Chapter 368: Smoking
After hanging up the phone, Lin Duxue raised a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth, sighing that none of these stinky men were good.
Obviously, he was still putting on an affectionate appearance with Ye Tianqing the day before, and the day after that, he and Ye Tianqing's friend were privately taught and accepted behind their backs, which would be a big joke if it was spread.
However, no matter how much she hates that woman, she has someone to love, someone to like, and someone to never give up, but what about herself, now she has nothing but the job of this waiter, and she doesn't even have the most basic living security.
Suddenly, the temperament of the whole person couldn't help but become desolate, and he got up from the bed and leaned against the window of the rental house near the street.
Even though it's late at night, it's still bustling outside, with vehicles coming and going, and neon lights, all revealing that the city seems to be a bit too bustling.
She now earns a salary of thousands of yuan a month as a waitress, but she can only afford to live in a small house of 20 square meters, and the kitchen and toilet are combined, and there is no separate shower room.
If it weren't for Gu Beilin and Ye falling in love with that pair of men and women, how could she end up where she is now?
Sorting out his tedious thoughts about the two of them, I still remember the day I came out of prison, the sky was drizzling, and I seemed to be a person discarded by this world.
For a while, all the resentment in his heart spread to his heart, and the hands hanging on both sides of his body at will were held tightly, and the green tendons on the back of his hands suddenly rose, giving people a chilling feeling in the darkness.
"Ye Qianqing, I won't let you have a good time. After muttering, Lin Duxue slowly closed her eyes, hiding the grief in her eyes.
However, scenes from prison came to mind.
In prison, there is a female overlord, who is said to be in prison because of her human trafficking business, she has seen a lot of winds and waves, and she has also mixed with the underworld.
Everyone in it obeyed her, and she wanted everyone to go east, and no one dared to go west.
On the first day I went in, I was taught a lesson by her.
Lin Duxue didn't understand, she had never met these people, why she was beaten by them for no reason, but the female overlord said that this was the rule of going to prison.
At first, she resisted, but the more she resisted the group, the more fierce the beating became, and in the end, she was beaten all over her body and bruised, and was punished by the prison guards for cleaning the toilet for causing trouble.
She thought that she would not have to endure all this after being punished, but she did not expect that the group of people would not relentlessly find the toilet, not only spit on her, but also mess up the place she had already cleaned again.
After resisting a few times, she learned wiser and knew that it was useless to resist, they were numerous and powerful, they could reverse black and white, they could say nonsense, and even the prison guards had to be in awe of them.
So, Lin Duxue didn't resist, she was beaten and scolded, according to her own principles outside the prison, the strong made a living, and even naively flattered the female overlord a few times.
But the result?
Not only was she toyed with, but she was also ugly, and in the eyes of that group of people, she was no more than a monkey who could play casually.
Immediately afterwards, whenever the people in the prison were emotional or unhappy, they would come to her to find "fun".
Later, somehow, she was transferred to a different place to sleep, and she was locked up with the female overlord.
In the first few days, whenever it was time to fall asleep in the middle of the night, she would be covered with a quilt by an unknown person, and then beaten.
After a few days like this, I never slept well again, and until now I can't get rid of the problem of insomnia, and I can't even get the money for a box of sleeping pills.
She had enough of those days and never wanted to go back.
The time in prison was undoubtedly a nightmare from hell for Lin Duxue.
I opened my eyes and poured myself a glass of wine with my glass.
She looked at the wine in the glass, thoughtfully, the moonlight scattered sparsely in the glass, and at this moment, she saw the picture reflected in the glass.
It's his face, and there's a scar on his forehead, which may never be forgotten, or even imprinted in the heart.
It can be said that this scar is the most memorable accident she has in prison.
That time, the female overlord was taught a lesson by someone outside, and when she came back, she was angry with herself.
She was held by two other people in prison, her hands and feet were pressed, she was pressed to the ground, she couldn't move for half a minute, the female overlord, out of nowhere, picked up a cigarette butt that had not burned out, used her forehead as an ashtray, and did not hesitate to bear it until the fireworks were completely extinguished, and then refused to let go.
At the same time, this mark on her forehead has always reminded her of the unbearable years and everything that Gu Beilin has given her.
After reminiscing about the past, she smothered into her stomach in one sip, and the high concentration of alcohol made her mouth smack twice uncontrollably.
At this time, only under the paralysis of alcohol can some of the scars on the heart be reduced.
At this point, she has no room to turn back, so she can only continue to move forward, and now, the only belief that can support her to live is Ye Qingqing.
In her lifetime, she must see Ye Qian die in love, so that she can go down to Huangquan to watch jokes with peace of mind.
Why did she suffer so much humiliation, and it was unfair that the people who caused her to go to prison should live a prosperous life outside.
With a long breath, he ran to the small cabinet and tossed around, and finally found the cigarette hidden at the bottom of the cabinet.
In the past, when he was still messing with Gu Nanfeng, he often watched him fiddle with a cigarette butt, inhale it and spit it out, and the smoke seemed to be very pleasant.
At that time, Lin Duxue was still thinking about what there was to smoke this broken cigarette, it was completely a thing that cost money to hurt the body, but now, she realized the magical feeling that cigarettes can bring, which is incomparable to ordinary mundane things.
Looking at the thin smoke pinched between her two fingers, Lin Duxue's eyes flashed with a glimmer of light.
The act of lighting a cigarette is so careful that it is like treating a treasure that cannot be broken to the ground.
Buying a box of cigarettes will probably cost her a day's salary, so every time she smokes, she doesn't dare to take a big gulp.
After Lin Duxue was released from prison, she had no one to rely on, so she could only rely on her own strength and means to barely survive from this world.
When did you become addicted to smoking?
Probably after a deep blow, I inadvertently took a puff, and since then I can no longer forget the feeling of fluttering, I have to say that this cigarette is really a rare good thing, can make people forget all the pain and embarrassment temporarily.
Whenever I am nervous, I can't help but suck one or two.