Chapter 14: Good Intentions Do Bad Things
Entering the sprint stage of the college entrance examination, the students in the third year of high school are assigned to different classes.
Yinglong and Binglan are not in the same class, but they belong to the two ends of the same floor.
Since then, Yinglong has hardly seen the shadow of Binglan, although he hopes to meet it occasionally, but he has not even had a chance.
He couldn't help but wonder if Binglan had "evaporated from the world", or because she was too busy studying, after all, she had reached the final sprint stage.
Although under the same sky, Yinglong has hardly taken the initiative to approach once, although he has been a classmate for three years, but Yinglong has actually avoided it for three years.
Whenever Yinglong thinks of this incident, he can't help but feel a little remorseful.
Time passed day by day, and in all kinds of suffering, the college entrance examination finally came, and every senior high school graduate experienced a cruel choice of fate.
Yinglong fought hard for a few days, and the college entrance examination finally came to an end.
After the exam, he felt that his performance was not ideal, some subjects were slightly better, but some were average.
The final score may not be as high as expected, and whether you can be admitted to a certain university depends on luck.
If you're lucky, you might be able to get an offer letter.
With a feeling of disappointment and hope, Yinglong prayed for a good knot in the long wait
Fruit. He was looking forward to the day when an admission letter suddenly fell from the sky, and he was lucky enough to be accepted into a university.
But he didn't know if this wish would come true, and he hoped it wasn't his wishful thinking.
And in the days that Yinglong is looking forward to day and night, he will also secretly think of Binglan.
Binglan has left a deep impression on Yinglong in the past three years, whenever Yinglong thinks of that delicate side, she can't help but feel a little touched in her heart, she is so good, not only good-looking, but also has good grades, she is simply an impeccable girl.
Maybe Binglan had been admitted to a certain university at this time, after all, she was so good, and it was not difficult to be admitted to the university, but what about Yinglong himself? He couldn't help but wonder where he would go in the future.
But when he thought of the possible outcome he faced, he couldn't help but be disheartened, wondering if he would become a defeated general.
One sunny morning, Yinglong was idle on the balcony basking in the sun, squinting and sleeping on a recliner, wondering why he might have failed the list, otherwise why he hadn't received the admission letter yet.
This thought had crossed his mind more than once, and it was inevitably uneasy for him.
Maybe you're going to have to stay at home. Thinking of this result, Yinglong felt extremely lost, this was not the result he wanted, but why did he wait so long?
For a while, Yinglong couldn't help but feel the injustice of fate.
At this moment, he suddenly heard Binglan's voice from downstairs, the voice was so clear that Yinglong was startled, I should have heard it right, could it be Binglan, she is here?
It turned out that Binglan and a girl upstairs nearby were passing by on the road, and the two were talking about the college entrance examination.
Yinglong couldn't help but panic a little: Oops! Don't let them see me, the general of the defeated army, it's too late to hide now, just close your eyes and pretend to sleep!
Yinglong was apprehensive, so he simply lay down and closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, and by the way, opened a book and covered his face.
At this time, Yinglong heard them shouting, "Yinglong!"
Yinglong didn't feel good in his heart, so he simply pretended not to hear it, and instantly had the feeling that an ostrich buried its head in the sand.
But they have seen it, so what should Yinglong do?
Immediately afterwards, Yinglong heard them whisper: "Forget it, don't shout, Yinglong is too repulsive to people thousands of miles away, it's really a little strange." ”
"Yes, I also think he is too indifferent to people, and usually doesn't pay attention to people at all. ”
"Yes, you ignore us, maybe your name is gone, I'm embarrassed to see people, I deserve it. ”
"Don't say that, it's not good to let him hear it later. ”
"If there's anything bad, just listen to it!"
"Don't say it, let's go. ”
With that, the two slowly walked away.
Yinglong heard their voices getting farther and farther away, and his heart became cold, and a wave of sorrow swayed.
It turned out that it was so sad to become a defeated general, and besides, he was still a boy who rejected people thousands of miles away in the eyes of others.
Yinglong couldn't help but feel a damp feeling in the corners of his eyes, which made him feel very sad.
I didn't expect him to be such an image in the eyes of others.
Although Yinglong knows that he doesn't deserve it even if he fails, and it's not his fault that he can't get into college,
The college entrance examination is a single-plank bridge crowded by thousands of people!
But he also understands that others think he is too cold.
Although Yinglong and their classmates have been in contact with them for three years, Yinglong rarely takes the initiative to contact others, but after graduation, they will have to go their separate ways.
Maybe it's the old saying: Graduation is goodbye.
How Yinglong hopes that Binglan can know his thoughts now, and even hopes that even if they travel together for a while in the future, they can say a few words.
This is also the first time they have really known each other.
But after that day, Yinglong really never saw her again, not even on the streets of Ben City, and he didn't know why.
Although they may still live under the same sky, they have never seen that familiar face.
In the next twenty or thirty years, Yinglong experienced countless ups and downs, and many things made him unforgettable, but Binglan's shadow slowly faded in his heart.
Perhaps this is the reason why time will erase all traces, although there is no meeting in life, but it still confirms the result of fate gathering and dispersing.
Even the aspect that Binglan left the deepest impression on him at the beginning slowly faded in his memory because of the passage of time.
Yinglong once thought: If he didn't pretend to be asleep at that time, but generously invited them to come in and sit down, maybe he could get closer to them, at least he could leave their contact information.
But he is so introverted that he doesn't even dare to throw out the wreath of friendship, how can Binglan pay attention to him?
Yinglong couldn't help but regret it, and in the end he was embarrassed to hurt him.
Maybe even Binglan thinks that Yinglong is too indifferent to people to get close, but does she know why Yinglong is like this?
