As soon as the words fell, Shen Xiao felt that Chu Yunji's body had become stiff.

She looked up from his arms: "Yun Zhi, I don't know what happened to your sister, but we can't run away anymore......"

"Xiaoxiao, you don't understand ......"

Chu Yunji let go of Shen Xiao and turned to the side: "You don't understand...... The notebooks are random, and you can't guarantee that we can go back to the same case......!"

"Gotta try!"

Shen Xiao grabbed his hand and dragged him back to his side: "Yun Yu, I know you're scared...... You're afraid that if we don't come back to the same case, you're going to mess things up...... You're more scared if the case you happen to come back to is your sister's case......"

If that was the case, Chu Yunji could only watch his sister jump from the stairs again, and from then on, his sister's only chance to resurrect would also be gone with the wind......

Shen Xiao understood his fears.

But if she doesn't take the first step bravely, her sister will have to live in a notebook forever.

This is definitely not what Chu Yunji wants.

Shen Xiao clearly saw Chu Yunji's contradictions and fears, so she had to take the initiative to take him to face them.

If that misfortune still happens in the end, then at least it is also what they face together, and it is better for two people to bear this sin together than for him to carry it alone.

"Sky ......"

Chu Yunji didn't dare to look directly into Shen Xiao's firm and bright eyes.

She was always full of courage, she could always confidently leap over the abyss, but he didn't dare.

He was afraid that he was too heavy, he was afraid that he would not be able to fly, he was afraid that he would fall into the abyss.

Although, he has been wandering in the dark for a long time.

But his sister's case is the final bottom line, and he doesn't dare to try rashly until he is sure.

Because of this, he hid his notebook in the library's self-service reading room in the first place, because he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself and repeatedly travel back to the case, for fear that the case he returned to one day would be the case where his sister was, so he would ...... It's really a catastrophe.

He has no power to save anyone......

Only Shen Xiao can do it.

If he and Shen Xiao didn't return to the same case, if he returned to his sister's case without Shen Xiao's company......

He was afraid that when he saw his sister jump from the stairs for the second time, he would jump with her......

If that's the case, what should Shen Xiao do?

He couldn't leave Shen Xiao alone.

He finally ...... I met Shen Xiao.

This mood made Chu Yunji feel very selfish, so much so that he didn't dare to mention the matter of the notebook at all these days, he just wanted to escape.

And there was one most important thing, the most fearful thing in his heart, he didn't dare to tell Shen Xiao.

If my sister comes back to life......

So will he not run away from home, will he not be picked up by the Gu family when he is covered in bruises, will not be out of the control of the Chu family with the support and help of the Gu family, will not create his own business, and will not ...... met Shen Xiao.

The reason why he noticed Shen Xiao was precisely because of the existence of the notebook. But if his sister hadn't died, then he wouldn't have made such a notebook, then...... Will he still meet Shen Xiao?

If his sister survives, he will lose the opportunity to be with Shen Xiao......

If his sister comes back to life, he will say goodbye to Shen Xiao forever...... From now on, there is no longer such a person as Shen Xiao......

So what is he going to do?

He couldn't take such a risk.

He didn't want to take such a risk.

This kind of thought made Chu Yunjian extremely painful.

He felt like a villain.

For the sake of his own happiness, he shook the idea of resurrecting his sister.

Obviously, this is what he has longed for the most in the past ten years.

But after meeting Shen Xiao, everything slowly changed.

"Xiaoxiao, you let me think about it, okay......?"

Chu Yunji said with difficulty: "You let me think about it......"

Shen Xiao frowned in confusion: "Why? Isn't this what you want the most? Isn't it good to get your sister back and untie your heart knot?" Yun Zhi, what are you hesitating about?"

“……”

Looking at Shen Xiao's pure and confused eyes, Chu Yunji felt that he was so dirty that he couldn't bear to look at it directly. He slammed Shen Xiao into his arms and pressed her head on his shoulder, not letting her see his struggling expression.

"...... Yun Zhi?"

Shen Xiao struggled hard, but he was imprisoned by Chu Yun and couldn't move.

"Xiaoxiao...... Don't look at me...... You let me think about it, okay? Please......"

The sound of incomparably desperate and painful made Shen Xiao slowly stop struggling.

She slowly raised her hand and gently hugged his trembling body back.

“…… Good. ”

She gently closed her beautiful eyes.

“…… It's all up to you. ”

——

In the evening, Chu Yunji and Shen Xiao had dinner in Gu's house, and after Mrs. Gu's strong stay, the two stayed in Gu's house for a night.

This night, neither Chu Yunji nor Shen Xiao slept well.

Chu Yunjian tossed and turned on the bed, and in the second half of the night, he couldn't stand it anymore, sat up from the bed, and looked at the alarm clock at the bedside: It's more than three o'clock in the morning.

He rolled out of bed, put on his coat, pulled the door open and walked out.

He walked aimlessly, and he didn't know where he was going. Walking and walking, he somehow came to Shen Xiao's room.

Standing in front of Shen Xiao's door, he hesitated for a long time, and finally put down the hand he raised, and did not knock on her door.

Let her sleep well, his own affairs, just handle it himself.

Thinking so, Chu Yunjian turned around and walked towards the courtyard.

In the empty courtyard, only the street lamps hidden in the grass were emitting a faint orange light, Chu Yunji walked along the street lamps all the way, wearing flowers and willows, crossing most of the courtyard, and finally his eyes lit up-

There was a familiar figure sitting in the Chun Nuan Pavilion by the pool, as if waiting for his arrival.

Chu Yunji was slightly stunned.

It didn't seem that Shen Xiao would come to this place one step earlier than him.

Shen Xiao, who was sitting in the pavilion, seemed to be pondering, but she sensed Chu Yunji's arrival, and across the carp pond, Shen Xiao smiled lightly at Chu Yunji, raised his hand and waved.

Chu Yunji's legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he was frozen to the ground.

He knew that he should respond to Shen Xiao's call and go over to find her.

But there was no way he could face her at this time.

——

Shen Xiao couldn't sleep at night, so he put on his coat and went for a walk in the courtyard.

Walking and walking, she came to the Spring Warm Pavilion.

This old man Gu's favorite gazebo is still lit with a soft orange lamp at the moment, illuminating everything around him.

Seeing this, Shen Xiao walked in without hesitation.

In the Spring Warm Pavilion, she was blowing the cool night breeze, listening to the occasional sound of carp fluttering in the pond, and thinking about Chu Yun's abnormal performance today.