Chapter 21 Give Me Back My Life
Zhong Zimu listened to his father's command, drove the car, and took his father and Su Ziqi all the way to the suburbs. This is a place that Zhong Zimu has never been to, with beautiful mountains and clear waters, willows and green flowers!
Su Ziqi followed the car to this mountain and lake water, and suddenly remembered that she had been here before, the most recent time was when her senior brother He Haotian drove her to find memories that day! And the longer memory is when she was studying in Ruicheng, she came out to paint with the club! That time, the senior brother and his girlfriend were there!
Of course, this longer memory in her mind belonged to the real Su Ziqi! That day was the first picture of Su Ziqi falling in love with her senior brother He Haotian that she could remember! She was painting on the slope, and her senior brother was painting on the slope, and Su Ziqi, who had never painted portraits, couldn't help but draw her senior brother into the painting......
"Ziqi, it's time for us to get out of the car!" Zhong Zimu gently opened the car door for Su Ziqi, interrupting Su Ziqi's thoughts.
The car stopped, and she didn't even notice it, Su Ziqi sighed, and then recovered from her gurgling thoughts and got out of the car. Zhong Zimu saw Su Ziqi's distraction, and thought that it was because Su He was gone, and she was too anxious. So Zhong Zimu didn't say much, just grabbed Su Ziqi's shoulders and walked forward with his father.
Zhong Qiao can't care much at the moment, his heart has been sprinkled back to the past, this is the place where he and Soho often come under the moon, and on Soho's 25th birthday, he also found her here!
Zhong Qiao walked towards it in despair, his thoughts shuttled back and forth in the past 20 years, time flies, the trees here are more lush, the flowers and branches are more prosperous, but the people have aged age!
Zhong Qiao sighed all the way, and gradually walked to a small river, the trees were lush and the flowers were abundant, only the pure river water was still flowing quietly, and nothing had changed, but today's water was no longer the water of the day, and the figures reflected on the water surface had also changed.
Ahhe, are you here? Zhong Qiao called in his heart!
Sure enough, of course, when the three of them turned a corner and continued to walk upstream of the river, they saw a woman facing the lonely back of the river!
Although this back is not as beautiful and young as it was more than 20 years ago, it is still slender and dignified.
Soho faced the river and looked at the river quietly, Zhong Qiao didn't know if she was missing the happiness with him that day, or if she was recalling the pain she had suffered!
"Ahh......" Zhong Qiao shouted softly in a hoarse voice.
And Soho didn't look back!
"Ah He......" Zhong Qiao shouted emotionally again and slowly walked forward. At this time, Zhong Zimu hugged Su Ziqi and stopped.
Zhong Qiao saw that Soho was still standing as if he hadn't heard his call, so he slowly walked to Soho's side, "Ahe, why do you think of this? The children are in a hurry!"
Soho finally turned around, his eyes were already moist, "I'll take a look here, and if there is any change......
Now Soho didn't have the determination of the morning, and there was a hint of warmth in her eyes. Just now, her daughter questioned her background, something she had been reluctant to look at for many years. In order to break her daughter's desire to be with Zhong Zimu, Soho had no choice but to admit that Zhong Qiao was her daughter's father, and only in this way could she make her daughter die!
Faced with her daughter's emotional collapse, Soho was distressed and sad, she knew that her daughter resented her, but she could only accept her daughter's complaints!
Her daughter's persistence and collapse reminded Soho of herself more than 20 years ago, wasn't she once like her daughter? crazy and unwilling, but she couldn't change her fate!
Soho accompanied her daughter to tears, but suddenly envied her daughter's youth and persistence, she was already in her twilight years, and those beauty and pain always belonged to her youth. In a few days, she will have heart surgery, she knows how risky heart surgery is, and if it is not successful, she may never wake up!
If she died, the memories of happiness and pain that belonged to her would be lost forever with her! Soho suddenly felt panicked, she stood up silently, walked out of the hospital room in the midst of her daughter's grief, and took a taxi to the place where she and Zhong Qiao fell in love and met for the last time! This place has too many memories of her youth!
Soho has been standing for a long time, and she has been reminiscing for a long time, and the scenes of the past have resurfaced in her heart, and she has found that so many years of hatred have long turned into a continuous concern here! What she still can't forget is the bits and pieces with Zhong Qiao!
Suddenly heard Zhong Qiao call her, such a familiar voice and feeling made Su He timid, she was afraid that as soon as she turned around, her tenacious persistence over the years would fall apart in an instant, she was afraid that she would lose control and rush into Zhong Qiao's arms!
Soho didn't look back, but she could feel Zhong Qiao's slow approach, just like when Zhong Qiao chased her, she had already felt the signal he emitted.
Soho wept silently, without the coldness and estrangement of the morning when they had just met.