He felt that the impression he left on his classmates should be that he was an indifferent person, or even a boy with an eccentric personality.
Maybe some of Yinglong's actions will make people feel unreasonable, and he can't help but feel chills when he thinks of this.
Maybe it's still extroverts who have to take advantage of it, and Yinglong thinks that he is too short in this regard.
He guessed that Binglan might never have paid attention to herself, and some things he had just imagined out of thin air.
Yinglong thought that this would not matter much, but now that he thought about it, he sighed, closed his eyes, leaned back on the chaise longue weakly, covered his face with a book, and fell asleep disappointed.
Yinglong is a very passive person, and his personality is actually very shy.
This was a shortcoming that he couldn't overcome at that time, not to mention that the country was easy to change and his nature was difficult to change.
Even in the few meetings with his classmates later, he did not take the initiative to inquire about Binglan's whereabouts.
Maybe he thinks it's already in the past, and there's not much point in chasing it anymore.
Although there were still a few times, when he heard his classmates talk about Binglan, he just leaned carefully on the side
Listen, stop talking.
When the classmates saw his appearance, they seemed to be guessing something, but they didn't break it, probably worried that Yinglong would feel embarrassed.
Some people seem to understand Yinglong's thoughts, but as long as he doesn't say it, it's not easy for others to mention it.
probably thought that Yinglong was a little weird, and it was difficult to break it, so as not to cause him unhappiness.
Yinglong can feel this, he is very sensitive, at least he is too lacking in friends, and Yinglong can't do anything about it.
He felt that he was about to become a lonely person, and this shadow hung over his head for many years, and even though he later came into contact with more people around him, he still remained lonely in his heart.
He just wanted to run and shout in the empty wilderness, but he didn't expect to suffer under the shackles that bound him
Struggling.
Yinglong has always wanted to find a harbor where he can live in peace, but the result of this long-awaited result is so far away from him, when will the moment that belongs to him come?
Until one day, Yinglong came back from outside and found Yingzhu alone in the room, sitting at the desk fiddling with something, holding a red card in her hand.
Feeling something strange on her instincts, Yinglong walked in to check what she was doing.
"Young-joo, what are you doing?"
Yingzhu heard Yinglong coming in, and hurriedly put the things in his hand into the drawer, Yinglong stepped forward and stopped her: "What is this?"
He found that Yingzhu was holding a bright red admission notice in his hand, which read "Economics and Trade Major of XX College", but the name of the person who was admitted was engraved.
"Whose is this?"
Yinglong asked loudly with his eyes wide, and for a moment he wondered if it was his acceptance letter.
Yingzhu glared and retorted, "It's not yours anyway, what are you yelling at?"
After speaking, he reached out and grabbed a few small pieces of paper on the table, and hugged them tightly in his arms.
Yinglong seemed to understand something, and hurriedly reached out to grab it, but Yingzhu threw the paper out of the window with all her might, and a cold wind blew, and the small piece of paper disappeared immediately.
Yinglong was very angry, snatched the admission letter, and asked Yingzhu loudly: "Is this my admission letter?"
Yingzhu pretended to be calm, but there was obviously a bit of panic and innocence in her words: "Why did you say that it was yours, do you have your name?"
Yinglong was angry: "Why do you say it's not mine?"
"What about your name, did you apply for this school?"
Yingzhu asked Yinglong rhetorically.
Yinglong was so angry that he wanted to hit Yingzhu, but Yingzhu straightened his waist and said, "You dare!"
Yinglong picked up the engraved admission letter and turned around and rushed out of the room.
It turned out that when Yingzhu went home, she was asking: "I don't know if my brother was admitted to university, why didn't he see the admission letter?"
So she walked into the communication room at the gate and accidentally found an acceptance letter.
When she picked it up and looked at it, she was surprised to find that the word "Yinglong" was written on it.
Yingzhu was both surprised and a little envious: "My brother is admitted, then he has a university to study!"
When she took the envelope, a thought came to her, "I'll open it first and see what school it is!"
So she opened the envelope as she walked and threw it into the trash.
But when she looked at the name on the admission letter, Yingzhu's eyes widened in surprise, it turned out to be the word "Yingyou"!
What's going on? Yingzhu wondered, could it be a mistake?
Yingzhu guessed that the person who printed the admission letter must have typed the wrong name in a hurry, or read the wrong thing, so he typed "Yinglong" into "Yingyou".
But in this way, won't Yinglong's admission letter become a piece of waste paper?
Yingzhu pondered, Yinglong would be disappointed when he saw it, it wasn't his name written on it, was it just that?
"Hey, isn't it my old job to change a word? I can type it originally, so I'll help my brother change it!"
So Yingzhu secretly carved out the word Yingyou with a carving knife, and then pasted it on the admission letter with a printed piece of paper of "Yinglong", but then it didn't matter how she looked at it, and she regretted that she had messed things up.
But the water was hard to recover, and she did bad things with good intentions, and how to explain to Yinglong became her heart disease, so the above scene happened.
When Yingnan came back, Yinglong took the admission letter with the missing name and said to his father hopefully: "Dad!
After speaking, he handed the admission letter with the missing name to his father Yingnan.
Yingnan was a little surprised at first, but when he looked closely, he was full of suspicion and asked, "Hmm, what's your name?"
Yinglong said angrily: "Dad, listen to me, the name was dropped by Yingzhu with a knife for a moment!"
So Yingnan asked Yingzhu loudly: "Yingzhu! what the hell is going on?"
Yingzhu had a hard time, so she had to answer casually in the room: "I don't know! This is the case, how can he afford to be admitted to university! It's not his!"
Yingnan asked Yinglong suspiciously, "Is this yours in the end?"
Yinglong was silent for a while: "It may be mine, you ask Yingzhu where she got her name." ”