Chapter 232: Trust
Mo Qingyou secretly has a crush on Yao Shengshen, this matter, Mo Qingyou dares to guarantee that in this world, there is no second person who knows about this matter.
It's not that she hid the secret too well, but she didn't know whether she should tell her friends that she secretly had a crush on someone and had known each other since childhood.
Sheng Shi and Cao Tingting actually know Yao Shengshen, but how many people can remember what happened when they were children. There is only Mo Qingyou alone, everything about Yao Shengshen, it is not that he can forget, he must be able to forget.
Now that Mo Qingyou thinks about it, in fact, Cao Tingting may still have a little impression of Yao Shengshen, but what about Shengshi? As for Cao Tingting, it is estimated that there is only a boy who has bullied her, but she doesn't know who that boy is at all, and Mo Qingyou knows that that boy is Yao Shengshen.
Playing with people who often bullied Cao Tingting when she was a child, is it a kind of disrespect for Cao Tingting? Once Mo Qingyou finally couldn't hold back, and when she got off work with Cao Tingting, she asked Cao Tingting with something in the words, and asked her, if there is someone who is with you before the enemy, what will happen?
Cao Tingting was very puzzled, what kind of enemy, it seems that she doesn't have an enemy, right? So Cao Tingting's answer to her was very boring, that is, it was nothing! Yes, Mo Qingyou said that it was a former enemy, so judging that it was not an enemy, then it would be fine, what else could it be? What is this?
In fact, crush is a chore from beginning to end, crush can make Mo Qingyou sad, miss and hope, yes, Mo Qingyou has always felt that Yao Shengshen likes herself, otherwise, she wouldn't be so good to her, otherwise she wouldn't have basically told Mo Qingyou everything.
But Yao Shengshen has a shortcoming, that is, he has always been a boy who loves to fight and is very extreme, even if he has not been like this since he was a child, but gradually, he has become like this.
She has good intentions and hasn't seen Yao Shengshen for a while, it is estimated that Mo Qingyou walked to the calendar and flipped through it, and then confirmed a number in her heart, well, I haven't seen Yao Shengshen for two weeks.
At this time, it was more than ten o'clock in the morning, Mo Qingyou had been staying at home and not going out because it was the weekend today, she was in a very low mood now, and she didn't want to see anyone, so she hid in bed, covered the quilt, closed her eyes, and hoped that this day would pass soon.
After Mo Qingyou graduated, he naturally entered a travel agency to work, the welfare of this travel agency is very good, every week, there are about two holidays, and the salary is also considerable, for Mo Qingyou, it is enough to support the family, and there is extra money to buy some food, and then send it to the home to the mother, and the excess is given to the neighbors.
Then, Mo Qingyou is basically like this every day, when he goes to work, he will get up very early, and then go to work after tidying up, on the way to work, he will always pass by Yao Shengshen's home, which is the most familiar place for Mo Qingyou, when he was young, Mo Qingyou often came to the yard secretly with Zheng Yankai, and then handed over a lot of water to the flowers planted by Yao Shengshen's father in the yard, which caused the flowers to be lost early.
Yao Shengshen's father is a very funny person, at least Mo Qingyou thinks so, he also has a grandmother, very kind, he loves Mo Qingyou very much, once jokingly said that let Mo Qingyou marry into their family when he grows up, Mo Qingyou didn't know what it meant to marry at that time, he must have been stupid and agreed.
At this time, Mo Qingyou's most important thing is not to get up, she finally took a vacation, and finally could have a good rest, but she was very chaotic in her heart, like a person, as if she was about to go crazy.
She suddenly thought,I don't know if everyone will have a childhood sweetheart since childhood.,And then secretly crush on him.,As a result, in the end, that childhood sweetheart doesn't love you.,And then you choose to quit.,In the end?
Sheng Shi and Cao Tingting would never have thought that Mo Qingyou, who was living without heart and lungs, and felt that he had no secrets, actually had this little secret hidden in his heart, is it a little secret, it should be, for anyone, everyone will have a crush, what is Mo Qingyou? It's just one of many people.
At the beginning, Mo Qingyou didn't know what a crush meant, but later Sheng Shi, who read the most novels, and Cao Tingting explained to Mo Qingyou that crush is secretly liking each other behind your back, and your joys, sorrows, and sorrows are all caused by each other, and that crush must be more painful than Ming Love.
Since when did she start to have a crush on Yao Shengshen, in fact, Mo Qingyou herself is also the kind of hindsight, she is very afraid that this matter will be discovered by Yao Shengshen and then she won't even have to be a friend, he may still laugh at Mo Qingyou, saying that he has blocked his friend for so many years, and actually has a crush on him, how much he likes to laugh at someone.
