Song Jing'an's thoughts should be magnified by the things in his hand, or rather, it was different from any previous moment, "Why do I think that I am actually floating in the sky now?"

Liu Feiyu smiled and nodded, "What else, do you still feel anything?"

"I'd like to do it again. As he spoke, Song Jingan put the cigarette in his mouth and took a hard puff.

"You haven't experienced it yet, wait, you'll understand me later. Liu Feiyu was still smiling, and then leaned next to Song Jing'an, lowered his head and took a puff on her cigarette, "This is more fragrant than anything I've ever experienced." ”

"Indeed......" Song Jingan glanced at the "magical" thing in his hand, and then looked at Liu Feiyu, "You're right." ”

"You are welcome to join this world, where you will find a better experience than before. ”

After that, Song Jing'an, as Liu Feiyu said, entered this circle.

Since then, above the spirit, the life of exile has begun, and Song Jingan said goodbye to his previous life because of Liu Feiyu.

"Remember one thing, there's only one person you can really rely on, and that's me. After Song Jing'an was dropped out of school, Liu Feiyu took her to stand opposite the huge clock.

"It's just a drop out, and from now on, you have a different life than before. Liu Feiyu opened his arms to Song Jing'an, "In this world, we are the same kind of people, do you say?"

When leaning on Liu Feiyu's arms, Song Jing'an felt a kind of tranquility, and finally she nodded and closed her eyes.

"Yes. ”

Every time Song Jingan came out of the hallucination, he always felt that his heart was lost.

It was as if something was really missing.

"I'll take you back. Song Jingan looked at Liu Feiyu and spoke.

Liu Feiyu stood up with Song Jing'an's movements, and said with a staggering smile, "The more I get to the back, the more I think those people are decorations, maybe this is the police of Ningguo, useless waste." ”

As he spoke, Liu Feiyu suddenly covered his chest.

When Song Jingan saw it, he hurriedly exclaimed, "You didn't have a heart attack again!"

"It's okay, I'll just have it. ”

Liu Feiyu squeezed the laughing fan tightly in his hand.

Song Jingan immediately began to panic, "I'll take you to the hospital." ”

"Haven't you really woken up yet?" Liu Feiyu broke free of Song Jing'an, "I have medicine." ”

After taking out the medicine from the bag, Liu Feiyu swallowed a few tablets directly, "I can't die." And, why did your first instinct send me to the hospital? You know I never go to the hospital. ”

Song Jing'an's eyes were a little evasive when he heard this, and he no longer looked at the person opposite.

"Do you want them to catch me directly? I've been hiding for half a year. ”

"Will it be okay for you to go on like this? Will it really be good?" Song Jing'an's thoughts became a lot more confused, and he was confused by Liu Feiyu's question.

I don't know why, after coming out of the hallucination just now, Song Jingan suddenly felt his responsibility

Ren Xin has increased a lot.

Something you want to do.

Why are you crying?

Why don't you speak?

Why did the back, in front of that person, become silent?

Song Jing'an lowered her eyes and remembered Lin Ruxu.

At least, he won't speak to himself as loudly as Liu Feiyu, and he won't force her to do things he doesn't like.

These are all things that Song Jingan has always known.

But Song Jing'an suddenly felt a lot of guilt towards Lin Ruxu, and this guilt was also reflected in her true feelings after parting with Lin Ruxu.

Like, it can't go on like this.

"You weren't like that before. ”

Liu Feiyu put the medicine back in his bag and looked Song Jingan up and down.

Song Jing'an's consciousness has completely awakened: "I...... Just wanted to make a change. ”

Song Jing'an never thought that these words would come out of his mouth.

"Why? Who made you make such a big change? Don't forget, why did you come with me in the first place. ”

After asking this, Liu Feiyu didn't move.

Song Jing'an bypassed Liu Feiyu and didn't want to look at him anymore, but said, "I don't know if my feelings are correct, but I don't want to be like this anymore." ”

It was at this time, in the middle of the year, that the division and merger between himself and Liu Feiyu emerged.

Lin Ruxu's face suddenly became clear in Song Jing'an's heart, and he would definitely ask himself why he did this.

Obviously, at the beginning, Song Jingan did not promise Liu Feiyu to follow him to do those things.

Why, then it became what it is now?

"I'm not going to agree with you going on like this. ”

At that time, it was the first time that Song Jingan discovered that Liu Feiyu had such a big relationship with drugs, "What about your grandmother? What will you do in the future?" Have you thought about it?"

Liu Feiyu's expression was originally normal, but after hearing his grandmother, his eyes immediately changed, "I'm just to better accompany my grandmother." ”

"Better?" Song Jingan was directly amused by Liu Feiyu, "You use drugs to repay your grandmother?"

Liu Feiyu shook his head, the atmosphere between him and Song Jing'an had reached the freezing point.

This is something that Liu Feiyu doesn't want to mention, why did he embark on this road in the first place.

Thinking like this, Liu Feiyu directly turned his face away.

"I said, I won't leave you, but why are you...... How do you want to do that?"

Liu Feiyu did not reply to Song Jing'an's question that day.

And Song Jingan did not stay away from Liu Feiyu, she still thought about salvation.

I hope Liu Feiyu can come out of that incident.

never expected that he would follow Liu Feiyu to sink.

"It's the two of us who don't leave us. The first time, Liu Feiyu just gave Song Jingan a cigarette, "You try." ”

"What is this?"

It wasn't until the back that Zhao Feiyu slowly took out the powder.

And every time Song Jing'an and Song Jinxi's contradictions get deeper and deeper,

Her first reaction was to find Liu Feiyu.

Later, this directly became a habit of Song Jing'an.

As long as there is a dispute with Song Jinxi, then Liu Feiyu will be asked to pick him up.

"I'm happiest only when I'm with you. Song Jingan hugged Liu Feiyu's waist and leaned on his back.

Liu Feiyu sped up the throttle and rushed out directly with Song Jingan, "Hold on, I'll make you forget about that." ”

It wasn't until Lin Ruxu squatted down that he deeply felt his pent-up emotions.

What is the future of Song Jing'an?

The person outside is not the person he knows at all, nor is it the person he wants to protect.

Maybe Song Jing'an was like this from the beginning, just pretending to be what he saw in front of him.

Song Jing'an's tears could no longer awaken Lin Ruxu's feelings for her, only the heartache was spreading.

In the days of believing in Song Jing'an, Lin Ruxu found that he had missed a lot of things when he looked back.

Didn't really pay attention to the reactions of other people around them.

Lin Ruxu leaned against the door and thought about the past.

"I'll take you somewhere. ”

Song Jing'an's words suddenly appeared in Lin Ruxu's mind.

Maybe it was on this day that the person who stood against the light and looked at him approached his heart like this.

When he stood up, he was a little shaky, and Lin Ruxu tried hard to see the other side clearly, but under the impetus of this emotion, Lin Ruxu felt that he was starting to feel dizzy.

(End of chapter)