Chapter 149: I Want to Die but I Can't

The following days were peaceful, this kind of thing is enough once, and being able to live is already the favor of the goddess of fate.

People are like this, when they are lucky, they call fate a goddess, and when they are unlucky, they call fate a bitch, and Xiao Qingyu is naturally no exception.

Living this time means that some people are going to be unlucky, he Xiao Qingyu is not a good man and a woman, as for whether he will come again? Such a lineup is simply rare, and next time, it is not easy to find such a lineup.

The matter of revenge always has to be put aside, contradictory, and besieged. made Xiao Qingyu and Lin Ruoxue both feel exhausted, Xiao Qingyu was afraid that he would not know that that night, Lin Ruoxue almost gave up his life for him.

For that woman, Xiao Qingyu had mixed feelings. Lin Ruoxue was the same, so the two of them tacitly did not mention it.

Time is only in the blink of an eye, three days have passed, and most of Xiao Qingyu's injuries have recovered. Although he has not yet recovered, he is already able to move.

The most obvious manifestation is that this animal pulled Lin Ruoxue and came half-pushed.

Lin Ruoxue didn't go to work for three days, which was the first time in the world.

However, she is also willing, some things will be understood after experience, if Xiao Qingyu is really dead, at that moment, Lin Ruoxue really doesn't know where her future direction is?

Therefore, Lin Ruoxue is becoming more and more gentle to Xiao Qingyu.

Xiao Qingyu leaned on the sofa, and Lin Ruoxue nestled in Xiao Qingyu's arms, "I think there is something I should tell you." Lin Ruoxue looked at Xiao Qingyu and said!

"What's the matter?" Xiao Qingyu looked at Lin Ruoxue, judging from Lin Ruoxue's attitude, it shouldn't be a good thing.

"She quit her job and said she was going to leave the city. Lin Ruoxue looked at Xiao Qingyu and said lightly!

When Xiao Qingyu heard this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, he naturally knew who she was referring to in Lin Ruoxue's mouth.

The two are still together, and Lin Xiaoya has to face the problem.

"What don't you want to say?" Lin Ruoxue looked at Xiao Qingyu and asked lightly!

"When people live, they always have to let down some people and let go of some people. Xiao Qingyu said softly, what could he say, give up Lin Ruoxue and go to Lin Xiaoya, if that's the case, I'm afraid my heart will hurt even more!

Desperate to continue to maintain the previous relationship?

Perhaps, changing cities and starting a new life may not be a new life for Lin Xiaoya.

"I can allow you to meet her, we are friends, and this ... Lin Ruoxue didn't say anything, for Lin Xiaoya, it was still cruel after all.

From beginning to end, Lin Xiaoya was defending Xiao Qingyu, and with this, it was worth letting Xiao Qingyu meet.

"You're not jealous?" Xiao Qingyu looked at Lin Ruoxue and asked with a smile!

"Love doesn't go. Lin Ruoxue pouted.

"Yes, I should go. Xiao Qingyu nodded, got up, and quickly put on his coat, before Lin Ruoxue repented, he had to leave.

It was a distressing woman, perhaps, the only mistake between the two was that they met a little late. If it was Lin Xiaoya who met her first, Xiao Qingyu felt that he would fall in love with her.

Looking at Xiao Qingyu's departing figure, Lin Ruoxue snorted, she had a feeling of being cocooned and self-bound, but if Xiao Qingyu was not allowed to meet, would he be willing?

After all, the past has passed, and this time we should know how to cherish it more and welcome the new future from the new.

As for whether the two will break the connection, she doesn't know, perhaps, this should be a test for Xiao Qingyu! Or rather, after experiencing the previous events, her mentality has changed somewhat.

Lin Ruoxue's mood is very complicated, as for Xiao Qingyu, he probably can't guess Lin Ruoxue's thoughts, or rather, this moment. Lin Ruoxue didn't know her own thoughts.

People will always make some actions in this life that they don't understand.

At Lin Xiaoya's home, Xiao Qingyu's figure arrived as scheduled, but found that the house was empty, so he dialed Lin Xiaoya's phone. The prompt is to shut down.

"Are you really leaving?" Xiao Qingyu smiled bitterly, didn't he even give him a chance to say goodbye?