Zhong Qiao finally believed that over the years, Soho, like himself, had not forgotten him. Just now, Zhong Qiao heard from his son that Soho had been alone with Su Ziqi all these years, and he suddenly felt nostalgic in his heart, and he felt even more distressed about Soho's situation over the years!
"Ah Ho, you see, nothing has changed here, just like my heart, just like your beautiful ......" Zhong Qiao muttered, a smile appeared on his wrinkled cheeks, the surprise and loss of seeing Soho in the morning are now fused with long-term thoughts, and a new happiness is bred - I didn't expect to see my long-awaited lover again in this life!
"No...... It's changed here, you've changed, I've changed too......" Soho shook her head, especially her, who had changed so much that she even changed from an amorous innocent girl to a sad twilight woman in an instant!
"It's just time here, space hasn't changed, people have just faces, hearts haven't changed! Ahe, you're the woman I love most in my life! Whether you believe it or not!" Zhong Qiao's emotions became a little excited.
"Hehe, is it......" Soho smiled bitterly, "My favorite woman ......" Soho tasted this sentence, of course she knew the meaning of this sentence, she knew Zhong Qiao too well, he would never lie, nor would he do something to please a woman, he only had words from the bottom of his heart!
Soho believes that Zhong Qiao still loves her, but Zhong Qiao says that he loves himself the most, which shows that he still loves other women. Of course, Soho knew that this woman was Mu Lanzhi, so many years have passed, and time has made Zhong Qiao fall in love with her!
Zhong Qiao found Su He's wry smile, and also saw her severed heart, he knew what she was thinking, "Ah He, I don't want Lanzhi to be too sad when I say this, after all, she is my wife!
Soho nodded, she had been separated from Zhong Qiao for many years, and now she had nothing to do with it, what could she ask for? Besides, between the words, she could hear that Zhong Qiao had not let Mu Lanzhi live a happier life over the years. With Soho's understanding, she can imagine that Zhong Qiao will definitely not please Mu Lanzhi, and with a woman's character, it is impossible for Mu Lanzhi to entrust Zhong Qiao, and the love life of the two must be stumbling!
"Don't, don't talk about it......" Soho closed her eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Ah He, you have had such a hard time all these years, I really don't know at all, I have been looking for you everywhere, but there has been no news, I don't know that you actually went to Chenghe!" Zhong Qiao sighed, it would be good if he knew that Su He was in Chenghe twenty years earlier.
"Sooner or later?" Soho opened his eyes, "It's all meaningless!"
"No! If I had known, I would have been able to take care of your mother and daughter!" Zhong Qiao suddenly mentioned Su Ziqi, "Ah He, is Ziqi my daughter?"
Su He frowned, thought about it for a while, and saw Zhong Zimu and Su Ziqi in the distance, but did not make a sound.
"Ah He, is it or not? Zi Mu told me, you have never had another man over the years, and you have brought up Ziqi alone. I counted Ziqi's age, and it happened to be pregnant after we last met here. That time I took you back to the Gardenia Villa, and then you disappeared, was that the time you were pregnant with Ziqi? Tell me!" Zhong Qiao's voice became more and more excited.
"It's been so long, what are you mentioning it for?" Soho's face turned a little red, she was embarrassed to look at Zhong Qiao's eyes again, and she was anxious to walk away.
"Ah He, don't go!" Zhong Qiao grabbed Su Ho's wrist, "You have our child, why didn't you tell me earlier, why didn't you come back to me, if I knew that you had my child, I would not let you go!"
Soho shook his arm, trying to break free of Zhong Qiao, "Don't do this, the children are still watching from afar!"
"What they are looking at is their parents, what does it matter!Ahe, we really should sit down and talk, you don't want to run away anymore!" Zhong Qiao suddenly had a kind of gratitude in his heart, how many women will pull the child up alone for the sake of a person not to marry?
"I didn't run away," Soho said lightly, "I can't escape either, I'm going to have heart surgery soon, and I may leave this world in the middle of the operation......"
"Ah He, don't let you say that!" Zhong Qiao covered Soho's mouth.
Soho gently took Zhong Qiao's hand, "What I said is the truth, I only have one request for you!" Soho's expression became solemn.
"What request?" Zhong Qiao's eyes showed a faint sadness, he didn't allow Soho's surgery to go wrong, he had just found her, and he couldn't bear the pain of losing her forever!
"If I'm really gone, I beg you to take care of Ziqi for me, she's a good child, just follow me and make her suffer! If I'm gone, in this world, she has no relatives, as long as she doesn't let her marry Zhong Zimu, please help her achieve other things, just when you repay the favor you owe me in this life!"
Soho's eyes, which had just been wiped dry, burst into tears again!