But she's happy, she's got love, she's got friendship, so why not?

In the past few days, Zheng Yankai is still the same as before, hiding in the room and reluctant to go out. Growing up, he liked to read one book, and that was "The Little Prince". He had read this book no less than ten times.

It's like being moved and irritated when I was taking the college entrance examination to choose liberal arts and science. At this time, he felt very bored. Now it's raining in Wutong Town, and my sister Shengshi has to go to work again.

And that woman named Mo Qingyou is, it seems that like Shengshi, she also has to go to work. So Zheng Yankai has been at home with nothing to do, and recently his father's lawyer has been in and out of their house, yes. Recently, the division of property has begun. Regarding his father's property, Zheng Yankai ignores these things.

Over the years, he has worked outside the home and already has some savings of his own. So for his father's property, he didn't think about taking possession. I didn't think about leaving it to the woman named Xuan Xuan.

It's just that in his father's will, it is all the instructions of Xuan Xuan and his son.

Dad is gone, the whole world seems to be empty, although there is a younger sister, but she knows in her heart that this sister is not related by blood, but I don't know why, when she looks at the prosperous world, she looks like a little like her father.

Zheng Yankai didn't know what to say, he would only hold a book all day long, and then stay in the room, find a comfortable place, sit there, and sit for an afternoon.

It's become a habit for him. In the past, the classmates in college had already concluded that Zheng Yankai was a sullen man, so Zheng Yankai also thought so. The same boys in other dormitories will dress up handsome, and then go out to pick up girls, and soak the next class of students.

As soon as he thought of this, Zheng Yankai missed the days of studying abroad very much.

That has always been the life he Zheng Yankai wants, what glory and wealth, what coveting beauty, these are not suitable for him at all.

In fact, the days outside are very hard, and many times I imagine that my father asks for help, but he can't do it. It's like for so many years, he is stubborn and won't tell anyone if he's sad.

I remember that Sheng Shi has a friend by his side, his name is Cao Tingting, he has a good impression of her, after all, they are all such similar people.

It's just that they are all lonely children, and after a long time, they get used to knowing how to hide themselves. Zheng Yankai is that person.

Lonely, lonely, children.

No, now that he's grown up, he's no longer a child. Ever since he was a child, he felt that he had never been a child. He has his own world.

He still remembers, remembers that time, how old was he? about ten years old, after the whole family moved to Sycamore Town, he felt as if his world had changed.

Oh yes, he has a sister, and this sister is the kind that is not related by blood. In fact, Zheng Yankai has never said that he didn't like this sister before.

It's called Sheng Shi, but in fact, Zheng Yankai didn't call his name so seriously when he came back again.

The first time I saw her, the little girl, gave him the feeling that there was no one in his eyes, she took her mother's hand, and then smiled at him, at that time, Zheng Yankai felt that it was nothing more than a child.

It's just that he didn't expect that in the next few days, he originally planned not to have any relationship with them, as long as he lived his own life, did he need anything?

However, it seems that life is not as smooth as he imagined. He always thought it would be good to stay in his room and do nothing, and then he sat on the couch, thinking that this was the only hobby of his life.

Dure, dull, still dull.

Zheng Yankai remembered that it was an afternoon, the sun was shining, and he suddenly felt dull while sitting on the sofa, so he went downstairs to make himself a cup of tea or something, which was also a very good choice.

It's just that when he was scared downstairs, he found that it was empty, no one was wandering in the living room, and everyone was probably going out, so what about the little girl named Sheng Shi?

Zheng Yankai thinks it doesn't matter, what's the matter with him? He hasn't finished his own business, but he's so bored that he cares about other people's affairs. So, he pretended not to care, and then, after making tea, served upstairs, ready to taste.

Walking to the room, he suddenly heard a very noisy sound, he looked down the bay window, why, a group of children were punching and kicking around a person, and after taking a closer look, Zheng Yankai was stunned, who else could it be if it was not Shengshi.

He was completely stunned, when did Sheng Shi become like this? He was a little angry, these children were really lawless, why did they come to their house?

So, Zheng Yankai put down the book and the tea in his hand, and then walked down, and looked at himself before leaving, well, it's okay, it's much bigger than them.

When he saw those children, calling back and forth towards Sheng Shi, Sheng Shi didn't make a sound, Zheng Yankai was shocked, thinking that Sheng Shi had been knocked unconscious.