Or rather, she had waited for him, but he never showed up.

In fact, Lin Xiaoya really waited for him. waited for him for three whole days, but unfortunately, Xiao Qingyu never appeared.

From anticipation, it slowly turned to despair.

At the moment when Lin Xiaoya left, he came. Besides, even if this fate continues, I'm afraid it will be a bad fate.

On the riverside, Lin Xiaoya looked at the turbulent river, with a delicate face with a bit of unspeakable haggardness. There were tears in his eyes.

She didn't leave the city, and how could she be willing to leave.

From here, everything about her, is here, looking for a place that no one knows. Starting a new life? That's just a pretext.

Even if I find it, can the pain in my heart be forgotten?

If you can't forget it, what new beginnings can you talk about? Perhaps, death is the latest beginning.

"It's better not to see each other than to see each other. Lin Xiaoya murmured softly, tears in her eyes. Finally dripping, "Qingyu, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely marry you." Lin Xiaoya muttered.

The next moment, the beautiful eyes closed.

Just when Lin Xiaoya was standing on the riverside. A silver-haired old woman was wandering along the riverside, muttering to herself, "Old bastard, where did you go?"

Because there is a person who appears in Zhonghai, so. And here she came.

Most of the people of the previous generation knew Yan Qingtian of the Dragon Guarding Pavilion, and some people who had reached the level knew that the invincible Yan Qingtian in the world was not unrivaled.

For example, the deviant Chu Yuntian who came from the same sect as Yan Qingtian.

However, most people in the world don't know that these two world-class powerhouses dare not claim to be the first, because there is a rumor in the rivers and lakes that Rakshasa does not come out. Who is competing with each other.

Now, the beauty of the year is gray-haired.

A figure was hidden in the dark, looking at the gray-haired woman, her eyes full of sadness.

He was in this life. There are only two people who dare not see it, one is Yan Qingtian, and the other is this woman.

At this time, the figure of the old woman happened to appear not far from Lin Xiaoya.

Lin Xiaoya closed her beautiful eyes and jumped forward. "Farewell. For her, losing Xiao Qingyu is losing the whole world, and she has no nostalgia for this world.

People jump into the river. In fact, it only took a moment, but what was waiting for was not the cold river water.

Lin Xiaoya opened her beautiful eyes, and a white-haired old woman was standing in front of her, "What a beautiful girl, why is she looking for death at such a young age?"

"Leaving a sad person in the world only adds to his sorrow. Lin Xiaoya sighed lightly.

She felt that this white-haired old woman was very mysterious, but for her, a dying person, it didn't matter.

What else is there to be afraid of?

"The only thing to die in the eternal hardship, since you are not even afraid of death, what else is there to be afraid of. The old woman shook her head and smiled!

When Lin Xiaoya heard this, she closed her eyes and said nothing.

The thought of being alive is more painful than death, and love is incomprehensible. The road ahead has been blocked, and as for the way out, it has long been desolate.

To be alive is nothing more than to increase the heartache.

"Sentimental?" the old woman looked at Lin Xiaoya and asked lightly!

Hearing this, Lin Xiaoya nodded lightly.

"Not bad, not bad. The old woman laughed strangely. Lin Xiaoya looked surprised. "Why are you so annoying, old woman. Lin Xiaoya said!

"Charming bones are born, emotional wounds are painful, and I can pass on my mantle. The old woman looked at Lin Xiaoya and said with a smile!

Lin Xiaoya looked at the old woman with a look of ignorance.

However, there was no need to pay attention to it, the next moment, Lin Xiaoya closed her eyes and jumped in the degree.

"How can you do it if you want to die? My wife won't let you die, no one can let you die. The old woman laughed strangely.

"You have to pass on my mantle, man, and after you learn my skills, it will not be easy to get revenge back. The old woman looked at Lin Xiaoya and smiled.

"Girl, come with me!" The old woman grabbed Lin Xiaoya and quickly disappeared in place.

In the dark, the figure of an old guy appeared, "My good girl, I'm afraid this girl is going to be ruined, but it seems to be the man who lost her." The old guy smacked his lips, looking afraid that the world would not be chaotic. is still a little gloating, and I don't know how Xiao Qingyu will feel if he knows it.