Chapter 114
"I know!" He Manzi tried to suppress his voice, but tears fell like beads with broken threads.
"Manzi, you should bless us!" Gao Haoyu said with a smile on his face.
He Manzi grabbed his hand, but couldn't say a word. She knew that there were many people in this world who loved each other but couldn't be together, but she didn't expect it to be so painful to be in it.
If Gao Haoyu insists on being with He Manzi, Han Ruoyu will inevitably relapse from his old illness and be destined to suffer for a lifetime, and more importantly, I am afraid that it will affect He Manzi, and Gao Haoyu will not allow He Manzi to be hurt a little! And now, Gao Haoyu would rather sacrifice himself and be with Han Ruoyu, which not only fulfills Han Ruoyu but also preserves He Manzi, but he sacrifices his feelings and the happiness of his life. Han Ruoyu is like a bomb, but Gao Haoyu would rather use his body to hold this bomb, he would rather be blown to pieces than let He Manzi be hurt at all. With such affection, such a mind, and such a decision, how can He Manzi's heart not be cut like a knife?
He Manzi kept shaking her head, but she couldn't think of any way, she just felt as uncomfortable as if she had been hollowed out.
Gao Haoyu gently patted He Manzi's hand and said: "Manzi, you have to be happy for me, you don't know how difficult it is for me to make this decision, but once I really make a decision, my heart is much easier, Han Ruoyu is like a stone that always presses on my heart, and now this stone is finally held in my hand!"
"But, this is too wronged for you!"
"People, you can't always think for yourself, you just make me great once!"
"But let you ...... to Han Ruoyu every day"
Gao Haoyu sighed and said: "Actually, Han Ruoyu is also very affectionate to me, but the way is a little wrong, now think about it, if I break up with her, I will really be a little ungrateful, it's just ...... I'm sorry for you!"
He Manzi smiled miserably and said, "There's nothing to be sorry for me, we're like this...... Very good!"
The four eyes looked at each other for a long time, and each could read each other's meaning. Some things don't need to be said too clearly, maybe from today, the budding feelings will become a kind of memory, forever dusty, and only in the dead of night can it be quietly opened, self-remembrance, how can there be so many unsatisfactory in life?
"Well, how's your work going?" Gao Haoyu deliberately changed the subject.
He Manzi had no choice but to retract her thoughts and shook her head gently.
"This medicine is actually used in large quantities, but Zhang Tianpeng clearly announced that it is not allowed to be used, are you looking for him to be more accommodating?" Gao Haoyu asked tentatively.
"Don't you know him, I went for nothing, how could I give him what he wanted?" He Manzi said helplessly.
"Let's try it, maybe it's okay to use another method?
He Manzi nodded thoughtfully, Zhang Xiaohu also said, you can try, you can pay attention to the method, if you can really win the surgical piece, then you don't have to worry about eating and drinking! He Manzi's confidence rose suddenly......
He Manzi didn't sleep well all night, and Gao Haoyu's decision had a great shock to her heart. People are really strange, when Gao Haoyu clearly confessed to her, she hesitated whether to accept it, once Gao Haoyu made the decision to quit, she suddenly realized how important Gao Haoyu was to her, that kind of regret really hurt, that feeling of emptiness made her miserable! However, it is reasonable to be reasonable, Gao Haoyu has made the most helpless and reasonable decision, can she stop it? Does she really have the courage to stop it? Can she really bear Han Ruoyu's lonely life? Even if they are really reluctant to be together, can they really be happy?
Gao Haoyu's decision was like throwing a stone into a pool of stagnant water, the ripples drifted round and round, and He Manzi's heart seemed to be rejuvenated, and she began to re-examine her feelings. Yes, there will be a lot of feelings in a person's life, whether it is a cruel change of thought or a helpless Lao Yan to fly, the past is the past, but no one has any reason to deny all feelings with a relationship, maybe feelings are like meteors, fleeting, but if you catch it, it is the best! For a long time, she consciously suppressed her feelings, the fundamental reason was that Xiao Tianyang's departure made her lose confidence in love, and at this moment, Gao Haoyu's departure seemed to make her rejuvenated, and the door of feelings seemed to be slowly opening......
He Manzi stood quietly in front of the mirror, tilting his head to look at his delicate face. It is said that a beautiful face is a girl's greatest capital, but so far, this face has not only brought herself any luck, but has caused endless trouble, and what is even more ironic is that the owner of this face is still an old virgin, should she laugh or cry?
He Manzi stood in front of the surgical building again, and she decided to give it a try. Although she has been to the hospital many times, she has never entered the surgical building, here are her most painful memories, and even when she sees this white high-rise building, she can still remember her long-buried love, is this considered hatred and hatred?
He Manzi puffed himself up, and walked into the surgical building elegantly, although the corridor was still that familiar smell, but because he was not wearing a white coat, He Manzi's heart was much more relaxed!
