakes to come together, he actually knew that my favorite food was pancakes, and I was really touched in my heart.
At that time, we were learning to drive together in the morning when I brought pancakes, I can I tell him that it was delicious, I didn't think of Li Minfang and remembered.
I was touched by the fact that he was such an attentive man, but I didn't know what to say except for more guilt, because I couldn't live up to his requirements.
Li Minfang prepared breakfast, I hugged Xiaoxue over, Xiaoxue washed herself, she sat happily at the table, and began to eat fragrantly.
I just sat there, I didn't have much appetite, I have to go to the hospital today, I really want to go to Shen Xuanhan when there is no one to ask what is going on.
I want to know why he is doing this, why is he lying there, is he real or not? I have to ask clearly, ask to understand, so I eat absent-mindedly.
Li Minfang looked at me and said, "Lan Lan, the delicious food I bought, don't you like the breakfast I bought?"
"No, no, I love it," I quickly shook my head.
Li Minfang continued, "Tell me what you like to eat directly, okay? As long as you and I can buy it, I will definitely buy it for you." ”
He was so sincere that I stopped talking.
Li Minfang continued, "Lan Lan, I don't have to go to work today, I'll accompany you, don't you need something to do? You will definitely have a lot of inconvenience and trouble as a woman, with me here, I guess I will help you." ”
Li Minfang said it very pertinently, but I just shook my head, because I didn't want too many people to know about it.
I didn't want people to know about my past, I just shook my head, Li Minfang was a little unwilling, he continued to ask, "Lan Lan, don't you want me to help you, why are you so cruel to me?"
His mood was a little, and he was irritable, Xiaoxue suddenly stopped eating, and she was frightened.
Li Minfang saw Xiaoxue's appearance, and hurriedly comforted him softly, "Xiaoxue, you don't have to worry about your uncle saying nothing, just a little anxious." ”
Xiaoxue began to continue eating, the child was silent, and Li Minfang was also silent, yes, I can't tell him what happened to this matter, and I can't let him help me, it will only be bad if he helps me.
Soon after eating breakfast, Li Minfang sent Xiaoxue to kindergarten, and I began to walk towards the hospital, I hope I believe that I will definitely understand the truth of the matter today.
But I didn't expect me to go there, it's only 8 o'clock in the morning, but I didn't find that Lin Momo and their family were already there, including Huang Yating, Yang Shu also came today, Lin Momo and Huang Yating didn't quarrel today, but they still seem to have a bad relationship.
Because the two of them didn't say anything to each other, they just stood there coldly, Lin Momo was carrying a lunch box in her hand, she should have come over to deliver food to Shen Xuanhan.
But they still can't get into the ward today, but if that's the case, how can I get close?
I really want to know what the situation is, slowly all the people are gone, leaving Lin Momo and Yang Shu, Huang Yating She is very sad, but she also went home,
I just stood there quietly, watching things unfold and waiting for the right time, because I had to go to Shen Xuanhan's hospital bed today to ask what was going on.
Lin Momo and Yang Shu sat there, the expressions of the two of them looked very tired.
Yang Shu looked at Lin Momo with some distress, and he clenched Lin Momo's hand.
At this time, I saw Yang Shu, his face was distorted, he held Xiao Yu's hand tightly and said: "Lin Momo, I really have you in my heart, let's go away together, away from the world here." ”
Lin Momo angrily shook off Yang Shu's hand and said, "Who do you think you are?" I will never be with you, I only have Shen Xuanhan in my heart. ”
Poplar stopped talking, he just bit his lips angrily, clenched his fists, and I saw his muscles bulging.
Yang Shu said angrily to Lin Momo: "It's always Shen Xuanhan who is on his lips, I've done so much for you over the years, haven't you paid attention to me?
Lin Momo slapped him over, the sound was very loud, but fortunately there was no one around, and the nurse was not there, Yang Shu covered his hot face, looking at Lin Momo, my heart trembled.
It seems that Yang Shu really likes Lin Momo, especially Lin Momo, who is so irritable, he is just like this.
I don't speak anymore, I'm just waiting to see what happens, it seems that Yang Shu said that he was really sincere to Lin Momo, especially from his painful expression, I could see it.
But Lin Momo didn't seem to be moved, she just said viciously, "Yang Shu, if you say this kind of thing again in the future, you will stay away from me I have already told you that it is impossible, I only have Shen Xuanhan alone in my heart!"
Oh my God, it looks like it's another love triangle, right? I don't know why, but I was caught up in it, and it was ridiculous to think about it.
At this time, Yang Shu stood up, and he said to Lin Momo seriously, "Lin Momo, Shen Xuanhan won't wake up, he is just a vegetative person now, you will only suffer for the rest of your life if you follow him, follow me, I will give you a happy life, let's be together, I really can't do without you." ”
Yang Shu said, pulling Lin Momo's hand, Lin Momo snapped his hand off, and said fiercely: "You are not allowed to say this kind of thing again, who is the only one in my heart? Who do you think you are? You are not worthy of me at all, you should die of this heart as soon as possible!"
Yang Shu was like a deaf ear, and he continued: "Lin Momo, you know what you did, especially the various things you framed Gao Lanlan, do you think Shen Xuanhan will like you after he finds out, will he love you?"
When Lin Momo heard this, her face turned pale, she became irritable, and said viciously, "Yangshu, shut up for me, I know what I have done, don't worry about it, you get out of here, you are just a dog, a lackey, I haven't liked you at all!"
After Lin Momo finished speaking, he sat there coldly, without saying a word.
Yang Shu's face turned pale, and he said: "Lin Momo, have I done so many things for you, you really don't have me in your heart, are you really hard-hearted?" God, you are terrible!"
Yang Shu just said, he held his head in pain, I really can't stand it, my God, it seems that Yang Shu just likes Lin Momo, and all the bad things he does are also under the instruction of Lin Momo.
Then what Lin Momo did to me was really too vicious, I was her high school classmate, my fellow countryman! Thinking of this, my heart twitched, God, what's wrong with this society? There can be such a person!
Seeing them like this, I don't know what my heart feels like, because many years ago I also liked poplar and liked his dedication to me, but now it seems that everything is just a trap.
Although Yang Shu once told me personally that this was just a trap, he was just using my feelings to deceive me, but I didn't believe it at that time, I was just grateful to him.
But when I saw this scene today, I believed it, especially the kind of attitude that Yang Shu treated Lin Momo, as well as Lin Momo's lofty look, I really understood everything, it seems that Lin Momo's charm is really great!