Chapter 240
He Manzi was called by Li Wei, and she heard Xiao Jianhao's cry from afar, and she hurriedly quickened her pace.
Xiao Tianyang had been covered with a white cloth, and the ground was red, which had already solidified, but it was shocking.
Xiao Jianhao was crying for his life, when he saw He Manzi coming, he called "Auntie" while opening his arms, He Manzi's tears couldn't help but flow out, and she took the child lovingly......
Li Wei sighed and said, "Suicide, you take the child out first, this is what he wrote to you!" Li Wei handed He Manzi an envelope, and she took it blankly......
He Manzi stood in the alley holding the child like a wooden man, how could she not accept it, how could the person who promised him to go to drug rehabilitation yesterday afternoon commit suicide? What is there that cannot be passed, how can he commit suicide on this Chinese New Year's Eve? How can he give up the child?
The forensic doctor carried Xiao Tianyang out, He Manzi walked over with the child in his arms, and said, "Let the child take another look!"
Li Wei shook her head helplessly and slowly uncovered the white cloth. Xiao Tianyang's face was terrifyingly pale, and there was even a hint of a smile on the corner of his mouth......
He Manzi took the child home, handed it to the mother, and opened the envelope.
The paper is already wrinkled, and the handwriting in several places is a little blurry, I don't know if this is Xiao Tianyang's tears?
Manzi:
When you read this letter, I should no longer be alive, everything has disappeared, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just hope you can let go of your hatred and live a good life with Xiaohu, maybe I am like a gust of wind, accidentally blowing into your world, but now that I am gone, I hope I have left no trace for you!
Hehe, maybe I'm worried, Manzi, you have always been a kind and tolerant girl, maybe you don't hold a grudge against me for a long time, especially these days, you and your friends have been so enthusiastic to help me, although I am ashamed of it, but please convey my gratitude to them!
The so-called "thirty and standing", think back, in my short thirty years in the world, what have I done? Harm to you, harm to Xia Han, harm to the Xia family, harm to children, and finally harm to myself, in addition to harm or harm, I really have no face to live in this world!
I don't know why I'm like this, maybe I was born to be that kind of person? Maybe I didn't have the right soil when I was with you? These days, as long as I'm sober, I've been thinking about this problem, I can guarantee that I was single-minded with you at that time, until Xia Han appeared, oh, maybe fame and fortune are more appropriate, it's none of Xia Han's business, everything in my heart has been subverted, and when I break up with you, I'm even more like going crazy, even more incorrigible, and when I understand it, I can't go back......
I don't want to justify anything to you, I just want to tell you that I really regret it, but I have blocked all the retreats......
I don't want to put the blame on others, but the third sister Xiao Li has controlled my life, she has taken me to heaven and pushed me to hell. If I hadn't been on drugs, it would have been too late for me to regret it, but if I had been on drugs, it would have been too late for me to regret it. Maybe it's because I'm cowardly, I can't resist the temptation of white, and I don't have the courage to enter the door of the drug rehabilitation center, because I know that I will still be the same when I come out! Manzi, forgive me, I finally lied to you yesterday......
Actually, there is one more thing that has been tormenting me, and that is Xia Han's death. Yes, Xia Han should have been killed by me, in order to get out of the Xia family, in order to marry the third sister, I lost my conscience! I replaced the anticoagulant drugs that Xia Han often took with ordinary vitamin tablets, and when I felt about the same, I asked Sister Wang to massage her, but when Xia Han really got sick, I was scared, I really regretted it, I secretly swore in my heart at that time, if Xia Han could be saved, I would definitely grow old with her, but Xia Han was still wronged, I was sorry for her! The first thing I did when I died was to confess to her......
Am I guilty of the worst crimes? So death is the best destination for me, and I can be regarded as a peaceful death. The only fetters in my heart are my concern for my children and my guilt for you. I can't give my child a good living environment, or even a healthy living environment, but I can give him a clean future! I hope my blood can wash away my sins and selfishness!
I don't want to be buried with Xia Han, I can't defile her pure soul, and besides, Zhang Shujuan, who hates me so much, won't agree. I haven't done anything noble in my life, let's be noble once when I die, I'll donate the body, it can be regarded as making some contribution to medicine, and the pathological specimens of drug addicts should still be quite precious!
Looking back, the years I spent with you were my happiest days, but do people only know what they want when they are dying?
Manzi, one last thing please, please send Jianhao to my parents, their address is: XX County, XX City, Sichuan. I really don't have the face to see the two old people, and I ask the two old people not to be sad, because it's not worth it! For my sake, if possible in the future, you can help the children appropriately, please!
To be honest, I really can't bear to have children, but the blisters on my feet come out on my own, and I can be regarded as self-inflicted!
Manzi, see you in the next life!
Xiao Tianyang is a masterpiece
He Manzi put down the paper, not knowing what it was like. Xiao Tianyang's letter, every word is true, every word is full of remorse, which made her cry several times, but he actually killed Xia Han, how can a person be mad to such a degree? Could it be that for the sake of fame and fortune, he can really kill his wife? Xia Han's life is really miserable! However, no matter what, even if Xiao Tianyang was dead in a thousand ways, all kinds of mistakes, he is already dead, as he himself said, his blood should be able to wash away all his sins, alas, dust to dust, dust to dust! Just pity this child......
Mother He walked over and asked softly, "What's the matter?"
He Manzi closed the letter and said, "It's nothing, let me send the child to his parents!"
Mother He shook her head and said, "Tianyang, this kid looks quite kind, how could this be the end?"
Suddenly the doorbell rang, and Mother He went to open the door, which turned out to be Xiaohu and Mother Zhang.
"Xiaohu, Mom, are you here?"
"What's going on?" Zhang Xiaohu asked.
"Xiao Tianyang committed suicide, see for yourself!" After speaking, He Manzi handed him the letter.
Zhang's mother and He's mother entered the room, and Zhang's mother suddenly found the sleeping child on the bed, and asked in surprise, "What's the matter with this child?"
"Oh, Manzi's friend Xiao Tianyang committed suicide and entrusted her to send the child back to her hometown in Sichuan!"
Zhang's mother nodded with relief.