Chapter 290: Suddenly I felt redundant
I didn't speak, I just watched them quietly, and the content of what they said didn't affect me anyway, and they seemed to treat me as invisible.
Finally, when I was about to finish cooking, the little girl remembered my existence, "Mommy, wait a minute, let Uncle Yang Shu send me to school, just so you can take a break." β
I'll it, it's ...... I don't know how to describe my feelings, I only know that my heart is broken at this moment, and my daughter, who has been raising for several years, was easily abducted by the poplars.
"Wait a minute, Uncle Poplar and I will send you to school, because I also have to work today, and it's in Uncle Poplar's company. Although I was not very happy in my heart, I still had to tell her the "unfortunate" news in a good voice and pretending that I was not angry.
"Oh, I almost forgot, Mommy, you're a working person now, oops, I'm used to the way you used to be idle, and now you suddenly have a job, which makes me a little uncomfortable. β
What's wrong with the little girl today, why is every word she says to me with nails, she doesn't save me any face, and she pierces her heart.
"Hehehehe......" What else can I say, I can only respond to the little girl's "jokes" with knives with a stiff smile.
"Hehe, Xiaoxue, don't talk about your mommy, she used to not go out to work in order to be able to accompany you to grow up, and you are not short of money, so she chose to accompany you at home. β
Yang Shu explained to me on the side, telling the truth that the little girl's sentence of idleness really made me angry, when did I get idle, although I didn't have a job, but I was still very busy every day, busy doing housework, busy learning how to be a qualified mother, busy ...... Idle.
Looking back now, the days in the town in the past were really boring, after sending Xiaoxue to school every day, I could only be at home alone, doing housework, moving here and there, trying not to let myself be idle, and for a while I was obsessed with studying recipes, and then I found that I really had no talent, so I gave up.
After I finish all the things at home, I don't have anything to do, basically just a daze or something at home, only when I am immersed in my own world in a daze, I feel that the days are passing quickly, usually I feel that this day is too long, how to live can not end.
Later, Xiaoxue grew up and was finally able to chat with me, so what I look forward to the most every day is that when Xiaoxue comes back, she will tell me some of what she saw and heard in school, as well as some children she knows, and tell them little stories and secrets.
It turns out that in Xiaoxue's eyes, it has become my idle all day long? I feel that the world is spinning, and for the first time I feel that my image in Xiaoxue's mind is in jeopardy.
"Hmph, I didn't expect that I have always been an idle person in your heart, it's so sad. I pretended to be sad, and every now and then I wiped the non-existent tears from the corners of my eyes.
"I'm sorry, Mommy, don't be sad, I just joked with you, your image in my mind is incomparably great, you are my most important and favorite person. When Xiaoxue heard this, she hurriedly ran over to comfort me, the little girl was so easy to deceive, she really thought I was crying.
"Really, if I am your most important and favorite person, then where do you put Uncle Poplar?" I deliberately asked a question that embarrassed the little girl, wanting to see what kind of answer the little girl would say in front of the poplar.
"Uncle Poplar is also very important, my favorite mommy is you, and my favorite uncle is him. The little girl explained to me earnestly, not realizing that there was anything wrong with her words.
"Favorite Mommy, do you have any other Mommy?" At this time, Yang Shu, who had been watching the show next to him, opened his mouth and asked a question that was very much in line with my heart.
"Ah, no, I mean my mommy is my favorite and most important person. Heck, both of you are very important, so you have to love each other, and you can't embarrass me, right? The little girl was a little anxious, and felt that there would be loopholes in how she explained it, so she hurriedly threw the pot at us.
Where did the little girls learn these words, it seems that the elementary school teacher taught them a lot of things.
"Hahahaha, do you know what it means to love each other? Yang Shu was amused by the little girl, and I also thought that the little girl was really cute.
"I know, the teacher said that love is to be together forever, no matter what happens, the kind that will not be separated, I hope you can love my mommy, the three of us love each other, hehe. The little girl explained very seriously, it seems that she digested everything the teacher said in class very well, and she looked so serious, it really didn't look like when I was studying.
"Hahahaha, okay, the three of us love each other. Poplar was in a good mood and replied as she said.
I was also amused by the little girl's cute appearance, and finally it was no longer a person who was left out in the corner and secretly unhappy, and the three of them ate happily at the table and chatted happily.
The meal ended happily, Poplar put the dishes away to the kitchen, there was no time to wash, and then the three of us went straight out.
Breakfast time was pleasant, and the pleasant atmosphere continued until we dropped off at Xiaoxue's school, almost ten minutes earlier, and we arrived at Xiaoxue's school ten minutes before Xiaoxue was late.
Before the little girl got out of the car, she didn't forget to remind the poplar road to pay attention to safety, and said goodbye to all kinds of reluctance, but she didn't say a word to me.
