Chapter 30: Can't Hold On

"I've done everything I promised you, but I can't do it if I don't love you. ”

"What to do, the thought of not loving you makes it hurt a lot here......"

Cen Kexin pointed to his chest and closed his eyes, and hot water poured into his eyes again.

She hugged him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would reject him, and threw him down on the lawn behind him, hugging him tightly, her voice was hoarse, and her voice was difficult, "What should I do, I can't hold it anymore...... obviously promised to be a brother and sister with you, and you will be a brother...... I'm afraid I'm going to break my word......"

"I'm so uncomfortable...... It's so uncomfortable......"

"Can we not be brother and sister?"

"I just want to love you so well. ”

She clung to him tightly, frantically expressing her thoughts, but she didn't notice that the person under her had not responded, only his steady breathing in her ear, letting her know that he was listening.

She thought she was going crazy.

While he was thinking, she pressed her hands on his shoulders and closed her eyes and kissed him on the lips.

The soft touch from his lips and the unique fragrance of the girl mixed in his breath made Han Siyou feel like he was struck by lightning, and at this moment, his heart that had been silent for a long time seemed to beat vividly again.

Cen Kexin's consciousness began to be unconscious, and a kind of tiredness from her body and mind spread, like a tide, drowning her silently.

In this love, she almost exhausted all her strength.

Suddenly she wanted to give up, she couldn't convince herself, and she couldn't convince her heart.

A sudden high fever befell Cen Kexin, and that night she was full of fever, high fever did not stop, her mouth was talking indiscriminately, and she fell into a coma.

After the injections and the saline was hung up, her condition stabilized.

Chapter 34 has deep roots

Han Siyou looked at the hands that didn't even want to let go in her dreams, her cheeks flushed, her mouth muttered her name, and her hard heart softened at this moment.

He didn't understand, did he really deserve her so much?

He wanted to ask her, he liked that about himself.

I thought she was the mind of the youngest daughter's family, blindly liking, and when she was over the crazy age, she would regret it, he knew that he was attracted to a little girl at this age, if it was someone else, he might be reluctant, she was different, she was the sister of a friend, if she couldn't give her a future, he would not violate that bottom line.

Han Siyou's eyes darkened. His world has always been as cold as ever, acting on the spot, you and I cheat, he is used to it, the first woman who walked into his heart was Liang Yimo, probably because he couldn't get it, he couldn't let it go, he didn't know if it was really love, usually it was just physical satisfaction and needs.

Could it be that he has been lonely for too long?

Listening to her say with difficulty that she was about to lose it, and kept covering her heart in her arms and saying that she was so uncomfortable, I believed that she really loved him, and it would touch that heart that had been frozen for a long time.

She is still young, will she always love herself?

This feeling of being out of control brings peace that is really suffocating.

As soon as Cen Kexin woke up, he heard the sound of conversation coming from the living room downstairs, and the voice of the person who spoke was calm and powerful, "Siyou, thank you this time!"

It was the eldest brother, and then a voice sounded, lazy and casual, "No thanks!" It was Han Siyou's voice, and she couldn't hear it wrong.

She sat up and surveyed her surroundings as Han Siyou's bedroom at the Peninsula Villa was the first time she had delivered.

Her body was soft, a little weak, she knew that she was drinking, and then things were not very clear, if she wasn't familiar with this place, she almost thought that something had happened to her, and she said that she was drunk and spit out the truth, she could find this place even when she was drunk.

This is the so-called deep root of love.

She can control her heart, but she can't control love.

The bedroom door was pushed open from the outside.

"Kexin, are you awake?"

Jiang Yiwei walked in with a glass of water, and was relieved to see her wake up.

Her throat and lips were so dry that Cen Kexin looked at the back of her hand with difficulty, there was a small pinhole on it, and she said in a hoarse voice, "Sister Yiwei, what's wrong with me?"

Jiang Yiwei appeared in the Peninsula Villa, and the expectations in his heart were finally shattered.

Last night, she talked so much by getting drunk, and revealed all her thoughts to him, even if she was a hard-hearted person, she would be moved, but when he woke up, he called Jiang Yiwei over.

Is that the answer he gave her?

"You had a high fever last night, and Si You asked me to come and help you find you. Jiang Yiwei said with a smile.

"Oh, thanks. Cen Kexin said lightly.

"You're welcome, you are Siyou's sister, that is, my sister, take care of you. Jiang Yiwei smiled and handed her the water cup in his hand, "Come, drink some water first, you can see that your lips are dry." ”

Cen Kexin took the water cup and put it again without a trace, without touching it.

She lifted the quilt and got up, her feet were empty, and she hurriedly held on to the edge of the bed to avoid falling.

"Be careful. Jiang Yiwei stepped forward to support her, "You have a high fever that has only subsided, and your body has not recovered yet, what do you want to take, I will help you." ”

"No, I don't. Cen Kexin said and picked up her clothes and went to the bathroom to change them.

