CHAPTER XXXV
Xiao Tianyang returned home with a gloomy face, just opened the door, but He Manzi threw herself into her arms like a fire, she hugged it so tightly, and she muttered in her mouth: "Tianyang, I was wrong, Tianyang, we won't break up!"
Xiao Tianyang raised his arm helplessly, after all, he still put his arm on her back, but there was no wave on his face calmly, if it was yesterday, Xiao Tianyang would still be moved by her, but today, his heart has become a rock, even if He Manzi is a fire, he can no longer burn his body, nor can he warm that already cold heart!
The two had been snuggling in bed for a long time, but they didn't speak.
"Manzi, I've been asking you, what do you like about me, can you tell me?" Xiao Tianyang said lightly.
He Manzi's heart was miserable, after snuggling in bed for so long, Xiao Tianyang was motionless like a sculpture, and the thoughts in his heart can be imagined!
"At that time, your personality was very melancholy, I knew that you had too many things hidden in your heart, maybe your heart was under a lot of pressure, but your academic performance was very good, which made me very curious, until one day you were reading the newspaper at the newsstand, I patted you lightly in the back, you turned your head suddenly, smiled at me, that smile was so bright, I remember it was cloudy, but when you smiled, I felt that the whole sky was bright, it turned out that a person's smile can be so bright! Maybe it's because you smile less, so your smile is precious, and I'm fascinated by your smile. As I came into contact with you, I found more and more that you were like a deep well, and the closer I got to you, the less I knew about you, and slowly I fell into this well......"
He Manzi looked at the ceiling in a daze, and his thoughts returned to the carefree college days, how good it was at that time, the two of them ate together, went to class together, went shopping together, and even bargained with the vendor for a dollar in the night market, shivering from the cold but chewing spicy stinky tofu in his mouth, opening his eyes every day is sweet, closing his eyes is happy, at that time the two of them had no money, but life was very full and happy, but now ......
Since graduating, as time goes on, everything has become more and more complicated, everything has become confusing, feelings have become more and more impure, and now even the proudest love is about to fall apart, and He Manzi's heart is broken......
Xiao Tianyang was stunned, he remembered that afternoon, and that incident also left a deep impression on his mind. It was one afternoon, the sky was cloudy, he had just finished physical education class, he was reading the newspaper in the newsstand, in fact, he saw He Manzi coming from a distance, at that time, for him, He Manzi was a fairy, he could only watch from a distance and not get close, he could only pretend to read the newspaper as if nothing happened, but he could feel that He Manzi was tiptoeing towards him. Xiao Tianyang's heart was beating "through", he could barely breathe, he really couldn't understand what this beauty wanted to do, you must know that he hadn't even spoken to her at that time.
He Manzi gently patted him on the shoulder, and at the same time screamed softly, Xiao Tianyang could only pretend to be casual and turn his head back, and laughed at the same time, how did he know that it was this smile that inexplicably captured He Manzi's heart, thus creating this relationship that lasted for several years, and also created this doomed and painful ending!
He Manzi twisted her sore neck slightly, looked up at the window, the sun had risen high, and it was a new day, but for her, maybe there would be no sunshine in her life from today, because the boy with a sunny smile was about to leave him.
He Manzi sighed softly, the two of them slept all night with each other, and Xiao Tianyang also hugged her honestly all night. This is the first time that two people have stayed together all night, if in the past, this is something that Xiao Tianyang can't ask for, but tonight, he has no interest, the torture of conscience and the pain of the imminent breakup made him not sleep all night, but until now he still can't think of how to say the word "breakup" with He Manzi!
He Manzi turned his head, and the two of them looked at each other like that, maybe both of them were waiting for the other to say those two words, but no one spoke. He Manzi smiled suddenly, got up gently, and went out.
He Manzi made a decision, she suddenly wanted to see how Xiao Tianyang said "break up" to herself, she wanted to see the face when he said that he broke up, was it the excitement that could not be hidden, or the guilt that could not be hidden? She really wanted to see the face of the man who saw the strange thoughts, this may help her in the future, after all, she spent so long to love someone, but got such a result, this can not but be said to be a kind of irony, this man she once loved deeply, what kind of pain should be left for her?
In the next few days, He Manzi went home to cook and sleep as usual every day, and there was not even a little sadness on his face, so Xiao Tianyang was extremely sad, and even sat on pins and needles! He originally thought that his hints were enough, and his performance was already obvious, with He Manzi's character, he would never be so procrastinating, so it was natural for her to propose to break up, but who would have thought that He Manzi suddenly seemed to be a different person, and began to turn a blind eye to everything about herself, and even took care of herself as before. Didn't she change her mind, did she? As soon as she thought of this problem, Xiao Tianyang was shocked into a cold sweat, there was not much time left for half a month, if she didn't solve it quickly, it was likely that the chickens and eggs would be beaten, what should she do?
In fact, Xiao Tianyang's anxious expression He Manzi saw it in her eyes one by one, but she still took care of him wholeheartedly as before, but she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable in her heart. In a few years, even if he raised a dog, I am afraid that he would have some feelings, but Xiao Tianyang is so ruthless! Looking at his expression like sitting on pins and needles, He Manzi couldn't help but sneer, hum! I want to be a **, and I want to set up a memorial arch, see how long you can hold on?
That night, it was Xiao Tianyang's night shift, and He Manzi cooked dinner for him as usual, but Xiao Tianyang seemed to have something on his mind, and it seemed that he was eating very hard.
He Manzi sighed, put down her chopsticks, and asked, "Is my rice unpalatable?"
"No, it's not!" Xiao Tianyang said.
"Is that your illness?"
"Nope!"
"Is that what do you want to say to me?" After saying this, He Manzi stared at Xiao Tianyang's face tightly, the road has been paved, it depends on whether he dares to go.
Xiao Tianyang still shook his head.
He Manzi was completely disappointed, she no longer knew how to evaluate this person, she already felt that she didn't know him better and less, what should this be? Hypocrisy or cowardice? The big husband does things in one word, and if he dares to do it, he must dare to be it, what is such a mother-in-law and mother?
He Manzi threw down his chopsticks and went into the room.
After a long time, I only heard Xiao Tianyang shouting at the door: "Manzi?"
"The door is unlocked!"
Xiao Tianyang gently pushed the door in, and He Manzi was sitting on the edge of the bed with a huff.
Xiao Tianyang suddenly came over and gently hugged He Manzi in his arms, He Manzi struggled lightly, and let him hold him, but he couldn't help shedding tears. has been a lover for many years, but a simple hug made her cry, which cannot but be said to be a kind of irony!
"Manzi, I'm leaving!" Xiao Tianyang said honestly.
With a usual hug and a usual word, He Manzi knew that everything about them was irreparable, and she knew that tomorrow should be the day they broke up. She closed her eyes in pain, nodded after a long time, and said softly, "Go ahead!"
Hearing the sound of Xiao Tianyang leaving, He Manzi couldn't bear it anymore, and lay on the bed crying. When I was tired of crying, I thought about it stupidly, thinking about it, tears flowed down again, and I don't know how long it took, He Manzi fell asleep in a daze......