Is it embarrassing to have a crush on someone? Mo Qingyou doesn't know, she just doesn't want to, she doesn't want to tell anyone, she likes Yao Shengshen, and she still likes it very much, how many years of affection, the indestructible kind, even if some people say how bad Yao Shengshen is, but Mo Qingyou will still like him as always.
Love is so simple, you like someone, but that person doesn't necessarily like you, you still won't give up, liking a person is your own business, it has nothing to do with others, you won't complain about how much the other party doesn't understand you and doesn't love you, because you know that the chance of liking yourself is not big, so it's best to choose obscurity.
Why Mo Qingyou is reluctant to tell Sheng Shi? In fact, she herself doesn't know why she doesn't want to tell, who Sheng Shi is, it must be the kind of person who immediately jumped up and excited when she heard that Mo Qingyou had a secret, and then this secret is estimated to be known by the whole village soon, ah, Mo Qingyou, this little girl actually likes that stinky boy of the Yao family.
Then he also said when he would get married and have children, Mo Qingyou estimated that he would be stunned at that time, Sheng Shi was like this, if he knew a secret, he couldn't wait to tell her to the whole world, so that they could share this secret with Sheng Shi.
Sheng Shi is a person who can say anything, it's like, a few days ago, she finally told her last secret, it should be the last one, the secret of liking her brother Zheng Yankai, at that time Mo Qingyou was still hesitant, thinking about Sheng Shi liking her brother such a ridiculous thing.
This is impossible, how can Sheng Shi like her brother? But, even if he didn't agree with them being together, Sheng Shi still had the courage to tell the secret, and he was still serious and not ashamed, speaking of which, she and her brother can be regarded as childhood sweethearts. Seeing Sheng Shi take the initiative to talk and laugh with her brother there, Mo Qingyou suddenly felt a little jealous of Sheng Shi.
She is always like an innocent child, she is not afraid of anything, she is afraid that Zheng Yankai will ignore her, and then she will wronged herself to apologize and ask for Zheng Yankai's forgiveness.
But Mo Qingyou won't, as long as Mo Qingyou and Yao Shengshen are together, the two of them are actually quite happy, but there will be conflicts between friends, as long as the two people quarrel fiercely, both of them are the kind of people who love face very much, and they will not take the initiative to find each other to forgive and apologize.
Therefore, as long as they quarreled, they would never back down, and when the more they quarreled, Yao Shengshen left, leaving Mo Qing standing in place, praying that Yao Shengshen could turn around, and then said sorry to her softly.
But Mo Qingyou knew that it was impossible for him to look back at her, so she followed Yao Shengshen's example, and also turned away, unwilling to look back to see if Yao Shengshen had turned back, she was such a person.
During the time period of the quarrel, the most painful thing was always Mo Qingyou, who locked herself in the room, uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, and didn't want to do anything, once she finally mustered up the courage to apologize, but seeing Yao Shengshen and their friends talking and laughing, she finally gave up, Mo Qingyou was very sad and disappointed. But she had to admit that the only person who was the most uncomfortable was Mo Qingyou.
Mo Qingyou began to be cautious from then on, she didn't choose to quarrel with Yao Shengshen or anything like that, she didn't want to see her discomfort and grievances, and she didn't want to see Yao Shengshen still have such a good time even if she quarreled.
To borrow a sentence from Cao Tingting, Mo Qingyou is a child who is always looking for abuse.
Yes, why didn't she tell Cao Tingting the secret? She didn't understand Cao Tingting's heart a little, not because she didn't understand, but because she didn't understand it all along.
Her secret Mo Qingyou basically never knew too much, not because of anything else, but because Cao Ting stopped covering herself up too well, so that they never knew what mess she was thinking. So from childhood to adulthood, Mo Qingyou always felt that this Cao Tingting was not simple, don't worry about anything anymore, it's no wonder if you don't feel bad to die.
But after so many years, Mo Qingyou thought that something would happen to Cao Tingting, but no, she was still very calm and didn't say anything, which made Mo Qingyou unwilling to bow down!
Therefore, in the end, Mo Qingyou still made a careful decision, let this secret be picked up and hidden in her heart, she knew that the paper could never be contained, but she felt that she could hide it for as long as she could, even if everyone knew it in the end, it didn't matter, at least they didn't know it now.
Mo Qingyou is so stupid, there are so many male suitors in college, but she can't look down on any of them, and she thinks self-righteously that it is enough for her to have a crush on Yao Shengshen, don't be confused by these boys, even if there are many boys who are much more handsome than Yao Shengshen, but Mo Qingyou didn't choose to accept them even if she was tempted.
She can't be like this, she obviously likes Yao Shengshen, and she wants to hurt another person, so she can't do it.