When she came out, Jiang Yiwei was standing at the door with her lips pursed, and when she came out, she asked, "Kexin, don't you like me very much?"

Cen Kexin chose to be silent at this moment, she was very selfish, wasn't she?

She didn't like it, she didn't like her to walk around in front of her, and she didn't like her to be close to Han Siyou.

"A woman's sixth sense is very accurate, I don't know why you don't like me, but I like Si You, you are his sister, so I have been pleasing you. ”

She was not his sister, and she wanted to tell Jiang Yiwei out loud.

Jiang Yiwei said and sighed.

"Do you know, I've always wanted to please you, but I found that you've been avoiding me, I don't know what I'm doing well in those places, can you tell me?"

Jiang Yiwei is famous in the entertainment industry for her good temper, she is beautiful and confident, and she is loved by thousands of people, but at this moment she said that she wanted to deliberately please herself, but it was because of Han Siyou, Cen Kexin was sullen in her heart, her face was not very good after she was sick, and she looked sick, "Sister Yiwei, you think too much, I don't dislike you." ”

When Cen Kexin went downstairs, he saw the eldest brother sitting in the living room.

After seeing that his sister was safe, Cen Yirui blackened his face to her for the first time, "Kexin, you really disappointed me!"

"Brother, I'm sorry!"

Cen Kexin bit her lip and lowered her head, like a child who was punished by her parents after doing something wrong, her two fingers were stirred together, her face was pale and bloodless after the high fever, and she had a crumbling illusion.

Han Siyou's body tightened, and his spine straightened slightly......

Her drunken words swirled in her ears last night, did she really love him so much?

Cen Yirui was so willful that he murdered her, after seeing her mistake, his face slowly rose, patted the position next to him, and motioned for him to sit down, "You don't know how worried Dad was about you last night, he didn't even say hello, and ran to get drunk, fortunately Si You brought you back, and you won't be allowed in the future, you know?"

Cen Kexin stiffened, and subconsciously glanced to the side, it turned out that he explained like this, because he was afraid of causing trouble.

In his eyes, maybe he was a troublesome spirit himself, and he would make trouble for her.

With an empathetic girlfriend like Jiang Yiwei, after comparison, she became unbearable.

"I know, I'm not going to do it anymore. Cen Kexin still lowered her head, like an obedient baby, she stood in place, a trace of loneliness flashed in her eyes, "Big brother, I already caused a lot of trouble to Brother Han last night, so don't bother him anymore, I think Dad, let's go home quickly." ”

Brother Han?

Han Siyou frowned, when did she change her name, it was not much different from her brother, it sounded so uncomfortable.

"It's fine. Cen Yirui said.

He got up from the sofa and smiled lightly at Han Siyou, "Siyou, thank you for the nice thing!"

"Your sister is also my sister, no thanks!"

Cold voice, without any emotion, Cen Kexin didn't dare to look up at the person's eyes at the moment, he was drunk last night, and he came here under the impetus of alcohol, and now he lacks that courage.

After shuddering for a few words, Cen Kexin let his eldest brother pull him and left the Peninsula Villa.

After coming out, Cen Kexin exhaled deeply, and the feeling of depression in it was gone.

She glanced back at this place, and felt very uncomfortable, she had been here with joy and cheerfulness before, and since when did it make her feel like she was about to be out of breath.

Chapter 35: Grounding

After returning home, he naturally had to accept a meal, and after being forbidden by his father not to drink alcohol in the future, he recuperated at home for a few days, and Cen Kexin began to jump up and down again.

Taking advantage of the small number of people in the family, Cen Kexin looked around at the door of the room, ready to sneak out to relax, according to this raising method, she was about to become a pig.

After seeing that there was no one, I felt a burst of joy in my heart, and when I was about to rush out, "Where are you going?"

Cen Kexin turned around, and the second brother stood quietly behind her at some point.

"Second brother!" she patted her chest lightly, almost startling her, "Why don't you walk without making a sound?"

"Where are you going?"

The second brother asked her again.

Cen Kexin's face was bitter, you must know that the second brother at home is the most difficult person to change his principles, if he is caught, it is estimated that he will not be able to go out today, and after the dream is in vain, the whole person is unhappy.

She sullenly said, "No, I'm not going anywhere." ”

God knows, she's going to suffocate.

Then there was silence for a few seconds, "Just go to the room if it's okay!"

Cen Kexin's mouth was pulled down, and he could hang an oil bottle.

After watching the second brother turn around, he went back to his room and closed the door.

Cen Kexin's hopes were extinguished.

Obediently turned around and went back to her room, in the past two days, Dad ordered the two brothers to take turns to watch her not to run around, and she was about to get moldy.

When she was an hour, Cen Kexin couldn't stand it again, she secretly opened the door again, and just poked her head out, the door opposite suddenly opened.

Cen Yishen didn't speak, nor did he move, standing in place, like a pine tree, standing still.

"Second brother!"