Chapter 339: Seeing the Old Friend
"I didn't know if I knew how to love when I went through it. Xiao Keng said, "So let's just be the silly white sweet in your mouth." ”
remembered that when Xiaokeng and Zhan Yu were communicating before, it was actually quite sweet, "You are not stupid, you were white and sweet at the beginning." ”
"Haha, I like this summary. "Small pits.
Lin Xuechu: "What about now, what do you think of your feelings?"
"I don't know. ”
"Even if ......"
The scene where the person who had been hurt by the small pit fell to his knees that day, Lin Xuechu felt that he would never forget it in his life.
It is an extreme expression of a person's deep love for a person.
It's very worrying.
"You're trying to ask if I feel safe even after the last time I experienced the heart-rending situation of the war rain. ”
Lin Xuechu was silent.
Xiao Keng: "The answer is, no. A sense of security is a very difficult thing to get, and I can be sure that he likes me and even loves me, but I can't feel his ...... by such an act."
"Enough. Lin Xuechu said.
No matter what Xiaokeng says now, she can't accept Xiaokeng's "experiment".
How can you easily feel that Xiaokeng is an experiment?
Madame Jiang is experimenting with human nature, while Xiaokeng is experimenting with love.
"I know you can't understand what it is like for a person to be extremely insecure inside, but I understand you. Maybe my thinking is different from other people, I need to do this. ”
No matter what Lin Xuechu's reaction to Xiao Keng was, Xiao Keng would answer Lin Xuechu's questions very patiently.
Lin Xuechu knew that Xiaokeng had the cognition of Xiaokeng, and after a system matured, it would have its own corresponding thoughts.
It's just that Xiaokeng just has a thought that he can't understand.
But the one who hurt.
"I've been to see him. "Small pits.
Lin Xuechu: "He's still like that?"
"It won't be long before I meet Zhan Yu. ”
"What...... What do you mean?"
"Sickness comes like a mountain. His illness was due to the deepest feelings in his heart. If left untreated. Xiao Keng paused, "You may die directly." ”
"Is it so serious......" Lin Xuechu spoke.
"Zhan Yu will come back, and when he comes back, he will know his feelings for me. ”
That's so profound.
"Aren't you afraid that he will complain about you?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiaokeng: "Only love breeds hate, and I can't tell him and him clearly." ”
Silence.
Lin Xuechu felt that he had fallen into a strange circle of silence, no matter who he was with.
Because she didn't know what to say, when Mrs. Jiang said that she was going to experiment with human nature, Lin Xuechu was silent.
Communication disconnection, I don't know how to express the sudden change in my own concept, and to take on the point of view of Madame Chiang's next sentence.
was silent with Mu Jinhang because Mu Jinhang's indifference made Lin Xuechu automatically take a step back, even if he went to find a topic by himself, Mu Jinhang's indifferent reaction made Lin Xuechu not know how to tell him about it.
Thinking of Mu Jinhang, Lin Xuechu
I remembered the hug I had with Mu Jinhang last night.
I've never felt like I've spent my whole life hugging someone I may never touch again.
Why did Mu Jinhang suddenly make that move?
It's what his heart is insisting on, expressing the emotions he can't get through himself.
Still at that moment, I just want to be like this.
Lin Xuechu was looking forward to the second reason.
Xiao Keng: "Have you fallen into a period of confusion recently?"
Lin Xuechu: "I don't know. ”
Later, Lin Xuechu and Xiaokeng did not discuss Xiaokeng's relationship again.
Lin Xuechu just felt that in his own cognition, Xiaokeng was wrong to do that.
But I can't easily criticize Xiaokeng's emotional outlook.
So it's best not to mention it.
"Do you want to see those people from before?" asked Xiao Pit.
Lin Xuechu: "What?"
"Those who used to be. ”
The first person Lin Xue thought of at first time was Ji Yuze.
"After I suddenly disappeared that time, what was Mr. Ji's reaction?" Lin Xuechu asked.
