122 May I?
"It's not...... I always traveled back in time to before the incident, but even knowing when they would end their lives was useless, I couldn't persuade them...... And, even if I forcibly pull them back, and when I get back to reality, the newspaper clippings of the death report only change the time and place...... I delayed their deaths, but I couldn't really save them......"
Shen Xiao was shocked.
She didn't expect this to happen.
She thought that the notebook would not send them back until she succeeded in rescuing them.
"Then why don't you put it back on again and save it again?"
"I can't wear it back. Chu Yunji lowered his eyelids: "For each case, I can only go back once." Success or failure, there is only one chance. ”
Shen Xiao: "......"
"That's why I'm so shocked, because the first time you crossed, you saved Zhang Xiaoyi. Instead of delaying his death, it really addressed the underlying factors that led to his death, and he grew up smoothly, and his life was finally not frozen at the age of 13...... It surprised me so much, I must know...... What the hell did you do?!"
Under the soft light, Chu Yunji's deep dark eyes reflected the resolute starlight.
He won't give up without an answer.
Shen Xiao looked deeply into his eyes, and unsurprisingly found a deep sense of helplessness and sadness in them.
Have the opportunity to go back in time and change your destiny.
But he couldn't save anyone.
What a blow it was.
Shen Xiao remembered that she had rescued a stray dog who had been deliberately abused by chance before, but the stray dog eventually died because of his injuries.
That time was a very big blow to Shen Xiao. She was depressed for many days, and she felt as if no matter how hard she tried, some predestined things would not change.
How small is the power of man......
The death of a stray dog can bring such a heavy blow to people.
What's more, in front of Chu Yunji's eyes, there were many living human lives, which had disappeared again and again.
He's tried, he's fought, he's racked his brains to save.
However, it didn't work.
The dead still follow their fate into their doomed death.
If I had changed someone else, I guess I would have gone crazy a long time ago.
But Chu Yunzhi persevered.
Shen Xiao couldn't imagine how he had survived these dark years.
She could suddenly understand why Chu Yunji was so interested in her.
Because of her success, it broke his cognition.
Zhang Xiaoyi's case was like a ray of light, piercing through the thick black fog and illuminating his world.
He finally got the proof that fate can be changed.
As long as it's done right.
So he was so obsessed with knowing what kind of method Shen Xiao took to get Zhang Xiaoyi out of the curse of death at the age of 13.
He persisted for so many years, perhaps, for such an answer.
Shen Xiao's gaze crossed Chu Yunji's shoulders and landed on the starry sky outside the window.
"Tell you you can, but I don't want to say it here. Can you move me outside?"
Shen Xiao said.
Chu Yun was stunned for a moment, after all, he was still in the same mood as he wanted to know the answer, so he nodded and agreed.
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In order to prevent Shen Xiao from catching a cold, Chu Yunji helped Shen Xiao put on a thick down jacket, tie a scarf, and put on the hat that came with the down jacket, wrapping Shen Xiao into a round zongzi.
Now this season, it's far from wearing a down jacket. But now it is late at night, the night wind is very cold, and Shen Xiao has not recovered from a serious illness, she has lost too much blood, and her body temperature is already low, so she naturally has to take protective measures.
He half-squatted beside Shen Xiao's bed and put on her shoes and socks.
Then zip up her down jacket and adjust the angle of the hat to prevent the wide hat from covering her nose and preventing her from breathing.
All the preparations were completed, he looked at Shen Xiao and opened his arms a little shyly: "May I?"
Shen Xiao pursed his lips and nodded reservedly: "Please." ”
Chu Yunji immediately bent down and hugged Shen Xiao steadily.
Shen Xiao only felt as if he was as light as a feather, and when Chu Yun hugged her, it was like picking up a cat, and it was not difficult at all, as if she was not much heavier than milk.
She quietly leaned on Chu Yunji's arms, listened to his steady breathing, and gently closed her eyes.
She wasn't worried at all that Chu Yunji would bump her and touch her.
This unprecedented sense of security made Shen Xiao feel both novel and very peaceful.
Chu Yunjian carried her through the long passage, during which a night nurse saw them and dutifully stepped forward to inquire about the situation. Chu Yunzhi politely said that Shen Xiao had been lying for many days, and he was a little tired of it, and he wanted to go out to breathe fresh air, and he would come back soon.
The nurse looked at Shen Xiao being wrapped around like a giant panda, knowing that she shouldn't catch a cold easily, so she relaxed her tone and said, "Okay, don't go too long, come back early." ”
"We will, thank you. ”
"Ah, do you want me to find you a wheelchair? It would be easier for you to push her out......"
"No need. ”
Chu Yun hugged Shen Xiao in his arms tightly and refused with a smile.
The nurse looked at Chu Yunji, who showed a hint of nervousness in his eyes, and then looked at Shen Xiao, who had hidden most of his face in his hat in his arms, and suddenly smiled.
Then I heard the nurse deliberately say in an exaggerated tone of distress: "Oh, I said I was looking for a wheelchair, but in the middle of the night, where should I go to find it for you?" ”
"Okay, thanks. ”
Chu Yunji's face was flushed with ridicule from the nurse's teasing eyes, and he hurriedly hugged Shen Xiao and left quickly, for fear of hearing the nurse say more teasing words.
The nurse watched them go, her eyes filled with pink bubbles.
Oops~~~~ The old man's girlish heart~~~~
It's nice to be young~~~~~
The nurse held her face and sighed for a while, and when she heard the call bell ring, she immediately turned around and went to work.
In the hospital, romantic and beautiful feelings sprout, but they are rare.
Here is more about life and death, the joys and sorrows of the world.
All beings are suffering, and no one can escape.
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Chu Yunjian hugged Shen Xiao and came to the bridge connecting the inpatient department and the cardiopulmonary function building.
Outside the bridge, a semicircular terrace with wooden benches is arranged so that patients can sit and relax when they occasionally go out for a walk.
You can see the starry sky here, and you can also see a bright flower garden not far away, and the scenery is quite small and fresh.
Chu Yunzhi didn't dare to carry Shen Xiao too far away, this terrace was the best location.
Late at night, with no one passing by, it's a good time to talk about intimacy.