121. Fragments of happiness are found after falling
When I returned to Sun Zhenglong's house, I found that he had returned, Sun Jiachen was also there, and the meal had been set on the table. Jiachen saw He Huan coming back, and shouted happily: "Sister is back." Walked up to pick up He Huan's schoolbag, He Huan didn't let go, Jiachen accompanied her back to the room of the two people.
From that day on, He Huan no longer talked to Sun Zhenglong, and the two of them didn't look at each other as if they didn't know each other. Jiachen and He Huan are getting closer and closer, he is a sensible and quiet child, and when he has nothing to do, he always plays chess in the room alone. That Sun Zhenglong was silent on the surface, but He Huan could still feel his breath, which was the kind of cold that lingered. When his mother was at home, he no longer came to He Huan and Jiachen's room, but he often walked out in shorts in the morning, and when He Huan was washing in the bathroom, if the door was not closed, he would go in directly for convenience, which scared He Huan and ran away. Later, He Huan would lock the door every time he went to the bathroom to wash, but he often started knocking on the door when He Huan just entered, often forcing He Huan to open the door and give him the bathroom. When He Huan was at home, he was often in a state of worry.
On the weekend, He Huan left the house early in the morning, and Zheng Xuebin was waiting for her at the station to go to Grandpa Zhou's house to play. When the two of them arrived, Grandpa Zhou was not in the room, and Zheng Xuebin led He Huan to the backyard. He Huan found that in a small shed, Grandpa Zhou was wearing reading glasses, sitting at a long table, and was fiddling with a ball of mud. The old man was wearing a blue cloth gown and an apron today, and there were several balls of mud wrapped in plastic bags on the long table, and there were some tools scattered on the table. There are a lot of clay fired vases and jars on the shelves against the wall of the small shed, and there are also human figures, one of which is the smiling Maitreya Buddha who looked at the person in front of him with a smile, He Huan was surprised and delighted. Grandpa Zhou greeted the two of them with a smile, and the two of them came up to watch the old man divide the mud into three piecesγγγγγγ After a busy morning, He Huan made a fish, Zheng Xuebin made a vase, and both of them had a great sense of accomplishment.
At noon, He Huan stirred the white noodles with eggs and poured them into soft oil cakes, and the three of them dipped them in soy sauce and ate them. Before going home, Grandpa Zhou said that the next time he came, their works would be burned. The two of them listened and showed great anticipation, and Grandpa Zhou cut a few budding yellow moon flowers and gave them to He Huan. Tell them to come and play when they have time.
When He Huan came back, it was already more than five o'clock, and he calculated that Jiachen must be at home, so he went upstairs. When he knocked on the door, it was Sun Zhenglong who opened the door, and when he saw that it was He Huan, his expressionless face was sour.
He asked, "Where did you get the flowers?"
He Huan didn't answer, and walked straight to the room.
He caught up from behind, moved over He Huan's shoulder, and shouted, "Ask you, didn't you hear?"
He Huan turned his head and glared at him silently.
He pushed him in front of He Huan again and shouted, "Do you think I can't clean you up?"
He Huan shouted angrily: "Why did you touch me? Why did you touch me?" while rushing over to grab him, Sun Zhenglong waved his hand and slapped him again, and the enraged He Huan rushed over frantically, and the two of them tore together.
I don't remember how many times I have been beaten, He Huan gradually fell into a state of madness, humiliation and anger flooded her like a flood, she kept pounced, kept pounced. When Mother and Jiachen came back, He Huan sat on the ground, trembling with exhaustion, crying and crying, but he couldn't make a sound.
Sun Zhenglong had already left, Jiachen stepped forward to pull He Huan, He Huan stood up obediently and followed Jiachen. When he returned to his room, he collapsed on the bed. The mother washed the towel for He Huan, and after she took it, she angrily threw the towel in her mother's face. Her mother asked her what had happened, and He Huan didn't say a word.
In the middle of the night, He Huan heard his mother arguing with Sun Zhenglong in the room. He Huan looked at the ceiling with his eyes open, and Jiachen never slept. When it was almost dawn, He Huan heard Jiachen's even breathing and knew that he was asleep. She got up gently, went to the drawer in the living room, found a bottle of sleeping pills that her mother usually took, and brought it to the room and ate it all with a glass of cold boiled water on the table.