This conscienceless little white-eyed wolf is really undisciplined, didn't Yang Shu just cook for her once, although it was delicious, but it didn't even want his own mother.
I was again full of black lines, watching the little white-eyed wolf leave, and poplar and I continued on the road.
In the car, there was less light snow to enliven the atmosphere, Yang Shu and I didn't know what to say for a while, neither of us spoke, and finally, when I was about to get off the car, Yang Shu asked me: "Are the colleagues in the company easy to get along with?"
"Well, it's all good, the few people I dealt with yesterday were very easy to get along with, they were all positive and happy to help me understand the work, and they were very patient with me. "I hesitated for a while, but decided not to tell Poplar about it, not wanting to annoy him in vain, so I thought about it and could only pick up a few examples that were more friendly to me.
Yesterday, on my first day at work, except for one or two female colleagues who were not very friendly to me, everyone else was very good, especially a few male colleagues in the business department, who were very attentive to me, which made me a little embarrassed.
"That's good, if you need help at work, you can come to me directly, or ask other colleagues, now you are still familiar with the business stage, during this time I will put you in the company to learn more about our company's main business, many things I will slowly hand over to you to manage, you don't have to be too anxious, don't have pressure, I will always be in a place where you can see." β
Poplar suddenly said so many things to me, I was a little caught off guard, so is he preparing to train me to be his henchman?
To be honest, I am looking forward to the importance of poplars, I have always been a person who likes challenges, although it has been away from the competition for several years, but as long as I am given a challenging task, I will definitely try my best to complete it.
"Mmmm, I know, I will work hard, and I will definitely live up to your expectations. "In the face of Poplar's trust in me, I believe that I can complete the challenge and also make Poplar believe that I am a person he can trust.
"Mmmm, I believe you. "With poplars cheering me on, I believe I will be more motivated, I think in the face of the boss's trust, everyone should think that they are lucky, and they will definitely seize the opportunity to work hard, not to mention that person is still my favorite poplar."
In this way, the two of us seemed to have opened the conversation, and we chatted all the way back and forth.
Soon, we arrived near the company, I chatted and almost forgot that I had just been misunderstood by a female colleague in the company yesterday, in order to avoid further misunderstanding by everyone, so I hurriedly asked Yang Shu to stop: "Stop and stop, you put me here." β
"Why do you want to go here, I'm not going to the company, why do you have to go this way more?" Yang Shu is usually a very smart person who can listen to people's faces, why is he stupid today.
"Uh...... I'm afraid that my colleagues in the company will see the misunderstanding and misunderstand that the two of us are ...... That kind of relationship. I bowed my head a little embarrassed and whispered.
"What kind of relationship do you misunderstand us?oh~ You mean you're afraid that they will think the two of us are living together?" Yang Shu suddenly realized, smiled and said.
"Uh...... Yes, right. "Actually, I meant that I was afraid that others would think that the two of us were in a relationship, but I didn't expect him to be good, and he went straight to cohabitation.
"Oh, don't worry, no, I already told them yesterday, you are my friend, let them take care of it, they won't be cranky. Poplar looked like he trusted his colleagues.
Hey, so what the hell should I say, I can only say that you are really too naΓ―ve, Poplar, you don't know anything about the power of rumors, and many times what others promise you on the surface is not necessarily what he thinks in his heart.
Yesterday, when Yang Shu took me to various departments of the company to familiarize myself with the work, everyone was very friendly on the surface, of course, in front of the company's boss can not give face, but we can't say what to say behind the scenes.
This world is really a very magical place, some people are so kind that they move the world, some people are evil enough to be outrageous, some people are destined to be extraordinary from birth, and some people are impossible to reach the starting point of some people even if they struggle for a lifetime.
It is these strange and fickle things in the world that have created many kinds of people in this world, some are sincere, some are hypocritical, some are brave, some are cowardly, I don't know which category I belong to, maybe all of them have a little bit.
In fact, each of us has such and such people around us, those who love to talk about people's rights and wrongs, those who love to meddle with others' affairs, those who love to see the wind and steer, and those who love sycophants, even in our company, these people abound.
"Hehe, listen to me, let me down here, it won't be wrong. "I don't know how to tell Yang Shu, he is such a sincere and kind person, and he always thinks of others like him.
"Well, since you're so insistent, there must be a reason for you. Poplar said, parked the car at the edge of the intersection, opened the door and let me get out.
"You go first, I'll go right over. I opened the car door and got out of the car and said to the poplar.
"Uh-huh, then I'm leaving, you pay attention to the vehicles on the road. Poplar reminded me and drove away.
I got out of the car and watched the poplars drive away.
The place where I got off the bus was only one intersection away from our company, and it took about five minutes to walk, and I looked at the time on my phone, and it was 7:52, and it was eight minutes before I was late for work, so I had enough time to walk over now.
I walked in the direction of the company with my bag, and every now and then I would take a picture of myself in front of the clear glass in the roadside store.