CHAPTER XXXVIII

Xiao Tianyang's things had already been packed up, but he was still standing in the living room and constantly looking around at everything he was familiar with, he knew that as long as he stepped out of this door today, he would never be able to turn back, no matter whether it was a blessing or a curse in front of him, he would have to carry the signboard of liking the new and hating the old and keep walking.

Looking at this familiar everything, Xiao Tianyang's tears couldn't help but flow, this room recorded the bits and pieces of their lives, and even now his eyes still flashed He Manzi's graceful figure, and his ears were still full of He Manzi's laughter, but all this no longer belonged to him, all of this was destined to become a memory!

After looking at all this again, Xiao Tianyang finally pulled up the suitcase and gently opened the door.

"Tianyang!" He Manzi suddenly opened the bedroom door, staggered out, and threw himself into Xiao Tianyang's arms. The two of them hugged tightly, and the tears of the two people flowed silently, as if the feelings of several years were released at this moment, turning into this tight hug! They knew that after this moment, they were not lovers, and after this moment, they would never be able to hug again!

Finally, He Manzi raised his head gently, and Xiao Tianyang also gently let go of his embracing arms. He Manzi habitually brushed the broken hair in front of him, and said softly: "You go!"

"Manzi, I ......"

"Don't say you're sorry! You just need to be worthy of your own feelings, a manly man, dare to do it!"

Xiao Tianyang nodded with red eyes, and walked downstairs step by step.

Looking at Xiao Tianyang's departing back, He Manzi's tears burst out of his eyes again......

I thought that I would be casual, and I thought that I would pretend to be generous and wish others happiness, but all this can only be deceived by myself, He Manzi still fell ill. Her heart seemed to be hollowed out, as if she was the only one left in this world, and she wanted to call her mother, but she was afraid that her mother would hear the clue and worry about herself, so she had to give up! That loneliness, that kind of pain almost drove her crazy......

I don't know if I was lying in a daze for a few days, and suddenly the doorbell rang. He Manzi struggled to sit up, and suddenly felt dizzy, and she realized that she hadn't eaten anything in a few days. She slowly stood up, leaning against the wall, and with great difficulty, she reached the door. He Manzi reluctantly opened the door, but it was Gao Haoyu standing outside the door, she smiled stupidly at Gao Haoyu, and her body softened like noodles......

He Manzi finally woke up, opened her eyes, and the surroundings were white, and she instinctively closed her eyes again, she knew that she was in the hospital room. Home is her sad place, and the ward is also her sad place, from now on, where is her place?

"What's wrong with you, you don't go to work for a few days and don't say hello, if I don't find your house, will you be rotten at home?" Gao Haoyu asked softly.

Gao Haoyu's voice was soft, containing infinite care, a simple sentence, as if touching the softest place in He Manzi's heart, and her tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes again!

Seeing He Manzi's tears flowing out, Gao Haoyu couldn't help but panic, and he was in a hurry, but he finally gently wiped away the tears on her face with his hands.

Seeing that He Manzi's mood had stabilized a bit, Gao Haoyu asked tentatively, "What about Xiao Tianyang, why did he let you be alone at home?"

It's okay not to mention Xiao Tianyang, but when Xiao Tianyang is mentioned, He Manzi's heart still seems to be cracked, and tears are pouring out like an uncontrolled flood, this time she simply grabbed Gao Haoyu's arm and cried.

Gao Haoyu was full of wonder, because he really didn't know what was going on, but he was embarrassed, after all, it was a bit nondescript to be dragged by a beautiful woman's arm and cry like this!

Finally, when He Manzi finished venting, Gao Haoyu's forehead was full of fine sweat, he gently wiped his forehead, and still asked, "Manzi, what's going on, what's going on?"

He Manzi sighed softly and said, "We...... Broke up!"

"Break up!" Gao Haoyu jumped up in surprise, "How is it possible, you have been in a relationship for so many years!"

"Hehe, if you get married or divorced, not to mention that you just have no name and no share, forget it, don't talk about him!" He Manzi said helplessly.

Gao Haoyu opened his mouth, but he still didn't ask after all, after all, asking for details now is as painful for He Manzi as revealing a freshly healed scar, so let's find an opportunity to talk about it later.

For a while, the ward was quiet, and no one spoke.

"Haoyu, I don't know whether to thank you or hate you, maybe without you, I would have fallen asleep, but there was no more pain, now I am alive, but I am really in pain!" He Manzi said bitterly, pulling her hair.

Gao Haoyu gently patted He Manzi's back and said: "Manzi, I can understand your feelings now, but people don't just live for feelings in this life, you still have a mother, you still have friends, even if it's for feelings, you can start a new relationship, although I don't know why you broke up, but since it's over, let's go over, take a step back and open the sky!"

He Manzi smiled self-deprecatingly: "I understand everything you say, but how easy is it to do?"

Gao Haoyu also sighed, yes, it's easier said than done, if the feelings can be controlled, maybe there won't be so much pain in the world, Han Ruoyu's delicate face appeared in his mind again, and at the same time, the infinite troubles also came one after another, and he couldn't help but sigh softly.

"Why are you ......" He Manzi suddenly shut up, because when he saw Zhang Tianpeng Shi Ran walking in, she immediately closed her eyes in disgust.

Zhang Tianpeng walked to He Manzi's window amiably and asked with a smile: "Xiao He, why don't you ask for leave when you are sick?"

"Director, I asked for leave for her!" Gao Haoyu said with a frown. In the past few days, he saw that He Manzi had not come, and he couldn't get through on the phone, so he had to ask for leave for her without permission.

Zhang Tianpeng waved his hand incomprehensibly and said, "I know that you are blocking the car for her, won't she go to the hospital when she is sick?"

He Manzi closed his eyes, not only did he not look at him, but he didn't even pay attention to him.

"Do you know what the consequences of being empty for no reason? You should recuperate first and wait for treatment!" Zhang Tianpeng saw that He Manzi ignored her at all, threw down this sentence, and left boringly.

"It's really better to offend a gentleman than a villain, how can he be able to grasp the handle of anything?" Gao Haoyu said stupidly.

"Forget it, I've figured it out, I can't afford to hide it, if it really doesn't work, I'll resign, anyway, this city ...... The city...... There's nothing worth remembering about me!" He Manzi said sadly.

Gao Haoyu looked at her in a daze and said, "Don't, you still have me...... Our friends!"

He Manzi smiled and said: "Friends can only save emergencies, and they can't survive the night!"

"But, such a good job......"

"I'm just saying just in case...... Let's take a look!" He Manzi said thoughtfully.

"Okay!" Gao Haoyu nodded.

Whenever she went home at night, He Manzi had to muster up the courage to enter this room, once upon a time, this room gave her too much sweetness and joy, but suddenly one day, these sweetness and joy suddenly turned into pain, and it was so fierce that she was caught off guard! And now she has to lie in this sea of pain every day, and experience the bitter fruits of love with difficulty!

He Manzi had thought about changing houses countless times, but in the end she dispelled this idea, and she couldn't tell why. Maybe she still loves Xiao Tianyang, she still wants to feel the breath left by him alone in the dead of night, or maybe she wants to torture herself, so that she will always remember this so-called relationship, remember, no matter what kind of man, is not necessarily reliable!