If Sheng Shi was knocked unconscious, how would he explain to his father? Therefore, this matter was very bad, Zheng Yankai, who didn't want to pay attention to it, still relented and saved Sheng Shi.

It's just that he didn't know that such a rescue had changed his future life, and it wasn't a life, but his life had changed a lot, and it wasn't as beautiful as she imagined.

Zheng Yankai is really multi-handed, saved Sheng Shi, no, he shouldn't be called Sheng Shi, at this time, his mother and his father got married, then, it can be regarded as a sister, then, let's call her sister.

This sister is really stupid to die, she just saved her, and she actually worships him like a god, and she will sneak up every afternoon, and then secretly look at him not far away.

In fact, Shengshi has always been like this, Zheng Yankai is thoughtful, and he will naturally find it, but he is just unwilling to expose Shengshi.

In Zheng Yankai's eyes, Sheng Shi has always been stupid, a child's temper, a self-righteous little girl, many people have these shortcomings in her, in fact, Zheng Yankai also has them.

He's very cowardly, he's always known about his shortcomings, this cowardice, dullness, he discovered it gradually, and he can't blame him for this, right?

Gradually, she and Sheng Shi have begun to get acquainted with each other, although he hated Sheng Shi a little before, but, seeing that Sheng Shi was still a child, he felt that he was easy to be soft-hearted, and it was easy not to hate each other, this, it should have come from his father.

Soon after my mother died, this new woman immediately moved into the house, and my mother's first seven, my father had forgotten it, and she was the only one who knew.

In fact, my mother is also a poor person, Zheng Yankai has always known that this is nothing more than a political marriage, and my father doesn't love my mother at all, so why did I give birth to him?

Zheng Yankai didn't understand at that time, but as time went by, he gradually understood the days when two people respected each other, although his mother loved his father very much, but in his father's eyes, there was only one woman named Xuan Xuan.

Such a marriage is itself unhappy, so why should it be treated like this? Why did she give birth to her so painfully?

Now, he has no mother, and now his father, is obsessed with the beauty of that woman, as if she is the only one left in this world.

Zheng Yankai is a boy, and boys are not afraid of heaven and earth, not to mention, all this may be fate!

The night his mother left, he didn't know if he was crying, but he had a very long dream, and it seemed that after this dream, he never wanted to wake up again.

In the dream, there were a few more smiles on my mother's delicate face, she was in the yard, arranging dinner, and then sat there obediently, waiting for her father to come back, and when she saw Zheng Yankai, she smiled and said: "Xiao Kai, come quickly, your father will be back in a while!"

Mom's face was filled with a different smile, he rarely saw her like this.

She sat in the courtyard, and the servants were respectful, and her mother's face, like that of a little child, was dying of joy, oh yes, he remembered it, and it was my father's birthday, and he was only five years old.

Zheng Yankai felt that his mother at this time was the most beautiful, and every afternoon, he would wait for his father to come back in the yard, and then they went in hand in hand.

Although Zheng Yankai now knows that his father is just polite, he is still very happy in this way, looking at the smiles on his mother's ignorant face.

Beautiful mother, just say it's gone, it's gone.

He actually hates his father very much, this man, I don't know what happiness is, a woman, waiting for him to go to work every day, and then just dull dinner together, and this man doesn't know what happiness is.

Zheng Yankai was very disappointed, he felt sad for having such a father.

However, that dream that night was really happy, the whole family sat in the courtyard, and then Zheng Yankai himself happily lit a candle for his father and asked his father to make a good wish.

Zheng Yankai would never have thought that his father actually proposed the idea of sending him to study abroad, he didn't know if this idea was mentioned by the woman named Xuan Xuan.

However, when his father asked him if he was going, he looked at him with a very embarrassed expression, Zheng Yankai knew that if he didn't agree, his father would be embarrassed.

Why not be happy to be able to leave this home? Zheng Yankai has wanted to leave for a long time, it has been a long time.

It's good that he wants to get out of here and go out into the world.

It's just that he is a little reluctant to leave, reluctant to leave this home, reluctant to his room, and also reluctant to his father, as for Sheng Shi's sister?

"Yan Kai, have you made a decision?" his father walked in, not even knocking on the door, he sat on the bed, and looked at Zheng Yankai with a very serious expression.

Zheng Yankai knew that his father was coming, he closed his eyes, did not look at his father's complicated expression, he knew that if he did not agree, his father would not embarrass him. However, it seems that this home is no longer that home.

