But in the previous dream, His Majesty only looked at the back in front of him from a distance, and he couldn't even see her face clearly. ”

Fa Ming nodded: "So why did His Majesty go directly into the water at this time?"

Lin Xuechu: "Perhaps, after that dream reaches this stage, His Majesty needs to make such a reaction?"

"I've thought about it. ”

It's just that when he didn't fully figure it out, Lin Xuechu disappeared directly.

Now Fa Ming can talk to Lin Xuechu about these things so calmly, largely because Lin Xuechu has returned.

"And then?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Fa Ming shook his head: "I don't know what went wrong after that, and I always feel that something is strange." ”

"Dao Chief, why is Your Majesty like this, who is the person in the purple robe?"

Fa Ming said: "My guess is His Majesty's mother. ”

"I have known His Majesty since he was little. ”

After that, Lin Xuechu told Fa Ming some things before, and Fa Ming said after hearing it: "In that process, did Your Majesty ever think about returning to this place?"

"When I was a child, my majesty had only one wish, and that was to go to the national capital. Lin Xuechu spoke.

Fa Ming said: "If you say this, Your Majesty thought of his mother at that time. ”

"The belief of the national capital should have been passed on by her to Her Majesty. ”

Speaking of this, Lin Xuechu suddenly thought of what Guan Shanyue said to herself before: "But I don't know if what A-Niang did was right or wrong...... They all said she was at fault. ”

Fa Ming: "Who are they?"

Lin Xuechu: "It should be someone from this village." ”

Fa Ming: "The place where we are now is what His Majesty personally said he was going to come. ”

Lin Xuechu looked at Fa Ming.

……

"I'm here because this is where I used to live. Guan Shanyue's throat was a little dry.

Lin Xuechu handed him the tea.

"Xiaoxue, it's my fault. ”

Lin Xuechu shook his head: "It's okay, Your Majesty, can you know who the person in the dream is now?"

Guan Shanyue nodded: "Actually, the closer you get here, the more clear the person in the dream is, it's me...... A-Niang. ”

Lin Xuechu: "Did you see her?"

"I've been convincing myself not to think about the past, but in the previous dream, A-Niang finally smiled at me, and she said that she would always be with me, even if she didn't go to the national capital. ”

Lin Xuechu said: "Your Majesty, do you have any other feelings?"

Guan Shanyue: "At that time, I felt that I liked to listen to what A-Niang said, I felt that the place where I was was very warm, but I ......"

"But Your Majesty's real feeling is actually cold, isn't it?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Guan Shanyue nodded.

Lin Xuechu said softly: "Actually, from the outside, His Majesty at that time had already walked into the river. ”

"I don't have any impression when I do these things, I still hear my name called, just. ”

Guan Shanyue lowered her eyes.

It's just that A-Niang in the dream kept pulling herself, "A-Yue,

Don't you want to be with A-Niang?"

This is the sentence that Guan Shanyue hears the most in her dreams.

"When I felt like I was about to freeze to death—" Guan Shanyue continued, "but at that time, my consciousness was telling me that I wasn't cold now, I was warm. ”

Lin Xuechu and Fa Ming glanced at each other.

At this time, it should be the time for Guan Shanyue to stand in the river.

The scenery and feeling in the dream are warm.

But at the same time, the reality is biting cold.

"When I was about to touch A-Niang's hand. Guan Shanyue spoke, "I lost consciousness." ”

When I opened my eyes again, I was at the place where I had told Fa Ming a moment before he fell unconscious.

Lin Xuechu: "Then it is clear now, the person in your dream before has appeared." ”

"It's my mother. Guan Shanyue said, "I remembered." ”

"Your Majesty, do you know why you reacted differently this time?" Fa Ming began.

Guan Shanyue said: "I walk according to the perception in my dreams every time, and when I do those things in my dreams, I don't feel anything, just like now, I am following my own intuition at that time." ”

Fa Ming: "I'm thinking about one thing now, why did I suddenly interrupt His Majesty's previous behavior in this place?"

"Perhaps, is it getting closer and closer to this place?" Guan Shanyue said.