If it weren't for Jiachen, He Huan didn't know if he would still be able to live until now. Jiachen, the sensitive boy, had already woken up when He Huan walked out of the room, and he was lying quietly in the dark.
After swallowing the pills, He Huan lay down gently, closed his eyes, and no one could hurt him anymore, so what was the other world like? When people passed, did they go through a door or a window? In the books they have read, it is often read that after death, people will go to a Nai He bridge, and before crossing the bridge, they will drink a bowl of Meng Po soup. To do these is to forget the past, there are many people in my heart who don't want to forget, such as art teacher Zhang Laifu, girl Tengjian, Grandpa Zhou who can do pottery, and Zheng Xuebin, just like another self, and he will not feel lonely with him, the fish made of clay for the first time has not been burned, and when he gets up in the morning and sees that he has gone, will he be afraidγγγγγ Will my mother and sister feel sad or will they feel relieved from now on? Tears slowly slid down, consciousness like the catkins of May gently floated up, drifting higher and higher, but the body slowly sank downward, sinking into the endless darkness, this process was not terrible at all, it was a dark sweet slow comfortable feeling, something was separating and saying goodbye.
Waking up in a grogginess, He Huan only felt helpless after being evacuated, without support or support. Oxygen inhalation, blood pressure measurement, gastric lavage, rehydration, and artificial vomiting were thought to be hellish torture, but it turned out to be torture from the world.
Jiachen and her mother accompanied her in the room, watching her open her eyes, Jiachen came over and held her hand timidly, and called out with a crying voice: "Sisterββγ β
The mother, who was standing in front of the window, turned her head and walked gently to the bed. He Huan turned his head and didn't look at her. Mother sighed and said, "Jiachen, my sister is awake, let Sister He Nan send you home first." β
Jiachen nodded, took He Huan's hand, and asked her, "Sister, what do you want, I'll bring it to you after school tomorrow." β
He Huan thought for a while and said, "I want those small animals made of jade on the bookshelf." β
He Huan was lying on the bed, holding the jade carving small animal that Jiachen brought to her, which was given to her by Grandpa Zhou last time, and the owner of the small animals, Grandma Zhou, had passed away, but they were still in the world. Won't they get tired of the same expressions and gestures for so long? Do they feel from one person's hand to another's? Their voices sound so floating, like the sun shining on the water on a summer afternoon, and the turbulent ripples are always inscrutable.
Are they discussing their own business?
Mother left again, and it seemed that her favorite gesture was to turn around and turn away. He Huan tried to concentrate, and someone held his hand, the hands were warm and delicate, it was a woman's hand, she spoke, her voice He Huan had heard, gentle and concise, really familiar.
"He Huan, would you like to come to my house for a while?" He Huan turned his head, it was instinct, how could she not answer her question, she was Teacher Zhu, who could not answer the teacher's question? But what to say? He Huan looked at the white and clean face in front of him, he looked good without makeup, ruddy lips, and smart eyes.
"He Huan, I live with my daughter, would you like to live with us temporarily?" He Huan was silent, holding the jade carving beast in his hand hard, "Your mother has agreed, if you are also willing, come to live in our house." The two of us are also quite lonely, I am busy with work, and I have always wanted to find a college student to live with, and by the way, help me bring my daughter. β
He Huan listened quietly, "My daughter is very sensible and won't bother you." β
Teacher Zhu also said, "Don't be discouraged, everyone will have tribulations in the process of growing up, time will give you strength, and one day you will become strong and have the ability to fight those pains." He Huan nodded.
His mother gave 300 yuan to Teacher Zhu every month to pay for He Huan's living expenses, and after He Huan came out of the hospital, he lived directly at the teacher's home.
Teacher Zhu's daughter Chang Huan has just entered the third grade of primary school, the same age as Jiachen, and is a lively and confident girl. Like Jiachen, Chang Huan quickly fell in love with He Huan, and was always the first to tell He Huan about something, but left his mother behind.