Over the years, she has been uncomfortable and painful, holding these things in her heart, no matter how wronged she is, she doesn't know how long she can like Yao Shengshen, maybe it will change in the future.
Therefore, Mo Qingyou has had a crush on Yao Shengshen for so long, but I don't know how many times I feel that crush is a chore!
Yao Shengshen has had a small dream since he was a child, that is, to be able to be free and live unrestrained, and if the society can do whatever it can, it would be good.
So, he's always longed for it, his heart is full of too many demons, that's simply the consequence of his own suffering, when he was stubborn and refused to admit defeat since he was a child, he didn't use this competitive spirit in his studies, it was really a pity that his talent was really pity.
No, it seems that he doesn't have any talent, some of them are some waste, he Yao Shengshen still has a little bit of self-knowledge, obviously he is so weak that he has to learn from others like this, like that.
In the end, Yao Shengshen finally chose to abandon school at the last critical moment, before the college entrance examination.
At that time, the classmates in the class thought that there was something about the financial situation in their family, so they had to drop out of school, so they planned to do a school-wide donation activity, which made Yao Sheng cry and laugh, she had self-esteem, how could she let her enthusiastic classmates make such trouble, he gave up school not for anything else, but he really didn't want to study.
Yao Shengshen himself thinks that he is very smart, but in terms of learning, he has always been the kind of person who can't get into it, everything is three minutes of heat, and all of a sudden, he has lost any interest, he has always been this kind of person, and he has never changed.
This is Yao Shengshen's mentality, he has always held such a mentality, and finally gave up school indifferently, in fact, in the final analysis, he is still very reluctant to this school, which has brought him too many memories, although it is like a prison, the teacher is a janitor, and then he has been forced to study, study, or something, but suddenly there is no such scolding in his ears, he is still very unaccustomed.
Yao Shengshen never thought that he would quit school after such a careful consideration, and he didn't ask his parents for advice, when his father heard that he abandoned school on his own, he hung him up and beat him, that pain, how could Yao Shengshen say that he forgot it?
He was beaten by his father since he was a child, and now he is older, even if he can beat his father, but at least in the final analysis, he is still such a filial son and will not beat his father.
When he was young, he was a particularly naughty and mischievous person, and since he was a child, he liked to bully people and bully them to adulthood, and then it seems that there are quite a lot of enemies, but he is so dragged that he has basically never been afraid of anyone, if there is anyone who is so afraid of a little bit, it is Mo Qingyou.
Yes, Yao Shengshen has had a weakness since he was a child, that is, he is a little afraid of Mo Qingyou! He will never forget that when he first saw Mo Qingyou, it was clear that he was a boy, and it was easy to defeat a girl, but I don't know what the situation was that day, when he was bullying a girl, Mo Qingyou appeared, Yao Shengshen was still very proud that he could beat him, wasn't he just a girl, and he was much shorter than himself, but in the end, he still looked down on the other party.
Mo Qingyou didn't know where she got that much strength, it is said that she later told her that she often lifted things, and her muscles came out, so could she not have much strength? In the end, Yao Shengshen was defeated by ** naked!
At that time, it was just a girl, according to Yao Shengshen's knowledge, that girl Mo Qingyou didn't seem to know at that time, but she still came to the rescue, which shows how enthusiastic Mo Qingyou is to help people!
Even his own father, fucking like Mo Qingyou, as long as Mo Qingyou comes to their house, he will be very well-behaved and intimately called uncle and uncle, making his father laugh, he likes Mo Qingyou very much, and he can't wait to let Mo Qingyou be her daughter, and then send herself to Mo Qingyou's house!
How can there be such a wrongful father in this world who treats his son like this. Even my mother is the same, I like Mo Qingyou very much, as long as Yao Shengshen bullies Mo Qingyou, my mother Ding Dong will not help Yao Shengshen, but stands on Mo Qingyou's side, looking at Mo Qingyou's smug expression, Yao Shengshen naturally hates Mo Qingyou very much, and decides to stand against him.
But I don't know why later, Mo Qingyou seems to have become another person! began to talk and laugh with Yao Shengshen, and there was no fighting, as soon as he saw him, he hooked his shoulders and called him a brother, this Yao Shengshen is naturally very useful, he must feel that there is such a powerful brother, Yao Shengshen will naturally like it very much.
However, when he was on the verge of the college entrance examination, Yao Shengshen remembered that it was the 90th day of the college entrance examination, and at that time, Yao Shengshen finally broke out and chose to abandon school. Yao Shengshen should be glad that he met a good homeroom teacher and did not dislike his poor grades at all.
