How many good girls do you have?

Why is every girl so depressed

How many good girls do you have?

Yah

Why is every girl holding tears

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Meng Tingweidi's song "How Many Good Girls Do You Have" sings with resentment, and interprets the bitterness, sadness, and self-pity in the heart of a young girl.

Sheng Shishi listened to this song many times, and only felt that the grievances in his heart were more sour than the footsteps played by Meng Tingwei. After returning to school from Mo Qingyou on the 8th, it seems that everything has begun to change. Not only can't see attachment and infatuation in his eyes, but her usual performance also makes her feel lonely for a while.

It's been six years, these six years, Mo Qingyou has been quietly protecting himself, every day he will prepare breakfast for himself, and he also comes to a mobile phone at night to condole, but now, everything seems to have begun to change due to Mo Qingyou's serious illness, hatefully, he actually slowly likes Mo Qingyou after the change, especially in recent days, seeing him can always speed up his heartbeat, and can't see it, and he feels empty in his heart, as if he has lost a big tree that can take the shade.

As soon as Xie Jun came back from the bath, he saw Sheng Shishi who was at a loss, and he panicked, "Ying Shi, what's wrong?" Xie Jun sat down next to the bed, gently hugged Ying Shi and asked with concern.

The dormitory is just the two of them at the moment, and everyone else is busy with the application for the exam.

Sheng Shishi raised his head in a daze, as if he only realized at this time that his friend Xie Jun was still wearing a headset, so he couldn't hear what she said, but seeing Xie Jun's nervous spirit, her heart suddenly became even more lonely, and now she wanted to pour out her feelings to her best friend, and vent her grievances and bitterness for half a month now.

Xie Jun saw Sheng Shishi's complaining and mournful eyes, which revealed a deep sadness and grievance, which made her even more worried.

"Ying Shi, what kind of grievances have you suffered? Be good, don't cry, don't cry!" Seeing his friend's clear tears falling down endlessly, Xie Jun persuaded at a loss.

Taking off the headset and wiping his tears with the back of his hand, Sheng Shishi finally couldn't help crying on his friend's shoulder.

Ying Shi didn't know why he wanted to cry so much, but the tears flowed down like he didn't obey the order.

"Xie Jun, I miss my mother!" Sheng Shishi, who had just stopped sobbing, suddenly burst into words.

Where are you thinking about your mother, and you are still thinking about me at this time, hey, Xie Jun actually knows the real reason why her friend is sad and aggrieved, but she doesn't talk about it, how dare she mention it to stimulate her, and sigh in her heart, not only is it not worth it for her friends, but also she is angry at that "Bo Xinghan".

"Ying Shi, if you miss your mother, call home, why don't you take the bus back to the provincial capital tonight? Xie Jun spoke down the words of Ying Shi.

"No," Ying Shi's voice was a little hoarse, "Xie Jun, you, what school are you going to apply for?"

Ying Shi and Xie Jun have actually discussed this ambition N times for this application, but now she actually uses this to ask questions and avoid friends, and Xie Jun has nothing to do.

"Peking University, haven't we already talked about it? The first voluntarily fill in the land of Peking University, let's also make an appointment to apply for the foreign language major together, don't you want to Saraiba now?" Xie Jun joked with a smile, but in his heart, he was gritting his teeth and resentful, Sheng Shishi's original intention was not to apply for Peking University, it was Keelung Tongji University, her wish was to be an author, who knew where she sounded that Mo Qingyou was not Peking University and did not take the exam, and she screamed again in her heart.

"Xiaojun, I'm not going to apply for Peking University," Sheng Shishi's voice was a little evasive, "I'm going to apply for Yishui University." ”

"Ahh

Xie Jun touched his friend's forehead, he didn't have a high fever, why did he start talking mushily, could it be that he was too sad? Xie Jun didn't know where to start, just stared blankly at his friend curled up on him.

"Because of ......" Sheng Shishi wanted to say because of Mo Qingyou, but it was difficult to open his mouth when he said this.

"Because of Mo Qingyou?!"

Xie Jun hurriedly spoke the following text for Ying Shi.

"Xiaojun, I think, I really like Mo Qingyou. ”

It was a heavy note thrown on Xie Jun again, although she had already discovered the truth of this fact from the recent performance of her friend's soul, and she heard her say it in person, and felt beyond imagination, Sheng Shi Shi Ke has always been very calm, and even rejected many lovers, and now he actually admitted to his face that he likes someone, although this person is very worthy of his liking, but it also makes her think about it for a while.

"Xiaojun, am I stupid? I have known him for six years, but for a long time I don't know whether I like him or not, because in the past, he always circled around me, asked for warmth every day, and bought breakfast for me every day, but I saw that he was smiling and bold, and weak," Sheng Shishi inhaled softly and deeply.