Two months after He Huan arrived at Teacher Zhu's house, he caught up with Chang Huan for her birthday, according to the usual practice, Chang Huan's father took her out to play for a day on the weekend to celebrate her birthday, and then her mother gave her birthday in the evening, twice a year, once for her father, once for her mother, and the cheerful Chang Huan was not sad but thought that she was very lucky. Mr. Zhu and Chang Huan's father have been divorced for more than two years.
That day, Chang Huan suddenly had an idea to ask her mother to agree to He Huan to accompany her to go out with her father to play, and Teacher Zhu asked He Huan if he was willing. Before He Huan could answer, Chang Huan gagged her mouth and replied in her place, "Yes." β
That was the first time He Huan saw Chang Huan's father Chang Zhou, wearing glasses and wearing casual clothes with a simple design, which made people feel that the clothes looked proper and refreshing on him. He drove the car to pick up his daughter, and as soon as the two sides met, Chang Huan screamed and threw himself into his father's arms, and the man picked up his little daughter and lifted her high. He Huan stood in place, watching their father and daughter laugh from a distance, Chang Huan's exaggerated screams mixed with happy laughter.
After Changzhou put down his daughter, He Huan had already walked to their side, Changzhou looked at his daughter with a doting look, and asked her with a smile: "Huanhuan, you haven't told Dad who else wants to play with us." β
Chang Huan said coquettishly: "Dad, I told you, she is the sister He Huan I told you." β
Chang Zhou nodded immediately after hearing this, pretending to have an expression of sudden realization, and said, "Ah, yes, how did I forget." β
He turned his head and looked at He Huan with a smile and said, "Sister He Huan is good." He Huan's eyes widened in surprise.
They first went to Tom Bear to play happily all morning, Chang Huan's father played very seriously, the three of them worked together, got a large pile of coupons, when they went to the counter to exchange gifts, Chang Huan proposed to let He Huan choose, because of today's birthday, he would have received a gift from his father.
He Huan refused, and Changzhou persuaded her: "Sister He Huan, the first time we met, this is a partnership between Huanhuan and Dad to give you, you can accept it." β
Now He Huan and their father and daughter have had a lot of fun, knowing that Changzhou likes to joke when he talks, and understanding that Chang Huan really wants to let him choose a gift, so he no longer refuses. Lowered their heads and looked at the samples in the display case seriously, and Chang Zhou's father and daughter also looked down at the samples and made ideas for her.
Not all samples can be exchanged, there is a point coupon in front of each thing, and after looking around, He Huan chose a lavender pen holder, and next to the pen holder made of resin stood a little girl holding a bouquet of flowers. The girl wore a small purple hat woven of thick velvet on her head, a small purple skirt, a pair of dark green boots on her feet, a few playful little freckles on her white face, and a slight smile on her face. A few words are written on the pen holder: meet happiness. He Huan liked it very much, handed the point coupon to the waiter, and asked to exchange it. The waiter took out a carton and handed it to He Huan, when she opened it, it was different from the sample, there was a boy standing next to the pen holder, telling the waiter not to do this, and the waiter said that the sample was gone. Chang Zhou said, "Then give us that sample." The waiter took out the sample and changed it to He Huan, the sample had been left for a long time, and there was already dust falling on it, He Huan carefully put it in the carton, and his heart was very happy.
Lunch was eaten in a pizza shop, after the meal, Changzhou took them to the bookstore again, and chose a birthday gift for Chang Huan, He Huan paid for a set of Lin Yutang's "Jinghua Smoke and Clouds", Changzhou saw it, and told her that he still had a few Lin Yutang books there, if she wanted to read it, she could bring it to her next time.
Out of the bookstore, Changzhou drove to the flower shop again, went in and took out a large bouquet of flowers, handed it to He Huan, and asked her to bring it to Teacher Zhu. He Huan hugged the big bouquet of flowers, which was a rare match, and the red bird of paradise bloomed in the white starry sky, which made people feel conflicted, and suddenly felt thrilling, and suddenly felt gentle and quiet.