Fa Ming: "What happened here ten years ago?"

"My memory is vague. ”

"In Your Majesty's memory, is there a picture of you and your mother?"

Guan Shanyue nodded after hearing this: "She has always existed in my memory in the form of fragments. ”

"What is it that has to do with water?" Fa Ming asked.

Thinking of A-Niang, Guan Shanyue will always put her memories on the water.

In fact, there is this river in the village, a river that they call "can save people", but in the memory before the age of ten, Guan Shanyue would always think of the scene when A-Niang brought him to the river.

The river flowed along the village into the distance, and Guan Shanyue at that time had also gone to find the end of the river.

But the river is like life.

I don't know if I'll be walking along that shore in the next second.

"A-Niang doesn't like to talk. Guan Shanyue spoke, "In the past, she would go to the river to do laundry, and I was there when she was doing laundry." ”

Sunshine doesn't know how many times she wore it obliquely between the ends of A-Niang's hair, and when Guan Shanyue squatted on the ground, she always waited for A-Niang to finish washing her clothes quickly, and then go back to cook for herself.

At the beginning, Ah Niang would say to herself: "Ah Yue is in a hurry, don't worry, Ah Niang will be fine soon." ”

Guan Shanyue has no friends, and she doesn't know why A-Niang always comes out to wash clothes with herself in the early morning.

But after a long time, you get used to it.

At that time, the morning dew, the birdsong, and the streams were all Guan Shanyue's friends.

Ah Niang always carried herself out of the river before another group of people who were also carrying dirty clothes came over.

For a while, Guan Shanyue hated it when she saw the river.

Even one evening he threw a lot of stones into the river.

"A-Niang won't come again!" Guan Shanyue shouted towards the river.

In response to him was the cricket of the night.

What made Guan Shanyue feel happy was that what she said was correct, thinking that A-Niang hadn't washed her clothes in this river for a long time.

After going back, Guan Shanyue looked at A-Niang's cooked meal.

"Is it that A-Niang won't go there to wash clothes in the future?"

A-Niang said: "Yes." ”

"Great!"

Guan Shanyue thought that A-Niang would no longer dodge when she met that group of people.

In the evening, A-Niang went to another room as usual.

Guan Shanyue asked many times why she couldn't sleep with her mother.

Daddy just turned off the lights and said, "You'll see her again tomorrow when you wake up." ”

So although the morning was cold, it was the longest time of the day when I stayed with A-Niang.

Guan Shanyue gradually liked the morning.

Until that day.

Lin Xuechu looked at Guan Shanyue: "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you?"

Guan Shanyue held her head, and then said, "I feel that my head hurts a little." ”

There are some things that have been pressed by themselves all this time, and it seems that they are about to come out.

In the memory, A-Niang's face no longer appears with the sun.

It was a dark night, and A-Niang kept shouting a word to herself.

"Don't ...... Looking back......"

Guan Shanyue tried very hard to remember A-Niang's words, "There is a ...... behind"

"What?" Lin Xuechu asked.

Guan Shanyue shook her head, "I'm about to remember." ”

Fa Ming filled Guan Shanyue with tea: "Your Majesty, don't worry, think slowly." ”

Guan Shanyue: "I don't know why my heart hurts so much. ”

Lin Xuechu stood up.

Fa Ming said: "Your Majesty, you rest first, and when you are well, we will continue to analyze." ”

After speaking, Lin Xuechu nodded to Guan Shanyue with Fa Ming and then turned to leave.

After gently closing the door, Lin Xuechu looked at Fa Ming: "Dao Chief, Your Majesty is like this, I can't bear to let him think about it anymore." ”

"It's something he's deliberately forgotten, and he can't hold it down now. ”

"He was in pain. Lin Xuechu said, "Forgetting may be the best way." ”

"Perhaps forgetting is the best way, but Your Majesty will not choose to forget. ”

Fa Ming pushed open the door next to him: "It's better to wait for ......"

Guan Shanyue's door was suddenly opened.

Lin Xuechu and Fa Ming looked towards the door in unison.

Guan Shanyue was already squatting on the ground and crying loudly.

(End of chapter)