Chapter 146: Independence
This night, I slept a little dazed, I didn't sleep very deeply, but I couldn't wake up.
When I opened my eyes at dawn, I was greeted by Lu Shaofan's smile.
His eyes were fixed on me, and I didn't even know when he woke up.
"You...... Look at me for a long time?"
I couldn't help but ask.
But I saw that Lu Shaofan stretched out his hand to help me brush the broken hair in front of my forehead.
"It didn't take long, but you woke up not long after waking up, actually, I really wanted to see you for a while, but I didn't want you to wake up so early. ”
When I heard him say this, I amusedly reached out and lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
"The plan of the day lies in the morning, and I haven't seen Sihan all night, I miss him!"
With that, I got out of bed and went to the door.
Behind me, Lu Shaofan also walked over quickly, but he hugged me from behind.
"Well, I can't think of anything else, give me some other benefits, for example, it's okay to hug me, right?"
My body was stunned to hear him say that, but when I realized what he said, I shook my head amusedly.
"You're like you! I'm going to hug you just when I get up!"
However, hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan rested his chin on my shoulder again.
"Wei Ran, do you know, every morning when I open my eyes, the first person I see is you, and then I can hug you, I think this kind of life really makes me feel very happy!
Four years ago, Lu Shaofan had lost, he had tasted the pain of loss, and then he had been trying his best to make up for it, but with little effect.
He thought that he would never have it again in his life, but fate seemed to favor him again.
He really wanted to live in this place for the rest of his life, he really wanted that the man named Mo Yunqian would not come over to disturb his life for the rest of his life, but without Mo Yunqian, he wanted other things.
Lu Shaofan has always taken care of it in his heart, but the so-called other things, he thought, may never be revealed.
"Hey, have you hugged enough, how long has it been and still haven't let go?"
I pumped him amusefully.
Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan still leaned on my shoulder, closed his eyes and enjoyed: "I really want to hold you like this, I will never be able to hold you enough!"
Suddenly hearing this, my expression paused slightly, and I didn't want Lu Shaofan to let go of me again.
"Okay, I can't always hold you like this, my son is important, I haven't seen him all night, I miss him too!"
After saying this, he reached out again and took my hand in his palm, feeling the warmth of his palm, I couldn't help but smile at the corners of my lips.
Lu Shaofan pulled me out of the room with me, but when we came out together, we happened to meet the unexpected eyes of the nanny and the servants at home.
Sure enough, they always knew that although Lu Shaofan and I lived together in the name of husband and wife, our relationship was actually stranger than respecting each other.
But in such a short night, we suddenly came out of the same room holding hands and laughing, and everyone in the family was stunned.
Sihan was being hugged by the confinement lady at this time, I walked over and hugged him, he looked at me with big eyes, and smiled happily.
Lu Shaofan stretched out his hand to tease his little face, and said with a smile: "Look at it, Sihan and you seem to be carved out of the same mold." ”
Hearing Lu Shaofan say this, my expression paused slightly, and then I took a closer look at Sihan, indeed, Sihan looks very similar to me, but only this pair of eyes is very similar to Mo Yunqian, coincidentally, Lu Shaofan and Mo Yunqian are brothers, not like other places, like these eyes.
People who don't know, when they see Sihan's eyes, they naturally think that he is the child of me and Lu Shaofan, because these eyes are like Mo Yunqian, and they are also like Lu Shaofan.
I pretended to be calm and glanced at Lu Shaofan, "You are going to the winery in a while, before you go to work, hug Sihan for a while!"
Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan immediately took Sihan over with a smile.
"Little thing, quick, call Daddy, call Daddy......"
Lu Shaofan teased him while holding Sihan, I heard him say this, and couldn't help laughing: "How can you do this father, the child is only more than two months old, and you let him call him father......"
Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan looked at me and smiled: "It's not impossible, maybe my son is a genius!"
Seeing Lu Shaofan's love for Sihan, my heart instantly seemed to be filled with something.
It's so good that Lu Shaofan really likes this child.
Soon, the child was taken away to feed, I ate breakfast with Lu Shaofan, and halfway through eating, I suddenly looked at Lu Shaofan and said: "Shaofan, you see, I have been resting for too long, and I also want to go out and find something to do." ”
Hearing this, Lu Shaofan ate his meal.
Then he raised his eyes and looked at me and said, "You are not good at French or English, and if you go out to work, it may be very difficult." ”
At the moment, I looked at him and said, "Actually, I have thought about it, in fact, I have some savings, I want to invest in a Chinese restaurant, I have also worked as a manager in a restaurant before, and I can be regarded as having some experience." ”
As soon as he heard me say this, Lu Shaofan's eyes immediately lit up.
"Your idea is good, opening a Chinese restaurant in France, maybe the business will be good in the future, but why should you worry about this money? Although you have a little savings, it may not be enough, it is better for me as the boss to invest, and you will seriously go over and be your boss?"
I actually expected Lu Shaofan to say this, and I looked at him and shook my head.
"I know you're thinking about me, but Shaofan, it's not that I don't want to accept your help, I just want to make myself more independent. ”
Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan frowned.
"Wei Ran, by my side, I can help you settle anything, everything I have is yours, I just want to give you the best life. ”
I always knew Lu Shaofan's thoughts, but this time I resolutely refused.
"Shaofan, independence is a person's most basic survival skill, I don't deny it, I believe in you, as long as I am by your side, I can live under your protection for the rest of my life, but do you know? I am really afraid that one day I will become a person who has achieved nothing and is barren in the spiritual world, since I am your wife, even in many things, I can't compare with you, I am already many, much worse than you, I just want to shorten the distance between us a little bit in terms of ability. ”
Xu didn't expect me to say such a thing, Lu Shaofan looked at me in surprise.
The corners of his mouth suddenly hooked, and he reached out and held my hand tightly.
"Wei Ran, I'm very happy to hear you say such things! Okay, if you don't meddle in your affairs, that's what you want, well, I promise you, let you do it yourself, if you don't come to me for help, I will never help you!"