Changzhou said with a smile: "Every year on Huanhuan's birthday, I will send you Teacher Zhu these two kinds of flowers, to thank her for bringing me the angel Huanhuan." β
He Huan knew that he was still smiling, but there was no smile in his voice. The faint loneliness and remorse were hidden in those softly spoken words, and He Huan couldn't guess what kind of past happened behind it.
Changzhou sat in the cab and watched the two girls walk into the cave together. In the vast twilight, their laughter came faintly. Soon, the familiar window was lit up with a soft light, Tianwen, that stubborn little woman, so late, still staying in school?
Zhu Tianwen is a wound on Changzhou's heart that can never heal. Who said it, the wind and snow are never impermanent, but I can't forget with a smile. Changzhou parked the car at the corner in front of the building, took out a cigarette, and lit it. Ten years ago today, holding a pen in his hand, he and Zhu Tianwen, in the delivery room of the hospital, inside and outside the door, what kind of mood was that? excited, anxious and full of anticipation, the puzzle that had been guessed for so long was finally about to be revealed, but she had to face it alone. At that time, how serious life was, Changzhou sat outside the door of the delivery room, unfolded the cigarette box paper and wrote a letter to the child who was about to be born. How long did I wait, the time was so long on that day, and then the door opened, and the little Tianwen lying on the delivery bed was pale, and the two lines of tears were still there, but when I saw him, I smiled brightly, and how much pride was written in those smiles. That smile made Changzhou burst into tears in an instant. From that day on, every year for the birthday, Changzhou will buy a large bouquet of flowers for Tianwen, and the birds of paradise are sleeping peacefully in the starry sky. Even after the divorce of the two people, this habit has not changed.
Why divorce, such good two people, in the end, can't resist the arrangement of fate? Or at which intersection, inadvertently stepping in the wrong direction. After Huanhuan was born, there was suddenly no place for herself in the world of astronomy, Huanhuan and work played a role in the heart of astronomy, and she was eventually reduced to a small role, sometimes not mentioned for a long time. In the first few days, it was really sad, there was a voice that kept laughing in my heart, you are superfluous, you are superfluousγγγγγ Finally one day, the heart ran away with the body, that lost time, by another girl as the protagonist, the two of you come and go under the nose of astronomy, sometimes I wonder why she hasn't found out? Sometimes it's gloomy, she won't care if she finds out, she doesn't need me in her life anymore. In that contradictory situation, go further and further. Tianwen is smart enough, if she wants to know, there will be nothing to hide from her, the password of the computer is easily deciphered by her, "Xiaolou listens to the wind and rain all night, and sells apricot blossoms in the deep alleys of the Ming Dynasty." It was a sentence they had read before under the moon, and he used the first sentence to make a password, and when the password was opened, all the email photos were exposed to the sun. I never thought that Tianwen would be sad like that, she didn't sleep all night, sitting alone on the terrace and shedding tears, her tears seemed to be endless, and they could fall all the time. If time could be turned back, Changzhou would rather go to the eighteenth layer of hell. Throughout the night, Tianwen refused to say a word, Changzhou put his arm around her, she didn't resist, and the two of them sat all night. The next morning, after a haggard night, Astronomy left a note on the table. "You have ruined my faith in love, and I will not forgive you in my lifetime. "Two people have been in love for four years and married for eight years, but the divorce only took a small part of the day, and in less than 30 minutes, two red books became green books.
Soon after Changzhou's divorce, the girl went abroad. Everyone knows that they are originally unrelated to each other, like two trees, occasionally stretching their branches into each other's world, but it is only a little action of the wind that makes them entangled.
He Huan's teacher, Zhu Tianwen, walked briskly towards home with a cake in his hand, and he was busy for another day, there was no way, there was always something to do. When I was almost in front of my house, I accidentally saw the car parked in the corner, and the people sitting in the car. Why do you want to stay, haven't you already gotten up? Is that smiling girl still by his side, the two smiling faces in the photo are forever fixed in his mind, and in the night of a person, they will jump out and murder those endless thoughts. "The departure of the leaves, is it the seduction of the wind, or the refusal of the tree?" Later, I accidentally read this sentence in someone else's text, and finally understood that this mistake was not Changzhou alone. It was finally too late to understand, and they had already said goodbye at the crossroads of fate.