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He misses his mother, and every night he dreams that his mother comes to him, and his mother says that he wants to make the best cake in the world for his good son to eat, thinking of this, Zheng Yankai's nose is sour.

Don't look around, not wanting his father to see it, he pondered for a while, and he didn't speak often, and finally said in that hoarse voice, "Okay." ”

After speaking, he seemed to be able to feel his father's eyes lit up and his expression of joy, and then, his father said in a dull voice: "Yan Kai, Dad asked you to go out to study because he wanted you to get a better education, do you know?"

Heh, Zheng Yankai sneered inwardly. In order for him to get a better education? Is it? Why can't he feel that his father is all for his own good, instead of asking someone to take him away this oil bottle?

He was in pain, and he thought that his father would never experience it.

So, he decided, let's go, maybe the outside world is much easier than here?

Zheng Yankai saw it, although he didn't understand anything at a young age, he had to go through a lot more than his peers, and he couldn't do anything about himself watching his mother die in front of him.

Watching his father marry other women, he still couldn't do anything, and instantly felt that he was really too cowardly, and he would only choose to escape from the person.

"Have you figured out when you're going?" asked the father cautiously, fearing that his beloved son might burst at any moment the temper he had been holding back for so many years.

Zheng Yankai lowered his head and didn't speak, shook his head, I don't know when it's better to go.

"When you get there, Dad will arrange good people and everything for you, you just need to concentrate on your studies wherever you are, and you don't need to worry about anything else. The father began to babble without saying a word, and he didn't know if his son Zheng Yankai would listen to his words.

Zheng Yankai listened carefully to his father's instructions, but he still sat on the sofa, holding his favorite book "The Little Prince" on weekdays.

"I'm done with what I'm going to say, is it okay the day after tomorrow? If it's okay, I'll go first. When his father left, he looked at Zheng Yankai motionlessly, and finally sighed and shook his head and left, without saying much.

Zheng Yankai's heart is like a knife, his father is really so ruthless, he is going to leave the day after tomorrow, I don't know what to take away?

This is the first time he has come to Wutong Town, but he has never been out, and he has not even seen it. He knew that what was the use of watching it? he was about to leave, and it didn't matter if he saw it or not.

After watching his father leave, he slowly got up from the sofa and looked out of the window. made Zheng Yankai seem to have returned to the days when he and his mother were happy.

Now time flies, and in a flash, it's been many years.

He began to pack his luggage, he didn't have to wait for so many years, in fact, he wanted to leave faster now, but unfortunately, his father actually said that it was the day after tomorrow, so long the day after tomorrow.

He opened his suitcase, it had been a long time since he had touched these things, and under the bed was a large trunk containing some secrets of his mother and him.

Mom's secrets are all in it, and Mom's days are also in his hands, but now is not the time to read this diary.

He opened the big box, and there were many letters in it, all of which were written by his mother to his father when he was on a business trip, but none of the letters in it had been sent or opened. These letters, I believe my father, will never know about them for the rest of my life.

Mom loves her father so much, but that love is so strong that my father feels overwhelmed and will only choose to escape. In her father's heart, there is already one person, so the next one can only suffer her.

And this unlucky person happens to be his father, so Zheng Yankai really feels sorry for his mother.

Marrying such a man is an unlucky blessing that I cultivated in my previous life.

I remember my mother once said: "Your father and I are in a political marriage, and we are unhappy in ourselves." But, Yan Kai, do you know? When my mother first met my father, she was already deeply attracted, do you believe that it was love at first sight? ”

This is my mother's exact words, my mother will never complain about my father. Although on the night of the wedding, my father would only share the bed with my mother when he was very drunk, but my mother still had an indescribable sweetness.

This man will belong to him in the future.

But my mother also knew that my father was forced, and this marriage would not be happy at all. It's just that the stubborn mother doesn't believe in this test, she believes that time will tell, and Dad will definitely fall in love with Mom.

He put them all away, put them neatly, and then closed them back into the box, these secrets, I believe my father has not seen them at a chance. Zheng Yankai can't take these letters with him, he can only hide them in a secret place, and he won't let anyone know about these things, as well as his mother's relics.

After all the things were packed, it was already evening, and Zheng Yankai said that all the luggage was placed next to the bed, and he was going to leave the day after tomorrow.

