Chapter 142: The "Black Shadow" is Ding Yu
"I'm still curious...... How the hell did you come out?" Bai Ling walked out of the dessert shop with a satisfied puff of belly, and poked the face of the "black shadow" who followed her.
She walked forward very leisurely, stretching from time to time, this winter, even the "black shadow" considered thickening the cloak, but I didn't expect Bai Ling to be the same.
"Don't poke me. The "black shadow" pressed Bai Ling's cold hand down, looking a little impatient, as if it was about to explode.
"Answer my question first. Bai Ling ran up to her a little angrily and looked at her, if there was some childish glare a second ago, then it was already an authentic smile.
The two of them stood in the bustling flow of people, and they were not conspicuous, but because Bai Ling had become famous recently, there were quite a few people looking at her.
Bai Ling always reciprocates those people with his eyes, this yuppie is not covered, because it is a "white ghost", because it is the special damned murderer, so it is so terrifying.
Everyone began to be guided by public opinion to think that Bai Ling was a "white ghost", which was indeed the truth, but Bai Ling really hated this feeling, and she knew it, but she couldn't stand that kind of skeptical attitude.
She wanted to use her eyes to chase away the eyes of others, and she did it, but she also managed to make her reputation worse.
Some people will see Bai Ling's appearance that seems to be cute, but they will only take a picture, and then say: "Cut, pretend to be true." "People's perceptions are always narrow but can't be changed.
"Huh?" The Shadow observed the gaze that was gradually withdrawing from the two of them, and hooked the corners of his mouth unhappily, "So what you want to know is why this kid has such a perverted personality?" There was a strong sense of self-deprecation.
Bai Ling nodded and didn't speak, but looked at the person opposite with a look of "Didn't I say it", so he had to add another sentence according to his own cognition: "I just want to know, what is the 'last straw'." ”
As soon as the words fell, there was an unwilling "tsk" in my ears.
"The last straw"...... Is there this damn thing before any extreme behavior...... There must be something like that.
"How do you know there's going to be such a thing?" The "black shadow" raised his chin slightly, and the unreality revealed by the terrifying smile was seen by Bai Ling.
Even if it was only for a moment, I noticed that they stood still, motionless, and looked at each other as people walked by, cars drove by, and the shouts sounded.
Bai Ling's usual smile showed a sense of comfort, and the "black shadow" somehow seemed to have found someone who could understand her.
"Because I've experienced it myself, and I've seen a lot of people go through it. "Whether it's the urge to kill or the moment of crying, isn't it all because you're crushed?
The "black shadow" must have laughed at himself, and after laughing, he walked forward and spoke: "I really have that kind of thing." She subconsciously touched her neck.
Bai Ling approached her curiously, but there was no trace on her neck.
"Tell me about it. She smiled.
"Black Shadow" agreed, perhaps because she felt that there was no need to hide it: "The usual pressure is only the high expectations of parents and friends for this child, as well as the goals she has set for herself...... That's all. ”
Bai Ling put his hand on his chin and pretended to look like an elder, brushing his imaginary beard, looking forward to the other party's next words.
I have to say, she was a little intimidated.
"Growing up, I was always expected to do something that would please everyone, and then I was complimented by them that they didn't have at all, and I smiled and pandered, telling myself to keep trying. ”
The whole person of the "black shadow" is gloomy, biting his fingers, giving people a feeling of abhorrence of all things.
It's a pity that Bai Ling is not a person who can say "don't say it if you don't want to", and she is looking forward to what kind of dramatic story this person will tell next the more emotional she talks.
She could indeed understand the feelings of the "dark shadow", her childhood...... It seems that I feel tired while smiling, and the mother killing my father has become an expression of a series of pressures......
"It's really tiring, if you have to wear a smile mask every day. Bai Ling said and touched the head of the "black shadow".
"Do you know that? Is the smile a mask now?"
"That's not it," Bai Ling pinched his face and raised his smile a little more, "But I did force myself to laugh when I was a child." "Even after her mother killed her father, she kept her false smile all the time.
Smile at life...... She probably did.
"This kid is always in the spotlight as the eldest of the twins," Shadow Shadow gestured to his chest, "hence the ...... The child's sister is often overlooked. ”
——
"Sister, sister, what are the adults talking about? ”
"We're talking about the two of us. ”
Ding Yu still loves her sister very much.
But they heard the chatter of the adults on the side:
"Sure enough, my sister is smart. ”
"Yes, I'm honest with my sister, my sister is good. ”
The two of them heard the voice.
