Chapter 12: Goodbye, Timely Rain
"You say yes, yes. Jiang Shiyu is in a bad mood, he doesn't like himself like he is now, but everyone always has a time when they need an outlet for an emotional breakdown.
"Well, I can't blame you," Mai Mai Mai smiled a little helplessly and a little apologetically, "Don't say it's you, in fact, I can't accept buying Lego." ”
When you buy Lego, you will remember a lot of bad memories.
Buying Lego is the main reason why I feel unhappy in the past few years.
After the birth of Lego, I didn't even bother to look at it.
The first time we met, I was put in the hospital by buying Lego.
"The opening between me and buying Lego wasn't rosy at all. ”
"But he taught me a lot of things. ”
"It also made me realize how selfish I was before. ”
After a long sigh of relief, Mai Mai Mai continued:
"If you get along seriously, buying Lego is still very warm and cute. ”
"He's not the same as I thought he would be. ”
"I didn't like him so much before, and I can't even hate him now. ”
When Jiang Shiyu first heard Maimaimai talk about buying Lego, he also advised her that she should not be so indifferent, and the current situation is that the whole cart is turned upside down.
Buy, buy, buy, buy Lego as the source of all power.
From extreme disgust to extreme joy, the feelings of buying and buying have always been so vivid and intense, except for the feelings with Jiang Shiyu.
is always lukewarm, and the longer they get along, the more Jiang Shiyu doesn't know what he is thinking, especially after the buyer encounters an accident.
"Yes, something happened to your family, and you'd rather trust a three-year-old to help you out than ask me for help. This incident is the root of Jiang Shiyu's dissatisfaction with buying Lego.
"It's a bit ridiculous to think about it, the last day we lived in the old big house, the house was surrounded by people who came to the door. ”
"I couldn't do anything but cry at the time, but I was only two and a half years old and bought Lego to help me out. ”
"It's still the kind of one that works once and for all. ”
"I really think he knows more than I do, so I listen to him. "When I said this, I was inexplicably proud.
Speaking of the fact that Mai Mai Mai was sent to the hospital for rescue and almost lost his life, Jiang Shiyu's originally somewhat irrepressible anger suddenly came up again: "Get you into the hospital, unconscious, and call for help?"
"Okay, Shi Yu, we won't argue about this now. ”
"I told you at the time that you didn't need to rush back, and I didn't know how big things were going on at home. ”
"If it's a small thing, naturally it's not used, if it's a big thing, it's useless for anyone to come, I'm afraid that I will pull your family into the water together. ”
"I know very well that I'm in the situation I'm in now, and I'm not suitable for a relationship. ”
"Thank you for breaking up with me so directly. ”
"Let's break up so happily, we'll ...... in the future" Mai Mai Mai Mai said this, and the phone rang.
"Buy little sister, didn't you say that if I sleep, at most I will not walk the hour hand and the minute hand go around, and you will definitely appear in my kingdom, what about you now?" came the phone on the other side of the phone, the milky and domineering president-style accountability.
"Right now, right away! Look at the second hand again, and I'll be there after ten turns. ”
"That...... Shi Yu, Lego is awake, I have to go back first. ”
"He used to have his aunt and teacher take turns taking him around 24 hours a day, and he never had a time when he was alone. ”
"Last month, the only aunt who was reluctant to buy Lego and stayed to help also went back. ”
"I'm afraid he won't find me again, and I'll cry when I turn around. Before he finished speaking, he got up and prepared to leave.
"You don't even want to finish telling me what we want to do in the future, you're going to leave like this, are you? Have you really been your boyfriend? You can't even give a complete sentence about breaking up?" Jiang Shiyu was really hurt.
"I ......" I was in such a hurry to buy and buy that I had already twisted my foot, and now I turned around while getting up, and almost fell directly to the ground again.
Jiang Shiyu rushed over as if he instinctively reacted and held up Maimaimai:
"Forget it, I don't need to humiliate myself again, I'll send you back one last time. ”
"As long as you are still unable to take care of yourself, do you really think it is possible for you to be alone at home, taking care of yourself and a three-year-old child?"
Isn't it that he himself wants to break up with someone by vow, or is it the one who is better to die and never get along?
Why can't I see others bullying me, and I can't watch this buy my own wrestling?
"I know I'm stupid, I don't know anything, even if I go out to work, all kinds of crackling, even if I paint a wall, I often get myself covered in paint. ”
"But people always have to learn to grow up on their own. ”
"I don't know where my parents are, I don't know if they will come back alive, and I don't know how many problems I have to face next. ”
"So, I have to learn to be strong. ”
"I'm like that, I'm buying Lego, and I see power in him. ”
"I can't even catch up with a three-year-old, right?"