Finally saw her, still so thin, it seemed that she could be blown down by the wind, who would have thought what a stubborn woman she was in her bones. Changzhou's gaze followed Zhu Tianwen's figure until it disappeared and was invisible. He started the car and drove towards the coastal road, under the bright moonlight, the mountain road was torn into a continuous line, and the mountains on both sides of the road seemed to be the stage background of fate. If it weren't for those faults, the lights tonight would have been for a family of three. Since that breakup, he has been staying where he is, waiting for the person who is drifting away to turn back, but will the stubborn person turn back in this life?
After Zhu Tianwen returned home, the three of them shared the birthday cake and went to sleep separately, and the bouquet of flowers** was in a crystal vase, opening in a quiet posture. He Huan and Chang Huan were in the same room, and at night He Huan was awakened by a nightmare, and heard the suppressed cry of Chang Huan, a girl who had been happy all day.
Sang Yu has been playing the game of turning fate everywhere for a few months, and finally he can't get mixed up, because no one wants to be a great good person anymore, and everyone only has one trick for him - a dime. After being bored for a few days, he came up with a new way to make money, selling the "Radio and Television Newspaper", his mother was the editor of the television newspaper, and the weekly newspaper society provided her with 50 newspapers for social use. These newspapers are often thrown away in the office and sold as waste paper. Sang Yu went to her mother's office and found them and decided to sell them herself. He jumped into partnership with He Huan and promised that if the newspaper was sold, it could be divided into fifty-fifty. He Huan used to sell beach toys, and he was a little moved when he said this. Sang Yu saw that she couldn't make up her mind, thinking that He Huan was unwilling to go out with him alone, so he hurriedly said that his sister Sang Mei also participated. He Huan agreed, and Sang Yu immediately turned around and begged his sister to agree to sell newspapers on the street with them. Sang Mei was so pestered by him that he had no choice but to agree, so the three of them began to peddle newspapers on Saturday mornings, which were published on Thursdays, and by Saturday most people had already bought them, so their business was not good. After selling for most of the day, only about a dozen copies were sold, He Huan came up with an idea, it was better to go to the residential building to knock on the door and deliver the newspaper. The three of them agreed, so they said yes, they were not allowed to enter the door of the house, and one person was responsible for a doorway. He Huan couldn't remember how many people's doors she had knocked on, and when the unfamiliar door was opened and Zheng Xuebin's face poked out, she suddenly forgot why she knocked on the door.
When they met in that situation, both of them were at a loss.
Zheng Xuebin reacted first, he got out of the way and motioned for He Huan to go in.
He Huan stupidly followed him into the door, Zheng Xuebin looked at a handful of newspapers in He Huan's hand and asked her what she was doing. He Huan then remembered that Sang Yu and Sang Mei, who were struggling in the other two doorways, told him. Zheng Xuebin took He Huan to his room, asked her to sit down and wait for a while, and then changed his clothes and went out with her. He Huan stood on the floor and looked at Zheng Xuebin's room, the room was very tidy, except for reference books, most of the books on the shelves were Gu Long's books, and the tapes on the table were mostly Zhao Chuan's. He Huan knew that Zheng Xuebin liked Gu Long, but he didn't remember that he mentioned that he liked Zhao Chuan's songs. There were a lot of photos pressed under the glass plate on the desk, there were landscapes and portraits, she leaned on it, looked at it for a while, and found that on the day of the junior high school graduation photo, Zheng Xuebin took a photo of himself, which was the photo of the acacia named June.
After a while, Zheng Xuebin had already changed his clothes and came over. Before the two went out, he suddenly turned around and went back, took a bracelet made of soft pottery and handed it to He Huan, He Huan took it, and found that the bracelet was a few colorful fish shapes, which looked quite simple and cute. Zheng Xuebin explained that when He Huan was sick, he went to Grandpa Zhou's house and learned from Grandpa Zhou. He Huan was overjoyed, put down the newspaper in his hand, put the bracelet on his hand, and Zheng Xuebin tied it for him. After a long time, He Huan found that behind every fish, there was a word, and those words were "I wish He Huan health and peace". He Huan didn't know these words at the time, and Zheng Xuebin didn't say them at the time.
