Chapter 136: The Product of Narcissism

Xu Feifei sang a white-faced comfort to Xie Anqi, Lin Bao is a chicken thief, after listening to it, he knows that he is half cold.

What the hell, I stabbed Lou Zi?

In the next second, after Xu Feifei's serious eyes floated over, Lin Bao only felt that a black pot was already on his head, and he laughed dryly: "I'll go out first...... You two talk. ”

"No, you leave it for me. It was Xie Anqi who spoke.

She wiped her red eyes, and her aggrieved appearance didn't look like a proud princess at all, and she said with a crying voice: "Lin Bao, I have a mother...... I was also born of a woman. ”

"Yes, yes, I went too far. "Lin Bao, who can always look at moderation, was pretending to kill just now, and now he will kneel down and lick the dog.

"You don't have to be perfunctory to me. She took Xu Feifei's tissue and wiped her tears, but unfortunately her emotions had collapsed, and her tears couldn't stop flowing, crying and saying: "Feifei, my mother's matter, I have found out all these years." ”

After all, it is a best friend, and in a word, Xu Feifei knew what happened today, Lin Bao, that bastard, actually attacked Xie Anqi's biggest weakness.

She felt sorry for her best friend, was a little angry with Lin Bao, and thought this guy was smart.

Hit a snake and hit seven inches, and kill people to punish the heart.

Xu Feifei was most afraid that he would expose his weakness, but Lin Bao actually understood this set of thoughts about dealing with people.

She hugged Xie Anqi, "Anqi, you mean, you found your mother?"

"No......" she sobbed like a wounded child, "my dad never said anything, always perfunctory to me...... I said that when I was born, my mother died. ”

This is a birth mystery that began when Xie Anqi was a child, she has no mother, and she has never seen a photo of her mother, even if she dies, she should let her daughter have a thought, at least know what the person who gave birth to herself looks like.

It's a pity that her childhood passed in a perfunctory way, and his father tried to divert his attention so that the rich little princess gradually stopped thinking about it.

But when she grows up, whether it is film or television, she will realize that the fact that she does not have a mother by her side is a very special existence, and she is so special that she doesn't even know what she looks like.

"But how can people die without leaving a photo, without any relics, they are obviously lying to me. Xie Anqi has her own little cleverness, she knows that asking is in vain, and she began to look for another way.

Finally, she found an answer, one that she couldn't accept.

Xie Anqi's father, who led the family to glory when he was young, was born handsome and chic, was an extremely conceited and narcissist, it was under this narcissism that he felt that his genes were perfect, so he wanted to try, give birth to a more perfect child, and inherit all his excellence.

This narcissism made him wonder if he would succeed in merging the advantages of the East and the West if he had a child with a perfect white woman.

And then...... Angel Xie was born.

"I was born to satisfy his whims, to satisfy his narcissism!"

This terrifying truth directly made Xie Anqi collapse, knowing the truth, she would rather not know.

"I'm like a monster made by a pervert in a laboratory, my body is nothing but a container, a product of his narcissism, and then he raised me and looked at me as if he were appreciating the results of his experiments, and I was disgusted! I never wanted to see him again!" she yelled and burst into tears.

After listening to this miraculous birth, Lin Bao only felt that the world was so big that there were no surprises.

Rich people really know how to play.

It's just that this approach is indeed a bit perverted, and anyone who changes it will feel that they are like guinea pigs, and they instantly have a feeling of losing their personality.

It's like one day, scientists suddenly discovered that the origin of human beings is a nest of pets that aliens have a temporary interest and keep to observe them at any time, what kind of mood does it have to be......

Xu Feifei, who was born in a wealthy family, has seen a lot of things that ruin the three views, but this time, she really can't think of how to comfort Xie Anqi.

Xie Anqi hugged Xu Feifei, "Actually, we were able to become friends back then, because you didn't have a mother, I think we are the same kind of people, but later I found out that although your mother passed away, there is her shadow everywhere in your life, I envy you ......"

"Angel...... Now that you know the truth, can't you find your mother?"