Many class teachers, when they meet students with poor grades, they are the kind of people who don't care, you can do whatever you want, as long as you don't remember the class, it's okay, this kind of class teacher who does not do his job and does not take the initiative is the worst, most hated and disgusting class teacher Yao Shengshen has seen in his life, he has been like this since he was a child, until he changed the head teacher in the third year of junior high school.
The enthusiastic homeroom teacher seems to have just graduated to their school, he is not very tall, but he is very humorous, and he never jokes about poor students or makes examples of anti-teaching materials.
When he saw Yao Shengshen, he would discuss the skill of playing basketball with Yao Shengshen, and then the two of them were like brothers, the head teacher taught mathematics, and gradually, Yao Shengshen would also listen to the class teacher's class, her class was particularly interesting, completely different from other teachers.
So among all the teachers, Yao Shengshen estimates that he can only like this class teacher, no one can take his place, no, not only the head teacher, but also a good brother, but unfortunately, even if he struggled to keep it, Yao Shengshen still gave up school, he was really tired.
Yao Shengshen is always like this, if you like it, if you don't like it, you will definitely say it, on his face, it is easy for people to see what he is thinking in his heart, of course, if you want you to be careful, you can definitely see his joys, sorrows and all what he is thinking, he will not hide himself, so I don't know, what messy things will be done in the future.
I remember when I was a child, my father always said to Yao Shengshen that he must be a promising person and help the society in the future. At the very least, being a policeman is also a good choice, but Yao Shengshen seems to have lived up to his father's expectations in the end.
"What? You said you dropped out of school?" the father asked Yao Shengshen in a very surprised tone, Yao Shengshen stood in front of his father like a child who had done something wrong, and then nodded and looked down at the floor, not daring to say a word.
Next, his father didn't say anything, but he could feel that his father's green tendons seemed to be about to jump out, and he had heard his father's rapid breathing, and next, it was Yao Shengshen's death.
The father hung Yao Shengshen up and beat him, scolding Yao Shengshen for being an unfilial son, and raising it for many years, it is better to raise a dog, at least the dog will wag its tail at his father, but Yao Shengshen will not, every word his father says is deeply hurting Yao Shengshen.
He knew how chilling it was for his family to choose to abandon school, and finally a child who could take the college entrance examination came out of the family, and finally said that he had given up school, can it not make people angry? His father's college dream has always been sent to Yao Shengshen, and now Yao Shengshen wants to go back, but he can't get back. The school is naturally happy that the poor students take the initiative to abandon school, and this can also increase the school's admission rate, so how can it be possible to let a poor student like Yao Shengshen go back? This is a big joke.
Even if the head teacher wants Yao Sheng to sink back, there is nothing he can do, he is a small teacher, how can he persuade the principal or school leaders?
This society is so ruthless, pay attention to, only those with good education and poor education, you can't mix well at the top of this society, of course, if you get rich overnight, then a long time is another matter. It's just that Yao Shengshen can't have such a good fate, since he has dropped out of school, let him quit for so long, anyway, Yao Shengshen already knows that he is not a reading material, how to read, and he can't read a single one. When he took the junior high school entrance examination, Yao Shengshen's score couldn't reach the high school score line at all.
However, his father didn't want Yao Shengshen's life to be ruined here at all, either he had two paths, not studying, or going to vocational school, but his father wouldn't let him choose these two at all, he returned the money, used all his relationships, and finally let Yao Shengshen enter high school, he didn't know at all that his father spent so much money to send him in with poor grades, what was the use.
He's not the same, in school, as soon as he goes back to school, he sleeps in class, he goes to the commissary after class to buy something he likes to eat, and mixes and mixes, and it's been like this for the past three years, but it's so dangerous, Yao Shengshen is not the worst in the school, and the penultimate I heard that he is also a man, but I haven't seen it, as for Yao Shengshen, he has fallen to the penultimate position above board, which is really good.
At least not to the end, which made Yao Shengshen very proud, but in the last year of high school, when he was preparing for the third year of high school, Yao Shengshen found out that the man who was the first to the last was a mentally retarded!
It was because of his poor grades that he chose to abandon school, unwilling to waste a little time on studying, and he was unwilling to wait for another mock exam, when the name was announced, he was on the last of the countdown, or in the corner, which made Yao Shengshen's face go where to go.
In fact, when Yao Shengshen was young, he was in elementary school, and his grades were not bad, but the main thing is that because he was too playful, he chose the path of going astray, and he made mistakes again and again, his grades began to decline, his homework began to be not handed in, he left early after class, and he was late for class, which are all familiar to Yao Shengshen.
Not for anything else, because he has no self-confidence, no confidence, and has been scolded so many times by all the teachers, he has already begun to lose himself, and he can't go back to the student days with good grades, it's true.