He Huan and Zheng Xuebin went downstairs and sat in the small garden nearby while talking and waiting for Sang Yu and Sang Mei. After the Sang Mei sisters and brothers found them, Zheng Xuebin said, "Let's act in groups." Sang Yu shouted when he heard this: "Okay, I am in a group with He Huan, you two γγγγγ Zheng Xuebin interrupted him and said, "No, I have something to say to He Huan, let's be in a group." Sang Mei stood a little farther away and made a gesture of staying out of the matter, Sang Yu pulled He Huan to ask her to make a statement, He Huan said, "I'll be in a group with Zheng Xuebin." Sang Yu was a little disappointed when he heard it.
After selling the newspaper, He Huan took the money and Zheng Xuebin to visit the bookstall in front of the train station. After reading it around, He Huan didn't find the book he wanted to buy, so he bought a copy of Gu Long's "Tianya Mingyue Knife" and planned to give it to Zheng Xuebin. After the book was handed to him, Zheng Xuebin was very happy. Seeing that it was still early, the two took the No. 13 bus parked in the square and went to the dock. He Huan is so big, he has never been on a ship, they walked to the waiting room, looked at those passengers with large bags and small volumes, saw enough, and went to look at the various messages on the message board, after reading the message, they lay down in the window to look at the big ship moored in the distance, and then sat on the chair seriously and imagined that they were also about to travel. After messing around for more than two hours, he left unsatisfied.
On the way back by car, Zheng Xuebin suddenly asked He Huan seriously, do you remember the topic of falling in love in high school on Teacher's Day, He Huan said yes. Zheng Xuebin asked her if she would fall in love in high school. He Huan looked at the scenery outside the window and replied casually: "I don't know." Zheng Xuebin asked again, He Huan looked a little funny when he looked serious, he hadn't thought about this question on weekdays, so he turned his head and asked him on a whim: "Is it okay to say that you don't know?" Zheng Xuebin didn't expect her to refuse to answer the question properly. Stunned, he saw He Huan's provocative appearance, and decided to scare her, so he said, "He Huan, your sister is waiting for you in the garden." He Huan was stunned for a moment, remembering the time he was teased by Zheng Xuebin in the garden, his face was flushed with shame, and he immediately turned his head to look out the window, not daring to look at him again.
He Huan thought carefully in his heart, Zheng Xuebin is usually like a docile and temperamentless deer, once he is annoyed, he will immediately turn into a leopard, and that time he didn't agree to go climbing the mountain with him, didn't he suddenly throw himself into the sea? Secretly told himself to be careful not to annoy him. Seeing He Huan's embarrassment, Zheng Xuebin was satisfied. He said to himself: "It's better not to talk about it, let's study first." He Huan refused to pay attention to him, pretending not to hear.
That night, after returning home, Sangmei and Sangyu quarreled about the day's affairs. It was Sang Mei who started the topic first, and she told Sang Yu that if she wanted to please a girl in the future, it was best not to pull her in. Sang Yu immediately retorted to her, she didn't want to please He Huan, but she heard that she sold beach toys during the summer vacation and thought it was fun, so she also wanted to try it.
Sang Mei snatched him: "I also said that I didn't please her, I just liked someone else, and I always pestered her." β
Sang Yu was annoyed and angry when he heard this, "What's the matter if you like it, He Huan is not you." β
Sang Mei asked him, "How am I?"
