Chapter 213: Confessing Your Heart
"Is that the time you said I messed around with other men? Shen Yuenan, I really didn't expect you to have only these things in your head. She said coldly.
As soon as she saw her, she seemed to be angry, and Shen Yuenan was a little panicked.
Is she going to be tired of herself? What can she do?
When he has nothing to do, he can only use his handsome face to please others, and the dignified president will inevitably have times when he makes faces to make others happy.
"Poof!" Yun Qing covered his mouth and laughed stupidly, he was just joking.
"Are you willing to laugh? That's good, then I don't have to worry about it. He said.
"Actually, I was sad at the time, and then I thought about why I should pay attention to you, and I won't forget you because you are so indifferent to me. She said.
She stretched out her hand, and a pair of calloused hands made people feel slightly distressed. She's just a girl, why do she have to endure so much hardship in life?
He held her hand tightly, since God did not give her a better life, then he would give her well. As long as she likes it, he can give it all to her.
"I want to be nice to you, the kind of good that I don't want to hold back. He said as he looked at her earnestly.
With a sweet smile on her face, there will always be someone who will teach her how to love someone.
Since she has chosen to confess to him, her heart will not be less. She also held him tightly, and no one could change the firmness in her heart.
Shen Yuenan straightened up her scattered hair, and asked softly, "Why did you make up your mind to show me your heart?"
She lowered her head again, and whispered: "In the past, I didn't dare to think about it because of my low education, but now it's different, I can continue to study, and when I graduate, won't I be qualified to love you?"
A little pity flashed in his eyes, it turned out that she was so desperate.
"I'm glad you didn't wait until you graduated to confess to me. He added.
"I don't want to! I believe I'll graduate, and I know that I have to start first, and then I suffer. ”
She pouted, a look of joy on her face.
Shen Yuenan couldn't laugh or cry at her playfulness, but he really liked her character.
Sometimes she looks weak and vulnerable, and sometimes she thinks she has a brain, and she looks very cute.
At this time, he felt that the haze in his heart was gradually dispelled, and he held her tightly and was unwilling to let go again.
"I believe that Xiao Yunyun will be even better in the future, maybe you are better than me. ”
"That's not going to work!"
"Huh?"
"What do I want you to do if I'm better than you?" she said.
Seeing her serious appearance, Shen Yuenan couldn't bear to make fun of her.
"You know, you're beautiful with confidence. He laughs.
"Actually, it's okay, I just think that since I still have a chance to do it again, then I can't miss a good man like you! No matter what the final result is, I won't regret my decision. She added.
"Don't worry, I won't let you regret it. He said seriously.
Yun Qing suddenly wanted to rely on him very much, sometimes he was very tired in his heart, and he also wanted someone to huddle together to keep warm, but he had survived all these years by himself.
Although Aunt Ye can also accompany herself, she still has a little expectation of her soul mate in the farthest part of her heart. Isn't it a blessing in life to have someone who can understand you to accompany you?
If she dares to really let go and like someone, she is ready to be hurt by him in the future, but if she rejects the love in her heart and rejects him, she feels that she will only have a full regret in her heart.
Even if you can't be together for a long time in the future, then you can simply have a good past with him.
"I will be happy when I can remember you in the future, whether you will be by my side or not. She whispered again.
"Definitely, unless I'm no longer there by then. He added, only feeling that his nose was sore.
"If we can't be together in the future, then let's remember the days we used to be together. ”
She raised these two hands with ten fingers interlocked, as if true love would really be heart-to-heart forever.
let go of all the psychological burden before she dared to try to love him, she only hoped that she could accompany him well.
"I'm going to tell you a secret about me, I don't know what you're going to think, but I think I should tell you. She added.
"Xiao Yunyun, you say, I'm listening. He added.
She looked up and sighed softly, the secret buried in her heart was still difficult to tell.
"My Aunt Ye is frail and sick, I think you have heard me say it, the last time she was sick and hospitalized, she couldn't pay the medicine bill, someone else paid it for us, they said that if you can't afford it, it doesn't matter, then it will be regarded as a bride price." ”
She said softly, with no fear on her stubborn little face.
She continued: "My mother couldn't bear to watch me marry someone she didn't like because I didn't have money, so I secretly went out to work. ”
He also held her with his other hand, and she must have been tired of carrying these things alone.
"I don't want to marry someone else, I want to marry someone I like. But I never dared to think about these things before, I just want to live a good life with my Aunt Ye. It wasn't until I slowly got to know you and slowly saw my own heart. ”
She put her hand on her heart, and continued: "Until one day I found out that there is not only Aunt Ye here, but also you. ”
There is no substitute for you, but you are the one I want to be with for the rest of my life.
