Chapter 276: You're More Important
My tears fell instantly.
I raised my head and looked at Mo Yunqian and said, "No, Shaofan can't be fine, he can't be fine." ”
I started to panic and I suddenly remembered......
Seeing my reaction like this, Mo Yunqian's expression darkened.
"Wei Ran, don't hide in your memories, you can only choose one of love and responsibility, originally I was like this, and I kept deceiving you, but Lu Shaofan had a car accident, and generally after the car accident, everyone who entered the intensive care ward ......"
Before Mo Yunqian's words were finished, I shook off his hand and ran out.
I only know one thing, and that is that Lu Shaofan can't have an accident.
Guilt, hesitation, constantly tearing at my heart.
For the past few days, I have kept myself in my old memories, selfishly making him miserable and making him despair.
However, I didn't think about asking him to give his life, I just lost myself, I didn't know what to do, and in the end things turned out like this.
Thinking of this, I ran out desperately, the sun was shining on my body, and I was still very scared, but what was all this fear compared to the torture that Lu Shaofan was subjected to?
Not far away, Mo Yunqian chased after me, and he hugged me tightly in his arms.
"Wei Ran, you don't have to do anything now, follow me to the hospital and see him!"
Hearing Mo Yunqian say this, my body suddenly stiffened.
I looked up at him, tears all over my face.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to do this, I don't want to torture myself like this, and I torture you too, but all this, since I returned home with him, everything has changed, my heart has been shaking, I know that I am sorry for Shaofan and our family, but this kind of feeling, the more I suppress it, the more vigorous it is in my heart......"
At this moment, I blame myself.
Mo Yunqian hugged me tightly in his arms.
"Wei Ran, don't blame yourself, don't feel guilty, neither Lu Shaofan nor I want to see you like this! What we want is that you can be happy! But we never expected that the thing Wen Ya did would torture you like this!"
When Mo Yunqian mentioned that matter, my heart ached fiercely.
Yes, I did something that should not be very bad, but I don't hate that man, because I love him, even though I am Lu Shaofan's wife, but I don't love my husband, I clearly know that the person I love is Mo Yunqian.
"Shaofan, he will definitely not forgive me, he can't forgive me! Yun Qian, what should I do, what should I do, loving you makes me feel so painful, my heart is like being roasted on the fire all the time, but I can't cry out for pain, because I don't have that qualification!"
My emotions were starting to collapse again, and I couldn't keep my cool when I thought about it.
Then Mo Yunqian hugged me tightly, his lips leaned against my ear and whispered: "Wei Ran, you have to be calm, whether it is pain or self-blame, now Lu Shaofan needs you!"
Hearing this, my body suddenly stiffened.
Yes, Shaofan needs me, he was in a car accident and he is now in the hospital.
I suddenly remembered, and immediately I stared at Mo Yunqian tightly.
"Quick, take me to the hospital, I can't leave him there alone!"
Seeing that I reacted, Mo Yunqian took my hand tightly and quickly led me into his car.
The car drove all the way to the hospital, and I was anxious and scared.
"Shaofan will be fine, right? He will be fine, right?"
Hearing me say this, Mo Yunqian on the side pursed his lips tightly.
"Don't worry, we'll know the situation when we go. ”
Along the way, I never let go of my heart.
However, when we arrived at the hospital, we were told by the hospital that no one could enter Lu Shaofan's ward.
But I've already made it clear that I'm his wife, and I'm still being shut out.
I was standing at the door of the intensive care unit, the curtain was drawn inside, and I couldn't see anything.
Mo Yunqian on the side looked at all this with a serious expression, but he couldn't do anything about this matter.
I turned my head to look at Mo Yunqian, "You know so many people, so rich, can you help me think of a way, I must see him, I won't make a sound, I don't bother him, I just want to know how he is!"
Seeing me say this, Mo Yunqian frowned tightly.
"Wei Ran...... The hospital won't let you see you, there must be a reason for them, and they are also good for Lu Shaofan!"
Yes, what he said was not wrong, the hospital did not let me see him, and he was also responsible for Lu Shaofan.
But when I couldn't see him, my heart was full of anxiety and fear.
Mo Yunqian has always stood outside with me, he knows that I am in pain, so he also accompanies me in pain.
After my emotions calmed down, he took my hand and said, "I'll take you to dinner first, otherwise your body will not be able to stand it if you continue like this!"
Hearing him say that, I shook my head slightly.
"Yun Qian, I've been running away these days, I pretend that I forgot everything, I only remember the time I spent with you, but Shaofan had an accident, it's just that I realized how deeply I hurt him these days, I have never been like this before, he is my husband, I want to have him alone, and at the same time, as his wife, I also want to be loyal to him forever! But my heart has lied from the beginning, even if the life in France in those years is happy, my heart has never belonged to him! But...... ”
As I said that, my tears began to fall again.
I looked at Mo Yunqian with a self-deprecating smile on my face.
"But do you know, if Shaofan can wake up, he can still be by my side as before, I am willing to abandon everything, accompany him, atone for his sins at that time, and repay his kindness at that time!"
When he heard me say this, Mo Yunqian's expression gradually darkened.
"Wei Ran, whether it's me or him, I don't want you to have such thoughts, Lu Shaofan is not as perfect as you think, he has also made mistakes, and he has tried his best to cover up those mistakes, afraid of being discovered by you!
When I heard Mo Yunqian say this, I looked at him puzzled.
"What do you mean by that? How can he be guilty, how can he be such a good person, how can he make mistakes? Even if he made a mistake, it was only Qi Yuan and An Kang, but he was forced to do it, didn't he?"
When he saw me say this, Mo Yunqian's face stiffened slightly.
He is very conflicted, this matter may be able to be covered up forever, but it may not be able to cover it up, and it will only cause more harm in the future.
But Mo Yunqian still raised his eyes and gave me a complicated look.
Immediately, he curled the corners of his lips and smiled faintly.
Yes, it can't be said, it's not appropriate to say it at this time, because he can't let all the injuries rush towards the person in front of him, and he has to protect her.
So, Mo Yunqian looked at me and said, "Yes, I'm talking about Qi Yuan and Ankang, so, if you can accept it, I'll accompany you in the hospital and wait for him to wake up!"
So it's really just this thing.
But at this time, I suddenly remembered Sihan again.
When I remembered it, my tears began to fall again.
In the past few days, I have been so selfish, I have never even seen Sihan, he is my child, a child I regard as my life.
"Yun Qian, can you do me a favor?"
Hearing this, Mo Yunqian spoke: "You say." ”
Immediately, I looked at him and said, "I want to accompany Shaofan here, if you are free, help me accompany Sihan, as long as Shaofan's situation is stable, I am suitable to see him!"
I don't want to see Sihan as I am, because I'm afraid I'll only scare my children.
Seeing me say this, Mo Yunqian said softly: "Sihan is there, I will go, but now you are more important!"