At this time, there was a knock on the door. "Little brother, can I come in?" a childish voice sounded. Go without saying. At first glance, it is the little girl of Shengshi.

Zheng Yankai didn't speak, but stood by the window, Sheng Shi was used to being rude, so before Zheng Yankai could speak, Sheng Shi broke in.

Sheng Shi saw that Zheng Yankai was now in a daze at the window, she swallowed her saliva, and forgot what she wanted to say at once, she felt for the first time that his little brother was actually not bad.

She walked cautiously, hoping not to make any noise when she walked, and then sneaked to Zheng Yankai's side, Sheng Shi and Zheng Yankai stood side by side, he was a head taller than Sheng Shi.

She raised her head and looked at Zheng Yankai carefully, and finally spoke: "Little brother, Dad said that you are going out to study, right?"

It seems that the news spread quite quickly, and now Sheng Shi already knows that he is leaving. Actually, he is a little reluctant to give up Shengshi's sister, after all, he has been together for so long.

Zheng Yankai just nodded and didn't speak, but Sheng Shi already knew.

Her voice trembled, "How long will it take to get back?"

Zheng Yankai had already noticed the subtle changes in Sheng Shi, and it seemed that she might have the urge to cry at any time, she turned her head, looked at Sheng Shi with a gentle smile, and said, "Soon." ”

Yes, it's fast, but Zheng Yankai doesn't know how fast this block is. Maybe it's a few years, or maybe it's longer, in short, how long can you stay outside, how long can you stay there.

In fact, he didn't mind at all, and when he saw it, everything was very smooth.

Sheng Shi didn't understand how fast this was soon, but as long as it was what the little brother said, she would definitely believe it.

"We won't be able to see each other often in the future, will we?" Sheng Shi asked, her eyes were already full of tears at this time, but she was very stubborn not to let the tears flow.

Zheng Yankai nodded, he has always been a person who doesn't like to talk and doesn't know how to express himself. In fact, in the final analysis, he still has something he can't reluctant, and he can't be so ruthless.

"Actually, we can exchange letters in the future, don't we? What a silly girl to cry about, we'll meet soon in the future, don't worry, isn't it just a few years? Besides, when the holiday comes, I'll come back to see you, you see, the holiday is just a blink of an eye!" Zheng Yankai finally spoke.

The last thing he wants to see is that a girl is crying, actually in this family, there is a younger sister who is reluctant to let him go, he is already very moved, Sheng Shi is innocent, so Zheng Yankai knows that he shouldn't drag these hatreds or anything to her, no matter what, Sheng Shi is just a child, he doesn't know anything, he only knows happiness, he only knows that her little brother is leaving.

In the final analysis, it's still reluctant, Zheng Yankai thinks so.

Yes, there is also a possibility to send letters, isn't there? What is there to be reluctant to? You can write everything you want to say in the letter, just like a mother who puts all her thoughts into the letter.

Time flies, and all of a sudden it is time to part. Zheng Yankai knew that it was still early in the morning, and the entire Wutong Town was gray, with fog everywhere, and there was no clear piece, he had always been a person who didn't like to sleep lazy, so he got up early in the morning.

The people arranged by my father had arrived, and they were already waiting downstairs, waiting for him to come downstairs.

At this time, my father and my sister are still asleep, so it's better than seeing them and then having too much reluctance, right? If you can't see them, you won't miss them.

Before leaving, he secretly came to Sheng Shi's room, at this time Sheng Shi was still asleep, and the tears clearly visible on his face had been engraved in Zheng Yankai's heart, it seems that this little girl had secretly cried yesterday?

Zheng Yankai smiled softly, didn't say anything, and after covering the quilt for Sheng Shi, he walked out of the room, then dragged his luggage and walked out of the house, closing his head without looking back.

He got into the car with ease, as if a big, heavy stone had been unloaded from his heart, and he could finally leave this place, the city that made him sad.

Only then, he didn't know where to go?

Yes, my father sent him to Beijing, which is really funny. Father actually sent him to such a luxurious first-tier city, in addition, this place is very far away from Wutong Town, and it seems very difficult to go back to Wutong Town once.

Zheng Yankai thought that his father was really hearty, he really didn't know if he would return to that place. I can't imagine that my father at this time must be very happy to celebrate there.

Zheng Yankai lived in a private apartment, this apartment is very simple, just very suitable for the house that Zheng Yankai wants. Next, it's time to set up the room.