Sang Yu immediately said: "She won't know how to study like you, with high scores and low ability." She also doesn't put the letters that boys write to her on the blackboard and doesn't think about other people's feelings. β
Sang Mei made him tremble with anger, and said with a sneer: "I just don't want to watch you make a fool of yourself, don't you understand, what is the relationship between Zheng Xuebin and He Huan? β
Sang Yu disagreed, "I can't help if she doesn't like me, I like her now, let her know now." I won't be like you, who is rotten in my heart. β
Before the holiday, Teacher Zhu was notified that he would take Zheng Xuebin, Sangmei, and two other people to participate in the provincial mathematics competition, leaving Chang Huan and He Huan at home. Chang Huan is too young to do anything, He Huan is in charge of cooking, the two of them sometimes buy and eat and sometimes cook instant noodles, after three days, Chang Huan couldn't stand it first, protested loudly, and asked He Huan to make a delicious meal to improve his life. The two discussed and decided to make fried chicken fillets, bought ready-made chicken fillets from the supermarket, and He Huan rolled up his sleeves to start the war. As a result, not long after the oil was put in the pot, it smoked, and when the fire came out, He Huan spilled a pot of oil on the ground in a panic, and part of the oil splashed on his feet, and a large blister immediately appeared. When Chang Huan saw it, she was so frightened that she cried, and immediately called her father Chang Zhou.
After receiving a call from his daughter, Changzhou immediately rushed over, and at this time, He Huan's right foot no longer dared to touch the ground. Changzhou wanted to carry He Huan downstairs on his back, but He Huan felt embarrassed and refused to let him carry it, saying that he could go. Changzhou was in a hurry, picked her up at once, and told Chang Huan to lock the door and go to the hospital with him.
When going down the stairs, Changzhou was careful not to let He Huan's feet be touched, and walked down from the fifth floor, and soon he was so tired that he was out of breath, He Huan closed his eyes and didn't dare to look at his face, and with his breathing, the breath blew on He Huan's face, and there was an unfamiliar smell of tobacco in that breath.
Since childhood, He Huan has rarely been hugged by his family, his father is disappointed that she is a daughter, and rarely has contact with her, and his mother may have given her first love to her sister He Nan, and she is not very attentive to He Huan. He Huan didn't know how much she longed to be caressed by her relatives, and the teacher inadvertently pulled her hair for her in the graduation photo, which made her heart feel hot. Now that he was held in his arms by Changzhou, he suddenly felt infinitely wronged in his heart, and tears slowly flowed down. Chang Zhou thought that her burned feet hurt, and comforted her in a low voice, holding on for a while, and she would be fine after seeing a doctor. He Huan couldn't wipe his tears with his hands, turned his head and buried his face in front of Changzhou, crying more and more sadly, and soon flooded Changzhou's clothes.
When I arrived at the hospital, after the doctor's examination, I applied medicine, gave anti-inflammatory injections, and prescribed some ointments and oral medicines. Chang Zhou took the two of them to dinner again, and then sent the two of them home.
On the way, Changzhou asked He Huan what her reaction was to send flowers to Teacher Zhu last time, and He Huan told the truth, she didn't say anything, just put the flowers in the vase. Changzhou listened to it, thoughtfully, and only nodded after a while and said, "That's right, just like her reaction should be, Huanhuan says that her mother is very happy every time, how can it be?" He Huan was puzzled and asked, "How do you know?" Changzhou replied: "You will understand in the future that if a person is heartbroken, the expression of the person who makes her sad is that there is no emotion." It's better to be indifferent than passers-by. β
After returning home, Changzhou looked at the home that had left for more than two years, he was in a hurry when he first came, and he didn't have time to look carefully, now it seems that there is no trace of his own life, and the others are kept as they are, the living room was originally hung with wedding photos, and now there is a landscape painting, a common boat is moored in the reeds, two water birds fall on the side of the boat, the thin crescent moon is hidden in the clouds, and only a shallow halo shines through. He remembered that this was the last painting painted by Zhu Tianwen before his death, and the words on the painting were written by him: "The bright moon was there at that time, and the clouds returned." How do you think of these two sentences, Changzhou doesn't know, and now I feel what an ominous sentence it is.
After He Huan rested for two days with a foot burn, Mr. Zhu returned with four students to participate in the competition, and the school was happy and praised the teachers and students.
In the past two days, Changzhou bought food and brought it back for the two girls to eat. On the night that Mr. Zhu came back, Changzhou brought food upstairs as usual, and the two of them met face to face for the first time since the divorce, sometimes occasionally seen from a distance, and did not speak.