In the past, when Maimaimai's parents were still at home, a little bit of sesame mung beans would make Maimaimaimai think about running away from home.
Later, I went to college, from the second semester of my freshman year to the end of my junior year, for more than two years, Maimaimaimai didn't even enter the door, but if there was anything, the premise that she had to go home was that the family must be "cleared", and she had to be her home alone before she went back.
"What about me? Could it be that in your eyes, what I can do can't catch up with a three-year-old child?" Jiang Shiyu especially didn't like the feeling of being powerful and having nowhere to go.
"No, as you know, there is still no final conclusion on the affairs of our family. ”
"I just didn't want to drag you down, so I didn't want you to interfere. ”
"It just so happens that you also said that you want to break up with me today, so let's take this opportunity to break up. "Maimaimaimai's attitude towards the breakup has taken a 180-degree turn.
Jiang Shiyu had no way to digest the expression "take the opportunity to break up" for a while.
Have you been waiting for this opportunity?
When something happened in that family at the beginning, did everything that depended on him really exist?
Jiang Shiyu didn't say a word, he didn't want to break up at all, but if he broke up, it was indeed he who said it.
Is it too late to take it back?
Maimaimai said, last month, the aunt who was reluctant to buy Lego left, that is, Maimaimai is to take Lego while working?
When Jiang Shiyu was still thinking about whether there was any misunderstanding between him and Maimaimai, Maimaimai smiled and shook the limited edition Lego accessories he had hugged all the way today in front of Jiang Shiyu's eyes.
"Shi Yu, thank you. You've always said that I know everything very well with you. ”
"Then these two LEGO limited edition accessories today should be considered as your parting gift to me. ”
"I won't pay you back, so I won't miss you one day, and I'll use this money that you don't even look at as an excuse to see you. ”
"Do you miss me and need to find an excuse to come to see me?" Jiang Shiyu's focus was placed in a completely different position from buying.
"Haha, this, I said yes, don't you believe it?"
"I always knew you were stressful with me. ”
"Your parents are also because of our family, my parents and mom and d'em, and the Lego that suddenly appeared next to me, even if you are abroad, you have to be pointed at. ”
"It's all because I'm not good enough. ”
"Although, in your opinion, I am lukewarm in my feelings, I have always been glad that my first love was someone who really loved me. ”
"When those friends I once thought would be good friends with me for the rest of my life, one by one, left me, afraid that I would be affected by our family, and when I was worried that I would borrow money, you still stayed by my side without hesitation. ”
"Now I can't give you anything in return, so I want to thank you. ”
"Thank you for making me believe in the beauty of love. “
You're a heartthrob and you're sure to find someone who is more suitable for you than me. "Maimaimai didn't agree to break up because I didn't know the reason.
Now that she knows the reason, she feels that Jiang Shiyu's decision is particularly correct.
I mentioned breaking up so many times before buying, buying, buying, buying, and I was rejected by Jiang Shiyu, this time, because it was Jiang Shiyu who mentioned it, she raised her hands and feet in favor.
As he spoke, he arrived at the place where he was now living.
"Thank you for sending me back, goodbye, my timely rain. After smiling and waving his hand, he bent down and entered the house.
The front foot hunched into the door, and the back foot closed the door.
"Without a trace of nostalgia" buy, buy, slam the door in a chic manner, and the tears burst again.
Buy, buy, buy, buy and say goodbye to the past in your own heart "goodbye, timely rain, goodbye, my past".
Before today, Maimaimai hadn't cried for more than half a year.
Since the accident at home, since she woke up in the emergency room of the hospital, her tears suddenly dried up, that is, the kind of tear ducts disappeared directly, no matter how much she wanted to cry, she couldn't shed a tear at all.
Today was an exception, as if anything could catalyze her tear ducts.
It may be that in the past six months, Maimaimai has hoarded too many tears in his heart, and now it is finally overflowing.
Maimaimai has never been a saint, she has always been a pampered eldest lady.
She was selfish, arrogant, and invincible.
Maimaimai has always felt that the world should revolve around her, until the man-made disaster comparable to a natural disaster half a year ago.
That's why she can't accept the existence of buying Lego.
If you have a choice, you can choose between buying Lego, which she needs to worry about in everything, and Jiang Shiyu, who helps her solve everything.
Buy, buy, buy, buy will not hesitate to choose Jiang Shiyu.
But she didn't have a choice.
She had the same blood on her body as she did.
Now that this person she least wants to see, the person she is most unwilling to accept, has come to this world, it is no longer a choice question that she can do.
If it weren't for her selfishness and willfulness, she would have been a man who could really protect her.