Immediately, he saw Shen Xiao's surprised expression, and then realized that he didn't seem to be saying such a thing at this moment.

Shen Xiao is an extremely intelligent and sensitive person, and this sentence reveals too much.

Chu Yunji turned his face away in a panic, not daring to look at Shen Xiao again.

Shen Xiao's surprise from the beginning quickly reminded him of Chu Yunji's abnormal performance tonight, and combined with the matter of the notebook, Shen Xiao seemed to have caught something.

She stared at Chu Yunji's side face and asked tentatively, "Yunji, are you worried...... After resurrecting my sister, we ...... will separate...... Right?"

Although it was a temptation, as he spoke, Shen Xiao became more and more sure: this may be the reason why Chu Yunji is anxious.

Chu Yun stubbornly pursed his face and refused to look at Shen Xiao.

Shen Xiao accentuated his tone: "Yun Yu, are you worried that if you resurrect your sister, we will be separated?"

Chu Yunji gasped sharply again, he shook off Shen Xiao's hand suddenly, stood up and strode to the other end of the pavilion, facing the pillar with his back to Shen Xiao, as if he didn't want to communicate with her anymore.

Seeing this, Shen Xiao still didn't understand something.

She opened her mouth in astonishment, surprised that she had guessed correctly, puzzled as to why she hadn't thought of it before, and began to wonder how to solve the problem.

The first thing that comes to her mind is backup.

For example, she and Chu Yunji each wrote a letter to themselves, telling their future selves everything about the notebook and each other.

But she soon dismissed the idea.

If his sister was resurrected, Chu Yunji would not have made such a notebook at all.

He will not leave the Chu family either.

In this way, he will not go to Shen Xiao's high-end community to buy a house and live.

The two have not crossed paths since.

Well, in order for the world line to return to normal, all unreasonable evidence will be destroyed, including the letters they wrote to their future selves.

Because this letter was written on the premise that the notebook existed.

But when my sister is resurrected, the notebook disappears.

This premise does not exist, and all subsequent evidence related to the notebook will be taken away by the notebook.

So they will separate.

They will definitely separate.

And it's not as simple as breaking up, but the complete disappearance of each other in each other's lives, including memories, will also be deleted.

From then on, Chu Yunji and Shen Xiao would never meet.

Shen Xiao sat at the stone table, stunned.

She finally understood now why Chu Yunji was so painful.

On one side is his own sister, and on the other side is the person he loves the most.

How does he choose?

There was a suffocating silence in the gazebo.

Oh, that's not all.

If my sister is resurrected......

So Zhang Xiaoyi and Tang Yuanyuan...... The children she saved in the notebook will also return to their own destiny - that is, death.

Everyone in the back, even if they are saved, will have to die again.

This is no longer such a simple choice as which is more important than sister and lover.

This is a moral question of whether "saving one person, killing a hundred" is worth it.

No matter which one you choose...... Throughout their lives, those who make choices live in a heavy shadow.

It was too cruel to let Chu Yunji make such a choice.

He didn't deserve to suffer this.

Ultimately...... He is the most innocent person.

Shen Xiao stood up, supported his slightly limp legs, and slowly walked behind Chu Yunji.

She hugged Chu Yunji from behind and didn't say anything.

Chu Yunji held Shen Xiaohuan's hand on his chest, choked and gasped, wanting to ask for help, but he didn't know how to speak.

Only this difficulty, he couldn't pull Shen Xiao into the water.

He had to make these dilemmas on his own.

"Xiaoxiao...... You don't have to worry about me...... You made me think about it...... Give me a moment, will you......?"

"Yun Zhi, I suddenly understood why God would put the precept of 'man cannot be resurrected after death' on the human world as an iron rule for the operation of the world. ”

“…… Why?"

For when a person has the power to resurrect others, he also bears sin. ”

It is up to one person to decide who to resurrect and who not to resurrect.

It's not fair.

It's not fair to the person who decides.

When a person dies, he dies when he is dead, dust to dust, dust to dust, and everything is irretrievable.

But all of a sudden, another person has the ability to resurrect others, and if that person chooses not to resurrect the dead, then he is guilty of not being saved.

The ability to resurrect others makes the originally innocent people bear sins that do not belong to them.

And it was heavy, and one life after another weighed on him.

This is not a gift at all.

This is clearly a curse.

"Xiaoxiao...... I don't know how to choose......" Chu Yunji looked at the bright moon in the sky blankly, his eyes were full of painful confusion: "I know I should choose Haixi...... But...... But you, the Gu family, and others ......"

Haixi has been dead for more than a decade.

Chu Yunzhi was no longer willing, and his life had already moved forward for more than ten years.

Friends, brothers, careers, emotions, and lovers accumulated over the past ten years...... More than ten years of life have to be thrown away in order to resurrect my sister......

In order to resurrect Chu Haixi, it is necessary to kill the current Chu Yunji...... Kill Zhang Xiaoyi and Tang Yuanyuan, who have come back to life......

He didn't know what to choose.

He really didn't know.

If you don't choose a sister...... He will always be so painfully entangled in the rest of his life, entangled in whether he will save his sister from death, and he will be crucified for the rest of his life.

The soul of his sister, who is dead and blind, will accompany him for the rest of his life.

But if you choose to resurrect your sister......

How will he deal with himself?

He didn't want to give up on the people who had helped him, cared for him, and protected him all these years.

He didn't want to give up the life he had worked so hard to live after his sister's death.

What to do......

What to do!

Chu Yunjian knew that he had to make a decision as soon as possible.

If his life continues, the things he values will accumulate more and more, and when the time comes, he will have no way to give up......

But......

But!!!!

He can't let it go now...... He couldn't let go of any of these people he knew......

Old man Gu, Mrs. Gu, Gu Xingjian, Zhou Wangce, Zhou Chenxi, Tang Yuanyuan, Zhang Xiaoyi...... and the most important thing, Shen Xiao.

His Shen Xiao.

His beloved Shen Xiao.

He didn't want to lose her.

Bang!

Chu Yunji suddenly smashed his fist on the pillar.

Shen Xiao, who was holding him behind his back, felt the violent vibration of his body, and couldn't help but exclaim: "Yun Ji! What are you doing!"

Chu Yunji didn't seem to be able to hear Shen Xiao's voice, he kept punching, punching, punching...... Slammed his unprotected fist against the hard pillar.

The pillars of the pavilion seem to be made of wood, but in fact they are covered with solid iron, and they are steadily driven into the foundation of the water, not to mention smashing them with their fists, even if the red alert typhoon is blown, this pavilion is as immobile as Mount Tai.

Chu Yun admonished the mortal body, and used his fist to smash such a strong iron-clad pillar, the only end was that the skin at the bone joints was open, the flesh and blood were blurred, and the blood splashed around with every swing of his fist, and the place where the pillar was hit was already blood-red.

Shen Xiao stood beside him, watching him self-harm in a daze, but he couldn't say a word.

Chu Yunji collapsed.