After Changzhou entered the house, he discussed with Teacher Zhu: "Tianwen, I'll pick up Huanhuan and He Huan from school on Monday." Zhu Tianwen nodded and agreed. Changzhou added: "You should be with you." Zhu Tianwen shook his head and said, "No need, He Huan lives with me, the students don't know, the two of us never go together." Changzhou hurriedly said, "Then I'll park the car a little farther away." Zhu Tianwen still shook his head, turned around and returned to his room.
Chang Zhou beat his spirits and played with the two girls for a while before he walked out of his former home sullenly. Looking back at Zhu Tianwen's window, a room of clear light faintly came out of the curtains, and the loneliness in my heart was indescribable, this little woman is getting thinner and thinner, don't you have to eat every day. There are fine wrinkles at the corners of the eyes, the two of them have aged a lot in the past two years, and like many infatuated people, I liked the lyrics, "The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you." "Growing old is going on now, but not together, but separately.
Since Monday, Changzhou has been driving over every morning, first to see off his daughter Huanhuan, and then He Huan. Zhu Tianwen left earlier than them because he took the bus. In the evening, he also took the two of them home, and occasionally he would stay and eat with them, and he would leave after Zhu Tianwen came back from school. After two weeks like this, He Huan's foot injury was almost healed, and he proposed that he didn't need to pick him up again. But since then, Changzhou has developed a habit of coming to this house often after work, bringing some fruits and snacks when he comes, and then accompanying the two girls to play checkers and watch cartoons, Zhu Tianwen didn't say anything against it, and mingled with the three of them, doing whatever he had to do, and talking to him when necessary, but the tone was light and there was no emotion.
After the winter vacation, the weather gradually warmed up, and Huanhuan began to plan a family outing for spring. Her ideal is that both her parents will participate, of course, she has to bring Sister He Huan, she has now classified He Huan as her own family member. Once, an iron button on He Huan's denim clothes fell off, and when she found the hammer and pliers and was about to repair it herself, Huanhuan saw it, so she stepped forward to stop it and said, "Sister He Huan, don't get it, wait for Dad to come back and fix it for you." He Huan stopped, looked at Huanhuan and said, "I really envy you for having such a good father." Huanhuan heard this, and immediately said, "Then you should also be his daughter." β
Regarding the name of Changzhou, He Huan had a lot of brains, so that his uncle felt that he was too young, and after trying a few times, he was embarrassed to call out, and then remembered that in martial arts novels, older people are always called big brothers, so he called him big brother Chang. Changzhou is still like the first time they met, and has been calling her Sister He Huan with Huanhuan seriously, sometimes let Zhu Tianwen hear it, He Huan found that Teacher Zhu always looked like he was about to laugh.
Later, Huanhuan would look at Zhu Tianwen's face, and when she saw that her expression was relaxed after she went home, she coquettishly said that her father and sister bullied her, and dragged her mother to the living room to play checkers with them to avenge her. He Huan is also helping Lazhu Tianwen by the side, and the relationship between their teachers and students has now reached the state of being both teachers and friends, this kind of relationship is not known to outsiders at school, and it can be seen at home at any time. Tianwen refused a few times, and later generously participated.
Now there are often laughter of four people in the house, so Huanhuan feels that as long as she chooses a time that is convenient for her mother, the spring outing plan will definitely be realized. After the oral report was typed, there was no reply after two weeks, Huanhuan tried to do it again, coquettishly pretending to be pitiful, Zhu Tianwen promised her to play during the May Day holiday.
On May 4th, Huanhuan finally got her wish, and three years after her parents divorced, the family went out to play together. The night before, Huanhuan couldn't sleep excitedly, and found the album to show He Huan the photos taken when the three of them went out to play before, and He Huan accompanied her in the room and muttered until the second half of the night before falling asleep.
The next day, Changzhou drove, a group of four people first went to the Golden Dragon Temple to climb the mountain, and when they came back, they planned to go to Longwangtang to see the cherry blossoms. There are 999 steps in Jinlong Temple, the two girls are young and active, and they left the two adults behind after walking for a while, Zhu Tianwen was okay at first, but he was already tired and had no strength halfway through, and he couldn't bear to let the three of them disappoint, so he barely persevered.