"After he fainted, my life seemed to change, since then, he has never given me a mobile phone, he has never taken the initiative to ask me out, although now he sits next to me every day to class, but I don't know what happened, I only feel that he is far away from me, since his clear eyes I can't see my own shadow, at this time, I found myself very lonely and very sad, I thought I was just not used to it all of a sudden, but when I saw him gambling with Xiao Meifen, the teasing look in my heart suddenly jealous, yes, Xiaojun, I was jealous for a boy for the first time。 ”

The sound of Shengshi Shidi seems to float from the far away sky, very far away, and there is a strong heart here. And what can Xie Jun say? He can only hug her shoulders tightly, hoping that she can get rid of this boundless suffering.

"Heh~ Since that day, I know that I like Mo Qingyou, but do you know? Today I am very aggrieved, really very aggrieved, very aggrieved, it seems that all of a sudden all the tears are pouring over, making me feel refreshed, I don't know why I am about to take the high school entrance exam, and I am still whimsical, there is no result in my heart, Xiaojun, can you tell me?" As he spoke, Sheng Shishi raised his head slightly, expecting his friend to help him save him.

"Ying Shi, I know you are very aggrieved, but no matter what, you can't bet on your future to please him, even if you are really in the same school with her, with his current knowledge, I am afraid ......" What are you afraid of, Xie Jun didn't say, but the two of them knew very well in their hearts how they would end up.

Sheng Shishi let out a wry smile, sourly smiled, she now felt as if she was drinking a small cup of bitter wine, this cup of good wine that had been prepared for six years, but because of her own tears, it became unusually sour.

"When he went back to school, I felt that I was not facing Mo Qingyou, oh, this feeling is very magical and very strange, because I know that he is not pretentious and does not look at me, he seems to be born out of nature, I don't blame him, really, I don't blame him. Sheng Shishi thought of the scene when No. 8 met, and bitter tears rolled down without a trace.

Xie Jun lowered his head and looked at his friend, helping her wipe away her tears, but his heart was full of helplessness.

"Xiaojun, when he said that he was going to apply for Yishui University, I was more surprised than when you heard that I was going to apply for Yishui University, I don't know why he wanted to apply for Yishui University, but when I saw him say this, my heart trembled namelessly, because in his opinion I saw the glory of the land, yes, that is attachment, a very deep and very entangled mian very attached affection emerged from his firm eyes, since then, I have been lonely, as if I began to lose my way, I don't know where I should go, where my path is, I am very sadTears welled up Sheng Shishi leaned weakly on Xie Jundi's shoulder, feeling like a resentful woman who couldn't wait for a lover.

At that time, I could clearly feel the love in his heart, but unfortunately the true love did not belong to me. I really don't know what happened, reason told me to let go of him, but deep down there is always a demon in my heart who has been tearing myself apart, keeping me from being controlled, making me expect him to appear in front of me every day, and in those days, as soon as I see him, my heart will rejoice, scream with joy, and feel the light of happiness shining on me, and every time I am alone, I will ask myself: Do I like him? But every time I can't wait for the result, I deny it outright, it's very funny, right?" Sheng Shishi laughed self-deprecatingly, with tears on his face but with a self-deprecating smile, very treacherous, Xie Jun felt so.

"For so many days, he talked to me every day very simple and very dogmatic, could it be that I was not even as good as the demon girl Xiao Meifen in his eyes? Yes, Xiaojun, I began to be jealous, when I saw them standing on the pulpit and betting, I began to be deeply jealous, I was so jealous that I was even on the edge of the place where I wanted to go crazy and break out, but unfortunately, today I saw not only the scene of jealousy, but also the deep helplessness. Ying Shi said, with a long sigh, this sigh was full of powerlessness, floating like a ghost in the empty dormitory.

"What did you see today?" Xie Jun couldn't help but feel nervous when he heard this, could it be that Mo Qingyou's tryst with other girls let her see it?

"I saw Lan Xian and Ling Xinlin. Ying Shi was also happy at this moment, and immediately threw out the result.

Call...... Xie Jun couldn't help but secretly feel relieved, Lan Xian and Ling Xinlin knew each other, after all, the two of them and Sheng Shishi were middle school children's shoes, and they used to get together often when they were on vacation on Saturday nights, but as far as she knew, these two and Mo Qingyou have always been good friends, how could it be?

Sheng Shishi ignored his friend's confused eyes and continued to talk to himself.

"As soon as class ended today, Mo Qingyou hurried out of the gate, I was very confused about what he had to do, so I followed him to the corridor, but he disappeared quickly, and after a while, I found that he appeared at the school gate, and Lan Xian and Ling Xinlin were standing outside the big iron gate. Sheng Shishi felt that he was telling the wonderful stories of others, but the painful feeling clearly appeared in his heart.