"Can't find ...... There was a non-disclosure agreement for that thing, and the woman disappeared after giving birth to me. ”

She has never seen her mother's photo, but she is not allowed to use the photo to find someone, perhaps, her biological mother has no idea to come back to see her, giving birth to a child is just a transaction, which makes Xie Anqi feel even more chilled.

The lack of maternal love may become a black hole in Xie Anqi's life in her life, but this truth is the knot of her most pain and resentment.

She felt that she was not a daughter, but just the result of a narcissistic experiment, creating a face that blended Eastern and Western beauty, a container of skin, and her personality may not exist at the moment of birth.

This black hole may be more difficult to fill than the lack of love.

So in those years, she was crazy about seeking thrills, countless extreme sports, on the verge of death, looking for a feeling of being alive, but many times, she found herself also narcissistic about this body, that kind of contradiction and disgusting, which made her feel that she had inherited her father's perverted genes.

"I'm going to disfigure me now, without this face, I'll see if he recognizes me as a daughter. ”

"Anqi, don't rush. ”

As she spoke, Xie Anqi was about to get out of the car, but Xu Feifei hurriedly stopped her.

Lin Bao finally knew how big the basket was today.

I really hurt the eldest lady......

She's crazy now.

"Bastard, why are you stunned!" Xu Feifei was struggling to stop and scolded, Lin Bao immediately reached out and grabbed Xie Anqi, and met the red and swollen eyes of the crying goblin, "Lin Bao, you won, I admit defeat, let me go." ”

"Don't, don't be willful, there are always losers in life, why can't it be you. ”

As soon as the words came out, Xu Feifei pinched him desperately, bastard, you still say this kind of thing at this time.

Unexpectedly, Xie Anqi paused.

Is it possible to fight poison with poison?

Lin Bao didn't care about the pain, and hurriedly said: "There are no people in this world who can achieve happiness at all, not even a very few, and the vast majority of the so-called happiness is self-protection that is satisfied with the status quo." Xu Feifei is a golden branch and jade leaf like you, but her childhood was humiliated, and there are still shadows, I died at the age of fourteen, and my mother almost died at the age of twenty-one, Xu Linfeng's biological mother, died with hatred, and a friend of mine's parents thought about selling their daughters every day to make money, too much. ”

"Everyone's pain can be infinitely magnified, your experience is very different, but it doesn't mean that you have to be the most uncomfortable, you lose, you hurt, it's all inevitable as a human experience, there are always losers in life, it's your turn to be a loser, why can't you do it, why can't you take it once, why can't you accept it......" Lin Bao said a lot in one breath, and finally lowered his head, "My father's illness could have been cured, because there was no money, he died of illness under my nose, why didn't I look for death and life, why did you have to be disfigured and die......"

The words of true affection plunged the car into silence for half a minute.

Xu Feifei is not a virgin, but every time Lin Bao reveals her pain, she feels uncomfortable. And Angel Tse ...... Stopped crying and stopped talking.

No one knew what she was thinking at this time, probably because her mood was fluctuating too much, and she was tired of crying, she lay softly on Xu Feifei's shoulder, "Send me back." ”

"I'm with you today. ”

"Farewell...... I know what my brother did, so you're going to be busy with your business. ”

Xu Feifei bit her lip and smiled bitterly, knowing that her best friend was not the second ancestor, she was smart, but she was too lazy to participate.

Perhaps, this cleverness really inherited from her father.

The car soon arrived at the Galaxy Hotel, because she was not at ease, Xu Feifei personally sent her back to the room on the top floor, Lin Bao was also fortunate to see the boudoir of the wealthy daughter, which was much more luxurious than Xu Feifei, even if she was poor and didn't understand the quality, just looking at the luxurious and beautiful decoration, she knew that it was not simple.

Xie Anqi fell asleep while lying on the bed, Xu Feifei gently closed the door and retreated into the corridor.

With a long sigh of relief, Xie Anqi was already rude-tempered, but now that she has been poked open and her scars, who knows if she can be stable when she wakes up.

"Tool man, you poke the basket, you are responsible. ”

"Me?"

"Change. ”

As soon as the little fairy's spell came out, Lin Bao was speechless.