I haven't mentioned Ji Yuze to anyone for a long time, and Lin Xuechu was a little uncomfortable when she said this.
"In general, Ji Yuze is just a temporary place for the real protagonist to stay in a certain plane, and when your task is completed and the fragments of the protagonist are taken away by you, then Ji Yuze will also proceed according to his original life. ”
Lin Xuechu's heart tightened when he heard this, "Has he forgotten me?"
Suddenly, a door appeared in front of me.
"Now that I have my own door, I can take you to the gap in time to see them, after all, you didn't just know Mr. Ji on that plane. Xiaokeng said.
Lin Xuechu slowly pushed open the door.
As soon as I entered, my eyes were blindfolded, "The light is a little dazzling now, I'll let you go later." ”
It's a teenager's voice, it's nice.
Lin Xuechu: "Small pit?"
"Hmm. ”
The young Xiaokeng is different from the gap when he first entered time and space, and his personality has changed a lot.
"Is this the real you?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiao Keng: "When you see me, you will see a real me." ”
After the blindfolded hand was taken away, the light in front of him made Lin Xuechu retreat slightly.
"It's ......"
"You've been here before, have you forgotten?"
Lin Xuechu followed the sound and looked over, Xiao Keng had changed his costume and stood opposite him.
"You ......" This is the second time Lin Xuechu has seen Xiaokeng, but the last time he saw this face, his attitude towards himself was definitely not what it is now.
Xiao Keng just looked at Lin Xuechu lightly, and then turned around, "Let's go." ”
Lin Xuechu kept staring at Xiao Keng's back, she couldn't concentrate on what she said to Xiao Keng before, she just remembered the desperate expression of the person next to her when Xiao Keng jumped from the upstairs before.
At that time, the small pit was floating in mid-air, and when he saw the look on that person's face, it turned out
And say things like that to yourself.
And the tone, just like now, was smooth.
"How do you go to see them?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiao Pit: "You will see them through the eyes of God." ”
"Then after I left, what kind of progress has there been between the two of them?" Lin Xuechu asked.
In fact, there is still a little retreat, because when he sees those people in the past, Lin Xuechu will think of the things he has experienced with them before.
After reading it, Lin Xuechu wanted to continue to communicate with them, if they just looked like this now and couldn't get closer, they would feel that they were separated from them by a wall that they could never cross.
"This wall will never be crossed. Xiao Keng said, "That's just a memory of the past, you have to move forward." ”
"I'm looking at them from the ground now, can I talk to them?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiao Keng shook his head, "After all, you didn't belong to that plane originally, so the memories about you have also been erased in everyone's minds. ”
"Did I never exist?" Lin Xuechu asked.
"As long as someone remembers that you existed, then you existed. Xiao Pit pushed open another door, "Go in from here, and you'll understand what they're doing now, are you ready?"
Lin Xuechu: "You mean I can see them, but they can't see me?"
Isn't this a ghost?
"It can be understood that we belong to the soul shuttle. "The pit reminds.
Lin Xuechu followed behind Xiao Keng and walked in through the door.
Familiar surroundings, familiar filming locations, and......
Du Xiuyun suddenly ran over and ran directly towards his body.
Lin Xuechu thought that he would be knocked down, and after stabilizing his mind, Xiaokeng glanced at Lin Xuechu.
"I'm fine. ”
It's just not adapted.
"Follow them. ”
"Where is he going?" Lin Xuechu asked.
Xiaokeng: "Maybe you were together before, but these things were experienced by him alone, and you didn't see them." ”
Lin Xuechu looked at Du Xiuyun's back, "So the clip I'm seeing now could have happened before or after me?"
Xiao Keng nodded.
After that, Lin Xuechu followed Du Xiuyun to a place.
This is the scene of Chen Jiyan's birthday at that time.
Du Xiuyun was holding something in his hand, and Lin Xuechu was too far away to see clearly.
"Let's go over. Xiaokeng said.
Lin Xuechu paused, "I always have a feeling of snooping on other people's privacy. ”
(End of chapter)