Many doctors and nurses in the building knew He Manzi, and everyone greeted each other along the way, and suddenly a familiar figure came into her eyes, it was Cai Jun! Cai Jun also found her, and immediately greeted her with a smile, and said with a smile: "What's the matter, beauty, go back to your mother's house to see?"
"you, this is also my mother's house?"
"Anyway, it's pretty much the same, do you have something to do, let's go, go to the office and sit down?"
He Manzi nodded, but looked around as he walked.
Cai Jun poured water and asked, "Who are you looking for?"
"Why didn't I see Gao Haoyu?"
"Oh, I heard that Han Ruoyu was discharged from the hospital today, and he asked for leave, alas, Haoyu, it's pitiful enough, otherwise you ......"
He Manzi shook his head miserably and said, "Forget it, don't say it!"
Cai Jun sighed and asked, "Say, what's the matter, see if I can help!"
He Manzi thought about it and said his intentions.
Cai Jun smiled and said: "You are stumped on me, no one can say anything about this matter, only Zhang Tianpeng can say it, and you also know who he is, I think you also thought about it before you came, what are you going to do?"
He Manzi shook his head and said: "I don't know, I am a dead horse as a live horse doctor, I can do the best, and I can't pull it down!"
"Then you can't make preparations!" Cai Jun said with a smile.
He Manzi nodded and asked, "Is he there?"
"Yes, I just finished checking the room, and there should be no surgery today!"
"Okay, I'll try it!"
He Manzi took a deep breath and knocked on the door of the director's office, and a familiar voice came from inside: "Please come in!"
He Manzi smiled slightly, pushed the door and walked in.
"Oh, you're finally here?" Zhang Tianpeng was not only not the slightest surprised, but everything seemed to be in his expectation.
"You guessed I'd come?" He Manzi sat down on the sofa unceremoniously.
"Yes, but I didn't expect you to take so long. Zhang Tianpeng smiled meaningfully, "What's the matter?"
He Manzi smiled helplessly and said, "You know these things, why do you want to ask me?"
Zhang Tianpeng nodded and said, "When you left, I thought we would meet again, but I didn't expect it to be like this, when will we be equal?
"We have always been equal, alas, you stay away from me!" Seeing Zhang Tianpeng getting closer and closer, He Manzi couldn't help but warn.
"Huh, we're equal?
"I mean equality of personality, as for please, that's a matter of work, don't mix it up! Don't go around in circles, let's say, what conditions?" He Manzi spit out this sentence seemingly plainly, but his heart was "thumping" and beating non-stop.
"Don't you know what I want?" Zhang Tianpeng's lewd gaze was as sharp as ever.
He Manzi nodded with a smile and said, "Absolutely not, can there be another way?"
Zhang Tianpeng shook his head stubbornly.
"Anything but this, I can give you a rebate or whatever you want, as long as I have it?" He Manzi asked anxiously.
"I only want your body, and I can even do without kickbacks, you won't suffer a loss in this deal!" Zhang Tianpeng said with burning eyes.
He Manzi sighed helplessly, stood up and said: "Zhang Tianpeng, it's a pity that you don't go to be a **, your will is really firm!"
Zhang Tianpeng also smiled: "Yes, it's a pity not to set up a memorial arch for you!"
"No need, I'm a human being, not a beast!"
"Then I'll see how long you can last!" Zhang Tianpeng looked like a cat and mouse.
"Goodbye!" He Manzi opened the door and left.
"Welcome back!" came Zhang Tiancang's smug laughter behind him.
"How's it going? No?" He Manzi was walking dejectedly, this sudden voice startled her, and when she raised her head, she realized that it was Cai Jun.
He Manzi shook his head helplessly.
"Alas, he's gone mad, it's useless to tell him anything else, you better think of something else!"
He Manzi smiled and said, "Let's talk about it, I'll go first, you can be busy!"
Cai Jun nodded, looking at He Manzi's thin back, he couldn't help but shake his head again. In this materialistic society, this poor girl is stubbornly struggling like a lotus in the mud, it is not easy to persevere until now, why does God torture her like this?
He Manzi's heart has already regained her calm, she doesn't feel regret, she doesn't feel sorry, she just feels very unfair, why such a dirty person has the power of life and death in his hands, so many people have to look at his face. Zhang Tianpeng's smug laughter still echoed in her ears, the obscene face with a fat head and big ears still flashed in her mind, and a wave of anger suddenly rushed up uncontrollably, He Manzi gritted her teeth, she suddenly decided to fight with him! I don't know how many sisters have fallen under his filthy body, whether it is for the humiliation she has suffered for days, or for the sisters who have been coerced by him, she is determined to give it a try!
He Manzi suddenly smiled, this decision was not easy for her, although she didn't know what method to use, but she suddenly felt that she was much braver. It turned out that for Zhang Tianpeng's unprovoked harassment, she just blindly avoided it, but never thought of fighting back, which undoubtedly fueled his lustful courage, and now that she made this decision, she suddenly felt that she was no longer the little girl who was bullied, she had grown up, and she now had the courage to say "no" to anyone!