If it was only that once, it might have been forgotten as I grew older, but unfortunately that has happened too many times. Almost every time, as long as an outsider comes to their house, it will always be like this.
My sister has good grades, my sister can talk to everyone, and my sister can talk sweetly. Even Ding Yu herself was tired of listening to it, and she really couldn't stand those compliments—compliments that made her have to work harder and achieve what they wanted.
My sister is too naughty, my sister's grades are not as good as my sister's, and my sister can't speak. Ding Yu was tired of their subconscious rejection of her beloved sister, but she didn't dare to step forward and say a word.
In the blink of an eye, the two children are already in high school. At the end of a family gathering, my sister pulled my sister into her room.
"Why...... Why is it always you who is praised for it, and am I always the one who follows you and no one loves you!"
Ding Xin pinched Ding Yu's neck on the bed, the reason was just a joke made by a relative, "If your sister is not enough before college in the future, she will rely on you to work", really, it was just an unintentional joke.
The tighter she pinched, she had already recklessly reckless: the big deal was all the same!
My voice was hoarse and I couldn't shout.
In the next second, Ding Yu kicked her away from herself and shouted, "Calm down, Xin'er." ”
"Calm down, how to be calm! You tell me how to be calm! I am the only one who has been neglected since I was a child, why are you so liked!" Ding Xin shouted angrily. It's really hard to imagine her lively appearance now.
Looking at her hateful appearance, Ding Yu also wanted to ask "why", those compliments were not what she wanted. That angry expression was painful.
Yes...... Why is it always me who can't remove the disguise?
In the blink of an eye, Ding Xin's hands were fixed, her head hit her knees hard, and she looked at Ding Yu's coldness when she looked at her from above...... It was a terrible look like it was going to skin her alive.
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"So you appeared at that time?" Bai Ling asked.
“…… It can be understood this way. The "black shadow" replied a little inadequately.
……
The next morning, Ding Xin watched her sister wake her up as if nothing had happened, and her language was even softer than before, and when she asked about yesterday's incident, she would only say, "Hmm, did anything happen yesterday?"
I don't remember, I really don't remember, my sister reconciled with my sister with hatred.
"Hmm......" Bai Ling stared at Ding Yu and observed without saying a word.
The "black shadow" obviously felt the uncomfortable gaze: "What are you going to do?"
Bai Ling kept looking at her, staring intently: "I just want to know, I want to decompress and want to escape...... It's you or her. Does it feel good to be a bystander?"
In the end, the personality that was split out is a "black shadow" or Ding Yu as a policeman.
"How did you find out?" The "black shadow" should be the one who really has been Ding Yu from the beginning.
"Because you panicked when I asked you questions. Bai Ling said as a matter of course. She's really good at observing other people's emotional fluctuations.
At that time, no one appeared, all that appeared was Ding Yu's collapse, Ding Yu was crushed to death, and she became a "black shadow".
Then the next day, he handed over his identity to a split person named "Ding Yu", and he could finally escape, and he could be a bystander without having to endure those compliments.
"Tsk," "Black Shadow's face was very ugly, and there was no lack of disgust and disgust, "I am willing to give my identity to this child, and I don't want to come out if I can." ”
"But you still came out and killed someone. Bai Ling said.
"I just can't get used to the hypocrisy around this kid. ”
It was Ding Yu who killed the murderer, and the policeman was also "Ding Yu".
"I realized that the goodness that split out of my personality was the child now, but the goodness ...... It's almost polluted by this world. I knew that if I continued like this, neither I nor she would become disgusted with the world. ”
The "black shadow" is laughing at himself, laughing at himself that everything will be seen through by Bai Ling, and laughing at how ridiculous his wish is-
"I just want to protect this 'me' who is not polluted and has not gone crazy. ”
Bai Ling looked at her, laughed out loud all of a sudden, tiptoed slightly, and touched her head: "Your wish is not wrong," she smiled, reassuring, "It's a bit naïve, but I'm not qualified to say that." ”
"Don't you think what I'm saying sounds like?"
"I don't think so, because I understand it completely. ”
"Tsk. ”
"Sure enough, you're cute, too. ”
"You're looking for ...... death"
The two men parted at a fork in the road, smiling with a smile on their faces.
Is the "White Ghost" a nice guy once in a while? A bad guy with a lot of peace of mind.
Miss "Black Shadow" is unexpectedly a delicate person. A very contented bad guy.