She had told him almost everything she wanted, and she wasn't afraid of being ridiculed by him in the future.
As long as she has a clear conscience, she is worthy of her love.
Shen Yuenan naturally didn't let her down, he whispered to her: "Do you know why I like you? Sometimes I think I just like myself, but that's how I like you even more." You are an irreplaceable existence in my heart. ”
Yun Qing also nodded, she believed him at this moment. Although she heard that people may accelerate the end of this relationship after falling in love, she is not afraid at all.
If the world had to play tricks on her like this, then she would be unconvinced and rise up to slaughter it like this.
The face is light and breezy, but the heart is full of faith. Once her love for him is confirmed, it cannot be easily changed.
"Yuenan, I'll fall in love with you until I'm old. She laughed.
Shen Yuenan also seemed to understand her thoughts, he bowed his head and said to her, "Okay, talk about a love without marriage." ”
Yun Qing found that his cheeks were red, it turned out that he really understood himself so well.
The reason why she is reluctant to get married is because she has read too many stories about the chicken feathers and the like after marriage, if he really loves himself, then he will respect his principles, but if he is afraid, then he will let him go.
If two people have different goals, one of them will definitely be wronged in the future. She didn't want to be unhappy in the future, and she didn't want him to be unhappy in the future.
"You know, I'm not very good at dealing with these relationships. Especially, things between relatives. She said softly.
"I can understand you, and I can respect you completely. Even if you don't love me, I'll still love you. He said seriously.
Yun Qing somehow burst into tears, and the crystal clear beads seemed to be deliberately embellished on the black eyelashes.
Her small face looks demure and cute, and sometimes a little cold and arrogant. No matter what kind of personality she has, she will fully accept her in her heart.
He whispered to her again, "Do you want a baby for that Yunqing?" If you don't want to, then I don't want to." ”
Yun Qing "snorted" in her heart, she had never considered this problem yet.
Maybe it's something to think about, wouldn't their love be too monotonous, but if it does, how can she teach a child?
The road ahead may slowly fall out of her control. For a moment, she was stage frightened.
"If he does come, then we'll go with the flow. If he doesn't come, then we'll only live in a two-person world, okay?" he laughs.
"It seems that you have more ideas, so I'll let it be. After all, I don't have the heart to think about these things, I only think about how to stay together for the rest of my life," she added.
To be able to hear her words today is as if he had spent all his luck. He never thought that one day she would take the initiative to speak her mind, and the two of them were a little sudden.
Seeing her smiling, that's what he likes to see. There was no sadness and pain on her face, only joy and joy written all over her little face.
Sometimes, God has never treated him badly, has he?
The secretary was driving, he listened to these two people saying oaths or something along the way, he felt that he would never have to eat again tonight, this dog food was enough for him to eat for half a month, right?
He had long felt that these two people were a good match, both in terms of personality and appearance.
The car soon returned to Shen's house, and Yun Qing suddenly felt that this place was a little familiar. She also slowly began to learn to feel this place with her heart, because this is where he lives.
Shen Yuenan didn't let her walk out of the car by herself, he opened the car door for her, and then reached out and took her back to the second floor.
"Oh my God, it's dog food again!"
The secretary was a little crying and laughing, how could these two people be like this!
In the end, the secretary really didn't have the heart to watch people show affection, so he got back into the car and drove away quickly.
upstairs
Yun Qing still turned on the TV, and she found that the channel she opened this time was the same one last time. Could it be that Mr. Shen doesn't like to watch TV?
At this time, Shen Yuenan took a glass of warm water to her.
"Last time I didn't know you were coming, I watched an episode of SpongeBob SquarePants by myself. Suddenly, I found that it was pretty good-looking. He laughs.
Yun Qing felt a little surprised, was he explaining something to himself?
Like, it's really true.
Shen Yuenan continued: "I made you cry angrily that time, and I didn't feel good about it. But I only think that since you are pregnant with someone else's child, you have to learn to keep your distance from other men, I have no other way, I can only do this to you. ”
Yun Qing smiled, but she didn't say anything like "it's okay".
At that time, she was indeed very sad and sad, she listened to him and felt his mood at that time.
If it were me, I guess I would do the same as him.
"Why did you treat me well?" she asked.
"You are so busy that you haven't even eaten, how can I bear it? If the person you love can't make you happy, then I'll love you secretly and selfishly. ”